"Luoluo, I don't mean anything malicious, I just want to come and see you, bring you something you like to eat, and bring the child to you by the way."

Lin Luo frowned irritably, "To me, Lu Yixuan, you are being malicious towards me if you come to see me now! Are you satisfied with my miserable appearance now? Do you have a special sense of accomplishment that can make me suffer until now? Not dead?"

"No...Luo Luo, I never thought so..."

"You didn't think about it." Lin Luo now can't care about maintaining a good father's image in front of the children, he smiled sarcastically, and mocked Lu Yixuan, "You just did it directly, and it really made you despair once. How could someone like you only make you despair once."

His heart tightened suddenly. At this moment, Lu Yixuan was a little scared. He clearly felt that Lin Luo's mood at this moment was very abnormal.

He handed the things he bought to Lin Luo: "Luo Luo, eat something first, I bought your favorite food and sweet soup."

Lin Luo took it with a smile, and then threw it in the trash can.

"You have delivered it, you can go now."

Lu Yixuan pursed his thin lips tightly, his eyes seemed to fly into the sand, and there was a burst of soreness, he wanted to say something, but he didn't know what to say.

"Luo Luo, do we have to do this..."

"Otherwise? Do you want me to kneel in front of you and An An and beg you to leave?" Lin Luo took a deep breath, "Lu Yixuan, do you love me?"

Lu Yixuan replied eagerly: "Of course I love you, I came today to take you home, the three of us are reunited."

a family of three?Hearing these four words Lin Luo laughed out loud, he didn't sarcastically satirize Lu Yixuan's delusion, but said it meaningfully.

"You love me, yet you make me so sad." First losing his home, then his father, and now his child, Lu Yixuan never relents when he wants to take away from him.

"I'm not..."

After finishing speaking without Lu Yixuan, Lin Luo interrupted him.

"Take An'an back first, let me clean up for a few days, come three days later, and I will give you an answer."

Lin Luo's mood was much better than before, Lu Yixuan sized him up, trying to see something from his face, but there was nothing.

But he let him come back in three days, he was relieved, at least he didn't refuse him again.

"Okay, I'll take An'an back first, and I'll come back in three days. Take good care of yourself these days."

"By the way, I have asked them to take down the matter of you and Ji Shiqian on the Internet, but you should not go out recently." Before leaving, Lu Yixuan said again, as if to tell Lin Luo on purpose that he made people take down those news down.

Lin Luo didn't reply, he just looked at An An who seemed about to cry, patted his head and said, "An An, be good, be obedient and be a good boy." From now on, Dad will not be by your side anymore.

This time An'an didn't cry, he just looked at his father pitifully, watching his father getting farther and farther away from him, disappearing into the dark corridor, and merging with the darkness.

At this time, in the parking lot downstairs, Ji Shiqian opened the car door and looked around.

This place is very old. He didn't expect that after Lin Luo refused the alimony, he would choose such a remote place.

"Mr. Ji, Mr. Lin lives in 15 on the 1501th floor of this apartment." The assistant beside him reminded.

Ji Shiqian gave a "hmm", turned his head and looked at the door of the apartment again, and after a short pause, walked towards the door.

However, he had only walked a few steps but stopped again, his blue eyes narrowed suddenly, as if seeing something that made him extremely disgusted, his eyes became heavy and angry.

The slender fingers were also tightly clenched into fists in an instant.

The assistant also stopped and looked in Ji Shiqian's direction. Not far away was a pair of father and son. Although he couldn't see the face clearly, he recognized the child as An An. As for the tall man, he knew it was An An without thinking. Lu Yixuan, his biological father.

They even came.

"Mr. Ji... Do you want to stop them?" The assistant looked at Ji Shiqian who seemed to be angry.

Ji Shiqian raised the corners of his lips coldly, he shook his head and didn't speak, but the sudden change in his face had clearly written all his emotions at the moment.

He walked into this very old-looking apartment, walked into the elevator and pressed the 15th floor, and soon the elevator started to rise and stopped directly at the 15th floor.

He walked in the corridor, the sound of his leather shoes stepping on the floor was very loud, until he reached the door of 1501.

He knocked hard on the door twice, making a knocking sound.

"Who?"

Soon, a very familiar voice came from inside the room, but it was obviously weak.

Ji Shiqian glanced at the assistant beside him. The assistant received the wink, coughed twice, and said, "Mr. Lin, I'm Xiao He, Mr. Ji's assistant. Mr. Ji asked me to bring your things over. Please open it." Is the door okay?"

