Countryside Rhapsody

In the quiet cell, sunlight came in through the window lattice, and at the same time brought a powerful light that the weak candlelight could not give.

Alone, Helian Fengxiao flipped through the sage classics that he had listened to many times when he was a child. He could memorize them, but he didn't know what they meant. When the master gave them lectures, he never paid attention to them. He forgot many things in school. Did not think carefully.

Rereading it now, the deeper he reads, the more he thinks in his heart, the more he can recall what he was like when he was in school. All the books were just a fleeting glance for him at that time.

The sound of the cell door being punched pulled Helian Fengxiao back from his own world, and when he saw the person standing by the door with his hands folded, he no longer had the anger he had at first.

Looking at the person who looked down at him, he could already face it calmly.

"During these days, you have indeed changed." Helian Yingdou leaned against the door with his arms folded and looked at his younger brother: "But it's not enough, your eyes can't hide what's on your mind."

"I have something on my mind?" Helian Fengxiao was slightly taken aback, for some reason she couldn't hide her true self in front of Helian Yingdou.

"Of course you have something on your mind, there is more than one thing." Helian Yingdou looked at him.

Helian Fengxiao took a deep breath, since he couldn't hide it, there was no need to hide it, he had something on his mind, and there were many questions that he couldn't solve or understand: "Is the purpose of your coming to Scarlet Flame Valley just to see Helian How much patience does Fei Xi have?"

Helian Fengxiao asked Helian Yingdou: "Where is the mirror you promised me?"

"It's unwise for you to change your name because of one betrayal, because it will make you look very naive." Helian Yingdou looked at Helian Fengxiao: "What I want to test is not his patience, It's about Helian Feixi's confidence in you."

"And what about the mirror?"

"Now is not the time." Helian Yingdou came over and stopped in front of Helian Fengxiao's desk: "As I said, you have a lot of ideas, but you should learn to proceed step by step."

"What do you mean?"

"People's desires will not always be [-]% satisfied. Now you need to learn how to focus on the things in front of you when your heart is concerned." Glancing at the books spread out on the table, Helian Yingdou asked Helian Fengxiao: "How much did you learn this morning?"

The scrolls spread out on the table only gave Helian Fengxiao a headache, he lowered his eyes and replied softly, a little guilty: "Not many."

"So now is not the time. No matter how many things you have in your heart, you can only focus on the only thing at hand. If you can't even do this, no matter how ambitious you are Empty talk."

Helian Ying's fight has come to this point, Helian Fengxiao simply chose to break the jar and asked directly: "Since this is the case, how should I let go of my distracting thoughts?"

"This question, you should ask yourself." Helian Yingdou chuckled: "You can't just come to me to find the answer whenever you have a question, thinking can promote your growth, the premise is that what you think is meaningful, Everyone has their own different personalities, and there has never been a one-size-fits-all method in the world.”

How to get rid of distractions?

How to give up temptation?

After Helian Yingdou made a point, Helian Fengxiao began to think, how many distracting thoughts he had, how many temptations he faced, he had to think of them one by one, dig them out from the depths of his heart, Exposed to the sun, he needs to use the dazzling sunlight to see clearly what destroyed his past, and he wants to destroy the things that destroyed his past one by one.

When Helian Fengxiao woke up from his contemplation, he found that every distracting thought and every temptation was so absurd and ridiculous. They were only produced because of his own ignorance, and the things he longed for and cared about had never been practical. significance.

The thing he should care about the most, but he discarded it like a shoe, and now there is nothing he can do to pick it up.

The core of the problem lies in his heart. Those distracting thoughts escaped the rational screening and directly entered his heart and kidnapped his heart.

Helian Fengxiao knew that he was never a quiet and peaceful person, but because of the circumstances he had to pretend to be calm and calm, he still couldn't escape Helian Yingdou's eyes, and could easily tear off all his disguises.

Knowing that she was the one who destroyed her, Helian Fengxiao couldn't help but complain.

His heart is full of endless ideas, but he never has the ability and courage to put them into practice. Even his perseverance often plays the trick of fishing for three days and drying the net for two days.

The courage to challenge difficulties is a quality he has always lacked.

Hiding in her comfort zone all the time, Helian Fengxiao understood a long time ago that she could not be Helian Yingdou's opponent at all, and all her actions were just deceiving herself and others.

Until the matter developed to this point, until he was reduced to a prisoner, he was still looking forward to the time when he could return to the day when he was sensible, but today, Helian Yingdou made him realize the reality.

There is no going back, time has always been cruel, it will only move forward, whether you like it or not, people will always be just slaves of time.

When a person dies, there will be a new person to replace him. The old man is a cog discarded by time, and the baby is a brand new part of the wheel of time, that's all.

Thinking back on his past, hearing the clearer voices belonging to the past, Helian Fengxiao heard the three words "unfair" shouting in his heart.

Even if the clamor in his heart has broken through the shackles of reason, Helian Fengxiao also understands that he is absolutely not qualified to say these three words. A person who has blamed himself, why should he curse the world, why should he think that the world is unfair?

