On the one hand, she hates that Lian Jinnian has taken away everything from her: her husband and love on which to live, as well as her own body.

"Actually, it doesn't matter whether I take away your body or not. Anyway, you are no longer a virgin." Especially, when Lian Jinnian said this while putting on clothes, Zhu Ge wanted to pinch her. Kill each other!

But on the other hand, her body did not resist being pushed down.

On the contrary, maybe even... more enjoyment? ==

no!can not be like this!It must not be like this!

It must be because I haven't been in contact with men for too long! ! !

"Are you sure you want to pick up the guests?" The boss looked at the woman standing in the room.

"Yes."

"Are you sure he is the first customer to pick up?" the boss asked again.

"Yes." The voice was extremely firm, just like the expression on Zhu Ge's face at the moment.

It's not that she still thinks about that man, but because—Nima, that's the only man she ever liked!That is the taste of normal love between men and women! !If she doesn't reminisce about the normal love, she is afraid that she will really be broken by Lian Jinnian! !

No no no, I am not crooked!

I have always liked Shen Kongmian! !

Right, right, I was just heartbroken by Shen Kongmian, that's why I was confused and infatuated!Hmm, I was just hurt by Shen Kongmian!Only when you love deeply can you hurt deeply, so you have to tie the bell to untie it... Yes, that's it!She wants to find Shen Kongmian, see him again, and take revenge!

The boss walked around for a while, and finally said: "Yes. But, remember, no one in this world owes you, and you can live well. If one day, you win happiness, you don't have to thank God, that is You are strong enough; if one day, you lose your happiness, you don’t have to blame God, it’s because you are not good enough. Every step in life is taken by yourself, it doesn’t matter right or wrong, the most important thing is that every step can’t Against my will."

Zhu Ge was startled and nodded.heavily.

remember.

Coming out of the side door of Fangfei Tower, it was already the beginning of the lights.

Compared with the feasting lights of Fangfei Building, the lights of Shen Kongmian's mansion were dim.

It was still the same door, and the only butler. He looked at the beautiful woman in front of him and smiled all over his face: "Who is the girl looking for?"

Zhu Ge didn't answer, just looked at him with a smile.

The man's bones softened for a while, before he finally rubbed his eyes, and suddenly said, "Ma'am!"

Then, the mouth could no longer be closed.

"I... the villain is really going to report..."

"No need." Zhu Ge stopped the housekeeper who was about to announce, "Let me go in and find him."

The butler thought for a while, bowed his head in silence and turned sideways.

After all, family matters still need to be faced by two people.

Zhu Ge walked slowly past him, looking up proudly.

If it was before, she would say "thank you" politely.It's just that she now knows that "thank you" is never important, and there is no benefit at all except to make others think you are easy to bully.

When he entered the mansion, his feet seemed to have a long memory, and he went straight to the master bedroom.

In the room, the lights were still on.

On the paper window, the figure is still holding the scroll and reading, just like back then.

With a sore nose, Zhu Ge closed his eyes... his whole body softened.

Lifting his feet, he almost went in as usual, only to see the brothel tassels on the toe of his shoes, and then remembered: Today, no, yesterday!

A chill rushed from the feet to the head.

Looking at the figure holding the scroll under the lamp again, there was only a sneer left: what a humble gentleman who is well educated and reasonable!Good one, the number one scholar who has read the books of sages and sages!

Without hesitation, the hand holding the food box tightened, and the other hand raised and knocked on the door.

Before the door opened, he wiped the corners of his eyes and straightened his back.

The door opened, the two faced each other, stared at each other for a while, the scroll in Shen Kongmian's hand fell...

Shen Kongmian didn't ask any questions, just looked at her like that.

He has never talked much.

Today's Zhu Ge doesn't talk too much.

Just looking at him like that.

Just like that, the two remained motionless, staring at their own reflections in each other's eyes.

Finally, Shen Kongmian stretched out his hand, pulled Zhu Ge into his arms, and hugged him tightly.As soon as his chin touched Zhu Ge's forehead, tears were already streaming out.

At this moment, all Zhu Ge's persistence and tension were completely relaxed... So, tears broke the embankment.

From silently crying, to quietly drinking, to sobbing, and finally crying until trembling...the two hugged each other tightly, wetting each other bit by bit with tears...bit by bit, drop by drop, it was all memories...

It was as if, with this cry, everything the two of them had, from acquaintance to acquaintance, from acquaintance to love, from love to mutual loss, flowed out with tears.

