blame you for being so attractive

The power of language is always weak. In a long life, I have experienced innumerable minutes and seconds. I only need to talk a few words to bring them all. There are too many people and things. The sharp feeling cannot be accurately described.It's like a poor craftsman can't carve a cherry seed.

After quietly listening to Eve's statement, Gabriel didn't speak for a long time, just absorbed in consuming the food on the plate. Eve also suddenly seemed to have said all she could say in her life, lazily leaning against the window, counting the sparse drops of water on the window.

Gabriel didn't expect that Eve's love life would be so twists and turns. Although there may not have been memorable moments of joy during the period, but overall, it seemed that she was not happy.Either it stops abruptly at the happiest moment, or waits long and hopelessly when the ending can be expected, or crawls in the dark and waits and sees patiently. In the end, every relationship is bound to perish.

Thinking about it this way, it really smells like fate.

……

After dinner, the two wanted to take a walk outside before going home, but unexpectedly, just as Gabriel got off the seat, he felt a hot current gushing out from below, and he couldn't help but secretly yelled that something was wrong.

Eve just hooked his hand into Gabriel's arms when he heard the other party shouting, so he asked, "What's wrong?"

"I..." Gabriel looked around, put his head close to Eve's ear, and whispered a few words.

"Ah! Didn't you bring anything?" Eve asked.

Gabriel frowned and shook his head.

I had no choice but to go home and deal with it.

Upon entering the house, Gabriel rushed straight to the bathroom. Eve locked the door behind her, changed her shoes, and then Gabriel screamed.

"What?" Eve looked at Gabriel who hurriedly pulled up his pants and ran out, "Really?"

Gabriel said "hmm" and was busy looking for a change of clothes and sanitary products. When he ran into the bathroom again, Eve saw Gabriel's face turned pale, and hurriedly asked, "Should I still have the painkillers?"

Gabriel paused at the door, pawing at the door frame for a second, "It seems... yes?" She really didn't remember.

Eve shook her head, and went to the medicine cabinet to help her find the medicine herself.

After taking a hot shower, Gabriel put on a baggy pajamas, wrapped himself in a quilt and slumped on the bed. Eve poured the hot water and pushed the door in with the painkillers. Gabriel was already a little uncomfortable when he just took a shower, and now his complexion is even paler, which makes people worry. Eve directly handed the pill to Gabriel's mouth: "Hey, take it quickly, or you'll be in so much pain later."

Faced with such a caring Eve, Gabriel bit his lips and smiled, "Thank you!" He opened his mouth to enclose Eve's finger, hooked the pill away with the tip of his tongue, and sucked it a few more times before giving up.

Eve was angry and funny: "I don't forget to take advantage of the opportunity at this time!"

Gabriel took the hot water with a smile: "We must not let go of every opportunity."

Eve rolled her eyes and said, "Anyway, you'll have nothing to do with me in the next few days, so I'll let you smile for now."

Swallowed the pills and drank water, Gabriel leaned on the head of the bed, pulled Eve, and the two chatted ramblingly.

Gabriel and Eve talked about the trivial things at work, and Paula was naturally mentioned during the period.

Eve was leaning on Gabriel's shoulder, listening, and suddenly straightened up: "Do you eat with her every day at noon?"

"Yeah." Gabriel nodded.

Eve's eyebrows twitched unnaturally, her face was a little unhappy, she let go of Gabriel's body, snorted, and ignored her.

Gabriel was stunned for a moment, then couldn't help laughing, and gently pushed Eve's shoulder: "Why?"

"What are you talking about?" Eve puffed up, not looking at Gabriel.

"Ah, my little thing, isn't it jealous?" Gabriel looked at Eve's small appearance, and somehow wanted to laugh, and couldn't hold it back.

"You, you still laugh! You have lunch with other women, and you do it every day! You..." Eve curled up her thin hands, turned her head and beat Gabriel's shoulder, "Don't laugh! I'm angry!"

Gabriel grabbed Eve's small fist and squeezed his lips hard to prevent himself from laughing: "Hey, hey, don't do it! Don't you feel relieved if I eat with boys every day?"

