love you like a song

Gu Nan's words aroused criticism from everyone, they were men or women, pointing at Gu Nan and whispering:

"Who is this man?"

"Your face is so pale, is there something wrong?"

"No quality, so loud."

"..."

Mu Zi'an stood there, tall and straight, with a calm expression, with unspeakable emotion, she looked at Gu Nan.

The clock at the station reminded me that it was already 32:[-].

Gu Nan seemed to have exhausted all his physical strength, his lips trembled when he gasped.

"..."

"...If you are willing to stay," Gu Nan took a big breath, seriously, her eyes were extremely firm, she paused every word, "...I will wait for you forever."

If there is Huangquan Road, I will always wait for you, waiting for you for the rest of my life.

"... Gu Nan," Mu Zi'an lowered his head, clenched his hands, then loosened them, and clenched them again...the blood from the bandages was overflowing——you can't be so stubborn until you speak cruelly to death?

"..."

At 34:[-], Mu Zi'an said, "I can't help it...for you, don't wait for me."

"..." Gu Nan looked at Mu Zi'an helplessly, she helped the seat next to her and collapsed on the ground.

The ticket inspector urged Mu Zi'an, and said, "Miss, at 34:1, the ticket cannot be inspected in one minute. Do you want to inspect the ticket?"

Mu Zi'an didn't hear what the man said.

She looked at Gu Nan, and Gu Nan asked, "Are you back?"

Mu Zi'an let out an 'hmm'.

Gu Nan asked: "You don't want me to wait, do you simply hate me?"

Mu Zi'an didn't speak.

Gu Nan said fiercely: "If you marry someone else, I will never let you go."

Mu Zi'an pulled the suitcase, and at the last minute of the ticket check, she walked into the station, turned her head to look at the person standing there, opened her mouth, and said, "Gu Nan, goodbye."

Don't cry, it's not worth it, Nannan...

Mu Zi'an leaned against the wall, still trembling after the door of the iron-green train closed.

The service staff in dark blue said to Mu Zi'an, "Miss, your seat is in the front, on the left."

Mu Zi'an nodded slightly, with a very calm expression, as if there were no emotional fluctuations.

The other party urged him twice more, seeing that Mu Zi'an hadn't moved, he stopped talking.

After a few minutes, Mu Zi'an dragged his luggage and walked towards the seat.

Her seat is in the third car, at the back.

Lu Yaoping's seat was at the front, and she was holding a cup, and she had already started to open the free newspapers.

Mu Zi'an stood in the aisle and said to Lu Yaoping, "Give me the water glass, and I'll fetch it."

"What's the hurry, girl." Lu Yaoping put down the empty water glass and said without raising her head, "It's been a long time, sit here for a while, and eat something to fill your belly."

Mu Zi'an didn't speak, but paused, and sat beside Lu Yaoping.

Lu Yaoping said, "What are you going to do when you go back this time?"

"..."

"And the time you said last time was too short, how could it be like this when you go home—"

Lu Yaoping's myopia became more and more serious as she got older. She didn't like to wear glasses, but turned her eyes upwards, with obvious wrinkles on her forehead, looking at Mu Zi'an.

I saw Mu Zi sitting there quietly, with no expression on his face, but his eyes were red.

Lu Yaoping was startled and asked, "Girl?"

Mu Zi'an let out an 'hmm', with a heavy nasal voice.

"you……"

Mu Zi'an took a trembling breath. "..."

Lu Yaoping paused for a moment, trying to say something, when she suddenly heard a ticket inspector approaching.She patted Mu Zi'an's shoulder, but finally said nothing.

Mu Zi'an gritted his teeth and said, "I... go back to my seat first."

"..." Lu Yaoping said, "Go."

Mu Zi'an stood up, walked steadily, lowered his head slightly, and walked towards the rear compartment.

After Mu Zi'an sat down, she took out a book from her schoolbag and spread out a page at random. Then, she propped her chin, pretending to read it seriously.

After reading for several hours, the book did not turn a page backwards, but the circles of my eyes were red several times.

The reason why Mu Zi'an was sad was because in the previous life, Gu Nan also gave her away, but didn't keep her, but now she loudly persuaded her to stay, but she had to leave.

But why did it become like this?

...'Accompany her at the most critical time, and never save her', or 'resolutely not to accompany her, save her silently', it is a struggle for Mu Zi'an.

Mu Zi'an was caught in the middle of these two, turning left and right was excruciatingly painful. In this situation, no matter which one she chose, she would be betrayed and irresponsible.

