years and years

You Yezhi has been too busy recently, so Shuci can only go out to eat with Cheng Cheng and the others. He is hungry at home and too lazy to make instant noodles, so he can only order takeaway.

He was lying on the sofa watching TV and variety shows, but he was actually playing with the TV on his mobile phone.

In the end, I was so bored that I memorized words, and completed a difficult English dialogue with great emotion.After reciting it, I was still bored, so I took out my mobile phone to read the dictionaries from time to time, and finally lived up to the caring person, the mobile phone rang.

But it wasn't the person I thought, Shuci pressed to answer: "What's the matter?"

Cheng Cheng was a little noisy there, so he asked him loudly: "Come to Rongrongyue Bar!"

"I..." He has been rejecting Cheng Cheng's outdoor activities a lot recently, and after thinking about it carefully, he is idle at home anyway, so he agreed, "I'll be right there."

Go in and find the familiar booth, Cheng Xi and Ji Hong are there, Shu Ci greets and sits beside Bai Xingxing.Bai Xingxing leaned back, and Bai Diandian's figure slowly appeared.

Shuci lit a cigarette and slowly looked at Cheng Cheng. The latter turned his head hastily and raised his foot to shake his head.

"Brother Shuci." Bai DianDian called him.

After exhaling a puff of smoke, Shuci nodded, but did not speak.Bai Xingxing leaned into his ear and said: "My sister insists on coming, she really likes you, and whispers in my ear every day, give her a break!"

"?" Shuci looked at him suspiciously, "What should I say? Just tell her that I don't like her, that I'm sick?"

Bai Xingxing said: "Let me tell you, she plans to confess to you tonight."

As soon as they talked with their heads together, Bai DianDian couldn't see anything.In a hurry, she squeezed Bai Xingxing's thigh with her hands, Bai Xingxing yelled, and turned around and said that she was neither big nor young.

The two changed positions, and Bai Diandian got his wish. She reached out and lit a cigarette. The music was too loud, so she could only get close to Shuci and smell the faint fragrance of his body.

They chatted without saying a word, and the two drank for a long time.But the person who took care of her was a girl, Shuci didn't want to drink with her, so she reached out and called Bai Xingxing.

Bai Xingxing began to chase people away: "Hurry up and go home!"

"I don't." Bai Diandian sat still, looking up and rolling her eyes at him.

Huzi came back after dancing, and the girl who didn't know where he was next to him saw Shu Ci: "Brother Ci is here."

Shuci nodded, reached out to eat broad beans.He didn't eat at night, and he became addicted to eating one or two beans. He ate up a small plate of broad beans.

Bai DianDian stretched out her hand to tug at him, asked a few words and talked for a while, Shu Ci thought to herself that the way this girl confesses is quite special, don't girls care about the sense of ceremony the most?How can you say it on this occasion.

He remembered that You Yezhi sent him a good person card, and he didn't want to send a good person card to other girls, so he could only tell the truth: "I have someone I like."

Probably because she didn't have any expectations at all, Bai DianDian just hung her head in a daze, then raised her head and asked, "Are you two together?"

"No." Shuci shook his head, drank a glass of wine, and said, "I'm still working hard."

Bai Diandian was stunned: "...you didn't agree?"

Shuci smiled and said, "Isn't it normal? How can there be so many lovers in this world?"

"Ah, so she doesn't like you?"

"No." Shuci didn't think so.

Bai DianDian sighed, no one could hear her, not even herself.Picking up the wine glass and clinking glasses with him, said: "You have to work hard, I wish you to be with the person you like as soon as possible."

Shuci smiled and said, "Thank you."

Shu Ci didn't drink too much in case he came home drunk.It's past one o'clock in the evening, has You Yezhi gone home?Why don't you send him a message to ask where he is?

Shuci leaned on the sofa and took out his phone.

Ci: where?

It took several minutes for the other party to return.

.: Just came out of the show.

Ci: Working overtime so late?

.: Well, setting up the venue.

Shuci sat up and typed: Let's meet at a place, I'm hungry.

He Jianqi was waiting for him at the door, You Yezhi didn't want to get in his car, but Yu Xiaming and a few others were also there, so he couldn't refuse.After getting in the car, he looked at Shucihui's message, thought for a while, and replied: I don't know, you decide.

"Thank you, listen to me next time, go back early, you don't have to work overtime so late."

You Yezhi didn't mind, and shook his head slightly.

The car turned a corner, and He Jianqi said, "It's too far away here, and it's still cold. You don't have to run here, go to the company and watch the samples."

"Ah."

Seeing that the road was about to go wrong, You Yezhi said, "Stop by the side of the road."

