blue face disaster

This token belongs to Lan'er.

I have been wearing it close to my body, and since she left, I can't put it down even more. I always think that Lan'er is not gone, she is still there, but she just married a distant husband's family and can't see me.Now that I think about it, it's a sea of ​​vicissitudes, and I'm full of emotions. That woman paid her whole life wrong for me.

Marry me, love me, beg me, love me, hate me, make me hate, in the end she is all for me.

But after all, it was only for me who could never tolerate her.How can I not feel guilty?How not to blame yourself?

There are two tokens for the royal family, one dragon and one phoenix. The dragon is with the prince, and the phoenix disappeared with the princess. No one knows where it went.No matter how stupid the gatekeeper is, he knows that no one dares to make fun of his own life and enter the palace with a fake token, so he naturally thinks that I am some kind of extraordinary person, so he obediently let me go.

Leaning on the token all the way, those who see the token on the road dare not even breathe out after seeing the country, I am afraid that I will charge the prince with a crime. After.

I walked to the East Palace in one breath, and saw the prince in the house as usual.It seems to go back to those years, those ordinary fleeting years.

I waited for him to look up at me, but he didn't look up for a long time. I waited impatiently, so I waved my hands and shouted: "Hey! Look here!"

As soon as he raised his eyebrows, he met my eyes. At that moment, I felt that the high fortress of confrontation and stalemate for so many days collapsed.

I admit that I can't really forget him, even a god can't do it if I forget the friendship I have had for so many years.

His eyes were full of doubt and puzzlement, and even a little surprised and novel.He reminds me of the prince who gave me the title of playboy back then, or the bamboo horse who fooled around with me everywhere.

However, this is all an illusion, neither he nor I can go back.Even if I can't go back, I can't move forward.

I dare not call Brother Xia, I am afraid that he will be disappointed, sad, and see through me.

I kept lying to myself that I wanted to detoxify Brother Xia, that could be the reason why I came back, but it wasn't the only reason.

In fact, I lied to myself so numb that I didn't even know my own heart.

And this deception, you can see it once you try it, and see through it at a glance.

I looked at him and he looked at me.

Don't come any closer!

I'll take the medicine and leave.

I am afraid that I will not be able to hold on, and I will lose control.

The smile I forced was nothing under his sad eyes.

"Ace, come here." He called me.

Recognizable at a glance?

In order to let myself give up on him, I often think about his badness, about the domineering he hates, about the rich and powerful he admires, about his ruthlessness in not caring about me, but it turned out that it finally came true. I always miss him.

I secretly hated myself, why would I want to hate him and despise him for his badness?Why can't there be a clean break?Can't cut the mess quickly?

I obviously don't like him!

My feet were weak and seemed to be stuck to the ground. I didn't walk over, but just looked at him quietly.

With one hand on his back and the other holding the jade finger, he walked slowly and said, "Don't talk about changing your appearance, I can recognize you even if you turn into ashes or a ghost."

Started talking nonsense again.

I said, "Where's the mother Gu?"

"Why do you have to talk about this right away?" He said a little ruthlessly.

The him I was thinking about, the him I was thinking about, after all, was just a past him who could never go back.

This time he is not mine.

Not because he has changed, but because I am too unchanged.

I followed him into the palace, followed behind and asked, "Where's the mother Gu?"

He smiled without answering, "Your dress is so beautiful."

"Brother Xia is dead, I don't live alone." I said forcefully.

He evoked a strange smile: "Stay with me, forever."

"Dream." I rolled my eyes at him, when did he become such a scumbag?And it's pretty disgusting.

Shouldn't he have killed him mercilessly when he saw him?

Not long after entering the room, I smelled a strange and familiar fragrance, but I couldn't remember what it was.

He coughed and said sadly: "A Si, you love me, right? I admit, it was my fault before, please forgive me."

How can I not attack myself?Continued: "Take out the mother Gu and talk about it."

"I was looking for you all over the city, but you insisted on running out. Do you know that I miss you so much. I couldn't bear to put you in prison. I thought that when the day came, I would find another person to replace you." You die, but you think I really want to kill you? Ah Si, do you really take my feelings for you so lightly? I do many things out of necessity, but I never thought of harming you. I just want you well, even if I'm misunderstood, it doesn't matter."

"Otherwise?" I stared at him extremely sharply.

He breathed a sigh of relief, "Do you know that Xia is using you?"

"Nonsense." I said without thinking, "Could it be that people who use me will die for me, but you, the one who loves me, put me in prison again and again, breaking my heart? Next time you make up this Please use your brains when you say something, Your Highness the Crown Prince! No, Your Majesty!"

I said tremblingly, I don't believe it.How could Brother Xia use me? It's just talking nonsense.

But the burning incense told me that he was not talking nonsense, and that kind of incense can make people tell the truth.

I suddenly remembered.

Thinking about it, it was thrown by the prince's side that day, and he just picked it up, and it was my thing, so he naturally gave it to the prince first, and asked him to keep it for me.

And that bottle of incense smelled strange, but it smelled very good, so the crown prince probably sprinkled some into the incense burner.

These tastes are very unique, and you can't smell them wrong.

