live fast

"Why, can't you recover?" Song Chengrui looked at He Ming who was lying on the bed, and said with a smile.

He Ming was a little confused. In fact, he was a little drunk, and he got drunk on purpose.

Maybe he won't feel so uncomfortable and aggrieved when he's drunk.

He Ming sometimes feels that he is very despicable, too despicable, this world is not much different from the real world, he keeps that face all the year round, and lives abruptly.

Lied to others, also lied to himself.

Maybe he dared to relax for a moment only when he was drunk.

He was lying on his side on the bed, not knowing where to look from the corner of his eyes.

He knew very well what might happen next. Over the years, he never stopped investigating and analyzing Song Chengrui.His family, his life, his habits, he has done a lot of speculation, a lot of planning.

However, most of these plans were useless, but He Ming was sure that he was at least half successful.Although it is indeed difficult for him to analyze what Song Chengrui really thinks in his heart, what is liking and what is love, He Ming has never understood these questions, and he cannot follow the ordinary analysis to explore the person in front of him.

Song Chengrui was originally sitting on a chair, but watching him slowly walk to the side of the bed, and then sat down.

At this moment, his usual serious and even serious expression has long been put aside, it is a strange but familiar expression of He Ming, with a little bit of happiness and care, it seems gentle and incredible.

As if it was him, as if it wasn't him.

He only heard him softly say, "Tell me, how about we live together in the future."

"Only us, no one else."

"I grew up with my grandfather, and my family always wanted to arrange everything for me. However, I didn't want to follow them. I had my own ideas. I didn't want to just rely on them."

"Do you know? In fact, I still don't quite understand why I fell in love with you. Maybe it was the moment you looked down at the book, or the moment you turned your head to look at me back then."

"From now on, I will never forget it again. Maybe, I think it's amazing!" Thinking of this, Song Chengrui smiled.

He Ming was lying down, and Song Chengrui was lying beside him.

yes!Isn't that amazing enough?He Ming was so sure in his heart, how could he just fall in love with him like this?

He Ming used to have many, many plans, but he didn't expect it to be so simple, and what he did was basically useless.At this moment, he even began to doubt whether all this was true. The mission bar showed that the mission had been completed by 97%, which is unbelievable, isn't it?

Song Chengrui started talking about his childhood, his friends, and his interests again.

And He Ming was indeed becoming more and more frightened, really frightened.

In the past, He Ming thought that he was cruel enough, but now he finds that he has wavered.

Just act like this for a lifetime?

……

That winter, He Ming stayed in City B.

Although he is only an assistant screenwriter, he still has a lot of things to do.

Filming with the crew, watching the editor-in-chief constantly revise the script, sometimes I also participate in it.

He actually didn't take much care of his Mala Tang shop. He was the largest shareholder, but he didn't take power.

Those stores have long been on the right track, so the network is getting more and more developed, and he can handle things in different places.

In addition, Song Chengrui would often come to him.

He Ming felt that he was too scary, so he didn't care about it, was he afraid that others would not know?

He knew his family, and it was absolutely impossible for him to be so presumptuous.

Sure enough, when he went back that day.

Sure enough, there was a middle-aged man waiting for him.

He didn't take the 1000 million check on the table in that chapter, but called Song Chengrui in person, saying that he had to go home beforehand.He left, packed a few clothes, dragged a box and left.

After arriving in province R, he told Song Chengrui that he wanted to visit the primary school he had funded before. He made it easy and impeccable.

He chartered a car, covered and planned by Song Chengrui's parents, he walked easily and neatly.

Even in this world, it seems that such a person has never appeared again, only the news of his death in a car accident remains.

He went to a remote province that he had never been to before, went to his mountains, and became a teacher.

This moment lasted for two years, watching the progress bar rise from 97% to 100%.

After the task was completed, he breathed a sigh of relief.

But the strange thing is that the dead space system didn't remind him that he could leave.

He didn't ask any further questions, but just lived in such an ordinary way.

It's just that he didn't expect that the place he was in was so remote, and that person still found him.

I haven't seen him for two years, but he looks rather haggard.

When he was in his arms, He Ming didn't speak.

Is it guilt?It seems to be, and it seems not to be.

death

It was autumn, and the yellow leaves had already fallen on the smooth road.

The autumn wind was blowing, and it was cool with some gloom.This season is always lacking in vitality.

He Ming's hair had already turned white, and his skin was dull and wrinkled.

His thinking has always been strong, but now that his body has reached a certain lifespan, he is even more tired. His eyes are always squinted, making people who are not familiar with him think that he has fallen asleep.But most of the time, he does sleep.

And it was a very deep sleep.As if awake.

Many people thought that he would leave Song Chengrui one step earlier.

But with the arrival of this autumn, Song Chengrui's body suddenly became fatigued. After fainting at night, he was sent to the hospital, and he was never released from the hospital.

Now He Ming is lying on the hospital bed, watching Song Chengrui talking.

He Ming's expression was still very calm, he was holding a cup in his hand.For so many years, he has always given people that kind of unhurried feeling.

Song Chengrui had already arranged the funeral. He lay on the bed, glanced at the juniors in the ward, and said slowly, "Now, I have seen enough. You all go out! It is enough to leave you, Grandpa He, with me." gone."

He is sick in bed now, and the doctor said that there is not much time left, and he can last for a few days. After reading it, the young juniors don't know what they really think in their hearts, but on the surface it is all the same. Sad gestures, some even cried.As for the larger ones, it is really true.

These people couldn't resist Song Chengrui's stubbornness, and they all left the ward in the end.

That night, He Ming lay beside him.

The two held hands close together, listening to him whispering, "It's good that I take one step away from you first. I don't have to see your death anymore. But I still have regrets!"

"You must be very tired after pretending for so long."

"I should have left earlier so you wouldn't be so tired."

He Ming didn't move much, he just said, "Isn't it enough to exchange true feelings for true hearts in this lifetime?"

"Enough, enough. It's just that I wish this life would never end." Song Chengrui sighed.

"you lied to me."

"You said you would come to me, but in the end let me come to you." He Ming said.

"I lied to you, but you haven't been lying to me before."

"That's not your fault." He Ming pulled out the hands they were clasping.

"It's my fault. I overestimated myself and underestimated your influence on me." Song Chengrui grabbed He Ming's hand.

"But I love you, it's true." He Ming didn't reply.

"I'm going to take a step first, I'll wait for you there." Song Chengrui said.

He Ming could feel the sound of breathing around him gradually weakening until it disappeared.

He slowly closed his eyes, as if his entire spiritual body was slowly leaving this body.

The author has something to say:

exchange your true feelings for my sincerity

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