years and years

The ground was full of wine bottles, and a group of people chatted, drank and joked, chatting endlessly until midnight.

You Yezhi was poured miserably, Shu Ci blocked countless cups.You Yezhi has never entertained, nor has he been to the wine shop a few times, so none of them can drink at all.The tips of his ears were red, but he sat there obediently and did not move.

Shuci was worried about him, held his hand, and asked, "Are you okay? Shall we go home?"

You Yezhi hooked his fingers around him and shook his head: "It's okay, you just have to have fun."

They all drank too much, and when they got excited when talking and chatting, they even slapped the table.Bai Xingxing turned his head to look at the book and said, "We all have a gift for you. We swear we didn't discuss it, and we all have a good understanding."

Shuci didn't quite understand: "What the hell."

More than a dozen boxes were put into a bag, Bai Xingxing saw that You Yezhi didn't notice this, and directly stuffed it in Shuci's hand, Shuci lowered his head in puzzlement, opened it, and his eyes went dark for a moment.

Shuci gritted his teeth: "You fucking..."

"There are all kinds of flavors, so interesting!" Bai Xingxing patted his chest, smiled at him, and said in a low voice, "There is also lubricant."

"..."

You Yezhi heard Bai Xingxing's scream, turned his head to look, and was about to ask what happened to Shuci, when he saw Huzi walking towards him with a wine bottle in one hand and a wine glass in the other.

Shuci hurriedly stopped him: "He can't drink anymore, hey...he really can't drink anymore, can I drink with you?"

Huzi broke free from his hand: "I won't drink with you, I'll drink with Designer You."

The wine glass was filled with wine, You Yezhi turned his head dizzily: "Just call me by name."

Shuci was the first one who was not happy: "That won't work, it doesn't matter whether it's big or small, call me brother."

Hu Zi smiled: "Brother, let's have a toast, we will be friends from now on."

Watching You Yezhi finish his cup, Shuci finally knew that he couldn't stop him even if he wanted to, because You Yezhi wanted to drink too.

All in all, it was already one o'clock in the middle of the night after the show ended.Shu Ci left the restaurant with You Yezhi in his arms, the others didn't drink much and were not drunk.They all said hello and went back to their homes.

Cheng Xi sent Shuci and You Yezhi home, and Shuci was worried about You Yezhi along the way.Because he drank all the white wine, beer, red wine and foreign wine in the evening, and he knew the taste of drinking it together, and he couldn't say any uncomfortable words.

Ji Hong looked at him and said, "It's quite drinkable."

"Those little bastards, keep pouring him wine." Shuci supported the back of You Yezhi's neck, trying to make him more comfortable, "Come on, Brother Cheng, let's go down and enjoy the air."

The car stopped, Shu Ci waved goodbye, still holding the bag that Bai Xingxing gave him.

You Yezhi was supported by him, his eyes were about to open, he lowered his head and saw the bag in his hand, and asked, "...that is, what?"

With a guilty conscience, Shuci hid back: "Nothing."

It was too late, You Yezhi stretched out his hand to grab it, grabbed the packaging bag, and took out the hard box. You Yezhi stretched out his hand and tugged again, wondering: "Huh? What?"

If you don't fool around, You Yezhi is afraid that you will open it and read it directly. Shu Ci supported his shoulders and choked out a sentence: "Playing cards!"

You Yezhi frowned directly: "...Why are you holding a poker card?"

Shu Ci's brain was running fast: "They wanted to play cards after dinner at night, but since you drank too much, let's forget it."

You Yezhi didn't know whether to believe it or not, he was so dizzy that he couldn't see the way, but he also knew that there were only two of them left.He raised his arms to straddle Shuci, and rubbed against him coquettishly.

There was a big contrast when they got drunk, the two returned home, Shuci took off You Yezhi's coat and shoes, touched his face, and went out to get him a glass of water.

You Yezhi took two sips, his lips were wet, and he whispered, "Your friends are very interesting."

Shuci hugged him and said: "They are like that, they are used to joking with me, if you don't like to hear some words, just forget them."

"No." You Yezhi opened his eyes and looked at him with blurred eyes, "...No, it's pretty good."

Shuci pinched his earlobe and put him down: "Okay, I'll fetch water for you to wash."

His trousers were stripped off, and You Yezhi's slender, fair legs moved. He had just wiped his face with calligraphy, and when his legs became hot, it was Shuci who wiped his body with a towel.

The skin is very fair, without any blemishes.Shuci was in a state of confusion, looked up at You Yezhi, and groaned uncomfortably after being drunk, which sounded tempting, making one scratch one's heart and lungs.

"What an ancestor."

Shuci closed his eyes, covered him with a quilt, got up and washed himself briefly, and took another glass of water and put it on the bedside.It was very late, and there was only a dim red light left in Shuci, and he got into bed and hugged You Yezhi in his arms.

The person in his arms was still asleep, Shu Ci asked, "Why did you drink so much wine today?"

You Ye's face pressed against his chest: "...I don't want your friend to spoil the fun."

The book was helpless, but even more soft-hearted: "They don't care about this."

"But," You Yezhi grabbed his collar and rested his chin on his shoulder, "I want to impress them and not embarrass you."

Shuci's hand froze slightly, as if he didn't expect You Yezhi to think so.

"How come... They are very envious that I can find someone as good as you."

You Yezhi shook his head, his soft hair rubbed against his neck, and what You Yezhi said next made Shuci's heart itch: "I'm not that good, really. I should be lucky... Fortunately, I can find you."

Shuci's heart was burning hot, he clasped his hands around his waist, closed his eyes, and remembered what You Yezhi said tonight——

If it weren't for the co-renting, there would be no Shuci.

