I have special people skills

After hearing this, Ji Jinxian had a blank expression on her face.

What is "why does he like me"?Isn't liking someone just to be with him?

If you can't be together, what's the point of this kind of love?

Ji Jinxian clenched her hands a little more, her thoughts fluttered for a while.

Ji Jinchen stretched out his hand, pulled her hand to his lap, and then used a little force to separate her tightly clenched hands to prevent her from hurting himself.

On Ji Jinchen's face, there was still a lingering smile on his face, but his tone was calm, with an inexplicable clarity.

He said: "I like this kind of thing, just like my personal taste. If you don't like sweet food, you just don't like it. If you force people to eat it, they still don't like it."

Ji Jinxian looked at him, with a dazed and stubborn expression on his face: "But you like him!"

Ji Jinchen smiled: "What do I like about him? I like his good looks? I like his intelligence and temperament?"

Ji Jinxian couldn't answer this question, but she felt that Ji Jinchen's statement was strange.

But the next moment, Ji Jinchen's statement was even more strange, he said: "Actually, I just like him and he will never like me."

Ji Jinxian's eyes widened, and she felt that this statement was like a fairy tale. It is impossible for someone else to like herself forever?

Ji Jinchen looked at her and asked, "Strange?"

Ji Jinxian nodded in panic, staring at Ji Jinchen, wanting to get an answer, she felt that the answer was too wrong!

How could he like that other people don't like him!

Ji Jinchen: "Because he doesn't like me, so I have never had the so-called gain. Since I won't get it, I don't care about losing it."

Ji Jinchen actually enjoyed this feeling, as if he was admiring a rare treasure.

Although he can't own it, the treasure is still a treasure, and the brilliance is so beautiful, as long as he thinks of that person, he will feel intoxicated by this beauty.

He doesn't know when this mentality was formed, but this feeling that can't be obtained and won't be lost makes him feel extremely safe.

Ji Jinchen looked at his sister, and through her beautiful face, he thought of his mother who passed away when he was young.

The mother and daughter are so similar, they both went crazy for a man, and they drove themselves to a dead end because of a relationship that was destined not to be obtained.

Ji Jinchen thinks that probably the person he loves the most is himself. His liking and love for Xu Jingning, he just wants to find a suitable person to store this feeling.

As long as he doesn't think about spending his life with his lover, he will never embark on this path of despair and madness.

After hearing his words, Ji Jinxian's expression changed several times.

She never thought that she would hear such words from her brother, she pursed her lips, thinking of Ying Fan.

Thinking of the little things she and Ying Fan used to get along with, remembering how close the three of them were when they were young.

At that time, she thought that it would be great if she could be with Ying Fan and Chenchen forever.

Ji Jinxian finally said it out: "If we can't be together, then what's the point of liking?"

She likes Ying Fan so much, and mother likes Dad so much, but why can't they be together?Why?

Ji Jinchen was silent for a while, and couldn't help but said, "If Mom and Dad haven't been together before, how could there be us?"

Ji Jinxian's breathing stagnates, and her eyes suddenly widen.

Yes, they are together, and they have two children, both sons and daughters, but then?

Thinking of what happened next, Ji Jinxian suddenly became short of breath, her chest heaved violently, and her teeth began to chatter.

Ji Jinchen held her hand tightly: "Sister, calm down."

Ji Jinxian couldn't calm down at all, she stared at her younger brother who was still calm, and squeezed out a sentence between her teeth: "Ying Fan won't do that!"

Ji Jinchen also looked at her and asked, "So you chose him because you know he's a good man?"

Ji Jinxian shrank back abruptly, feeling the fear of being punctured.

But Ji Jinchen didn't let go: "Because he is a good man, he must like you?"

On Ji Jinxian's beautiful face, cowardice and madness were intertwined, making her face a little distorted.

In the end, her voice suddenly became sharp: "Why can't he like me! What's wrong with me!"

It's not that Ji Jinchen is not disappointed. The two brothers and sisters depend on each other for life, struggling to survive in Ji's family, and their relationship is far deeper than that of ordinary siblings.

In the impression of the past years, Ji Jinxian has always been gentle, like a shy flower when she smiles.

Although she is an older sister, Ji Jinchen always wants to grow up quickly, to be strong enough to protect her like a younger sister.

But just because of Ying Fan, it became what it is now.

Even though he knew that she was sick and that she couldn't control herself, but when he thought of the mother who committed suicide because of a man, he couldn't help but feel disappointed.

