mountain sleep

Yang Yiwen didn't go out at home, but she put on makeup carefully. The woman in the mirror couldn't tell that she hadn't slept all night, and all her haggardness was hidden under the makeup.

When Yao Ge came home, Aunt Zhen had just finished washing the dishes. While wiping the table, she raised her head and smiled at Yao Ge: "Xiao Ge is back?"

"Well, Aunt Zhen." Yao Ge was a little surprised when he saw his mother sitting at the table looking at the computer. He thought Yang Yiwen would have dinner tonight, "Mom."

Yang Yiwen didn't look at him, took a sip of the ice water at hand, the whole mouth and esophagus seemed to be frozen and cracked, and the coolness bumped around in the chest cavity.

"Aunt Chen brought a lot of specialty products, and today we went shopping and bought me a lot of clothes." Yao Ge put the things back into the locker in the kitchen, "By the way, Mom, Xu Zihang said tomorrow Let's have dinner together when we have time."

"No time." Yang Yiwen replied flatly without raising her eyelids.

Yao Geli's hands paused, and Aunt Zhen just finished wiping the table and went into the kitchen. She winked at Yao Ge and pouted, implying that Yang Yiwen was in a bad mood.Yao Ge frowned, not knowing why.

As soon as Yao Ge came out of the kitchen and was about to put the newly bought clothes into the room, Yang Yiwen said, "Come here, I have something to tell you."

Yao Ge was confused, and the clothes he had just picked up were put down again. He walked over and stood beside the table. Before he could ask what was wrong, Yang Yiwen directly pushed him a test form: "I signed up for the TOEFL exam in four days. Exam, time to see."

Yao Ge instinctively took the piece of paper and said blankly, "What?"

Yang Yiwen continued to say lightly: "I have contacted Mr. Guo for the report card, so you don't have to worry about it. The US will start school at the end of January, and it will be just right when you get your grades. And Aunt Xiayue..."

"What's the situation?" Yao Ge became more and more uncomfortable as he heard it, and interrupted his mother with a frown, "Did you ask me about this arrangement? Did you ask for my consent?"

Yang Yiwen gently pushed the computer to the side, turned to Yao Ge, stared at him calmly, and said in a flat tone with unquestionable authority, "I'm not discussing with you."

Yao Ge was stunned for a moment, this incident was so inexplicable that it made him laugh, as if he and Yang Yiwen had negotiated a long time ago but he lost this memory, he really laughed out loud, and asked back: "What do you mean?"

Feeling the tense atmosphere, Aunt Zhen packed her bag and interjected in a low voice with a dry smile: "Ah Wen, Xiaoge, I'm going back first. You guys talk."

Yang Yiwen turned her head and gave Aunt Zhen a decent smile: "Okay, be careful on the road."

Yao Ge looked at her reckless appearance, his chest heaved twice, and he stretched out his hand to tear up the registration form, each time he pulled the piece of paper and tore it violently, his fingers were cut by the sharp piece of paper. Made several cuts.The fragment was thrown in front of Yang Yiwen, imitating her tone, emphasizing every word: "I'm not discussing with you either."

Yang Yiwen's hands on the keyboard quickly clenched into fists, and her teeth were biting her lips. Yao Ge's attitude stimulated her already tense nerves. She restrained herself, she was enduring it, why did you force her?The few condoms that were soaked in semen in the morning dangled in front of her eyes, until she lost her patience and didn't want to keep the pitiful face between her and Yao Ge.

"Do you think I don't know what you did?" She stared at the pieces on the table, tried her best to control her anger, and said these words in a calm tone, "Why don't you want to go abroad, I am clear."

Yao Ge understood what she was saying almost immediately. The pearl stuck in his throat seemed to be still there at noon today, making him unable to breathe. It kept ringing.

Yang Yiwen turned her head, looked at the pale Yao Ge, and asked him softly, "Isn't it an honor? Why do you talk to me like this?"

Yao Ge looked at his mother's curled mouth and the contempt in her eyes, as if he was a monkey jumping up and down but never able to escape her Wuzhishan.Those overwhelming dizziness gradually faded away, and he actually felt relieved.

"Did you ask me when you divorced your father?" Yao Ge successfully saw a crack in his fucking smile, "Did you think about me when you were in love with Zhao Fengnian? You are going to move here , do I have the right to say no?"

"Do you know why I was molested and dare not tell you?" He knew what would pierce his mother's heart the most. Before sending the knife out, he stabbed himself first. Gently wiped it away, swallowed his choked sobs, sneered and said softly, "Because you don't deserve it."

"Snapped!"

Yang Yiwen exerted all her strength, and Yao Ge's face was slapped to the side, and her own palms were also burning with pain.She propped herself up on the table, the acid water in her stomach gushed out of her throat, she never thought that Yao Ge would attack her with these things, is her marriage her fault?Even if she didn't accompany Yao Ge well at that time, hasn't she made up for it over the years?Her eyes were blurred with tears, her heart ached, she opened her mouth but couldn't say anything.

