years and years

There was still some time before he left school, Shuci's heart sank after he came back and said those words to You Yezhi, and he ran to Shouyuan again and again, even though You Yezhi never opened the door for him.

"Bang bang bang—" someone knocked on the door, and then Shuci heard someone shouting: "Shuci! Open the door! I know you are at home!"

You could tell who it was from the voice, Shuci changed the water for Hua, and opened the door with a wet hand, Bai Xingxing and Ji Hong stood outside the door.

"I heard Brother Cheng say you're back, and I was taken aback. Why did you come back so early?"

Shuci walked into the house: "It's early, it's okay, school starts in nine days."

It was hot outside, so Ji Hong went to get a drink and threw a bottle to Bai Xingxing.Ji Hong went to the sofa and sat down, and asked him, "What do you want his dad's phone number for? Have you seen his dad?"

"Ah."

Bai Xingxing asked: "Then did you also meet the game designer?"

Shuci said: "Yes, that's right."

"Then it doesn't look like the result is going well." Bai Xingxing said without restraint, "Is there any possibility of reconciliation?"

Ji Hong couldn't help kicking Bai Xingxing's feet, but the scriptures ignored him and asked, "Why didn't Brother Cheng come?"

Ji Hong said: "He, there is a banquet to attend tonight."

"You guys are free to play at my house in the afternoon, I'm going out."

Bai Xingxing asked: "Where are you going? Looking for a game designer?"

"No." Shuci finally turned his head and glared at him, took out his mobile phone and went to the door to change his shoes, "Let's go, if you want to wait for me, you can wait, I'll be back later."

It's so hot outside that you'll be roasted. After getting in the car and turning on the air conditioner, the hot heart can be considered calm.Along the way, Shuci looked at the scene outside the window, poplar trees, and finally arrived at the destination in a daze for two hours.

There are big trees all around, and there are countless cicadas on each tree, and the sound of the cicadas pierces people's ears.In fact, Shuci didn't pay attention to listening, he found the family based on his memory.

The door was still open, no sound could be heard when walking to the door of the main room, Shuci stood there for a while, then a small figure ran out from the room.

Shanshan: "Huh?"

Then a woman came out and was taken aback when she saw him. Sister Mi remembered who he was and had followed You Yezhi once before.

"Hello."

Sister Mi said, "Ah, hello. Did you come by yourself?"

Shuci nodded and said, "Yes, I'm sorry to interrupt you suddenly."

"it's okay no problem."

"...Where is grandma?"

"It's in the house, let me see if I'm awake." Sister Mi opened the door and poked her head to look, then turned to him and said, "I'm not asleep, go in."

Thank you in writing, and slowly opened the door.The curtains in the room were tightly drawn, but red candles were still burning, and the grandmother was sitting and kneeling in the center, with a Buddha statue in front of her.

"...Grandma."

Granny held the Buddhist beads in her hand, stopped her movements, opened her eyes, and raised her head: "Did you come here alone?"

Shuci stood behind her: "I want to ask you something."

It was very hot and stuffy around, and the grandma's room didn't turn on the air conditioner or the fan.Then she turned around and pointed her finger at his neck.

Shuci looked down and took the jade down.

Closing the eyes, all the pictures were rewinded, replayed, and clearly came to mind.

He was born in one fall.

Born without crying, his parents were anxious, and his grandma was holding the two-year-old Niannian by his side, patting him on the back gently.

He grew up a bit, learned to walk, babbled indistinctly, opened his eyes wide, and raised his hand to hold Niannian's hand.

It has become commonplace to suffer from high fever and illness since childhood.After a few years like this, he and Niannian have grown up, and he loves to run after Niannian, because Niannian always doesn't like to talk to him.

He was dismissed by the school, and his parents invited a teacher to tutor him at home.

But Suisui always yearns for an outside life, freedom, health, and not being rejected.

Nian Nian always loves to bully him, there is a posture that he must bully him and cry, but Sui Sui doesn't cry every time, he just hopes to be closer to Nian Nian.

He knows that his health is not good, and he has been obediently taking medicine to try to get better, so that he should be able to skip rope and play like the children outside, and he will not be so far away from him every year.

That year he heard his parents' quarrel outside the door, and he knew that his illness would not get better, and he also heard that ridiculous solution.

The medicine did not stop, but he still drank and received treatment.

Niannian didn't know when his attitude towards him changed, although the change was so insignificant that it almost didn't happen, but Sui Sui knew that Niannian seldom bullied him, and didn't always drive him out of the room.

Every year on his birthday, he would receive gifts from his parents and grandma on the table, but he never gave them to him once every year, and he didn't ask for them, he just wanted to hear a word of blessing.

So every time he finished eating, he would run into Niannian's room and call his brother, and Niannian would always look over with a blank expression.When he said happy birthday, he always grinned happily.

After that year, a new kind of flower gradually appeared in the backyard, which was pure white and flawless.

One year, Niannian gave him a ruby.

He held that jade every night and read it, wishing for peace every year.

The screen switched quickly. The flowers in the backyard grew half the yard and were in full bloom. He always liked to look at them.