He Jianqi looked at him from the rearview mirror: "It's so late, aren't you going home?"

"I have something to do."

"What's the matter?" He Jianqi asked him, without feeling that he had crossed the line, "It's too cold, let's go home."

You Yezhi frowned, and repeated: "I still have something to do, you should go back first, thank you for sending me this way."

He insisted that He Jianqi shouldn't ask more questions, the car stopped slowly on the side of the road, You Yezhi said hello, turned around and left.The car behind stopped for a long time, and drove away when he could not see his back.

There is a family noodle shop on Yinghua Street. It has been open for four or five years, until three or four in the morning. The business is very good, and Shuci hasn't come for a long time.He was afraid that You Yezhi would not find a place, so he stood at the door and waited.

When the people arrived at Shuci, they took them to sit down, went to pick out some side dishes, and chopped a big duck leg for You Yezhi.

There was a faint rejection between You Yezhi's eyebrows: "It's too greasy."

"Why are you so..." spoiled.Shuci changed the subject and pointed at the duck leg, "Don't you like spicy food, you should try it, it's delicious."

Both of them were hungry, and the noodles were clean, but the duck legs were not finished, so they paid the money and went out, and it was already past two o'clock in the middle of the night.

Shuci stuffed his hands in his pockets: "It's a good thing you don't have to go to class tomorrow, do you want to get up early?"

You Yezhi thought for a while and said, "Anything is fine."

Shuci looked at the warm yellow light of the street lamp and was silent for a while, sighing in a small voice: "I really like my life now."

It was past two o'clock in the middle of the night, there was no one on the street, and the two walked slowly, You Yezhi seemed to want to turn his head to look at him, but finally held back.

"You Yezhi." The ending of the book was very long, and he looked at the front: "I always feel that "I like you" used in confession is not as good as "It's nice to meet you" or "I want to be with you all the time." "Romance from your side. I think I told you once?"

You Yezhi knew it, and still clearly remembered that time on the subway, Shuci said to him: But I am still very happy to meet you.

"I haven't thought about love at all. I think I am a person with a good skin, but there is nothing attractive about it. I have fought many times, and I have been bruised and bruised. At that time, I left everything behind. He said, his voice was very soft, and he turned his head to look at You Yezhi, "But there is always someone who will let you see yourself clearly. Whether it's good or bad, it's a good thing."

You Yezhi listened with lowered eyes, clenched the hands that were actually in his pockets.

Shuci said: "I don't like to miss out, and I don't want to leave regrets. If I like it, I like it. I don't want to be a turtle. I just want to be with the person I like. It's a very happy thing."

The people around me kept silent, and occasionally a car drove past quickly on the road, raising waves of dust.

Shuci bent his lips: "Although it's not that cold in March, you should pay attention and wear more clothes." After talking for a long time, he turned to look at You Yezhi, "Are your hands cold?"

"..." You Yezhi recovered from his words and understood what it meant, "It's not cool."

"I don't believe it, I'll touch it."

He held out his hand, fingers spread.This move is too bold, to try boldly, before the book is active.He showed his heart more and more seriously again and again, just to see if You Yezhi would catch it.

You Yezhi looked at the slender hand and thought of what he said on the subway that time.

——I hope that I can become excellent, even if I am not on the same path with you, we can go in a better direction together.

His heart trembled violently. In the cold wind facing him, he stretched out his hand and gently held Shuci's hand. He wanted to pull it back but was grabbed hard.

Shu Ci smiled brightly, looked at him, and put You Yezhi's hand in his pocket: "It's quite warm, cover it for me."

The weather has turned fine these few days, You Yezhi bought some things and went to Baishan Village.There was no one in the yard, You Yezhi walked in, and there was no one in the north room.

He put down his things, stood in the room for a while, and called softly, "Grandma?"

The door next to it opened with a "squeak", and Grandma came out with a cane, and stretched out her hand to hold You Yezhi's hand: "Every time you come, don't tell me in advance, just in case there is no one at home."

You Yezhi supported her, and said with a slight smile, "I'll wait for you at the door if there is no one."

Grandma laughed a few times: "Your spirit is much better than before, which is very good."

"Grandma." You Yezhi thought for a while and said, "I have something to ask you."

Grandma pondered for a while, and the two sat in the yard to bask in the sun: "Tell me, I will tell you everything I know."

You Yezhi folded his hands: "Why does my heart hurt every night?"

He had never asked this question before, and felt that it was too divorced from reality, but he suddenly thought of it a few days ago: "Or, what happened to Sui Sui in the end?"

