Shura Field [Quick Transmigration]

Teenagers are good looking.

Xie Su has always known this.

His skin was very white, glisteningly shining, like some kind of unknown precious jade.

During this period of warming, his body also slowly stretched out. It is no longer the overly sickly thin at the beginning, but has some flesh, slender and well-proportioned.

His voice was light.

It's not like the unemotional address at the beginning, but it contains something soft, which makes people think of a half-bloomed flower with dew at first glance.

he said, sir.

This kind of address is like some kind of intoxicating sweet and mellow wine, which made Xie Su feel like he couldn't help but want to immerse himself in it just by touching it lightly.

He wants to hug him.

kiss him.

Read his name.

When there is no obstruction, grab his palm and kiss the center of his brow.

A long time ago, Xie Su never knew what feelings were like. Now he probably knows, but he is still not very clear.But this kind of hazy feeling of confusion can't stop some kind of sweet invitation.

The boy's pupils were very dark.

He has always been very silent, his eyes are dark and heavy, and it is difficult for him to fluctuate.But at this moment, his eyes are shining and full of light, like a river of stars flashing in the night.

He is very active.

But it's not in fear or panic, but in another, a silent and gentle mood.

Xie Su felt that he had encountered something, which was what he wanted, dreamed of, a gentle emotional feedback and gift.

Yin Ranyu stepped on the carpet, he tried to put his arms around Xie Su's waist, and sent himself into the arms of the young man.

He could hear each other's heartbeat.

puff.

puff.

"gentlemen."

When he said that, even his breath was scorching hot. Such an invitation made it impossible for anyone to resist.

This is an opportunity to deepen their relationship, Xie Su knew this very well, his heart almost jumped out of his throat, and the temperature of his blood rose, making his whole brain feel hot.

He was eager to respond.

But not now.

Xie Su thought about it, he held the boy tightly in his arms, and after a few minutes, he lightly pressed the boy's shoulder and pushed him out.

His movements were light, but the rejection in them was beyond doubt.The boy's body froze suddenly, and he said in a daze, "... sir?"

Xie Su tugged at his tie, he didn't know how to face the young man's eyes, his heart was still beating very fast because of the initiative to get close to him, he seemed to be on fire, from heart to lips were very hot dry.But at the same time, a certain cold sticky feeling haunted him like a nightmare, saying to him:

No.

He couldn't control his vicious reaction, and when he wanted to kiss the boy, he jumped up with it, along with the vomit that swelled from the deepest part of his mind.

Not to touch from the beginning, and nausea and retching after touching the other party, these two methods will undoubtedly hurt the victim who has already suffered misfortune, just like stabbing a scar that has not yet been scarred with a sharp knife In the wound, Xie Su could only choose not to hurt the victim too badly.

"Today... I'm tired," he said.

The boy pursed his lips.

Xie Su reached out and rubbed his hair. He tried his best to choose a better reason: "When I went out today... I went to see a construction site, but I couldn't drive in."

The boy slowly lowered his eyes.

He said: "...um."

The atmosphere was frozen and quiet, Xie Su pulled his lips reluctantly, and he said: "I'll take a shower first, you go to bed early."

The boy paused for two seconds before responding again.

"it is good."

Xie Su tried his best to stabilize himself. He wanted to take the boy back to the bed, but he was afraid that this would give him some other hints and connections, so he could only stiffen his body, staggered his shoulders, and went into the bathroom as if fleeing.

The boy froze in place.

Xie Su's actions as if he was fleeing a disaster, his body's stiffness, and the pause between his words all sent a certain message to him.

I hate you.

Maybe not completely disgusted yet, but it shouldn't be far from complete disgust...

It was like a warm room with a burning fireplace, a crack appeared in the glass window that resisted the severe cold and snow, and the icy wind blew in, taking away the warmth from the stove. Such a temperature may not be It will make stray cats who are warming up feel unacceptable.

But this kind of sign has already made the stray cat's whole body stiff.

It was a harbinger of some kind of ending.

The glass was broken, no matter how much it was repaired, it would leave glaring cracks.Maybe someone can repair this side of the glass window and restore it to its original appearance, but such a thing is not something a stray cat can do.

He is a black cat that draws its warmth from the fireplace.

He is an exploiter who lives on someone else.

People who have lived in a deformed and sick environment since childhood, when they want to get out of the sick environment, can only parasitize on others for a long time to absorb the nutrients for survival.

