years and years

"The one who picked you up that night was your boyfriend?" Gong Qianqian asked behind him.

You Yezhi didn't want to discuss his private life, but it's not a bad thing to admit it, so he said "um".

Gong Qianqian frowned: "I heard that you are still in school? How do you two know each other because of the irrelevant relationship?"

It is said that?

There was a hint of impatience between You Yezhi's brows: "It's a private matter, I have nothing to say."

Gong Qiannian was not angry either, he opened his long legs wide and said lightly, "Okay—"

Shu Ci took a taxi back home, feeling depressed and uncomfortable.Sitting in the room without turning on the light, he opened the cabinet, took out a cigarette and lit it.

He hasn't smoked for a long time, since he got to know You Yezhi, the number of times he smokes has unknowingly decreased a lot, he only discovered this later.

The smoke is in front of the nasal cavity, and it disperses with a light blow.Shuci recalled the scene just now, he watched He Jianqi open the car door for You Yezhi, after You Yezhi entered the co-pilot, Gong Qiannian followed.

He is very small-minded, so small that he can only hold one person in his heart, and he will be unhappy if others covet him.There was He Jianqi before, but now it seems that he has come for a thousand years, and the other party is still a big star.

But it wasn't these things that made him uncomfortable, but that You Yezhi didn't tell the truth.

Why not say it?

Why did you ask?

Why lie to him?

He just sat on the edge of the bed like that, car horns and dogs barked from time to time outside the window, and then he returned to calm.Having no appetite for dinner, Shuci looked up out of the window, waiting for You Yezhi to come back.

I don't know how long it took, but You Yezhi's figure flashed countless times in Shuci's head, trying to think about the reason why You Yezhi didn't tell the truth, but no matter how he thought about it, he didn't feel any better, instead he became more and more irritable.

There was the sound of the door opening behind him, Shuci knew that You Yezhi had finally returned.

You Yezhi walked into his room and turned on the light with a "snap". After seeing him, he said, "Why don't you turn on the light? I thought you haven't come back yet."

The smell of smoke hadn't dissipated yet, You Yezhi smelled it, frowned, and said behind him: "Are you smoking? Didn't I tell you not to smoke? It will make my stomach feel uncomfortable later."

You Yezhi was a little dizzy, and took off his coat: "Have you eaten yet?"

Shuci listened, silent.But he couldn't help but turned around and walked towards him. The moment he approached, both of them smelled the smell of cigarettes and alcohol on each other.

Shuci frowned: "Have you been drinking?"

At the dinner table, Mia had a drink with him, but Gong Qiannian always tried to make them drink in various ways, and finally Mia stopped them.

You Yezhi seemed a little angry looking at the book, and said, "I drank a little, not much."

Shuci asked, "Who did you drink with?"

"client……"

"What client? Who? Male or female?"

You Yezhi looked at him for a while, and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

Shuci looked into his eyes: "Answer me."

"People from company XV."

"Is it gone?"

You Yezhi was silent for a moment, then looked up at him: "Shu Ci, is this important?"

After looking at each other for a few seconds, Shuci smiled slightly: "Do you think it's not important?"

After a stalemate for a while, You Yezhi lowered his head and sighed, not wanting to continue this discussion.Reaching out to tug at the hem of his clothes, the voice was soft and soft: "With a client, it's inevitable... If you don't like it, I will try not to drink next time. At least I can guarantee that I will never let myself get drunk."

Since the two got together, You Yezhi treated him very well, so much so that Shuci felt that the person who seemed to be separated by thousands of mountains and rivers at the beginning was not the same person as him at all.What he said and what You Yezhi did, as long as he could do it, there was never a time in his book that he disagreed with.

But now You Yezhi's obedience and flattery made him even more choked up.

Why not?What can't you say?

He already has this kind of tone, and it is okay to question him, ask him what he is making trouble for, and ask him why he is unhappy.Why do you always follow his temper like this?

"You Yezhi." Shuci closed his eyes, called him, was silent for a while, and said slowly, "Actually, I'm going to pick you up."

You Yezhi's eyelashes trembled, looking at him, everything became clear in an instant.

