[Black shield and white tank] A line of sea and sky

Steve doesn't want to doubt Tony, he's said he'd like to go back.In order to get Tony back, he can pay a lot, even at the expense of everything.

When he is alone, he will calm down, and the strange power flowing in his body from time to time will also loosen his control, so the distorted but strong emotions will slowly subside, making him really believe that the future will be long.

So when there are no ripples in the emotional lake, to be honest, he still can't fully accept himself now.He has fear and rejection of himself.But this feeling won't last long, as if one foot of the soul is about to step over the minefield, it will be dragged back by the demon that has taken root in his heart, making him stay in the dark wild place obediently.

He guessed it was metamorphosis.

Transforming and reshaping the original Steve into something else is not a snap, so he will still want to play the roles of the past - Mr. Good, Justice Warrior, Tender Lover, and Old Antiques and Old Popsicles .

It's a kind of... a beauty similar to ignorance, the pure feeling is just like our memories of childhood.I clearly know that I am stupid, naive, and have done a lot of stupid and strange things, but I still can't help laughing when I think about it now.

Yes, Steve did that a lot, especially after Tony was found.He thinks that the other party, like himself, has a mixed feeling of disgust and nostalgia for the past, although Tony never admits it.He rejects him, defies him, as if everything Steve guesses is off Iron Man's vision.

But Steve believes otherwise.

Just like we treat a mental patient, sometimes the patient will not think that he is sick.Therefore, in the process of compulsory medication, you will see the pain and resistance of the patient, but once the other party is cured, he will understand that he can be so happy when he is healthy.

So when Steve thought of the good old days, put together the cleaned pieces intentionally or unintentionally and found that a piece of glass was missing, he thought it was his illusion.

It was a broken glass taken from Tony's room. It was supposed to be thrown into the trash can and emptied along with the man on duty, but today Steve woke up earlier than on duty, and the soldiers haven't come to clean it up yet. Rubbish.

He didn't do this on purpose, but because the small trash can couldn't fit so many things, so he tried to take out the trash bag, divided it into two and tied it up.But the glass was sharp and punctured the bag, and he had to find a few more newspapers to repack them.

He sifted the glasses out so they wouldn't mix with the normal trash.During the process of tidying up, his mind was full of Tony getting angry.The opponent's behavior was so similar to Tony's in the past, that even the furious expression made Steve involuntarily recall it many times.

Even Steve himself felt that this behavior was too pathological.

But if there is no such moment of absence, maybe things will develop in another direction completely.Steve wouldn't be automatically trying to put the broken pieces back together bit by bit, and he wouldn't have found the missing corner of the glass.

Then Tony Duck succeeded.

Even though Steve thought it was his own negligence at first, there was a judgment in his subconscious that forced him to empty all the contents of the trash can.

Since it is "thought", it is necessary to prove right or wrong.He carefully rummaged through the debris and debris inside.But the filthy food was scattered all over the place, and even the sandwich was put together, and the missing corner of the glass was not found.

Tony hides it.

No, maybe I just lost it.

Steve wasn't sure, he stared at the incomplete glass in a daze.After a while, he carefully covered the glass with a napkin.

Steve didn't act right away, still willing in his mind to believe that he accidentally dropped the debris in the room.So he didn't do those things "the next time we meet" as promised, but delivered the meal in the morning of the next day as always, with a smile on his face as always, and received Tony's as always While sneering and sarcastic, he pretended to glance casually at the floor of the room.

He didn't find the debris, so he didn't get close to Tony.

He and Tony separated a small coffee table, and each had some breakfast at random with their own evil intentions.Tony still didn't eat much, just took a couple of casual bites and went back to bed.Steve looked for something to say for a while, then quietly put away the tableware.

Then for a whole day, I didn't visit Iron Man again.

From Tony's point of view, he was also full of suspicion.He was ready to kill Steve with that little piece of glass hidden under his pillow.But Steve didn't make any extra moves, as if the other party went back and reflected on it, and then regretted treating him with such a cruel attitude.

This situation lasted for two or three days, and Steve only came to visit once a day, and then disappeared for a whole day.He never talked about business affairs, he would just ramble on about the past to Tony.

Tony forced himself not to listen to what he said as much as possible, those beautiful things would shake his determination to kill the other party.So once Rogers starts to narrate the dreams in those snowballs again, Tony will be completely silent, or hum a song, showing an attitude of indifference and snorting.

And after Steve left, Tony was lying on the bed alone, touching the cold murder weapon under the pillow with his fingers, constantly reminding himself that Steve was no longer the original person, even if he would soften for a while His heart has long been corroded by strange and dark forces, just like himself.

until a week later.

Steve didn't show up that morning, and Tony's breakfast was brought in by a soldier.Perhaps because he was getting used to Steve's hypocritical smile, Tony couldn't help asking the soldiers when they took away the tableware—"Where's your captain? Is he dead?"

Without Steve, Tony seemed to have a bit of an appetite.He ate a lot of breakfast today, and while wiping his mouth, he looked provocatively at the guards who cleaned the table.

The guard was ordered not to talk to Tony Darke, so he ignored Iron Man's words at first.So Tony added another fire, raised his legs and said again—"I won't really die, will I? Then I'll be symbolically sad, and by the way, when are you going to let me out?"

The soldier remained silent, and just glanced up at Tony, with dissatisfaction and rejection of Iron Man in his eyes.I thought he would pass on Tony's exact words to Steve, and even if Steve accepted the provocation, he would definitely come to see Tony.

To be honest, Tony was a little impatient. He didn't have much patience. If Steve kept not getting close to him and didn't give him a chance to kill him, then he didn't mind letting him light the fuse.

Too bad Steve still didn't show up.Not on the first day, not on the second day, and still not on the third day.I don't know what the Hydra captain is busy with, but he must not be in the camp.

Sure enough, it wasn't until almost another week later that Steve broke into Tony's room.Wearing a Hydra uniform, he looks like he's just been through a tough fight.His gloves were covered with dust and blood, and he smelled of gunpowder and blood.

The moment he saw Tony, his eyes lit up.He stood at the door to calm himself down a little, then took off his gloves, and sat down on the sofa wearily.

At that time, Tony was drinking a cup of coffee in a plastic cup, and he was also taken aback when he saw Steve's dusty appearance.His eyes fell on Steve for a while, he shrugged his shoulders and teased—"So you didn't die, what a disappointment."

Steve wasn't angry either, he responded with a smile and then replied prevaricately, "I'm sorry to disappoint you, but it would be a pity to die considering you are still in the base."

As he spoke, he began to unbutton his uniform, and while he was unbuttoning, he pointed in the direction of the bathroom with his other finger to ask Tony for advice—"If you don't mind, I'll take a shower here, and I don't think you want to either. See me covered in blood."

(…)

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