That's all.

Is love that important?Important enough to surpass yourself?Important enough to surpass children and brothers?

He still remembered when he was a child, when he cried and begged his mother not to leave them behind, the figure of the woman jumping off the window sill resolutely, and also remembered that day, the sister who had always been gentle suddenly seemed to go crazy and only knew how to call Ying Fan. name.

He held Ji Jinxian's shoulder tightly, stared at her and said, "If you can't love yourself, how can others love you?"

Ji Jinxian, who was ill, couldn't listen to his words at all, and yelled hysterically, why didn't he help herself and so on.

Ji Jinchen stood up, walked out, locked the door, and left without even looking back.

The person inside is not his sister.

He didn't want to come back until she came back.

When Xu Le and Ying Fan entered the room sticky, they saw that Professor Xu was already at home.

Xu Le: "Eh...Dad, it's really early for you to come back."

Professor Xu: "You can go back to your room."

Xu Le: "..."

Dad, you are so honest, why don't we have the nerve to go back to the room!

Xu Le thought, I should have gone out with Ying Fan to open a house just now, otherwise I would have gone to the house where Ying Fan lived before, instead of going home for some shitty reason to save money!

Thinking of this, Comrade Xu Le turned his face back and looked at Ying Fan sadly.

Ying Fan couldn't help but rubbed his head with a smile, it's not his fault, it was Xu Le who said he wanted to come back, he wanted to make Xu Le happy today, of course Xu Le did what he said.

Xu Le leaned over to Ying Fan, lowered his voice and said, "You should stand firm then!"

Firmly take me to open a house!

Ying Fan also imitated him and lowered his voice: "Next time I will be firmer."

Professor Xu looked up at them, and he was relieved knowing that the period of emotional depression had passed.

Xu Le's heart is really soft. Although this is not a bad thing, Professor Xu still doesn't agree with it because of a system with unknown risks.

Xu Jingning thought, after two more days, they might be able to discuss this topic in depth, but recently it was avoided.

Thinking of this, Professor Xu continued to record the information, but in the two files he had open, Ji Jinxian's today's diary only wrote a small amount of content.

On the contrary, Ji Jinchen has already written some length.

Professor Xu had a general understanding of the situation of Ji's family before, not only what Ji Jinchen said, he also asked a little bit from Ying Fan, so he understood it from the inside out.

It is really rare for children who grow up in such an environment to have no problems themselves.

Although Ji Jinchen has always behaved normally, if Xu Jingning couldn't see his abnormality, it would be useless to study people for so many years.

He raised his eyes and glanced at Xu Le, who was pulling Ying Fan back to the room with a smile, and saw that they closed the door before typing the last line, and then took off the glasses.

Xu Jingning was thinking about where to start to cut in, when he heard the phone ringing on the side.

It was a message from Ji Jinchen.

After Xu Jingning saw the content of the message, he frowned and dialed directly.

They chatted on the phone about Ji Jinxian's condition, while Xu Le and Ying Fan started kissing at the door in the bedroom.

Ying Fan pressed Xu Le against the door panel, and locked the door behind him.

Xu Le couldn't help laughing when he heard the voice, Ying Fan lifted his chin and kissed him deeper.

Xu Le felt that this was actually a bit exciting, playing kisses with her boyfriend, while her father was outside the door or something, it felt like she did something bad when she was in school.

Uh, although no matter in the past or now, if he did something bad, Dad would know what he did.

But well...

Xu Le was kissed by Ying Fan, and consciously took off the smart bracelet on his hand.

I thought to myself, everyone is an adult, it is normal to have some needs...

Then there is a need and a need, and the need goes to bed.

Xu Le felt his single bed, and was a little worried: "...Do you think my small bed board can withstand our tossing?"

Ying Fan was a little speechless: "Can you not think about this?"

Xu Le: "Aren't I worried that I won't be able to get away with it!"

Ying Fan lowered his head and kissed him on the mouth, thinking that in this way the chance of being disappointed would be minimized.

Xu Le was dizzy from his kiss, and his bones became weak from his touch. He hummed twice from his nose and then he was very obedient.

But practice has proved that Xu Le's crib is quite strong, even the sound is not loud!

Xu Le: "I want to remember this brand, the quality is so good, I will buy it again in the future!"

Ying Fan, who was full of warmth afterwards: "..."

Why is he still thinking about this?