Grandma is getting old, her skin is loose and loose, and she can't see even when she squints her eyes.After a long time, she slowly opened her mouth and said, "At that time... your family didn't live there, and moved here from another place. Your parents are businessmen, and they secretly worked for the leaders above."

What the above refers to, you Yezhi understands without further ado.

"In a new city, the family is rich and powerful, and the business is doing well. It's inevitable that an outsider steals the limelight and attracts jealousy. Especially the landlord who has lived here since birth."

"During that time, there was a problem with the business, and people kept coming to the door. Your parents were smart and knew that someone might be playing tricks in private, so they restrained themselves." Grandma looked down at him, and sighed, "But people The malice is unimaginably great, they want to see your parents' business fail and you go to jail, until finally they ruin your family."

"Your parents work for the higher-ups. No matter what, they have a backer. So they didn't take it seriously at all. The business has indeed been kept a lot low-key. Many years have passed like this. In the two years after you were born, your younger brother Sui Sui also born."

You Yezhi clenched his hands, blinked, and continued listening in silence.

Grandma patted his hand: "Your brother didn't cry when he was born. He went to see a doctor, and even asked the sorceress, but no one could tell why. After a few days, your mother didn't care about it." .”

"But as he grew up, he realized that his physical condition was too poor. There were several times—several times he almost couldn't survive! At that time, you were young and didn't remember these at all."

"Since you were born, the troubles in business have gradually decreased, and your health has not been cured every year. Your mother was so anxious that she ran all over the medical clinics in the city, taking medicine and spending money on treatment, but it was useless."

"It was only later that your mother heard from that family that someone had put a blood curse on your family, and Sui Sui was the child who was put under a blood curse."

Shock spread through all limbs, You Yezhi raised his head, a little unbelievable: "...Blood Curse?"

What it is?

Grandma nodded, as if immersed in the story of her previous life: "No one believes it at all, but Sui Sui's illness can't be explained and can't be cured, and there is no way not to believe it."

You Yezhi's voice was a little hoarse, and he asked, "And then?"

"When you were 23 years old, your family was suddenly raided by the leaders because someone reported that your parents were secretly doing illegal business, that is, transporting drugs."

poison?You Yezhi was speechless.

"Of course this is impossible, but it was indeed found out from the batch of goods that your parents are foreigners, and have always kept the purchase channels and routes very well hidden, but I don't know how they were taken advantage of. Your parents have no evidence , You can’t argue with it. That year, your family was in a terrible situation, and your health was getting worse day by day, and you couldn’t get up when you were lying in bed.”

I don't know if it was You Yezhi's illusion, but Grandma's voice became choked up in the end: "The blood curse was cast by the landlord's family, and someone sent a message to your parents, saying that Sui Sui would not live to be 22 years old , the only solution is..."

Grandma frowned tightly, showing pain on her face, and slowly uttered a sentence: "Another child will die for him."

Grandma pointed at his jade, let him hold it in his hand, facing the scorching sun, that scene seemed to be in front of him——

The family is in chaos, and the once peaceful and stable life no longer exists.I couldn't see a servant, so when my grandma went to call Nian Nian to eat with her pale face, she opened the door and saw Nian Nian lying on the bed, blood slid down the edge of the bed, and a sharp, glistening knife was inserted into her chest. Cold light knife!

You Yezhi opened his mouth, unable to speak for a long time.

The sun was so fierce, but his hands and feet were indeed cold, as if he had fallen into a cold cellar, and he couldn't feel any warmth.

"You haven't been close to your younger brother since you were a child, but you love him in your heart, but you don't know how to love him, so in the end..."

You Yezhi bit his lower lip.

So in the end, he doesn't care if this thing is true or not, as long as he can save Suisui, he will willingly give his life every year.

As if a bell was ringing in his ear, You Yezhi finally came back to his senses, his fingers curled up, not knowing what to say.

Believe it or not, it is true, because both he and Shuci have dreamed about it.

"You are unwilling and resentful, but you can't just watch your brother die and suffer day after day. You left with resentment, and this resentment has always followed you."

Never expecting this to be the case, You Yezhi looked up at Grandma and asked, "What about Sui Sui? Did he survive?"

Unexpectedly, Grandma shook her head and said, "I don't know what happened after that."

You Yezhi clenched his hands, and asked in a low voice, "Grandma, what about me?"

Both of them were silent for a while, Granny took his hand and looked at the front dimly: "From the first time I saw you, I knew that the reason for this pain came from Past life. Everything is not over yet, this is your fate."

You Yezhi understood.

——His heartache every night in this life is the resentment of hating himself for being helpless in the previous life, and it is also the proof of his love for Sui Sui in the previous life.