Lin Luo, who was sitting on the sofa, felt his temples twitch after hearing the sound. Instead of getting up, he shouted directly to the door, "Go downstairs and turn to the left. There is a dump of garbage. You can just throw it away."

The assistant was taken aback, but he didn't expect Lin Luo to refuse. He turned to look at Ji Shiqian, and asked him what to do with a puzzled look.

Ji Shiqian frowned, stretched out his hand and knocked on the door twice again, his originally normal expression completely collapsed the moment he saw Lu Yixuan appear.

He winked at the assistant, and the assistant said again: "Mr. Lin, please open the door. I promised Mr. Ji to hand over these things to you. You should do me this favor."

Lin Luo in the room got up impatiently. He didn't want the things he sent, but he was even more annoyed by the constant knocking on the door.

Because of his emotional instability, he went on a rampage while walking and tripped over a chair directly.

There was an obvious pain in his knee, but he had no time to take care of it. He walked to the door and opened it directly, then stretched out his hand.

The moment he stretched out his hand, a very familiar figure fell into his eyes, so familiar, even if he only saw a shadow, he could recognize it immediately.

Lin Luo froze, as if the surrounding air had been sucked away, and her chest suddenly felt uncomfortable.

"What are you here for?"

"Why, Lu Yixuan can come, but I can't?" Ji Shiqian raised his eyebrows, his blue eyes were full of burning anger.

He looked at the thin man in front of him. In just a few days, he had become thinner and more emaciated. He used to be like a weak rabbit, but now he is like an old dog who is sick on the street.

Lin Luo saw the hatred towards him in Ji Shiqian's eyes, and also heard the sarcasm in his mouth.

"Lu Yixuan came to me, what does it have to do with you?"

"What did you say?" Ji Shiqian gritted his teeth and opened his eyes suddenly, but he had forgotten that he and Lin Luo were no longer husband and wife, and he was just his ex-husband.

Lin Luo coughed twice: "Mr. Ji, we are already divorced, no matter who I am with now, it has nothing to do with you."

When Ji Shiqian heard the word divorce, his body visibly trembled, and his clenched fingers seemed to lose all strength.

Indeed, they were divorced, and it had nothing to do with who he saw with whom.

"Did Lu Yixuan come to you to remarry you?"

"Yes." Lin Luo could not deny it, "He asked me to go back with him, and then I asked him to come back in three days, and I will give him an answer."

When Ji Shiqian heard this, he was angry. He took a step forward and grabbed his shoulder tightly, pulling him over: "Lin Luo, don't you think you are cheap? Have you forgotten how he treated you back then? He ruined your family and killed you." , caused you to lose two children, and tied you to the bed as a tool to vent your desire!"

Ji Shiqian gritted his teeth tightly, and the words he spoke were extremely cold, every word was like a knife piercing Lin Luo's chest.

Lin Luo laughed out of the pain, the corners of her raised mouth extended to the pain in her eyes that couldn't be resolved.

"I didn't forget, it was you who forgot." The jealous Ji Shiqian forgot all of this, that's why he thought that he still liked Lu Yixuan, would never forget him, and would remarry him.

While Ji Shiqian was in a daze, Lin Luo reached out and pushed him out forcefully, and then closed the door with a bang.

Ji Shiqian stared at the closed door in front of him, and with a flick of his hand, he punched the door directly, as if he wanted to smash a hole in the wooden door.

"Open the door, Lin Luo!"

Lin Luo leaned against the door and said in a deep voice: "Ji Shiqian, I'm not in the mood to fight with you right now, you come back in three days, then I will give you an answer to Lu Yixuan and everyone, now... just let me be quiet .”

What answer?Are you going to choose between him and Lu Yixuan?

If you really have to choose, then there is no doubt that Lin Luo will choose Lu Yixuan, because Lu Yixuan has An An, if Lin Luo doesn't love Lu Yixuan, doesn't she love children?

According to what he knew about Lin Luo, Lin Luo might compromise and remarry Lu Yixuan for the sake of the child.

Thinking of this result, Ji Shiqian became even more angry.

"Go back!" He turned his head to look at the stupid assistant standing aside, and then entered the elevator without looking back.

When he came to the elevator door, he kicked hard at the unopened elevator door, which made the elevator door slam for a long time.

The assistant seldom saw Ji Shiqian so angry, and he didn't speak for a long time.

