years and years

Having nothing to wear, You Yezhi picked out a suit from the book closet after waking up the next day and put it on.That suit was dry cleaned by Shuci, but he didn't plan to take it anymore.

After brushing his teeth and washing his face, Shu Ci leaned against the door and looked at him when he turned around.

You Yezhi passed him: "Why?"

"What can I do?" Shuci followed behind him, "I didn't do anything to you yesterday."

"..."

The leather shoes didn't match this outfit, You Yezhi said, "Find me a pair of shoes to wear."

Without moving his words, he asked him, "Where are you going?"

"go home."

"Ha!" Shuci laughed, "This is your home, where are you going?"

"..."

Shuci said: "Don't forget, you can't leave me now."

You Yezhi quickly changed the subject: "I have all my things at home, where can I go if I don't go back?"

"Then I'll accompany you back to get it."

"..."

Shuci saw through his thoughts: "Don't try to hide, I will follow you wherever you go."

The platycodon flowers have withered long ago, but the calligraphy has not yet been thrown away.You Yezhi said: "I can't come back to live."

Shuci asked, "Why? Or is it because your heart hurts?"

You Ye's silence.

"You said it yourself, the pain decreases after being with me, and sometimes it doesn't hurt at all."

"But I can't confirm that it's true." You Yezhi looked at him, "I can't stay by your side and let you face me like this every day."

Shu Ci took a deep breath: "I don't mind, it will be fine."

You Yezhi shook his head: "I'm not even sure."

"There are already signs of recovery, why don't you believe it?"

"Book Ci." In the deadlocked atmosphere, You Yezhi called him, "If it doesn't work, one day I die suddenly, what will happen to you?"

Shuci stared at him blankly.

He will be crazy.

He understood, You Yezhi didn't want him to do this.

"What if it's possible? It's already changing." Shuci softened his tone, "Ye Zhi, I will be uneasy if you are not by my side."

"I'm sorry." You Yezhi said, "I can't be so selfish."

Shuci took off the ring finger ring and handed it to You Yezhi, his voice still soft: "Do you know what is engraved on my ring? It's very simple, but it will never change."

You Yezhi looked at it and took it gently.

IloveYYZ.

It was indeed very simple, but You Yezhi suddenly felt that this small ring weighed a thousand catties.

"Stay by my side, don't disappear by yourself, don't carry it by yourself. I can bear anything, really." Shuci held his hand, "If your heart doesn't hurt anymore because of me, you can't Leave me and let me watch it get better, and I have a part to play in that."

You Yezhi looked at him deeply, and finally said: "If not, I will leave without hesitation, and you don't want to look for me again."

Shuci was silent.

"Forget it if you don't agree." You Yezhi broke free from his hand and went to find the shoes by himself.

"I'm really being manipulated by you." Shu Ci accompanied him to find shoes, "I'll go to your house to get my luggage, and you can bring it back for me today."

You Yezhi put on pure white sneakers, which fit well.

After going out, he still did not forget to emphasize: "We didn't get back together."

"...!" Shuci walked under the sun, almost smoking with anger.

You Yezhi was packing his luggage, and Shuci went out to answer the phone.

Ji Hong called and said that the video was in his hands. Gong Qianqian was sure there was no film, and the medicine was extracted from the cup. If you want to pursue it, you can take him to court.

Shu Ci quickly ran through Article 230 of the Criminal Law of the People's Republic of China in his mind. He hesitated, and a large part of the reason was because of You Yezhi's reputation.

Gong Qiannian didn't do anything, or he didn't have time to do anything.There are two types of attempted crimes, attempted crimes that have been completed and those that have not been completed.For the criminal responsibility of an attempted crime, the criminal law provides that the punishment may be lighter or mitigated compared with that of an accomplished crime.

That is to say, Gong Qiannian's punishment for this situation will not be serious. It is possible that the capitalists will protect him behind him, and he will not go in at all. At most, he will lose money, and You Yezhi may be ruined.

Shu Ci glanced back at You Yezhi, and the man happened to look up at him.

"Destroy it." Shuci said, "Don't pursue it, but don't tell Gong Qiannian."

Ji Hong said, "Don't worry, I understand."

After hanging up the phone, Shuci went in to help him pack the quilt, lowered his head and muttered: "I left so chicly back then, I didn't leave anything behind, why bother, I still have to go back, with a big bag."

You Yezhi said: "It's not that I want to go back."

"I told you to go back." Shuci was about to take things down, and there was already a car waiting below, "So I'll run a few more times, you can rest, little ancestor."

He managed to bring his luggage with him, and when he got home, You Yezhi hardly touched the calligraphy.He carried the quilt to the balcony to dry, sorted his clothes and hung them up. After working for almost an hour, Shu Ci stopped and stood in front of the closet and turned his head.

He thought of something, went out to see You Yezhi was drinking coconut juice, his cheeks were still bulging.Shuci asked, "Where is that photo?"

You Yezhi swallowed a mouthful of milk: "...why?"

"?" Shuci looked at him, "I like that photo too, where did you put it?"

You Yezhi said: "You wash another one."

It meant that they were not going to take it out, Shuci nodded and did not ask further questions.Looking across the living room, his expression suddenly froze, and he said, "Where are the flowers?!"

"Throw it away." You Yezhi sat down on the sofa, "You still don't know how to throw it away?"

Shu Ci frowned: "After I returned to S City, you sneaked into the house while I was away, didn't you?"

You Yezhi changed the topic: "Are you hungry? It's noon."

They were moving things in the morning, tossing back and forth, the two of them slept until after nine o'clock, and didn't have breakfast at all.Shuci touched his stomach and was really hungry, and said, "Go out and eat."