Xu Le was still thinking about the bed: "I don't know how big the biggest bed of this brand is. How big can our bedroom fit?"

Ying Fan sighed, the boyfriend he chose had no choice but to go to the dark, so the two started to visit the Taobao furniture store with their mobile phones, and afterwards the direction was very strange.

Xu Le was very happy to watch anyway, and Ying Fan became happy when he saw him happy.

It's really good to imagine what it would be like to imagine the future home together.

Although Xu Le had the idea of ​​buying a house by himself before, he never had an urgent idea, nor did he have any specific plans on how to decorate it.

It was probably because boys generally had a rough relationship. At that time, he thought that the basic decoration of the house would be the same anyway. After having a wife, he would always listen to other people's opinions, and then he could dress up as she said.

The only thing that Xu Le is relatively clear about is that when the time comes, the computer desk should be bigger and the computer chair should be better.

But at this moment, with his beloved by his side, he realized that he didn't think about it before because he hadn't met anyone who wanted to spend his life together.

After encountering it, how could there be no idea?

He was full of all kinds of ideas, and he couldn't finish talking, and he was so unconstrained, he said whatever he wanted.

One moment I was talking about the sofa, whether it should be made of fabric or leather, and the next moment I jumped to plant grapes in the garden. If I planted grapes, I set up a shelf, and the flowers and plants underneath would not be able to get out of the sun. The sun does not grow well.

Ying Fan just listened to what he said, participated in opinions from time to time, and didn't find it annoying at all.

On the contrary, he felt very happy.

He and Xu Le are planning their home, thinking about it makes people feel happy as if they are dreaming.

Ying Fan couldn't help but hug him a little tighter, bowed her head and kissed the back of his neck.

Xu Lezheng was talking vigorously, he was a bit dazed when he was kissed, but he turned his face and kissed Ying Fan too, and said with a smile: "Or just tell me!"

Ying Fan just smiled: "Okay, let's do it again."

Xu Le put the phone aside, turned around, put his arms around Ying Fan's neck and kissed hard, and asked after the kiss, "How is it? Are you satisfied? Is your technique very good?"

Ying Fan couldn't be fooled by him, and said with a smile: "I just kissed you alone, nothing compares."

Xu Le: "Well said..."

Xu Le couldn't help applauding, thinking that Ying Fan was really tricky, but he liked it so much, so he leaned on Ying Fan and giggled.

Ying Fan hugged him and patted him on the back.

Xu Le suddenly sighed: "If only we could be like this for the rest of our lives."

Ying Fan said: "Yes."

Xu Le rubbed against his neck: "Handsome guy, don't change."

Ying Fan just laughed, feeling that Xu Le's acting like a baby made his heart tremble, and he said softly, "I will never change my mind until I die."

Xu Le froze and didn't speak.

Ying Fan felt his stiffness and thought he didn't believe it, so he hugged him tightly and said, "Lele, you have to trust me."

Xu Le felt his heart beating violently. He grabbed Ying Fan, and his tone was a bit stiff when he spoke: "Don't say anything about death or death, you are still young! Some things are not easy to say casually, do you know it!"

Ying Fan was stunned for a moment, and then smiled: "Okay, I won't talk about it in the future, don't worry, I will not be willing to die until I grow old with you."

Xu Le couldn't wait to bite him: "...Handsome guy, are you here to find fault! Don't say you're dead!"

Ying Fan: "I just want to tell you what's on my mind."

Ying Fan felt that he had been holding back for the past two years, so he seized the opportunity to confess his love to Xu Le and tell him everything he kept in his heart.

Xu Le got out of his arms and looked at Ying Fan: "I heard you say that just now, my heart is beating really hard."

Ying Fan took his hand and kissed it: "So excited? Then I'll practice more, won't you love me even more?"

Xu Le: "Handsome guy, you've already reached the professional level of love talk, give me some way to survive!"

And Xu Le was not willing to tell Ying Fan that his heartbeat was not because of his heartbeat just now, but because of fear.

It feels like watching a movie. People who usually say "When I come back, we will XXXX" usually won't come back.

Xu Le had the feeling of setting a flag just now, that's why he minded what Ying Fan said so much.

Xu Le comforted himself in his heart. He thought too much about this. Real life is not about making movies. They will definitely live together forever.

Xu Le has always been more optimistic, easy to fall, but also quick to get up, so he quickly put aside that idea.