Finally, the tears of the two gradually dried up.

Zhu Ge gently pushed Shen Kongmian away, picked up the food box in his hand, and held it in front of him.

She lowered her head, solemnly and slowly opened: a plate of twice-cooked pork, a tomato and egg soup, and a bowl of white rice.

This is his favorite vegetable market.

"This is your favorite twice-cooked pork." Zhu Ge slowly handed the chopsticks in front of him, looking at her, "I want to see you eat the meal I cooked with my own hands again."

Shen Kongmian held his head up, locked the song, suppressed the tears that were about to shed again, took a deep breath, and asked: "Do you really want me to eat?"

He looked at her deeply, deeply.

"Yes." Zhu Ge didn't avoid his gaze, but also looked back at him very deeply.

"Hehe, good." Shen Kongmian took the chopsticks, picked up a piece of pork belly, closed his eyes, opened them again, took a deep breath, and put it into his mouth.

"Slow!" When the piece of pork belly was about to enter his mouth, Zhu Ge couldn't help reaching out to grab it.

Shen Kongmian still didn't ask any questions, just looked at Zhu Ge's trembling hands, weeping silently...

Zhu Ge also closed his eyes, turned his head away, and tears flowed down his face.

Shen Kongmian, Shen Kongmian, between you and me, how did you come to this point?Why, come this far?

"I..." Zhu Ge finally spoke, taking a deep breath, "I want to ask you, have you..."

"Yes." Shen Kongmian interrupted, "It is also now."

Zhu Ge was startled and looked at him.

Shen Kongmian didn't avoid it either, and met her gaze.

Yes, seven years of acquaintance, a husband and wife, I know what you want to say before you say it.

Have you ever loved me?

I loved you, of course.

How could you never love?

If you have never been in love, then why did the first smile like snow and sunshine bloom?

If you have never loved, then why did you say the thousands of words in the beginning?

If you have never been in love, why are you sighing for the whispers of love on your pillow every night?

Perhaps, the previous promise cannot be fulfilled, but at the moment of the promise, I really loved you.It is true and unforgettable.

"This meal..." Zhu Ge paused, looking into Shen Kongmian's eyes, "Why do you want to eat it?"

Shen Kongmian was silent for a moment, then smiled: "As long as you give it, I will eat it."

A familiar smile, but with an unprecedented misery.

The two stopped talking.I understand.

As long as it is given by you, even if I know it is poisonous, I will eat it.

"Heh, heh." Zhu Ge shook his head with a teary smile, and pulled back his chopsticks, "Okay, okay."

As long as there are these words, no matter what was right or wrong in the past, or whether it is true or false today, it will be written off between us!

"Ge'er..." Shen Kongmian whispered.

This was his pet name for her when they were in love.

He stretched out his hand, wanting to have her again...

Zhu Ge snatched the food basket and left without looking back.

"Shen Kongmian, from now on, in heaven and earth, we will never see each other again."

If you live in Yangzhou, if you are a man, it is impossible for you not to have heard of "Fang Fei Lou".

When talking about Fangfei Tower, everyone would think of the stunningly beautiful Lian Jinnian, and the boss whose hands and eyes are all over the sky but no one knows his true identity.

Some people say that the reason why this Fangfei building is so open-minded is because Boss Bu is actually the prime minister.Some people even said, not to mention the boss behind the scenes, just the identity of Lian Jinnian and the boss is not easy.

Of course, legends are just legends. It’s okay to talk and relax after dinner, but it can’t be true.

It's just that it's not them that people talk about the most recently, but Zhu Ge from Fangfeilou.

That was still at the half-monthly church meeting held by Lian Jinnian as usual.

It's strange to say that this Lian Jinnian is usually full of arrogance and airs, and it is extremely difficult to order her alone for one night, even if it is alone, it is not something ordinary men dare to imagine.

However, she has a habit: every first day of every month, she will sing a church meeting, which echoes the "Good Night" on the fifteenth day of each month.Intense and colorful, appearing in front of people.It's just that there is a stage far away.The ticket price is not expensive, and it is enough for ordinary men to see the elegant demeanor of Yangzhou's first fireworks.

But since Zhu Ge entered Fangfei Tower, he understood: Lian Jinnian's famous tricks were just designed by the boss.The purpose of being arrogant is to reflect the status of the oiran and make her rare goods available; while Hui Zemin's monthly church meeting is to expand her popularity, so that a group of common people who have not seen much in the world can watch from afar from the stage, and Afterwards, they will definitely exaggerate the beauty and unparalleled beauty of this love for the sake of showing off...