Compared with other people, he has gained too much, and he has no right to call "unfair" at all. The inner self who calls "unfair" is just a reflection of his inferiority complex, and it is inferiority complex that destroys him. .

Sometimes, a person with low self-esteem appears arrogant and conceited on the outside, but Helian Fengxiao knows that no matter how he behaves, the emotion rooted in his heart is inferiority complex.

"Have you figured it out?"

"Not yet." Helian Fengxiao shook his head honestly, he heard part of the real voice from his heart, but it was not complete enough for him to break through his own heart.

"You can think about it slowly, I will give you enough time." Helian Yingdou looked at him: "After you come and go, you can always find your own answer."

"My answer is not an important matter, but Yunzhou has been parked here, you are not afraid of the life-threatening people discovering your existence? How long are you going to fight with him? After a long time, won't he doubt it? ?”

Helian Yingdou didn't care: "I'm not worried about his suspicion, I'm only worried that he doesn't doubt."

"Are you so confident?" Helian Fengxiao didn't like Helian Yingdou's appearance that everything was under control, as if everything in the world couldn't escape Helian Yingdou's calculations, his face sank a bit: " Beware of being clever but being misunderstood by cleverness, there is no wise man who can control everything in the world."

"Learning to use other people's personality characteristics is also a manifestation of intelligence." Helian Yingdou said: "I have prepared a big gift for him, do you want to follow me to see it?"

"What is it?"

"You think it's better to listen, and I don't mind telling you now, but there is an opportunity to witness lightly, do you really want to give up?" Helian Yingdou took a deep breath: "The smell of books in this room will not Does it annoy you?"

Helian Fengxiao immediately stood up, looked at Helian Yingdou: "I'll go and see with you."

"Let's go." With Helian Fengxiao who had made a choice, Helian Yingdou led him out of the cell, and returned to the deck at the bow of the ship, watching the battleship approaching from a distance.

Helian Fengxiao recognized that the warship was coming in the direction of Jiang Tian where he had once fought with Helian Ying.

That battleship made Helian Fengxiao familiar to the extreme, it was his own battleship, it should have been buried at the bottom of the river a long time ago.

"Do you know what Helian Feixi cares most about?" Looking at the dilapidated battleship escorted by two ordinary cloud boats coming from afar, Helian Yingdou's question interrupted Helian Fengxiao's inner thoughts. thoughts.

Helian Fengxiao didn't understand, since Helian Yingdou already had the answer himself, why did he still ask him?

Seeing the Yun Zhou and the warship gradually approaching, Helian Fengxiao heard Helian Yingdou's answer.

"Fame, this is what Helen Feixi cares most about."

Fame and reputation are collectively referred to as fame, because it symbolizes too many illusory and real things, and has become the pursuit of countless people throughout the ages.

It is shameless in the annals of history for thousands of years.

No one is born willing to be an ordinary person, regardless of real name or false name, everyone wants to prove their existence, even if time will eventually annihilate it all, even if the world will eventually be destroyed, everyone's heart desires To be recognized, known and understood by the world.

No one would wish from the very beginning that the geese would pass by without a trace, that even if it was only an illusory moment, it would be better than a pebble on the side of the road that would not be noticed.

Even if there is only one person in the world who remembers me, this life is not in vain.

What's more, that person is still the eldest prince of the Yulong Dynasty, how could he be willing to have only one person remember him.

What he wants is not one person, ten people, one hundred people, one thousand people, or ten thousand people to remember himself.

What he wants is for tens of thousands of people of the Yulong Dynasty to remember him, and all the people of Dongsheng Shenzhou to remember him. Helian Feixi has the ability to match his ambition , but he, Helian Fengxiao, did not.

Helian Fengxiao lowered his eyes, when he was far away from Helian Yingdou, he could ignore the gap between him and Helian Yingdou, deceiving himself and others to paralyze himself, now that Helian Yingdou is right in front of his eyes, Helian Yingdou Every word Dou said was like a heavy hammer, deafening and deafening, so that he dared not forget, could not forget.

The person in front of him made him understand what the gap is, how naive he was when he wanted to rely on his own ability to compete with He Lianying, but even now, he is not willing to give up this idea so easily .

Having ambition is not a shameful or dirty thing, the important thing is to use your ability to realize it, rather than turning it into a joke.

What Helian Yingdou had been teaching him all these days, he finally comprehended at this moment.

The biggest gain is the knowledge of bowing your head.

What Helian Fengxiao didn't understand was, why did Helian Yingdou do this?Because it's fun? , is it fun?Because he was so confident that he really wouldn't kill him, or did he look down on him?Or consider yourself unqualified to be his opponent?

Helian Fengxiao could only ask: "Why?"

Helian Yingdou didn't answer, Helian Fengxiao couldn't understand the emotion hidden in Helian Yingdou's eyes when he was looking at him, let alone what kind of inner world lay behind those eyes.

But when he looked into Helian Yingdou's eyes, his mind went blank, as if he was in the sea where thoughts were surging, or in the empty desert, so he didn't know how to get rid of this feeling of palpitation.