After the two of them had been sticking together for a while, they realized that it was actually a bit late, so they got up and were going to ask Xu Jingning what they were going to do for dinner.

As a result, the two went out to see that there was no sign of Professor Xu at home, only a note was placed on the coffee table.

Ying Fan walked over to pick it up to have a look, and then said to Xu Le: "It is said that there is something wrong with Jinxian, he will go and have a look."

Xu Le nodded: "Then we will solve it ourselves."

Ying Fan asked, "Shall we make it ourselves or order takeaway?"

Xu Le had just finished fighting Yingfan Fairy. Because of his restraint, it didn't hurt his butt very much, but he was a little lazy to ask him to cook.

But let's eat takeaway, eating takeaway from my sister's house all the time, it's really easy to spoil my appetite, and he doesn't even like the lunch box in the company.

Xu Le decided to be tough and simple: "Let's make it ourselves, there are plenty of goods in the refrigerator, so let's eat whatever we want."

Ying Fan patted his head: "You were tired just now, what do you want to eat, I'll make it for you."

Xu Le: "Uh... Then the whole instant noodles!"

It's not that Xu Le looks down on Ying Fan, but that few of the men in their technical department know how to cook. They either eat takeout, or rely on their parents. him one.

Although I feel that Ying Fan is very meticulous and considerate, but he has seven or eight chefs in his family, so he is still a son-in-law. If his cooking skills are lit up, Xu Le feels that he has won the lottery a bit too much.

Ying Fan looked at Xu Le with an expression of "Even if you boil the instant noodles into instant batter, I will drink it without hesitation", and didn't say much, just said: "Just wait for me."

Xu Le tentatively asked, "Do you want me to help you?"

Ying Fan said, "Just sit down."

So Xu Le just sat down, no matter what, he should give others a chance to show off, right?

As long as you don't blow up the kitchen, everything is fine.

Ying Fan pulled the glass door of the kitchen to prevent the fumes from running into the living room.

Xu Le still had a backache, so he lay down on the sofa and played games with his mobile phone.

As a result, after playing with it, Xu Le realized something was wrong, because...it smells so good...

Xu Le was figuring out what kind of instant noodles could produce this taste, when the villain in his game was cut up by his opponent.

Xu Le: "..."

So angry!Come again!

After Xu Le played two games while distracted, he couldn't sit still anymore, got up from the sofa and ran to the kitchen.

After entering the kitchen, Xu Le felt that he was really too young.

This is not winning the lottery, this is winning a lottery series, like leeks, crop after crop!

In such a short period of time, Ying Fan couldn't make a table full of Chinese people, all of which were materials from the refrigerator.

Deboned chicken legs, bones, vegetarian chicken and tender bamboo shoots are used to make soup. The chicken legs are braised in soy sauce, and the color is very attractive. This will be in the juice collection stage.

There is already a plate of fried vegetables on the side, and a plate of cooked vegetables.

Xu Le couldn't hold back, and stretched out his sinful little paws to stir fry vegetarian food from the plate, but Ying Fan found out.

Ying Fan: "Wash your hands and use chopsticks."

Xu Le washed his hands obediently, and after taking the chopsticks, he ate a stir-fried vegetarian dish with chopsticks.

Xu Le: "..."

Xu Le: "You let me eat a piece of meat!"

Ying Fan's chicken leg meat was also finished with juice, and it was served on a plate, and Xu Le ate another piece of braised chicken leg meat.

Xu Le felt that his poor cooking skills were not as good as that of Mr. Ying Fan's. This matter was really unbelievable: "You can cook!"

The key is to do better than him!why is that!

Ying Fan smiled: "Just wait for today."

Xu Le: "...just talk about it."

Ying Fan still smiled and didn't say anything more.

Xu Le watched as Ying Fan brushed the pot quickly, turned on the fire again, and after another plate of fried dumplings came out, he had no more thoughts.

Xu Le took out all the dishes silently. It would take a while for the rice to be ready in the rice cooker, so the two of them ate the fried dumplings first.

The more Xu Le ate, the more he felt that Ying Fan was good at cooking, so he asked, "When did you learn to cook?"

Ying Fan thought for a while and said, "It was more than a year ago."

Xu Le: "Huh? Why do you want to learn?"

Ying Fan just looked at him and said, "That time when you said you couldn't cook, and you still ate takeaway when you had a cold, I thought you should learn."

Xu Le: "..."

Xu Le couldn't help covering his face, ouch, it's terrible, I like him more and more, what should I do!