Back in the car, the assistant finally couldn't help but said, "Mr. Ji, did you notice Mr. Lin just now? It seems that something is not normal."

Ji Shiqian hammered the steering wheel hard, and stepped on the accelerator with his right foot.

"What's abnormal?" He asked coldly, his eyes still filled with resignation.

"I can't tell, it's just that he looks very emotional."

Ji Shiqian sarcastically said: "I think he is very stable."

Assistant: "It looks stable on the surface, but I noticed that his eyes are like the eyes of a dead person, without any brilliance." The assistant expressed his thoughts. In his impression, Mr. Lin's dark eyes But the most beautiful of the facial features, but now she looks terrified.

Ji Shiqian continued to drive, he didn't reply, he just drove faster and faster like crazy, and it took him only 30 minutes to drive home after an hour's drive.

After returning to the villa, he ran straight up to the second floor and into the bedroom.

There are still a lot of things left by Lin Luo, such as photo frames, clothes, and some ornaments bought on the street.

With a big wave of his hand, he threw all the cups and vases on the coffee table to the ground, then rushed to the big wardrobe, pushed open the door, and pulled out all the clothes that Lin Luo didn't take away. , hit the ground.

He was emotionally broken, like a lunatic.

In the end, he staggered and fell to the ground. Ji Shiqian didn't stand up immediately, but scanned everything in the room. The wedding photo of him and Lin Luo was still neatly placed on the bedside.

In the photo, he and Lin Luo were both smiling happily. Since when did they become so indifferent to each other?

Ji Shiqian gently raised his hand, touched the throbbing heart, and tilted his head, he vaguely saw a silver cold light under the bed, he stood up unsteadily, walked over to kneel on the ground, stretched out his arms Go get enough of that thing.

It was a ring, the ring that Lin Luo gave back to him, the ring that Lin Luo didn't want.

He hadn't taken the wedding ring yet, and it was still on the ring finger of his left hand, while Lin Luo's had been thrown under the bed.

Looking at the ring in his hand, Ji Shiqian felt inexplicably ironic. He walked to the window and opened a window, raised the ring in his hand and threw it down.

Below the villa is an artificial pool. The ring disappeared after only a ripple when it fell.

A pair of wedding rings has since become a single ring.

……

The next day, different from the calmness of the past, more than a dozen people, old and young, gathered on the 15th floor of the apartment today. A group of people stood in the corridor and pointed at the door of 1501, whispering and discussing something.

After a while, a woman stepped out of the elevator. He had a badge on his chest, showing that she belonged to the property company.

As soon as they saw her, the people gathered gave way one after another.

The woman walked over and knocked on the door: "Open the door, it's from the property company."

After waiting for a while, footsteps came from inside and then the door opened. When the door opened, Lin Luo's pale face was revealed, looking like a terminally ill patient.

"Hi, Mr. Lin, can I trouble you to follow me to the property office?"

The woman made a please gesture.

When she arrived at the office, the woman poured Lin Luo a glass of water and said, "Mr. Lin, some residents who live on the 15th floor say that your private life is a little chaotic, which seriously affects them, so please move out of here."

The woman frowned and looked at the man in front of her, with vague malice in her eyes.

Lin Luo didn't understand what this meant for a moment. He looked at several property staff in the office, and his eyes stayed on them for a while. After seeing that they all looked at him with strange eyes, he understood, they It is to drive him away.

However, this is a temporary residence, and he is also the one who is going to leave, so it doesn't make any difference whether it is sooner or later.

Lin Luo nodded, "I see, I'll pack up and leave this afternoon."

When he came to the fifteenth floor of the apartment again, his footsteps became inexplicably heavy. At this time, when the neighbors who were whispering in the aisle noticed his return, they all turned their faces away, as if they hadn't seen him, as if he What kind of hooligans are disgusting.

He took out the key, opened the door, and the moment he entered and closed the door, he heard a woman say, "Hey, let me tell you, stay away from this person. I saw on the Internet that this person is not only mentally ill but also AIDS, be careful, he will go crazy and bite people, he will get sick.”

Lin Luo smiled wryly, and his tightly pursed lips curled into a sneering arc. He finally understood why the property manager still said that his private life was in chaos, which was probably the absurd report.

Lin Luo entered the bedroom and began to pack his luggage, clothes and some daily necessities. After confirming that everything was packed, he picked up the mop and cleaned the room.

