love you like a song

Gu Nan's behavior made Mu Zi'an very embarrassed.

"Doudou..." The person behind suddenly said a word.When she spoke, all the heat sprayed into his ears, Mu Zi'an moved forward, and Gu Nan simply lay on her body.

Mu Zi'an raised his arms, trying to drive her off.This posture made her feel very embarrassed.

Gu Nan's lips pressed against Mu Zi'an's ear vaguely, and Mu Zi'an's face turned red and white, which reminded her of Gu Nan talking like this when she died.

If you don't like her, why do you still do it?

Mu Zi'an frowned, and pushed back, trying to push Gu Nan away from her.Just as Mu Zi'an was about to move, Gu Nan suddenly buried his head in the hollow of her shoulder, and said to her in a soft, sigh-like voice.

"Doudou... I don't want you to go."

Just such a sentence made Mu Zian's eyes a little red, and she froze in place, motionless.

Gu Nan in the previous life, at that time, the Gu Nan who was always disgusted by him for drinking, would it also be in the dream, so to speak, Doudou, I don't want you to go?

Mu Zi'an has never thought of herself as a soft-hearted person, but Gu Nan can always break her bottom line again and again, making it impossible for her to feel a little...a little bit of giving up this wrong love.

Mu Zi'an stood in the kitchen, feeling the warm body behind him, the scalding heat seemed to melt him.

Gu Nan's soft hair was next to her cheeks, Gu Nan bent over, barely lying on Mu Zi'an's shoulder, she could smell the strong smell of alcohol and shampoo on her body.

Mu Zi'an's breathing became very light, she didn't move, but her heartbeat became louder and louder.

At this moment, the kettle for boiling water suddenly rang, and the lid was pushed up by the hot air. Mu Zian coughed a few times suddenly, and after a while, he raised his shoulders, letting Gu Nan avoid carefully.

Added some sugar to the cup and made light sugar water for Gu Nan, who drank a lot thirsty.

Mu Zi'an originally wanted to go back to his room according to his previous promise not to touch her, but he was afraid that Gu Nan would feel like vomiting in the middle of the night, so he had to wait for Gu Nan to fall asleep before lying down next to her.

Mu Zi'an has no complaints.She knew why Gu Nan wanted to drink. Reminiscing about her previous life, it seemed that every time she was going to travel far away, she would do this, without caring about her body, and drank heavily.

"Hey... Nan Nan... I also... don't want to leave you..."

Within 10 minutes of lying down, Gu Nan began to struggle, first complaining that he was hot.Mu Zi'an touched her coat with his hands, only to realize that her down jacket was wet. In a hurry, Mu Zi'an forgot to take off Nan Nan's clothes, and let her lie down wearing the down jacket.

Mu Zian helped her up, took off her coat, took off her wet pants after thinking about it, carefully changed her pajamas, and lay down.

After a while, she started talking again. "I need to go to the toilet."

Mu Zi'an was a little sleepy, he only blinked his eyes, and became dull for a while, unexpectedly, Gu Nan stood up by himself, and staggered out in the dark.

There was no other way, Mu Zi'an could only follow behind her, and when she was about to fall, he helped her up.

Looking at the watch, it was past eleven o'clock.

Mu Zi'an sighed, and supported her, Gu Nan leaned towards her as if she had no bones, she didn't need any strength at all, she was very heavy, Mu Zi'an was so crushed by her that she could hardly walk, finally arrived bathroom.

Mu Zi'an asked her to go to the bathroom, but when Gu Nan turned around, his entire body weight fell on Mu Zi'an's chest, Mu Zi'an groaned in pain, and pushed Gu Nan.

Gu Nan remained motionless.

Mu Zi'an's breasts were not fully developed yet, and he didn't feel it at first, but later on he felt a little awkward, when he suddenly felt the bulge while taking a bath, he realized that he had grown up.

It is precisely because of this that the chest area is very sensitive, and Gu Nan pressed on that place without dying.

Mu Zi'an didn't know if Gu Nan did it on purpose, she let go of her arm, pushed Gu Nan to make her stand up straight, and then said calmly.

"Gu Nan, just pretend."

Mu Zi'an's voice should sound angry and indifferent.

she continued. "If you tease me like this again, I will leave immediately."