"Why didn't you tell me?"

Shuci shook his head and said, "This is your job, I can understand. If I want to see you again, I won't force you to come back."

You Yezhi looked at him, and stretched out his hand to hold him: "You told me then, I won't go...I'll go home with you..."

"No, don't do this." Shuci interrupted him, looked into his eyes, and said, "You don't have to always accommodate me, our lives are different, you go to your own, it's okay."

You Yezhi's hand was frozen in the air, holding nothing.

"But obviously there are thousands of years in the palace, why don't you say it? Is there anything he can't say?"

You Yezhi lowered his hand slightly, and explained in a low voice: "I don't want to make you think too much because of him, I'm afraid you won't be happy."

Shuci stared at him and asked, "Then look, am I happy now?"

"Last time you saw him and He Jianqi didn't like being with me, so I didn't dare to tell you, and I have nothing to do with him at all, I don't think it's necessary to tell, and it will make you worry."

"I'm worried. I was worried all night because you concealed this matter."

You Yezhi lowered his head, the alcohol was almost gone.After a while, he raised his head and smiled: "Okay, let's stop talking about this, shall we?"

Shu Ci's expression was very bad, and he didn't speak.You Yezhi is going to hold his hand: "Shu Ci..."

"Go wash up, you smell of alcohol."

The two of them went back to their respective rooms that night, and neither of them slept for a long time.Shuci lit another cigarette, and felt that there was indeed a big contrast between You Yezhi after they got together and when they first met.

Too soft for the character now.After all, he thought that this person was a gangster at the beginning, but he didn't expect that his temper was like this, he knew how to scare people by wearing all black every day.

But still very strange.

Obviously the relationship is very good now, You Yezhi listens to him, and he listens to You Yezhi.But it always feels like something is missing, what's wrong?Too much dependence and obedience, but I feel that I have never been firmly in the palm of my hand.

For example, every night at that time, I always leave for a while, covering my heart more than once.You Yezhi's concealment and his own suspicion have accumulated over time, as if the current life will be torn apart anytime.

The anger in my heart was diluted a lot by this thought, and Shuci was suddenly afraid.It doesn't matter, if one day You Yezhi doesn't want him anymore, breaks up with him, and deletes his contact information after moving out, then he and him are really not in the same world.

Isn't what he said just now serious?Didn't You Yezhi get angry?What do you think about when you are quiet all night?Do you think "the book is really not suitable for me"?

He suffered from insomnia until midnight, had classes in the morning, didn't sleep long in Shuci, and got up early, so he didn't know how to deal with You Yezhi.I went directly to eat the Xiaolongbao I hadn't eaten for a long time, bought a cup of egg soup, and settled for breakfast on the way.

After You Yezhi came out, he was the only one left in the house, he simply ate some food after washing, went to brush after eating, and had nothing to do after brushing.It was too quiet, You Yezhi scratched his head in boredom.

He made Shuci angry, Shuci angry, and left without waiting for him in the morning.

Originally, he thought that Gong Qianqian was not worth mentioning to the two of them, but he didn't expect Shuci to see it with his own eyes, and was so angry at him for not telling the truth.

You Yezhi was annoyed, regretting why he had lied.As Shuci said, is there anything he can't say?

Cheng Cheng walked into the classroom and saw Shuci holding a book, sat next to him, and said, "Don't think I can't see that you are in a daze."

This page hadn't been moved for half an hour, the book returned to its senses, turned a page and didn't speak, Cheng Cheng asked, "What's wrong? Did you quarrel?"

Shuci thought for a moment: "It doesn't count, we can't quarrel."

Cheng Cheng looked at him unexpectedly, and smiled incredulously: "No way, who can control your temper, you won't be able to quarrel?"

It's true that they can't quarrel, he suppressed his temper last night, looking at You Yezhi's face, afraid that he would hurt their feelings by saying harsh words.

Shuci sighed, but he couldn't read the book and closed it directly.

"You have really changed a lot when you fell in love." Cheng Cheng turned to look at him, "Don't you fall into his hands?"

Shuci blinked: "What's the matter? Is it strange?"

