love you like a song

Mu Zi'an thought that the matter of Gu Dongliang had come to an end.

But the second day after Gu Nan left, Mu Zi'an just arrived at the door of the classroom when he saw a man with long hair and ponytail standing there, very impatient.

"Really, is Shi Qing here?"

Mu Zi'an heard his name Shi Qing, looked at him, walked up to that person, and asked. "What's the matter with you?"

"You are Shi Qing?"

"En." Mu Zi'an nodded without hesitation.

"Your admission letter has arrived, please sign for it."

Mu Zi'an looked at the man suspiciously, the man was very perfunctory, with a gesture of 'hurry up, please'.

Mu Zi'an saw that the above list was named after Shi Qing. At that time, the Central Academy of Fine Arts in Paris, France was very famous, and there were only a few students. Not only was the registration fee expensive, but admission was even more difficult.

Mu Zi'an asked subconsciously. "Who is applying to the school?"

"Isn't it Gu Nan? Don't you know how to read?"

Mu Zi'an ignored him and only asked. "Male, female?"

"what?"

"Is it a man or a woman who submitted the work to the school?" Mu Zi'an glanced at him lightly, feeling a little angry.

"Male." The man said. "A very fat old man."

Mu Zi'an was stunned, his hands trembled suddenly, and it took him a long time to speak.

She found her voice hoarse.

Mu Zi'an barely cleared his throat and said. "Is there something wrong with that person's eyes? Didn't it frighten you?"

The man seemed a little embarrassed, and his attitude softened a little, said. "No. But what kind of disease is that? Why is there blood in the eyes..."

Within two days, Gu Nan and Shi Qing rushed back.

Originally, Shi Qing wanted to stay in his hometown for a few more days, but the school schedule is a bit tight recently, he couldn't miss any more classes, so he came back with Gu Nan, leaving Liu Manhe alone in his hometown.

A black cloth was hung on Shi Qing's hands, white silk was tied around his waist, and the white cloth was tightly wrapped around his head.He lowered his head, got off the train with Gu Nan, and walked forward without raising his head.

After Mu Zi'an and Gu Nan greeted briefly, they said to Shi Qing.

"In a moment, you come to my place."

Shi Qing looked at Mu Zi'an suspiciously, and nodded after a long time.

As soon as he entered the door, he saw the admission notice on the table.He obviously knew what those art school notices looked like, and there was a moment of loneliness in his eyes.

Mu Zi'an saw him pursing his lips, then turned his eyes, looked at himself, and said.

"congratulations."

Mu Zian stepped forward, and suddenly punched Shi Qing's shoulder hard.Mu Zi'an had never used such a great force before, and this force made her arms tremble uncontrollably.

Shi Qing was pushed to the ground by Mu Zi'an, holding his shoulders with one hand, he couldn't help but let out a 'hiss—' gasp.

he growled. "Mu Zi'an, are you crazy?"

Gu Nan was also taken aback, she quickly grabbed Mu Zi'an and asked. "Doudou, what's the matter?"

Mu Zi'an turned his head and said to Gu Nan very calmly. "Don't worry about it."

Gu Nan's hand paused, and then, with a meek 'hmm', he backed away.

Mu Zi'an half-kneeled on the ground, pointed to the notice on the table, and said softly to Shi Qing.

"Do you know what this is?"

Shi Qing froze for a moment, but didn't answer.

Mu Zi'an said again. "Did you know this is your admission letter?"

Shi Qing suddenly trembled.When he heard Mu Zi'an say 'this is yours', his eyes widened suddenly, his breathing became short of breath, and tears swirled in his eyes.

Mu Zi'an said to him. "When your grandfather was first hospitalized, he called Gu Nan and me over and said that he would only have dialysis once a month in the future, and he was saving money to go abroad to study art."

Shi Qing held his breath, as if he wanted to hear every word Mu Zi'an said clearly.His lips trembled, and tears rolled from his eyes.

Mu Zi'an said calmly. "He said you are a good boy, but you are too stubborn."

Mu Zian grabbed his shoulder, punched him hard suddenly, and said. "But when your grandfather jumped off the building, what were you doing? You were sleeping?! Little dumb, why did you let the tragedy of your mother jumping off the building repeat itself!"

Shi Qing was knocked crooked by Mu Zi'an, lying on the ground, slowly shrunk up and hugged herself into a ball.He covered his mouth with all his might, but he couldn't cover his sobs.

Tears flowed to the floor and soon formed a small puddle.

He said.