Mu Zi'an hated herself for being like this, she was so sad that her heart throbbed.Mu Zi'an had never experienced this kind of feeling in his 15 years of ups and downs in his life.

'You are poor, I don't want you anymore. '

The original succubus reappeared in my mind.

Mu Zi'an turned to another page.

……

She was in tears all the way.

Lu Yaoping, who was sitting in front of Mu Zi'an, turned her head to look at her from time to time. After four or five hours on the train, she stood up, walked to the middle of the carriage, and checked again.

It could be seen that Mu Zi'an was really crying. Although Lu Yaoping didn't believe it, she thought it was impossible. She thought that if she cried a hundred times, it was impossible for this girl to cry once.

But here's the thing.

The child she had held for three years without crying was crying now.

……

……

Sitting on the bus to Lu Yaoping's house, Mu Zi'an leaned on the seat, closed his eyes and rested.

Lu Yaoping slowly walked to Mu Zi'an's side from the front, and seeing her eyes closed, she whispered, "Mu Zi'an."

Mu Zi'an opened his eyes and looked at her lightly.

"Are you feeling better?"

"..." Mu Zi settled down and nodded, "I'm fine."

Lu Yaoping didn't say a word, just like when the family was harmonious, she stepped forward and patted Mu Zi'an's head.

Mu Zi'an was startled, his nose was sore, there was really nothing he could do.

That's right, Mu Zi'an's mood hasn't improved at all.

She would not even want to go back to Shanghai if she could.Mu Zi'an has never been a person who likes to escape, but now she knows that escape may not be 'not brave enough', but just because 'the pain of choice is not severe enough'.

The pain was so severe that even if she had made a choice and asked her to turn around, Mu Zi'an would hold his breath and run away, making it difficult to face it.

In fact, when Gu Nan called her name loudly, Mu Zi'an knew that their relationship was over. In the previous life, no matter how angry Gu Nan was, he never called her out in public...

...I just wanted to like someone for the first time, but how did it end up like this.

Mu Zi'an didn't want to hurt anyone, but he had to harden his heart and treat the person he wanted to love with a cold face.

...I can't get her.

Lu Yaoping comforted: "Damn girl, look carefully, no one will die."

Mu Zi'an clenched his teeth and avoided her hand, saying, "I'm fine."

Lu Yaoping patted Mu Zi'an's shoulder, seeing that her elder daughter, whom she had always feared and hated, was no longer cold, and now her body was shaking slightly, her brows were furrowed, and her eyes were filled with tears.

Only then did Lu Yaoping deeply realize that Mu Zi'an... was just an ordinary child.

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In the city of life and death chess.

The chess boy saw that the young man seemed to be trembling slightly while holding the chess pieces, and knew that he was the same as himself, and felt the same now.

He wasn't blaming anything, he just didn't feel happy about not asking.

Why?Qi Ling lost, but why did he lose so hard?

- that girl...

The sound seemed to melt into the rain of the underworld.

- is a good opponent...

The young man seemed to be speaking to himself, and then fell silent again, recalling the previous game:

……

Mu Zi'an fought with the determination to die, but because her moves changed very quickly, so the young man should not let himself fall into the strong fighting spirit and lose his mind.

From the beginning to the end, Mu Zi'an has been very active in facing the chess game.

Don't give up, don't be impetuous.

Immediately mark people and retreat quickly.

On the contrary, it is the young people who have already had countless experiences and lost their sense of normalcy.

In the prologue, all the young people's tentative pieces were counterattacked, and even Mu Zi'an pushed forward step by step.The young man seemed slightly agitated, so his attack became sharper, but Mu Zi'an took the offensive firmly.

Originally, the young man could still guide Mu Zi'an's leisurely mood, but it disappeared unconsciously.He began to regret the leisurely attitude with which he faced this formidable opponent in the first place.

Because of keeping his hand at the beginning of the chess game, the young man fell into a long and bitter struggle.But Mu Zi'an didn't make a mistake, and even made a sharp move.

As a result, the young man was chased and beaten all the way, forcing him to go all out.

Facing an opponent whose strength is obviously inferior to his own, the young man pursues victory relentlessly.This is not the usual style of youth. This man can actually force himself into this, which frightens the youth.

Mu Zi'an is young, but he is already a giant dragon.

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Well, Xiao Yang, don't worry, Tian still has a few chapters to go (≧3≦).