This kind of nutrient is warm and soft. It is the warm and non-glare sunshine in spring and autumn, and it is the flower that has already bloomed with dewdrops in the vibrant morning.

The parasite absorbs such nutrients and gradually turns himself into a complete "person". When his personality is sound, he can get rid of the identity of the parasite and become the object of the parasite.

Yan Yu is a parasite.

He doesn't know many things, he doesn't know that he can call for help when resistance is futile, he doesn't know that one person can accept another person's contribution without burden, he doesn't know how to breed good emotions, he doesn't know what liking is and what protection is , what is "normal".

He never went out in summer to drink lemon black tea with his friends.

He hadn't played in the snow in winter, stuffing snowballs into somebody's clothes.

He never got anything, so he knows nothing.

He doesn't even have friends.

He once believed in Li Wenchao.

He once believed in Xu Yin.

He believed in Xie Su again.

But Li Wenchao hurt him.

Xu Yin abandoned him.

And now?

The boy stood there blankly, looking at the soles of his feet buried in the fluffy carpet, thinking aimlessly.

...and now he's doing something wrong again.

Mr. Xie bought him because he wanted him to be his lover.

But he didn't make a qualified lover.

It's obviously warm now, it's late summer, and the climate is still hot.The air conditioner in the room was adjusted to a warm temperature.Obviously the outside world is very warm, but a biting cold has climbed up.

Born from the soles of the feet, it climbed up the spine, the back of the hands, the arms, and the neck bit by bit.

It made people feel cold all over their bodies.

It's like standing in the snow in winter, wearing single clothes and bare feet.

Looking up, all you can see is pale snow, and the whole world is only left with wind, snow and severe cold.

The day returned to a certain calm atmosphere.

A few days later, Xie Su brought Yin Ranyu back to the original city.The atmosphere between them may not be noticed by the aunt, but the maids and sisters in the villa can all feel something weird.

Maybe I can't tell where it's weird, but I can feel some kind of indescribable depression.It's like seeing a fish tank full of water. The fish tank was originally intact, but now there are cracks. Is to think on tenterhooks——

How long can this fish tank last?

When will it break?

This kind of suspenseful atmosphere continued and gradually became more intense, making Xie Su, who had been avoiding the young man by accident, also aware of it.

During this period of time, he has officially started a war with the Yan Li family. The two parties competed for several projects, and there were differences between them.

The outside media are making all kinds of speculations. I don't know why the two companies that have always been close to each other suddenly tore apart and started various conspiracy theories. Such a hot post.

These days, the changes in the upper class always make people want to spy, spy and discuss. Xie Su doesn't care about this kind of gossip.In the past few days, he has been dealing with Yan Changjing's targeting in some aspects, and at the same time he has withdrawn his hand to suppress Li Wenchao.However, Li Wenchao's background was in the same class as him. Although he dismissed some of Li Wenchao's notices, Li Wenchao was not a vegetarian, and he never lacked in resources.

This stalemate situation is the most exhausting, especially when Li Wenchao persuaded his family members to join the Li family in this stalemate. The situation is gradually becoming unfavorable to Xie Su in a subtle trend. .

Xie Su spent all his energy to pull the situation. He intentionally or unintentionally avoided spending time with the boy.

After a while.

After a while, he thought.

Xie Su probably knew where his symptoms were. For a long time, he was unwilling to allow himself to understand the root cause of this vicious reaction, but the current atmosphere was no longer the time for him to continue to be confused. up.

The young man was hurt, and the people who hurt him were the upstarts, Li Wenchao...and himself.

Xie Su has already dealt with that upstart, and now his target is Li Wenchao.If he doesn't push Li Wenchao down, he won't be able to face the boy calmly.

Xie Su's vomit valley began at that rainy funeral.

The origin is the hatred and disgust for Mr. Xie.

Mr. Xie is an incompetent husband. He didn't protect his wife well, and he didn't even attend Mrs. Xie's funeral.

He is also an incompetent father.

Mr. Xie did not teach Xie Su.

Mr. Xie didn't protect Xie Su well either.

He devoted all his time and energy to work, and did not take any responsibility for his family. This made Xie Su develop deep hatred for him, as well as a lingering feeling of disgust. .

This kind of emotion is deeply buried in his heart, and it has never faded away. Xie Su can forget this kind of emotion because of Mr. Xie's death, but when the young man was hurt like Mrs. Xie—— Negative emotions climbed out from the most secret place in his heart again, and foul-smelling flowers bloomed.

Xie Su hated his father.

But he still retains his resemblance.