I have a Secret

Chen Shi was startled, but luckily he didn't wake up.

The next moment, Chen Shi felt that he was the protagonist of the eight o'clock shift, or the heroine, what the hell was his heart beating?

Huang Dan didn't know what Chen Shi was thinking, he didn't open his eyes, and said vaguely, "There are biscuits, yogurt, and candies in the drawer, don't bother me anymore."

Chen Shi went to open the drawer and found that there was only one box of yogurt left, and he only took the biscuits.

After eating most of the bag of biscuits, Chen Shicai went to look around the room. It was very empty, just a bed, a table, and a chair. He looked down under the bed, but it was full, and it looked like it had been tidied up.

Chen Shi opened the curtain in front of him, and there were small stoves, teapots, pots and pans, buckets and basins in the room outside, and a dozen pieces of coal and tongs were piled up in the corner.

He looked around and found that there was only one chair in the room.

The beeping sound suddenly sounded, and Chen Shi was startled. He saw the boy on the bed sitting up, yawning and rubbing his eyes, and realized that the alarm clock was ringing.

"What kind of broken alarm clock do you have, why does it sound so strange?"

Huang Dan found the slippers and put them on, "Don't all alarm clocks sound like this?"

Chen Shi put his hands in his pockets, "Really?"

Huang Dan said, "Yes."

There is no wardrobe in the house, and the clothes with yellow sheets are either in boxes or bags. He will put the clothes he will wear the next day on the chair the night before.

When changing clothes now, Huang Dan didn't pay attention to the other person in the room.

Chen Shi saw the boy take off his pajamas without saying hello, his face tensed, "What are you doing?"

Huang Dan didn't look back, "Change clothes."

There was a sound of the door opening behind, and people went out.

Huang Dan slowly buttoned up the buttons, put on the sweater, and went to change into jeans. After changing his clothes, he threw the toiletries into the basin and went out with the basin and said to the people in the yard, "Come here and brush your teeth."

Chen Shi was smoking and didn't respond.

Huang Dan turned on the faucet to catch the water, "If you don't brush your teeth, your mouth will stink."

Chen Shi's forehead twitched, and he took a cigarette.

After eight o'clock, Huang Dan sent Chen Shi to the station, and the two had breakfast on the way.

After getting on the bus, Chen Shi's body tensed up, his hands were clenched into fists in his pockets, he was fighting against fear alone in his own world.

Huang Dan wanted to shake his hand, but the time didn't come.

The bus stopped at the platform inside the station, Huang Dan helped Chen Shi get off the bus, and the two of them squatted down to catch their breath in a place where they couldn't smell the gasoline, couldn't see the car, and couldn't hear the sound of the engine.

One was shaking his hands to wipe off the cold sweat, his lips were bloodless, and the other was crying and wiping away his tears, his chin was wet with tears. If brothers and sisters were pitted against each other, there would be no winner.

Chen Shi wondered, "You are fine, why are you crying?"

Huang Dan said hoarsely, "My heart hurts."

Chen Shi frowned, and wanted to tease him, but when he saw the boy's tear-stained face, he suddenly lost his mind, "How old are you, why are you so distressed?"

Huang Dan said, "Because you feel uncomfortable, I can't look at it, and it hurts when I look at it."

Chen Shi turned his head, "What did you say?"

The yellow slip was not repeated.

Chen Shi figured it out by himself, as if someone had pressed the pause button, he stood up for a while, and then straightened his back, "Are you kidding me?"

When he said this, Chen Shi didn't lower his head, and saw the young man's black hair and a few drops of water in front of him.

Huang Dan also stood up, but just looked at him with red eyes.

Both of them were silent after that.

Standing in the waiting hall, Chen looked at his mobile phone from time to time. The time for ticket inspection was getting closer and closer. The boy didn't leave or speak. He didn't know what was going on, he couldn't figure it out.

Chen Shi was carrying a backpack on one shoulder, and suddenly said, "Hey, do you like me?"

Huang Dan raised his eyelids.

After Chen Shi asked, he wanted to slap himself, what nonsense are you talking about?Was your brain kicked by a donkey?

At this moment, the ticket checking just started, Chen Shi took advantage of his height, quickly jumped over the crowd and ran to the front, his handsome face was pitch black, and he was a bit annoyed.

Chen Shi cursed in a low voice, angry with himself, "Fuck!"

Just as Chen Shi took out the ticket and was about to hand it to the ticket inspector, his arm was grabbed, and the young man leaned forward on tiptoe and whispered something in his ear.

Chen Shi didn't look back, checked the ticket and went in.

A week later, when Huang Dan finished painting at night and returned home, he saw a suitcase at the door, and a boy was sitting on the suitcase with his legs crossed and smoking, and three or four cigarette butts fell on the ground.

Chen Shi was distracted, when a deep smoke ring just reached his mouth, he caught a glimpse of the young man who came over, his throat moved, his buttocks sat firmly, his toes rubbed against the ground, and he took the right to speak first.

"When I went back after the exam, my painting was not as good as before. When I was sketching, I looked at the model, and the painting didn't look like it at all. When the story spread, everyone looked at me with sympathy and pity, thinking that I would have to do it again next year. I repeated the study, and when the class teacher knew about it, he suggested that I come to Shen Liang’s studio.”

Huang Dan said, "There are many undergraduates in the class, and the head teacher will be very happy."

Chen Shi stuffed the cigarette in his mouth, and pulled the corners of his mouth angrily, "Yeah, I'm so annoyed by him, so I came here."

Huang Dan said, "Shen Liang is next door."

Chen Shi snorted coldly, "I don't share the rent with him, he's a man who doesn't agree with what he looks like, and he's really jealous of me from the bottom of his heart, I'm afraid he might wipe my neck with a knife while I'm asleep."

Huang Dan said, "It's possible."

After the joke, neither of them spoke, one stood leisurely, the other sat on the box and smoked, the whole world fell silent.

Chen Shi pinched the butt of the cigarette and threw it on the ground, then smashed it with his shoe, "Speak up, you."

Huang Dan walked to the door, "Say what?"

As it got closer, Chen Shi's breath became a little messy, he tapped the lighter to play, "No, what did your kid say about you at the station, it doesn't count?"

Huang Dan said, "Do you like me?"

Chen Shi came out of his mouth, "Yes, that's..."

The yellow sheet didn't give him a chance to continue, "I see."

Chen Shi knew he had been duped, he ground his molars, wanting to bite someone, "Then why don't you let me in?"

Huang Dan asked, "You came here because you were annoyed by the head teacher?"

Unnaturalness appeared on Chen Shi's face again, and it was fleeting. He said stiffly, "Nonsense, otherwise what else could it be?"

Huang Dan remained motionless.

As time passed by, Chen Shi's breathing gradually became heavy and his eyes became fierce. He was defeated, surrendered, surrendered, surrendered, and cut his heart open, "Damn it, I came here after you! "

Only then did Huang Dan take the key to open the door.

Chen Shi rolled his eyes, and felt that he was a sheep in the mouth of a tiger, and he was eaten to death before he could do anything.