He's so confused, isn't it normal to rent together?It's normal, why do you have to think about why You Yezhi rented together.If it wasn't for the co-renting, he wouldn't have met You Yezhi at all. If he hadn't, his arms would still be empty, and he would continue to dawdle every day, beaten to the point of bleeding, and his life would be worthless.

Shuci lowered his head to look at You Yezhi, his cheeks were reddish after he was drunk, and the tip of his nose was pink.He wanted to kiss him, just one.

Lips touched, but he couldn't bear to leave anymore.

You Yezhi hugged his neck tightly, raised his head to respond to the kiss, from the gentle lingering at the beginning to the domineering demand later, the tongues intertwined, and the breath was scorching hot.His legs were bare, and he lifted them up and put them directly on Shuci's waist.

Shuci backed away, and You Yezhi leaned over again, seeing that he was about to fall off the bed, Shuci put his arms around his waist, and shouted in a hoarse voice, "You Yezhi...do you know what you are doing?"

"Hmm." With a snort, You Yezhi looked at him and smiled, "Don't you want to know when I fell in love with you?"

Shuci blinked and stared at him firmly.

But You Yezhi didn't speak any more, and kissed him again, unwilling to pull away, unwilling to let go.Shuci's string of reason was about to break, she got up and fell on him, kissing him vigorously.

I don't know whose saliva was on the side of his mouth, it was shining brightly, You Yezhi hugged him, sent his body up, gasping for breath and said: "... here you are."

With a "snap", the string of reason in my mind was completely broken.

Shu Ci touched his thin cloth with a dull light in his eyes: "Have you really thought about it?"

You Yezhi seemed to think that he was long-winded, so he turned over and pressed him down, Shuci said "Fuck me", and pressed him back again.

The poor quilt couldn't stand the toss, most of it fell to the ground, and one piece of clothing was thrown out from time to time.

The body of the person in his arms was marked by the marks he made. Sure enough, the skin was too fair and tender, and even a little force left marks.Shuci didn't ask him if it hurts, and he couldn't control the strength in his hands, so he gasped and asked, "When did you like me?"

There was still a red string hanging around You Yezhi's neck, and Yu had already run to the back of his head.He squinted his eyes to look at the person above, and curved his lips into a smile: "I won't tell you now."

Shuci was about to be tormented mad by him, as if he was playing tricks, and he heard You Yezhi yell softly.He lowered his head to bite his earlobe: "Say, when did you like me?"

Not wanting him to ask any more questions, You Yezhi blocked him with a kiss, his legs bent slightly and teased him intentionally or unintentionally.Shu Ci went completely crazy, he didn't care about the strength in his hands, he didn't care about asking, he didn't care about anything, he just wanted to hold him in his arms.

……

Sui Sui was in poor health when he was young, so poor that he couldn't play with Nian Sui at all.Niannian doesn't understand why, his younger brother is so weak that he seems to leave him at any time.

He didn't like Sui Sui like this, and no one told him when he asked his parents. He didn't know about Nian Nian at that time, and neither did his family members.

He didn't know how to get along with Sui Sui, he hated seeing Sui Sui's sickly appearance.Later, Sui Sui could talk and liked him even more. Even though Nian Sui didn't like to talk to him, he always ran behind him.

Coughing hard after running for a while, it seems too uncomfortable, and I feel uncomfortable every year.Tell him to leave with a bad face, and swear at each other, saying why can't you get better.

Later, every time he celebrates his birthday, he resists not to say happy birthday to Sui Sui. He knows that Sui Sui will run to his room every time after eating, looking up his face, just wanting to hear that happy birthday.

That night, Niannian would go to the small garden at the back to plant flower seeds. Every Sui Sui’s birthday, he would plant a few bouquets, and when the buds sprouted in spring, bellflowers would bloom. Sui Sui always liked to come and see them.

The flowers are beautiful, and in the field are the notes he wrote, buried, and wrote year after year.Repeat those six words: I only wish you peace every year.

These are all dreams You Yezhi had before moving here.

With these memories, he was the first to find the book.If you ask him when he fell in love with him, he can't tell whether it was the first time he saw him or earlier.

Shuci took care of him, stopped for a rest, and slowly stroked his collarbone with his hands, finally his palms felt cold, he clenched the jade tightly and held it firmly in his hands.

He went to kiss Ye Zhi, from the forehead to the corners of the eyes, but what happened to his lips suddenly surprised him.Wet and hot, he opened his eyes to see the tears falling from the corners of You Yezhi's eyes.

You Yezhi didn't know what he was feeling at the moment, whether it was more physical joy, or more love pouring out of his heart.The thick and heavy emotions of these two swept over regardless of everything, as if to break through his brain.

Shuci's heart seemed to be on fire, and two figures flashed in his mind. They were small at first, but then grew up, more and more like him and You Yezhi.

"...don't cry." Shuci let go of the jade and kissed his eyes, "don't cry."

You Yezhi hugged him tightly, feeling, panting, desperate.

He was hugged by Shuci from behind on his side, and fell backward unbearably: "Shuci..."

Shuci gave an "um" and said, "I'm here."

You Yezhi squeezed the bed sheet tightly, his voice was fragmented: "I am before you."

Shu Ci stared at his profile: "What?"

"I like you, before you."

Shuci hugged him tightly and closed his eyes.

Why is this feeling so strong, why do you always want to be close, why do you like it so much?

At four or five o'clock in the morning, the movement finally stopped, You Yezhi's eyes were still stained with tears, Shu Ci reached out to gently wipe him clean, and turned him over again.After adjusting a comfortable sleeping position, she stared at him for a while before hugging him tightly and falling asleep.