In the business of brothels, what one does is actually one's own heart.

man's heart.

However, on that day, Lian Jinnian's church meeting was held as scheduled, and the guest seats were still bustling with people.

"It turns out that there are so many beautiful purples and reds blooming all over the place, and they are all ruined like this. No matter what day is the beauty of the day, who's house is the place to enjoy it? Flying in the morning and evening, clouds and green pavilions. Rain and wind, smoke and waves painting boats..."

On the stage, Du Liniang sang emotionally for the beautiful spring.

Off the stage, the spectators were fascinated by the graceful beauty.

A man in green shirt was peeling peanuts and sipping tea, looking leisurely.

Silently counting three two one, guessing that the time is almost up, he picked up the towel by the table and wiped his hands.

With a sound of "Zheng", the strings of the accompaniment suddenly broke.

There was an uproar in the field.

Du Liniang on the stage glanced at the luthier, but she didn't stop talking, and continued to sing: "Cuckoos are singing red all over the green mountains, and the shreds of tobacco outside the tea are soft. Although the peony is good, how can he take the lead in the spring return? Xian Ningyan gives birth to swallows The language is as clear as scissors, listening to the twittering of warblers..."

Don't be surprised when things change, you deserve to be in love with Jinnian!

It's a pity that no matter how calm you are, without accompaniment arias, it will end up like a dish without salt, with a little less flavor.

At this time, the sound of the flute sounded faintly, and to the beat of Du Liniang, it could be called "A Dream in the Garden".

Everyone looked, but it was the man in the green shirt holding the jade Xiao, playing along with the song.

The singing is melodious, and the sound of the flute is clear.

One is not fast or slow on stage, and the other is not too fast or slow off stage.

It is as natural as a snap of the fingers, flowing like clouds and flowing water.No one would have believed that this was an emergency unless they had seen it in person.

At the end of the paragraph, the song stops, the music stops.

The arena was silent.

For a long time, the applause was like thunder.

Du Liniang on the stage bowed slightly, wished everyone a blessing, and then retreated gracefully.

The man in the green shirt put down his flute, picked up his teacup, took a sip of tea, and continued to peel peanuts, ignoring the eyes of everyone in the venue looking at him.

"Kang Bang Bang", the sound of gongs and drums sounded, and the next scene was staged.

Later, I heard that the owner of Fangfeilou visited him personally and signed him as the musician of Fangfeilou.

Name: Zhu Ge.

This musician not only has a superb flute sound skill, but also can compose music and lyrics.

He wrote a series of new words for the prostitutes in Fangfeilou, which have been popular for a long time.

Of course, the reason why Zhu Ge is Zhu Ge is because of her singing voice!

It is said that when she sang, even the passing birds would not go away...

Such a person can be known in the streets and alleys in less than two months.Many people went to Fangfei Tower not to find a girl, but to see Zhu Ge's demeanor.However, Zhu Ge didn't like to meet strangers, even playing the flute behind the scenes for the accompaniment of Lian Jinnian.Through the thick curtain, let alone his true face, he couldn't even see his figure clearly.If the applause from the audience is too enthusiastic, a corner of the curtain will be raised to reveal a little green shirt, which is regarded as a thank you.

In Fangfei Building, the boss held a cup of Pu'er, looked at the bustling guests outside, smiled and nodded to Zhu Ge who was dressed in men's clothes beside him: "It really looks good, I saw you right."

You read that right.The reputation of "Zhu Ge" in the past three months alone has attracted countless guests to Fangfei Building, and its value is not much less than that of Lian Jinnian.

"It's still the boss's wisdom." Zhu Ge has already learned to lower his eyebrows and smile, "Thank you boss for giving me such a chance."

"Where, you are really capable. I really didn't expect you to be so talented! In my Fangfei Building, I really buried you. Hehe, that Shen Kongmian also buried you blindly."

Pulling the lid of the teacup in his hand, scraping the tea leaves in the cup twice, the boss said, "Zhu Ge, how long have you been here at Fangfei Tower?"

"Four months and eight days." Counting from the time when he was recuperating, it has been so long.

The boss smiled lightly: Is life really like a year?Actually counting the days every day.

"Do you know where my Fangfei Building is?" The boss still had a smile on his face.

Zhu Ge was startled and raised his head.

did not speak.

"Zhu Ge, have you heard that girls who come to Fangfei Building don't sell themselves?" The boss lowered his head and scratched the teacup lid in his hand, "Even Lian Jinnian will choose someone to sell."