Yao Ge felt that half of his face became hot quickly, but he didn't even touch the cheek that was hit. Instead, he turned his head, looked at Yang Yiwen without showing any weakness, and asked her: "Is it enough? Are these reasons enough?" ? Who am I with and why do I need your permission?"

"Okay, okay, okay." After saying yes three times, Yang Yiwen leaned on the back of the chair and sat down again. She reached for the water glass on the table, but just held it in her hand, letting the coolness eat away at her palm.

Yao Ge pursed his lips and straightened his back. He couldn't think of where he was showing his feet, but he would not compromise, even if Yang Yiwen slapped him again, even if Yang Yiwen told him to get out, he would not compromise.

Neither of them spoke anymore, and Yao Ge didn't want to stay with her for a second. He took two steps back, picked up the clothes Chen Siyi bought for him, and was about to end the conversation unilaterally. When he passed by the trash can in the living room, there was a bunch of Flowers, the bunch he gave to Xu Zihang last night, and the bunch Xu Zihang gave to Yang Yiwen.

"Yao Ge." Yang Yiwen called to stop Yao Ge who passed her and was about to enter the room.She is not an ordinary woman, she has always been able to reverse the situation in a disadvantaged situation, whether it was the division of property in the divorce, the fight for custody, or the open and secret fights in the workplace, she has never flinched.

Yang Yiwen wiped off the dripping water on the table with a paper towel, and regained her composure: "Xu Zihang's parents are going to make an appointment for dinner tomorrow? Do you think they are interested in hearing about their son's life in Naicheng?"

Yao Ge turned around abruptly, and Yang Yiwen continued to say, "I remember his father is a university professor, and his mother is from the tax bureau, right? I wonder if their colleagues and students are interested in knowing these things?"

"...Don't you think you are so despicable?" Yao Ge clenched his back molars, and it took him a long time to squeeze out the words.

Yang Yiwen reopened the TOEFL test confirmation form and clicked print.The printer spit out a piece of paper silently and quickly, Yang Yiwen turned her head, it was already dark outside, she sighed, and asked: "The exam in four days, should we go or not?"

She has no time to care about what is despicable or not.

Yao Ge became that monkey who couldn't escape from Wuzhi Mountain again. He thought that urinating would make the other party sick, but he didn't expect that all the urine would be splashed on himself.

Yao Ge returned to the room, holding the flowers he just picked up one by one from the trash can in his hand.There was a headband with Xu Zihang's name written on it on the table. He reached out to pick it up, turned on the button next to it, and the colorful lights lit up.Yao Ge put the headband on his head, and stared at the petals that were no longer tender in front of the table in a daze.The phone vibrated, and Yao Ge woke up from his trance, with several missed calls and text messages on the screen.

*Babe, are you home yet?

*what's the matter, don't answer the phone

What are you doing?

*Bao, what about people?

Yao Ge covered his mouth, curled up sobbing, and knocked his forehead on the table again and again.A few hours ago, he was still chatting and laughing with Xu Zihang's family members, being taken care of by his uncles and aunts.Why is his happiness always so short-lived?A few minutes ago, he was still thinking that he would never compromise, because he underestimated Yang Yiwen and overestimated himself, he couldn't do it.

Xu Zihang and his parents were sitting in the taxi back to the hotel when they received a text message from Yao Ge saying that he was in the shower just now and he was sleepy now.Xu Zihang originally wanted to hang up with him, but thinking that they didn't sleep well last night, he replied: "Okay, then go to bed early, good night baby."

Yao Ge was sobbing and pierced his arm with the tip of a ruler, telling himself not to cry, but to swallow, even if he wanted to cry heartbreakingly again, he couldn't let the people outside the door listen.

*[picture]

*Beibei, I'll give you one, see you in my dream.

Beads of blood came out, Yao Ge relaxed his strength and took a deep breath.He clicked on the MMS, and half of Xu Zihang's big face was stuck close to the screen, his mouth pouting like a pig.

Yao Ge's eyes were bent, but the corners of his lips couldn't resist being flattened.

Yang Yiwen bent her back when the door was slammed shut, and buried her face in her arms.She didn't cry last night, and she didn't cry this morning, but at this moment her grievance and pain finally overwhelmed her. Ever since Yao Ge said "you don't deserve it", she suspected that her life was a failure.

When Zhao Fengnian got home, he turned on the light in the room, and saw Yang Yiwen sitting next to the dresser, stunned for a second: "Why don't you turn on the light?"

Yang Yiwen raised her hand to block the glare of the light, lowered her head to prevent Zhao Fengnian from seeing her red and swollen eyes, and reached for the cream on the table: "I forgot."

There is no emotion in the world of adults. The reality will never allow Yang Yiwen to collapse for too long. There are still piles of problems in the company mailbox that she needs to solve. Just like these problems, Yao Ge is her own doom, and she needs to solve it by herself boil, unable to share with others.