"When my mother jumped off the building, when my grandfather was standing on the top of the building... woo, where was I? When they turned around, there was no one..., woo, are they uncomfortable..."

Shi Qing wept bitterly. "Does he miss me——!"

"I will never... I will never draw again..."

At that time, Shi Qing was still not sensible, and he blindly rebelled and resisted, but when he became sensible, it was too late.Just like myself in the previous life.

Mu Zi'an felt his face heat up, and reached out to touch it.

I don't know when, I have burst into tears.

Mu Zi'an didn't know why he was crying.

When she touched the wet thing on her face, she thought it was blood at first, but then she gradually felt that something was wrong, because the liquid was colorless and flowed from the eye socket.

Mu Zi'an thought that when he grew up, he would stop crying.

However, at this moment, she only felt a dull pain in her chest, as if someone had stabbed her with a knife.

"Why did you drop the Golden Doudou again?" Gu Nan was frightened by Mu Zian's sudden tears, and she hurriedly comforted her.

Gu Nan felt that Mu Zi'an was too young and was frightened by the corpse, so that night she lay on Mu Zi'an's bed without hesitation.

Mu Zi'an wasn't frightened, in fact, she didn't know why she was crying.

It wasn't until that night that Mu Zi'an had a dream that she didn't know why she was crying.

In the dream, Mu Zi'an was standing on the top of a high-rise building, the wind was very strong, the wind was biting, and her back was very painful from the wind.The strange thing is that she felt the real cold in the dream.

Then, Mu Zi'an saw a person on the roof, and when he saw her back, Mu Zi'an began to tremble.Mu Zi'an cautiously approached, trying to pull that person back.

The man was standing on the outermost edge of the roof, as if he would fall if he took another step.

Just as Mu Zi'an's arm was about to grab the corner of her clothes, the man turned around and looked at him face to face.

From her eyes, Mu Zi'an saw desolation, pain, despair, reluctance...

That person is Gu Nan.

Mu Zi'an grabbed Gu Nan's clothes corner, kissed her reflexively, and said to her. "Nan Nan, what are you doing here? Come back with me..."

Before Mu Zi'an finished speaking, Gu Nan suddenly smiled. She touched my head with her hand and said very gently. "I can't accompany you anymore, Mu Zi'an."

"..." Mu Zi'an trembled suddenly, firmly grasped the corner of her clothes, and said. "Let's go down first."

Gu Nan still looked at Mu Zi'an with a smile, she said.

"Are you trying to hide from me? You can hide. The more you avoid, the more uncomfortable I will be. Don't you think I'm disgusting? If you push me, I'll never see you again."

"……Do not."

Mu Zi'an suddenly realized that this should be Gu Nan from his previous life, gritted his teeth, and wanted to drag her up.

In the dream, Gu Nan's body was very slippery, and Mu Zi'an pulled her hard, but he didn't have any strength.Her thick clothes were pulled off one by one by herself, and she became completely naked.

Mu Zian looked at her neck, shoulders, flat stomach, and slender legs, and suddenly didn't know where to hold her.

Gu Nan looked at herself very sadly, she stretched out her arm to grab Mu Zi'an, but when Mu Zi'an asked her to grab it, Gu Nan said with a smile. "Doudou, I'm poor, you don't have to be with me anymore, I don't want to drag you down."

"People like grandpa can't stand it, and neither can I."

Mu Zi'an shook his head and said. "Nannan, wait for me to grow up, I will work to support you, don't do this."

Gu Nan said. "Doudou, don't you understand? I don't want to drag you down. I can't walk or chase. One person is enough, and you will have a better life."

Mu Zi'an said. "Without you, I don't want any kind of life."

Gu Nan smiled at her and said. "Goodbye, Mu Zi'an."

she repeated again. "goodbye."

Then, Mu Zi'an saw her take a step back, and she fell down, turning into a blue butterfly with broken wings, burning up, and falling down.

At that moment, Mu Zi'an heard the sound of the last string breaking in her head, and she was panicked and at a loss.

In the dream, Gu Nan's face was a calm smile for a while, and crying uncontrollably for a while.Sometimes Mu Zi'an would see Gu Dongliang's face, and Gu Nan changed into the same hospital gown as him, looking extremely thin.

Mu Zi'an's heart throbbed violently.

Without even thinking about it, she jumped down from the roof with her.

The author has something to say:

It's six o'clock, but because the wolf stayed up late, he was not in good shape when he shot in the afternoon, and he didn't pass the sports. He will have a make-up exam next week. (>__<) Woohoo, so sad...