Zhu Ge knew: the so-called showmanship does not sell the body, but the mothers raise their own status for the oiran, waiting for a price to sell.

"However, the boss once promised me that as long as I can earn money, I don't have to sell myself." Zhu Ge raised his head and chest, and said every word.

Today, she is no longer the soft bun she used to be, and she has learned to argue with reason for everything she cares about.

This is the condition she once negotiated with her boss.

At that time, it was also hard work to coax the boss to make this bet: as long as she can earn more money than other girls without selling herself, she can not sell herself.

"Yes. But the money you earn is not as good as Lian Jinnian." The boss did not look up, but looked at the tea in the cup as usual.

"But..." Zhu Ge was shocked, "How can you compare me with Lian Jinnian? She is the queen of Fangfeilou, and she has been famous for a long time..."

"Since you know that she has been famous for a long time, you should understand the reason why she can't make much money." The boss interrupted her, and raised his head this time with a smile on his face, "Zhu Ge, you can make money even if you don't sell yourself." As it is, if you sell yourself, I believe that Lian Jinnian's successor will be just around the corner. At that time, this Fangfeilou will depend on you."

"Boss!" Zhu Ge cried out in pain.

"Okay, I've made up my mind. I'll use a method to expose your daughter's identity tomorrow. You go and prepare first." The boss stood up, apparently no longer interested in talking, and patted her on the shoulder with a smile, "I'm optimistic about you. "

Speak up and walk away.

Only Zhu Ge's heart was left, sinking to the bottom.

"This girl, given time, will definitely be able to crown the world."

On that day, Lian Jinnian pointed at Zhu Ge who was still slightly bloated from a distance, and said so to the boss.

Yes.

From Zhu Ge's entry into Fangfei Building to the time she wrote and performed Zhu Ge's play, she has already laid out an exquisite chess game, just waiting for the opening.

Opening is simple, but clever.

This game of chess is revealed like this——

One day, it was Lian Jinnian's church meeting again, and Zhu Ge played the flute in the background to accompany him.

As usual, amidst the thunderous applause, Zhu Ge showed his clothes as a thank you.But suddenly, there seemed to be a person rushing past him from the backstage, and then... Zhu Ge let out a soft cry, and was squeezed out.

The scarf on the head is scattered, and the black hair is leaking over the shoulders...

The crowd was stunned.

Unpainted but black eyebrows, untouched but red lips, exquisite figure with light palms, bright eyes and bright teeth that confuse the mind... This Zhu Ge is actually a beauty comparable to Lian Jinnian!

"Boss, how much is this Zhu Ge worth?"

A man dressed as an official young master spoke politely.

In an instant, the silence was broken.

All the men were excited, scrambling to ask the owner of Fangfeilou for the price.

"Yes, mother, what is the price of this Zhu Ge?"

"No matter what the price is, I'll cover the first night!"

"Oh, Wan Ye, you are arrogant! But you are not the only one who is rich and arrogant, I haven't said anything yet!"

"Don't rob me of anyone! I don't have anything, I'm so poor that all I have left is money!"

……

The competition between the local rich man and the children of the aristocratic family, all kinds of comparisons are the first night of vowing to win Zhu Ge.

Naturally, there was no result in the quarrel among the crowd, and everyone surrounded the boss.

The boss had a look of embarrassment on his face.

Seeing that Zhu Ge fled the scene in a little panic but not in any embarrassment, Shi Shiran said: "Everyone is a hero, the master who can afford the money. I know this. But, this Zhu Ge , not like other girls who have a high level of heart, so they just admit it to death, they are only willing to perform, but they are not willing to...negotiate the price."

Although her words told Zhu Ge to admit death, she also revealed to everyone: this Zhu Ge is also this girl.

What is the girl in the brothel?

JI girl chant.

What does a JI girl do?

……

Everyone is a veteran of Fengyue, so naturally they are transparent, and they offer high prices one after another. They are so excited that they all express their "sincerity" to the boss.

"Oh, it's not that I don't agree with you masters, it's just... this girl is determined not to fuck."

The boss pinched his handkerchief and smiled helplessly.

"Boss, just offer an honest price! No matter how high it is, we can offer it." Finally, someone in the crowd couldn't help pointing out.