The two went to eat seafood, and it was the street that had been there many times.Shuci turned his head to look at You Yezhi, the sun was shining softly, and you could see You Yezhi's long and curled eyelashes from the side.

Shuci didn't speak, and shifted his gaze to the long shadows of the two people.

During the meal, He Jianqi called to inquire, and You Yezhi replied indifferently.After hanging up the phone, Shuci peeled the shrimp for him, and went to the supermarket after dinner, because the refrigerator at home was almost empty.

Shu Ci was picking vegetables, You Yezhi patted his hand, and handed over a big broccoli.

This person really likes to eat broccoli, and the book said: "What do you eat at night?"

Before he finished his lunch, he was thinking about the evening, You Yezhi went to the side to pick the meat, and left a sentence: "I don't know."

Shu Ci pushed the cart and walked over, watching him carefully pick and choose, and finally picked and weighed.You Yezhi's palms felt hot, he looked down and saw Shuci holding his hand, without saying a word, he gently kneaded it a few times.

It seems that it has become a habit to go to the fresh milk area after every shopping, and the two walked together tacitly, holding the small bottle in Shuci's hand, and said: "After you left, I will be in the fresh milk area every day." Miss you."

There were not many people at noon, this sentence was too straightforward and unexpected, You Yezhi silently brought him a few buckets of coconut milk and put it in the shopping cart.

Shuci laughed and said, "I don't even dare to drink this anymore."

You Yezhi turned his head and glanced at him.

Cross the street and walk home.Turning the corner to the road in the community, the two of them walked through it countless times, and the book said: "I will take a detour on this road."

Obviously the words are so light and the tone is so soft, but You Yezhi sounds like he is accusing him of what he has done.Shengsheng turned his face away, who knew that he was still unwilling to let him go when he returned home to write his speech.

The quilt was still drying, Shuci took him to take a nap, lay on his side, and said: "During this month, I have habitually poked my hands to the side many times, and when I woke up, I found that they were all empty."

Shuci said: "I miss you very much, like crazy. What about you, do you miss me?"

You Ye's chin was pinched, his eyes were shining, and he just looked at Shuci for a while.

After a while, he shouted as if begging for mercy, "Shuci..."

"Do you know what's wrong?" Shuci pinched his chin, seeing that he had lost a lot of weight, and understood that no one would have a good time during this period.He sighed, "I really thought you'd never come back."

"But really don't underestimate my determination, I'm not afraid of anything, as long as you're here." Shuci approached him, the air-conditioning was cold, but his breath was warm, "Thank you for coming back."

You Yezhi closed his eyes, and the kiss that accepted the calligraphy fell on his forehead.

Shuci patted him on the back, after a long time neither of them fell asleep, Youye Zhiwo was in his arms thinking about something, his eyelashes were trembling, and even breathing was very soft.

Lost and found again, Shuci realized the meaning of this word for the first time, which brought him full joy and deep peace of mind.His hands were still on You Yezhi's shoulders, clasping his neck with his hands, and the force he couldn't hold back was a little stronger.

You Yezhi felt it and raised his head to look at him.

Before he could see clearly, Shuci's kiss had already fallen. This kiss was a month late, and even the two people didn't kiss each other in such a blushing scene yesterday.

This kiss was very forceful, manic, and urgent.

At this moment, Shuci was like Xiaobai who had never been kissed before, aggressively biting You Yezhi's lower lip and then let go, let go and kissed again, You Yezhi's lips were as red as strawberries, and he didn't hide.

The quilt was kicked away, and the weight of Shuci's whole body fell on him.

The curtains were wide open, the air conditioner was turned on in the room, and the surrounding area was so quiet, only a small panting and the popping sound of kissing came from this area, which didn't stop after a few minutes.

The images of the previous life flooded into the brain one after another, the superficial dislike was actually the concern hidden in the heart, and the last scene was frozen.The scene turns to the first meeting of two people. It turns out that the heartbeat that happened when they saw each other for the first time is the heartbeat. It turns out that the fate has already been arranged.

I will meet you.

Just as if he was afraid that the person in his arms would disappear again, Shu Ci was unwilling to let go, his breath was disordered, he reached into his clothes and found the ring.

He didn't take it off, but just held it tightly, and slowly opened his eyes.

You Yezhi saw his red eyelids, and gradually, he saw a tear hanging from Shuci's eye socket, pattering and hot on his cheek.

This face was still smiling in the morning, and the person who had never weakened after fighting with ten people, now became extremely vulnerable.

"I really..." Shuci stared at him firmly, swallowed the soreness in his throat, and murmured: "I am standing on the edge of the cliff now, my life is in your hands, if you let go, I will die."

The clothes were pulled back halfway, and the skin on the chest was rubbed red.You Yezhi followed him and breathed disorderly, and when he heard this sentence, his heart felt like he was hit hard.

Since the night I left, the pain has doubled every day.He was thinking about the dictionaries during the day, and holding the photos in the dark room at night, he was dying of pain, and he was also thinking about it, he didn't know how many times the names of the dictionaries were read out of his mouth every night.

He really wanted to tell Shuci, I did not abandon you, I have always loved you.

You Yezhi held his face, eager to kiss him.

"I've been thinking about you..." In the chaotic breath, You Yezhi lowered his voice and said, "I'm sorry, I never stopped loving you."

Shuci handed over the weight of his whole body to him, heard his sobs, touched the corners of his eyes: "Don't leave me again, you have already left me once in your previous life, this time no matter what..."

Anyway, whatever, let me watch you.

You Yezhi held his face, kissed it, and calmed his anxiety: "I know, Shu Ci, I know."

"Because you are in this world." You Yezhi said, "so I will try my best to survive."