mountain sleep

Before Yao Ge entered the room, he looked up at the lights on the second floor.How much he wanted to let Xu Zihang enter the door arrogantly, but he didn't dare to bet, he could only comfort himself that the future would be long.

*Let's not meet each other during this time, you prepare for the final exam well.

Xu Zihang was sitting in the taxi back to school, and when he saw this sentence, he clenched his fists tightly.Even if they promised each other that the distance would not be an obstacle, they knew in their hearts that the road ahead would be full of obstacles.

Yao Ge took the TOEFL test honestly and obeyed the arrangements for all the steps needed to go abroad.Even if he still doesn't talk to Yang Yiwen, but at least he is willing to go to the dining room to eat, the two of them will not interfere with each other, and they will live in peace.

Xu Zihang would go to Yao Ge's house every night after his make-up classes.At that time, Yang Yiwen and Zhao Fengnian were staying in the living room, Xu Zihang didn't go in, Yao Ge didn't go out, the two of them were talking on the phone across the yard, looking at each other a few times, Xu Zihang would rush back to the dormitory before the entrance guard.

In the dead of night, Yao Ge sneaked out again, took down the bag hanging on the doorknob, sometimes it was milk tea, sometimes it was egg tart, and there would be a note saying "I miss you and love you", meaningless but cute love words.

*babe, i think you're crazy.

Yao Ge opened today's note and put it in his wooden peach box.As soon as he closed the lid, there was a knock on the door of the room. Yao Ge sat up straight in an instant, and quickly stuffed the walnut box into the drawer.

The knock on the door continued, Yao Ge glanced at the time, it was 12:30.

Opening the door, Yang Yiwen stood at the door, looked at him expressionlessly, and stretched out her hand: "Give me the phone."

"What?" Yao Ge thought for a moment that he had heard wrong.

"Yao Ge, don't challenge my tolerance." Yang Yiwen endured it for a few days, but these two people still ignored her so brazenly, it was almost an inch.She glanced at Yao Ge's room, and warned him in a gentle tone: "Stop making such small moves, I'm not joking with you."

Yao Ge held the phone tightly in his hand, and stared at Yang Yiwen with his lips pursed. The hatred that had been silent for the past few days began to boil again, and it was about to explode his whole body.

Yang Yiwen kept holding that hand until a mobile phone was placed on it, and the door slammed shut in front of her.

With his back to the door, Yao Ge took a few breaths, walked to the desk and turned on the computer.

Sure enough, the network was disconnected.The mouse was smashed hard against the wall.

Yang Yiwen stood at the door, listening to the ping-ping-pong-pong sound inside, and squeezed the phone tightly in her palm.

Xu Zihang who was lying on the bed was also having a hard time. He opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling before turning over.A text message was displayed on the mobile phone he left aside: "I am Yang Yiwen. Don't come here again at night."

It's just the beginning, everything is just beginning.Xu Zihang held his breath with his eyes open, buried his face in the water, all his senses were blocked by him, he couldn't hear the sound or feel the pain, as long as he gritted his teeth and held on, the longer the better.

"Damn!" The third child, who was poking his face with the head of the chicken nest, swallowed his half-yawned yawn after pressing the switch on the light, "What are you doing?" After seeing clearly that it was Xu Zihang, the third child's heart fell back , squinting his eyes and taking off his pajama pants, while aiming at the pit while looking back at Xu Zihang who was buried in the water without sleeping in the middle of the night, "Hey!"

Xu Zihang raised his head abruptly, gasping for breath, leaning on the sink, looking at his bloodshot self in the mirror, water droplets slipped into his neck, soaking his clothes.

"It's okay." Xu Zihang wiped his face and said in a hoarse voice, "Can't sleep, wash your face."

"Oh." The dazed third child lifted up his trousers, squeezed beside him to wash his hands, shivering from the cold water, "I'm freezing to death."

The cold water just made Xu Zihang freeze his emotions, and the coolness penetrated into his blood and bones, eroding his useless pain.Only then did Xu Zihang realize that after so many years, he still didn't know Yao Ge, he didn't know Yao Ge's friends, and he couldn't find a way to find him. Where did it fall, and he stood there holding the empty reel.

After a few days of ignorance, he sneaked to Yao Ge's house again without giving up, trying to try his luck.

"Xu Zihang."

Xu Zihang stopped abruptly, and Yang Yiwen stood under the bare tree ten meters away from her house, waiting there with arms folded.

Xu Zihang met Yang Yiwen's alienated and wary eyes, and Xu Zihang's scalp began to tingle even before she spoke, his toes moved a little, and he lowered his head and responded in a low voice: "...Auntie."

As early as when Xu Zihang stepped into the community, Yang Yiwen received a call from the guard.

"What are you doing here? Didn't you receive the text message?" Yang Yiwen looked at the boy with his head bowed in front of her, and she knew that she would not be obedient easily, and she felt agitated in her heart, "Auntie, save some face for you, don't shame your face .”

Xu Zihang remained silent, he always had a thick skin, but at this moment he seemed as embarrassed as if he was stripped naked and paraded through the streets.Xu Zihang reached out and tugged at the collar of the sweater, the tingling itchiness made him uncomfortable.

Yang Yiwen tapped her elbows with her fingers hugging her chest, turned slightly and glanced in the direction of home, turned back, and said straight to the point: "It's just right, I have something to tell you."

"Please don't get entangled with Yao Ge anymore."

Xu Zihang raised his eyes suddenly, he didn't even realize that he was staring at Yang Yiwen.

"Why do you look at me like this? Don't think that I don't know your secret thoughts about stealing things."