Cheng Cheng turned to him and said, "You were eaten to death by him, what will you do when we break up?"

"Can't you expect me to order?" Shuci frowned, annoyed by his question, "Don't tell me such nonsense."

"Then let me ask you, how long do you think you can be together?"

Shuci stopped talking.

Cheng Cheng said, "Look, you're not sure either."

Fingers curled up, the teacher entered the classroom, it was almost time for class.Shuci lowered his head, and You Yezhi's figure kept appearing in his mind, with every frown, smile and every move, he persisted and even paid for what he did, because he didn't like it and didn't do it.Anything can be done, everything can be changed, but nothing can be done without.

It was as if someone had overturned the oil, salt, soy sauce, vinegar and tea in my heart, and I just felt extremely uncomfortable mixed together.Shu Ci whispered: "I don't know how long we can be together, but I never thought of being apart."

At noon, I had dinner with Cheng Cheng and Hu Zi, and lay down in Cheng Cheng's dormitory for a while.Shuci was distracted, staring at the phone that hadn't rang all morning, and wanted to send a message to ask You Yezhi if he had eaten and what he was doing, but he couldn't open his mouth.

He snubbed You Yezhi first, would you still want You Yezhi to succumb again?But yesterday You Yezhi didn't apologize for this matter.Does he look that angry?In fact, you just need to coax me a little more.

The roommates collected people to play poker, sat up and joined the battlefield, and won 200 yuan in one noon.Cheng Cheng gave him money, and he didn't forget to say: "It's amazing, even if you quarrel, your luck will take off."

Shuci emphasizes: "There is no quarrel!"

Cheng Cheng answered quickly: "Then you won't go home?"

Putting the money in his pocket, he took out his mobile phone and ordered takeaway for the big guy. The book said: "Don't talk about it, I know what to do."

One second he said he knew what to do, and the next he went to another dormitory building to find Huzi.Others opened the door for him, and Shuci went in to see that Huzi was still taking a nap with his mouth flowing.

He patted Huzi on the shoulder: "Don't sleep, wake up."

Huzi didn't move, Shuci raised his voice: "The housekeeper is here to check the dormitory!"

The word "Suguan" sounded like a bell in Huzi's ears, for fear that some things that the school would not allow would be taken away by him.When he woke up, he saw nothing, only Shuci sitting next to him with a cigarette in his mouth.

Huzi was still in shock: "Brother Ci, why did you scare me."

Shuci held the cigarette in his hand and said, "I want to ask you something."

"Ah? What's the matter?"

"How do you deal with your quarrel with your girlfriend?"

Hu Zi was stunned again: "Huh?"

"Ah what." Shuci glanced at him, "Can you still be inexperienced after talking to so many girlfriends?"

Huzi wiped his mouth with a piece of paper, and realized: "Did you quarrel with Brother You?"

Brother You, you yelled quite smoothly.Shuci said: "There is no quarrel, just a few words."

"That's not easy, coax! Listen to what he says, don't be impatient, buy something for him, have a thick skin, be sincere, and actively admit your mistakes."

Shuci thought for a while, and said awkwardly: "I didn't...he made me angry...what do I have..."

"Then why are you looking for me, don't you still want to make up?"

Shuci sucked in a muffled breath.

Huzi said: "You know, I always keep in mind a principle when it comes to love. That is, as long as she is unhappy, don't care whose fault it is, it's all my fault."

"I don't want to solve it like this." Shuci shook off the ashes speechlessly, "He is different from your girlfriends."

This is also true, You Yezhi is different from them, and he is a man, so naturally he can't solve it in this way.Hu Zi sighed: "Don't worry about it, the coaxing is over, after coaxing, we can calm down and talk about the problem. Brother Ci, do you want face or Brother You?"

Shu Ci stubbed out the cigarette butt: "Of course I want him."

Huzi clapped his hands: "That's it, don't fight coldly. If you don't talk in a cold war, who knows what the other party is thinking for so long."

These words were like a wake-up call, Shuci stood up: "Understood, you can go to sleep."

Huzi opened his eyes stupidly, thinking how could I sleep here.