But his health is getting worse day by day.

That year, he returned Hongyu to Niannian.

There was another voice in the corridor, Sui Sui opened the window to look, it was Nian Nian who came back, and He Lie was there, the difference this time was that there was another person beside him, he didn't like it when he saw it.

He walked out and met the man's eyes.

Niannian sometimes pushes him to the backyard to see flowers together, although he is always unwilling to talk to him.

The accident happened too fast, the warehouse at home was inspected, and the bags of things were found, he vomited blood and fell into a coma again, and woke up to see Nian Nian by his side.

Said every year, I never hated you.

Sui Sui remembered that he couldn't sleep one night on one year's birthday, so he ran to the backyard and saw Nian Nian.What he was planting, through the moonlight, he could see the soil with his hand bent down, and then Sui Sui heard the sentence: I hope Sui Sui is safe.

He laughed, but he didn't say anything.

Grandma was sick, and he couldn't get up to take care of him, so he ran around every year.Seeing Nian Nian's haggard face when Sui Sui was awake, I would like to ask, are you tired?

Maybe it's time to end it and stop dragging people down.

The screen switched, and Sui Sui heard a scream, and he ran out in a hurry to see his grandma sitting outside the door of Nian Nian.

He ran over to see that Niannian had stabbed a knife in his chest and committed suicide.

He broke down and yelled and cried loudly, his whole body ached from the breakdown, and the pain penetrated into the marrow of his bones.

A few days later, my grandma passed away, and my parents couldn't come back.

In the last scene, his head rests on Niannian's shoulder, falling into a deep sleep forever.

Shuci finally opened his eyes.

If it was a dream before, but now he has fully possessed these memories, as if he had really experienced them in this life.

His chest was so constricted that he couldn't breathe.Shu Ci looked at Grandma and asked, "Does the blood curse exist?"

Grandma said, "Maybe it exists. If not, how can you explain your illness?"

"What about this life?"

"I don't know." Grandma shook her head, "But Xiaozhi's heart tells me that nothing has stopped."

The book said: "But his heart hurts because of me. Is this really related to the blood curse?"

Grandma is silent.

"I'm still dead, and no one can save anyone."

"That's right." Grandma sighed deeply, "If the little guy in this life can't get over this hurdle, no one can save him."

Shu Ci could hardly hear his own breathing: "Is there no way? I can't do it?"

"If there is a way, I will try my best to save him." There was something mixed in Grandma's eyes, distant and heavy, she looked at the words, "I am like you, I hope Xiaozhi can live in health .”

"As long as the heart doesn't hurt, it means everything is fine, doesn't it?"

After he finished asking, he realized that he had asked nonsense, which was useless.

Grandma said, "But why doesn't it hurt?"

Shuci's spine felt cold and he lowered his head.

He suddenly thought of Ruan Jia, Gong Qianqian.

Shuci didn't know what he was talking about, and murmured: "It's a curse cast by Ruan Jia's family. In the previous life, in this life, You Yezhi and I..."

Grandma's eyes were clear, she looked into the distance, and slowly said, "Your parents were kind all their lives, but it was this kindness that led to this fate."

"People's malice is unimaginable. When they see your beauty, they feel jealous. They can't get it, and they can't see other people's possession. They slander, spread rumors and abuse, just to pull you into the water and become like him. They You will say that you are not worthy, why, what you have is just a coincidence, or you got it from other places, it is not yours at all. You are walking on the bright road, and he has been watching you in the dark corner, you can’t see it at all. To him. You are defeated, he is happy, but inferior people are still inferior, people without talent are still not talented, people without ability are still incapable. He will not reflect on himself, but will feel that he has done something great Hiding in the gutter and continuing one thing after another that you think is great, to satisfy your own ugly selfish desires. Without you, there will be others. There is no shortage of victims in this world, and what is lacking has always been those A heart that is willing to admit the excellence of others. Bright and magnanimous, unrestrained and upright, that group of people will never have."

"No one in the Ruan family wants to stay." Grandma continued, "But this is all a matter of the previous life."

Shu Ci buried his face in his palms: "But in his last life, in this life, he was all for me...it was all for me..."

"I'm sorry, grandma can't help you much."

After a long time, the mobile phone rang, which was harsh in the silent atmosphere.

Shuci sat there quietly, as if everything that happened around him had nothing to do with him.

The phone was ringing again, and he couldn't pretend he didn't hear it.I took it out and looked at it. It was a message from Cheng Xi.

Cheng Xi attended the banquet at night, and he said that he saw You Yezhi, and Gong Qianqian was also on the list.

Gong Qiannian...Ruan Jia, he and You Yezhi participated in the show together, had dinner together, were so close, and held You Yezhi's wrist.

Will he also have the memory of the previous life? !

Shuci woke up suddenly, said goodbye to grandma, and hurried to the station frantically.

The way back seemed extremely long, and Shu Ci showed anxiety all over his body, but he could only reply to Cheng Xi and help him keep an eye on You Yezhi.

What does Gong Qianqian know, and will he do anything to You Yezhi?