"Hehe, it's not that I'm being dishonest, it's that this girl is really unwilling." The boss smiled even more helplessly, "She said that with her talent, even if she is not a woman and only writes songs and accompaniments, she is worthy of me serving her all these years Hey, they are all fierce people. This girl can be said, she can make money for me, but if she wants to make a price for her body, she should immediately wipe her neck... Hey, it’s hard to be a mother nowadays."

Everyone had no choice but to pay more money to express their "sincerity".

The boss still waved his hands helplessly.In the end, I had no choice but to give everyone a deep bow and apologize to leave.

Everyone was stunned.

Originally thought that the boss didn't let go just to raise the price, but now looking at the situation, could it be that Zhu Ge really has no plans to take customers?

This is impossible for other brothel girls. Even Lian Jinnian, the insiders know that she is actually a receptionist.But if it was Zhu Ge, it would be really hard to say... Because with her talent, it is enough to make Fang Feilou a lot of money, as she herself said, she is worthy of the money Fang Feilou spent on her.That being the case, it's really hard to say whether the boss of Fangfeilou will agree to her request of performing arts but not selling herself.

Too.With Zhu Ge's current worth of a thousand pieces of gold, why sell himself?In other words, with her current worth, if she really wanted to sell herself, how many people would really be able to afford it?You know, her talent alone is enough to discourage many people, not to mention, what you want is her whole body...

On the attic, the boss peeked at everything below through the curtain and smiled: "Very well, everyone's attention is on Zhu Ge tonight."I believe that within three days, Zhu Ge's identity as a woman and speculation on the first night's bid will become the hottest topics in the streets and alleys.

"Actually, I don't have a first night at all." Zhu Ge leaned on the seat, picked up a grape, and gently put it into his mouth.

"It will be there in three days." The boss also picked a grape and sat beside her.

Zhu Ge frowned and looked at her.

She smiled, smiling calmly: "Do you think that every girl bought from our brothel is a virgin? But I've never heard of a girl who doesn't sell her first night."

Zhu Ge's hand holding the grape froze.

"Aunt Dai has arrived. Let's do the body tonight. Rest for three or two days, and it will be almost the same."

The boss said it calmly.

Zhu Ge was shocked.

She also guessed what the boss meant, and she had heard it from other girls before: there was Aunt Dai, who was dedicated to giving girls a full body, and it only took one night's work to turn a woman back into a virgin.

The girls who tried it said that Aunt Dai's craftsmanship is so good that men can't tell the difference.

"But I am Shen Kongmian's...wife."

It was difficult for Zhu Ge to say this sentence.

You know, Shen Kongmian is an official no matter what, and his wife has met some people no matter how.

"No one will know you." The boss smiled slightly, "The you now are completely... completely different from the you back then."

"At least in the eyes of men, it is fundamentally and completely different." The boss deliberately emphasized and repeated.

Zhu Ge was stunned.

Yes, in the eyes of a man, the waist is the first thing to look at, then the chest, and the face is the last thing to look at.Today's Zhu Ge is completely different from Mrs. Shen back then.

It's just that people in Yangzhou don't know: she hasn't always looked like Mrs. Shen...

Back then, when Shen Kongmian took her away from the Shen family, she was as beautiful as she is now.

It was just naive at the time, thinking that love would be a lifetime, and believed in the so-called special liking, so she was relieved to work hard for the future of herself and Shen Kongmian, to relax completely in self-care, and to eat and drink as she pleased.

In fact, Shen Kongmian was accompanied by her every night when he turned on the lamp and studied hard.Not only did she work outside to make money during the day, but she also read books for Shen Kongmian at night.Frankly speaking, in the vast sea of ​​books, if she hadn't been there to choose and explain for him, it is still unknown whether he will be the champion.Even Shen Kongmian's strategy theory and the high-spirited speeches during the palace examination were all taught by her in advance.

Therefore, Shen Kongmian, who was the champion in junior high school, did not cherish her.

At that time, he took her hand that had soaked the laundry for a long time, and said, "If I have you in this life, what more can I ask for."

Yes, what more can I ask for.So, he said to be nice to her.

However, the world is turned upside down, and time is like water, always diluting the original oath.

As naive as Zhu Ge, how could she expect that her beauty will fade and her love will relax.

As they arrived in Yangzhou, the days became dull day by day, and her waist became thicker day by day, and the relationship between them became weaker and weaker.

She had foolishly thought that the two were drifting apart emotionally, but now she realized that it was just that she lost her beauty and freshness, that's all...

Sighed lightly.

Zhu Ge looked out the window: "Let's arrange it with mom."

Since then, I have never had any thoughts on men.

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