Xu Zihang stared at Yang Yiwen, and she became angry.Ever since she found out about this, she has been controlling her temper and never said a single harsh word to Xu Zihang.In her mind, it is not her turn to educate other people's children.But during this time, the two of them seemed to be testing themselves a little bit, just to fight against her, and they refused to give up.

She really didn't know what to do, neither work nor entertainment could make her so exhausted, and this kind of pressure with nowhere to vent all turned into a dark fire, and the flames burst out, and finally burned to Xu Zihang who was facing her body.All her trust in Xu Zihang turned into a sharp weapon at this time, and she stabbed it recklessly: "I didn't care about your purpose when you approached Yao Ge before, but I warn you, don't influence him again."

Xu Zihang's lips moved, and he plucked hard at the strap of his backpack. Such suspicion seemed to slap him in the face. He endured and endured, but still couldn't help whispering back: "I don't have any purpose, I just like him .”

"Like?! Haha," the word "like" really made Yang Yiwen laugh. Teenagers think that a word of "like" can be justified, she sneered indifferently, and asked sharply and meanly, "I knew he was going to go abroad and still come here." Shaking him here is your liking? Have you thought about him? I think your cheap liking is selfish to satisfy your own desires."

"I..." Xu Zihang couldn't argue at all, and he didn't want to argue anymore, so he lowered his eyes again and responded silently.

Seeing his refusal to cooperate, Yang Yiwen's anger rushed out like a well, maybe it had been held in for a long time, she accused him of having ulterior motives, she belittled their relationship to nothing, she mocked Xu Zihang for whatever he cared about What, disregarding what is decent or not, disregarding whether to hurt others or not, Yao Ge is the most important meaning for her.

Xu Zihang suffered from aphasia, and retreated steadily under Yang Yiwen's aggressive arrogance.

In the end, Yang Yiwen said without hesitation: "Did your parents teach you this? Did they send you to Naicheng to make you mess with boys in the room?"

As soon as these words came out, Yang Yiwen suddenly stopped, as if she had woken up, looking at the pale Xu Zihang in front of her, her emotions faded away like a tide.

Xu Zihang fell into the cold cellar at minus [-] degrees at that moment, and all his stubbornness and self-esteem of the young man were smashed to pieces.

The two stood face to face without a word. For a long time, Yang Yiwen wiped away the uncontrollable tears that she had shed when she was agitated just now, regained her decent appearance, and said in a calm tone, "Auntie said too much just now." She took a deep breath , "In short, I hope you don't come again."

"...Auntie." Calling Yang Yiwen who turned to leave, Xu Zihang asked, "Is Yao Ge okay?"

Yang Yiwen was silent for a few seconds, and she pinned her broken hair behind her ear: "Whether he is good or not is none of your business."

Yang Yiwen didn't care about Xu Zihang anymore, she was too emotional just now, and her stomach began to feel uncomfortable again, and she only relaxed when she entered the house.

"Finished chatting with Zihang?" Zhao Fengnian saw that her expression was not good, and asked concerned, "Did you go back?"

"Well, he..."

"Have you seen Xu Zihang?"

Before Yang Yiwen could answer, Yao Ge rushed out of the room and ran to the entrance to put on his shoes in a hurry.

"Stop for me." Yang Yiwen called to Yao Ge who was about to open the door, "What do you want?"

Yao Ge's hand was still on the doorknob. He had never given in to softness in this period of time, but now he really couldn't take it anymore, he turned around and begged softly: "Mom, I beg you, please let me see you!" How about his last look?"

"How long are you going to be here?" What annoys Yang Yiwen the most is Yao Ge's sky-falling look. In her eyes, this kind of young love is just a flash in the pan and not worth mentioning. "I'm too used to it." Are you here?"

Yao Ge was sobbing, his whole body was trembling, he clenched his fist, and said to Yang Yiwen word by word: "You let me see him for the last time, I promise, I won't contact him when I go to America."

"No." Yang Yiwen refused without hesitation.

Zhao Fengnian looked anxiously at the side, and just said "Or let them..." Yang Yiwen interrupted: "There is no need to discuss this matter, you are not allowed to contact him, don't bargain with me here, I have forgiven you enough."

The churning pain in her stomach made Yang Yiwen lose her patience, and she didn't want to argue with Yao Ge anymore. She was about to turn around and go upstairs when she heard Yao Ge asking behind her, "What if I want to see you?"

Yang Yiwen turned her back to him and pinched the center of her brows. During this time, she really felt very tired. She didn't know what went wrong, why Yao Ge challenged her bottom line over and over again.

"I'm afraid you forgot that you are not qualified to negotiate terms with me. I can contact Xu Zihang's parents at any time."

This sentence again, this threat again.Yao Ge gritted his teeth, but couldn't bear the breath after all, and said viciously: "Go ahead and see if I will call you mom again."

"Yao Ge!" Zhao Fengnian was sandwiched between the two of them, neither of them could persuade him well. When he heard this sentence, he couldn't help shouting loudly, "Don't talk nonsense!"

With her back to Yao Ge, Yang Yiwen couldn't tell whether it was the stomachache that made her dizzy, or the words that made her unsteady.Without turning around, she turned her back to Yao Ge and said lightly, "Okay, then if you force me to death, you will have no mother." After saying this, she leaned on the handrail and walked slowly When walking up the stairs, keep your back straight so as not to look embarrassed.

Downstairs is a boy who slumped on the ground and buried his head in tears, while upstairs is a woman coughing blood into the sink with the faucet on.There is no winner in this battle. They attack each other with the most fierce language, but they hurt themselves.