Gu Nan stared at Mu Zi'an with wide eyes.

Standing in front of her, Mu Zi'an repeated in her ear. "immediately."

Gu Nan finally calmed down, and when she finished going to the toilet, Mu Zi'an helped her pull up her pants.She let herself do whatever she wanted like a baby, Mu Zi'an thought that Gu Nan was really awake, so she couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

Just when he was about to take her back, Gu Nan turned around and put his arms around him again.

"..."

Gu Nan was so pressed on Mu Zi'an that she could hardly stand up.Mu Zi'an pressed Gu Nan's back, almost dragging her forward.

Mu Zi'an was so tired that he was out of breath, and when he was about to say something, he suddenly felt wet on the back of his neck.

Mu Zi'an thought she was playing drunk again, and was almost furious, but when he felt it carefully, he felt that it was not. Mu Zi'an touched back in surprise, and she found that Gu Nan's face was all wet.

Mu Zi'an remained silent, walked to the bedroom, and put Gu Nan on the bed.

Mu Zi'an didn't turn on the light, but she could see the person lying on the bed, she covered her face with her hands, turned sideways, curled up into a ball as if she was afraid of being hurt.

Mu Zi'an walked up to Gu Nan and took her hand off.Without the light, Mu Zi'an could clearly see the wet marks on Gu Nan's face.

Mu Zi'an leaned over, rubbed her face, and wiped off those cold things.

"... Doudou." Gu Nan's voice was hoarse, probably having recovered his sanity.

Mu Zi'an lay beside her, covered her with a quilt, and said. "Don't think about it, it's not like I won't come back."

Gu Nan trembled beside her, and said in a vague voice. "I seem……"

"Stop talking, Nan Nan." Mu Zian hugged her tightly and said. "You're drunk, you're just drunk."

If you don't say some things, Mu Zi'an will still be lucky...

...So Nannan, don't say it.

Gu Nan's breath sprayed on Mu Zi'an's neck, hot with the temperature of a drunk person, she pressed her face to Mu Zi'an's chest, half a day later, just when Mu Zi'an thought she had fallen asleep When it was over, Gu Nan said suddenly.

"Doudou, I'm a pervert. Are you disgusting?"

Mu Zi'an shook his head and said. "Me too."

"No, I can feel it, you are not... no..." Gu Nan trembled, her voice was hoarse. "...It was me, I led you astray."

Mu Zi'an didn't speak, but hugged her even harder.

Gu Nan trembled in her arms, and she began to laugh softly, tears streaming down her face as she laughed.

Mu Zi'an rested his chin on the top of her head.

Mu Zi'an was about to make it clear, she wanted to tell her: You are not a pervert, you are the closest and favorite person in my life, you are not disgusting, if you are pervert, I will accompany you pervert, I will accompany you , don't be afraid.

But Mu Zi'an still didn't say anything in the end.

Those words choked in Mu Zi'an's throat, making her uncomfortable.

The more times you get rejected, the more you will be afraid.

Due to going to bed late, Mu Zi'an didn't open her eyes until nine o'clock the next day. She felt the sun was glaring as soon as she opened her eyes. She was still thinking that she should have drawn the curtains last night. When she got up together, she found that Gu Nan was not by her side. .

Mu Zi'an had no impression of this at all.

"Doudou, you're awake." Mu Zi'an heard Gu Nan say this to herself, she walked in, and handed herself a light blue cotton padded coat for herself to put on.

The voice was a little guilty. "Last night...to trouble you."

Mu Zi'an raised his head, stared into Gu Nan's eyes, and saw that besides guilt, there was also a trace of fear and panic in her eyes.

Nan Nan didn't want to have a relationship with herself.

With this realization, Mu Zi'an felt a little pain in his heart, lowered his eyelids, and didn't speak any more.

Walking to the bathroom, Mu Zi'an saw the hot water next to the bathroom, and the toothbrush filled with toothpaste on the toothbrush.Just like that, they simply forgot about that night.

However, apart from forgetting, they don't know which way is better than this.

The author has something to say:

Let me tell you, Gu Nan has a heart knot, she thinks that she has misled Mu Zi'an, so she subconsciously does not accept Mu Zi'an's feelings...