He then contacted the landlord again to deal with the check-out matter.

He didn't ask the landlord to return the deposit and rent, which was regarded as his rent for the past few days and compensation for the property damaged by him.

In the evening, exhausted, he dragged his suitcases out of the apartment. It was inevitable that passers-by would point and point at him, but it didn't matter anymore.

At the entrance of a busy street, Lin Luo put down the suitcase in his hand and sat on the cold stone steps by the side of the road. Under the light of the road, his figure was very thin and thin. He just looked at the street and looked at all kinds of people pedestrians and vehicles.

Every night, Qin Yao would find time to call Lin Luo, and today was no exception. Hearing the ringing of the phone, he hesitated for a moment and then picked it up.

Qin Yao's angry voice came from the phone, "Mr. Lin, can you tell me your address? I don't work overtime on weekends. I will come to accompany you when the time comes. By the way, our supermarket is doing an event to give away dog ​​food. I will bring it to you when the time comes." Come and feed the buns..."

Listening to her voice, Lin Luo couldn't help showing a smile, "I'll tell you the address when the time comes."

Hearing Lin Luo's words, Qin Yao didn't ask any more questions, anyway, there were still two days before the weekend.

"Mr. Lin, have you had dinner? What are you doing now?"

Lin Luo looked down at the box beside her and replied, "I've already eaten, and I'm taking a walk now."

"Is it with Baozi? I miss Baozi so much."

Lin Luo shook her head, trying to suppress the choking in her throat: "The bun is not by my side."

Qin Yao didn't understand, and asked again: "Where is the bun? Is it in the pet shop?"

"Well, that's right." Lin Luo said in a hoarse voice with trembling fingers, "I'll pick it up in two days."

Qin Yao on the phone naturally didn't understand the deep meaning, she smiled and said, "That's good."

After hanging up the call, Lin Luo used the taxi app to call a car, and this time he had a destination.

Five kilometers away, there is a piece of sea, which is his destination.

The wind at the seaside was particularly strong at night. After the driver stopped the car by the side of the road, he kindly reminded: "Sir, it will rain tonight and the sea will be high tide. You'd better not come out and be careful."

Lin Luo nodded to him and said "Thank you."

Then he raised his eyes to look at the sea not far away, a look of pain flashed in his eyes, he slowly lowered his head and buried his face, his expression appeared forbearing and fragile.

Sometimes it's really hard to live.

After the driver drove the car away, Lin Luo dragged the suitcase and walked over against the wind with difficulty. His expression was flat, his face was sickly pale, and his lips were chapped and bloodless, making him look a bit haggard.

The sky suddenly began to rain lightly. After just one minute, the light rain turned heavy, mixed with the sea breeze, and almost fell down.

Lin Luo let go of the box in his hand and took a few steps forward. He looked at the rough sea and laughed.

It's just that he was obviously smiling, but the expression on his face was so desperate.

After a while, the heavy rain washed him all over, and the clothes were tightly stuck to his skin, which was bitingly cold.

Lin Luo took out her mobile phone from her pocket and sent three scheduled text messages two days later.

The first one was sent to Ji Shiqian, telling him to forget about him and find someone to spend his life with.

The second message was sent to Lu Yixuan, asking him to take good care of the child.

The third one was sent to Qin Yao, asking her to take good care of herself, and also...he left.

There were not many words in the three text messages. After setting the time, he threw the phone into the sea, then raised his feet and continued to walk forward with difficulty.

When the sea water covered her chest, Lin Luo tried her best to raise her head and looked at the gray sky.

He seemed to see his father.

I also remembered that his father told him to live a good life before he died, but he had no energy to live after struggling for four years.

Tears flowed down his cheeks, and there was a salty taste in his mouth. For a moment, Lin Luo didn't know whether it was the smell of sea water or tears, but they all had one thing in common, they were all bitter, more bitter than any he had tasted. All medicines are bitter.

The sea water covered his neck and covered his head, Lin Luo closed his eyes peacefully, his body fell into the sea and fell rapidly, and the waves seemed to smash him to pieces.

When people are about to die, they always like to recall the past. Lin Luo thought of what he said to Ji Shiqian back then.

He said that after his death, put his ashes in a sugar bowl and sprinkle some sugar before burying him. This life is too bitter, and he wants to be sweeter in the next life.

It's a pity that after his death, he sleeps forever in the cold seabed. The seawater is so bitter, can the next life be sweet?

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