But my intuition told me that I shouldn't believe him.Reason and reality told me that I had to believe him.

What the hell... is this all about?

The crown prince has been smelling this fragrance for several days in this palace, no wonder when he came in his face was filled with sadness and melancholy, he even lost his usual hostility, it turned out that he was infected with this fragrance.

Everything he just said was the truth, and it was all the true thoughts in his heart.

Then he said, want to be with me forever?it is true?

Admit that I was wrong and hope I can forgive?

Thinking of me so hard, searching all over the world, is it really just to find me, not to kill me?

day!

I'm a little flustered...

What the hell is this?

Why is this world so messed up?Why am I willing to trust him?Why can't I forget it even today?Or can he be defeated by one blow?

"Look, Ah Si, I've been keeping this jade pendant for you. How can I let others mess with what my wife gave you, your things?" He led me to the attic, opened the box, but it was That jade pendant that I casually threw to Ruo Lan.

No wonder Ruolan hesitated to give it to me that day, but it was with the prince.

I looked at the jade pendant in my hand, but I was filled with emotion.

Father and mother, the only thing left to me is this object, and it is still in the hands of the enemy.

"Look at this painting, I'll try to go to the general's mansion and stay for a whole day, looking at this painting, and thinking of you." He looked at me deeply, but I felt itchy and panicked.

That is peony, and now the peony in the capital is gradually budding.

Coquettish peony, coquettish red, strong love.

He hugged me tightly, and whispered softly in my ear: "You used to be willful and called the peony called Jiangli, and Jiangli means leaving. You know, it also has a name called Liuyi. I really like it." I miss you. Fortunately, you are back..."

clap clap-

that is the sound of tears

Stay Yi, stay Yi.

I admit, I was moved.

The ashes-like bottom of the valley ignited a raging fire, but I was no longer free to lose control like before.

"Do you know? I'm so jealous that you are with Xia. You were rescued by him, and I was even more jealous. Promise me, stay, I will let you change your identity and live a good life. We love each other." How about letting go of the past? Who can tell what’s right and what’s wrong in the past?”

The past was already buried, it was nothing more than right and wrong, it was just a skinny result of refusing to get rid of it.Even if I can ignore the past, how can I ignore the present and the future?

I shook my head, "Let go."

"I won't let go." He hugged me firmly, but I couldn't break free.

I was disappointed: "Many things are missed, just missed. I thought I would fall in love with you again, but I didn't. I didn't. I'm also curious why I thought this way. Maybe, time has passed, and there is no such thing as before. I know that your words are from the bottom of your heart, but I will eventually fall in love with someone who uses me."

"What good is he?" he growled, pushing me away in disbelief.

"He's not as good as you anywhere, but I love him, and that's enough."

I don't understand why my heart is like this, I thought that with my temperament, I would accept the prince again, but it turned out that it was at this time that I pushed away so decisively.

It's not that I don't love, let alone love.

To miss is to miss.

What I have to do is to be responsible for the present.

This is the only time I trust my choices so much.

I didn't ask him for mother Gu again, it doesn't matter anymore, I am willing to accompany that person.

Anywhere is fine, however long it takes.

1 years is too long, just seize the day and night.

As long as he lives, I will be with him.

"You don't want a mother gu?"

"You'd better kill him, and... kill me. Then forget about me forever." I left a cold sentence, and couldn't help running out.

He grabbed me and said, "Why do you think I want to kill all of Liu's family, but not you?" He suddenly looked at me blankly, but let go of his hands, hugged his head, and said in pain, "Why? ? Why would I really like you? I don't! I don't!"

Become crazy?

I looked at him, and he glanced at me in confusion, "I'm obviously just using you, but why can't I bear to do it again and again? How could I say such a thing just now? I'm not Duanxiu. Once the prince, what's the matter? Broken sleeves?"

He mumbled one sentence after another, tossing and turning, but he couldn't wake up.

About to be really crazy....

I walked away very sensibly.

Looking back, he was slumped on a chair, looking around blankly, holding his head from time to time, which was extremely painful.

How about the truth?How about pretending?In the end, what you see is just a heart.

To love is to love.

Not to love is not to love.

There is no good or bad, no need or not.

Only, to care or not to care.

I went out of the palace gate, but secretly screamed that it was not good, and forgot to extort some money from him.

Thinking about it, this is really not good, how can I get out?Looking at the jade pendant in his hand, it can't be taken for granted.

It's really hard for a penny to beat a hero!

Do you want to live in the Bawang shop with Brother Xia?Eat overlord meal?

Yeah.

He has high martial arts skills, this move is feasible.

I think I spent a lot of unjustified money in this No. [-] restaurant in the capital, and now I can count on some profits.

Everywhere in the capital, it is true that spring is thinking of willows, and peonies are blooming.It's just that the people everywhere are displaced, the people are panicked, and the prosperity is gone.

Everything is subject to change.

It's changing all the time. If you look at it slowly, it will slowly change.

You forgot to look at them for a while, and when you look back, you will see the vicissitudes of life and never return to the past.

stay?

Can't keep it.

Back then, people couldn't keep it, let alone a hundred-day red flower?

There is only empty silence and sorrow, but who is so slow to find the tears of the year?