"..." Eve didn't know how to answer for a while, bit her lip, stared at Gabriel for a long time, withdrew her hands, and turned her face away again.

Gabriel glanced at Eve's jealous little expression, and thought it was so cute, he smiled calmly, and quietly put his hand under the quilt——

It's time to take out her "killer mace"!

Gabriel put his arms around Eve's shoulders, held her little hand, and comforted her softly: "Little thing, don't think too much, I'm not interested in other girls except you! Otherwise, I won't I won't confess to you so actively..."

Eve pouted, still muttering: "That's what I said..." Gabriel's hand was cold, probably due to blood loss, and Eve's heart softened unconsciously when Eve's hand was squeezed like this.

"Why don't you worry about me?" Gabriel said, a silver light flashed in his hand, and the small ring was already slipped into Eve's slender knuckles.

Eve couldn't help being startled, and quickly turned his head. Gabriel had already pushed the ring to Eve's fingertips, and looked at it with satisfaction.

"Huh..." Eve blinked, and his face was instantly covered with surprise, "This is..."

Gabriel lowered his head and kissed Eve's finger, smiled and said, "For you."

"..." Eve took his finger out of Gabriel's hand and held it up in front of his eyes. After looking back and forth a few times, he raised his eyelids and glanced at Gabriel, "Hmph...do you think you can cover up your crime by giving me a gift?"

Gabriel could clearly see a slight smile in Eve's eyes.

"Can't it be, huh?" Gabriel asked back with a grin.

Eve met Gabriel's playful smile, and couldn't hold back anymore, so he lowered his head: "Hey!"

Seeing that Eve just lowered her head and didn't speak, Gabriel knew that she had calmed down. He also took out the other ring and put it on his finger. Then he gently took Eve's hand and held it tightly.

Eve's eyes slowly moved to the pair of tightly clasped hands, and a feeling of soreness surged through her heart.

"Are you going to continue to be angry with me?" Gabriel curled his mouth and leaned closer to Eve, his voice soft.

Eve fluttered her long eyelashes, still said "hum", but leaned towards Gabriel, and buried her face in Gabriel's neck.

"Bad guy," Eve said softly.

In fact, Eve is not really angry, she knows that she can't accompany Gabriel at noon, and now that someone is with her, she should feel relieved.However, it is inevitable to be a little jealous, she is really jealous in her heart!

Gabriel could see that Eve was actually trying to convince herself in her heart at this moment, she unconsciously hugged Eve tightly, and kissed her hair deeply: "Little thing, I have a sense of proportion, you can rest assured. Not only that, I can also introduce You guys know each other, look at me, how magnanimous I am!"

"Hmph! How dare you be frank! Watch out for me..." Eve took a bite on the tender skin of Gabriel's neck and threatened viciously.

……

On Sunday, Gabriel's manuscript finally received a reply from K Group.

At that time, Gabriel had just finished taking a shower for Duck in the hospital, and was blowing hot air on him. When he received the call, he hurriedly turned off the hair dryer, and answered the call with great anticipation.

The other party said this: "Miss.G, after review, we think your writing is very outstanding. At the same time, your thinking is profound, your knowledge is profound, and it is very handy..."

Duck stood next to Gabriel, licking the palm of her hand.She pressed the phone to her ear with the other hand, and listened to each sentence, trying her best not to laugh, and said to herself, "Hmph, you're smart!"

However, while the other party was talking, the subject suddenly changed: "However..."

Then, Duck saw Gabriel's face getting darker and darker, sometimes confused, sometimes surprised.Suddenly, its pupils shrank, as if it saw something frightening, it rubbed it, and quickly jumped away.

In the next second, Gabriel pressed the phone hard, "cracked" and hit the floor.

The cat is psychic. It can feel that Gabriel's breath is different from ordinary people. Most of the time on weekdays, Gabriel's breath is peaceful, so it likes to rely on her, which makes him feel comfortable and safe .But there were also times when Gabriel's breath would become sad or tyrannical. For example, at this moment, Duck felt like he was lying on the back of a hedgehog, at a loss, fidgeting, and just wanted to keep Gabriel at a respectful distance.

However, Gabriel, who had just hung up the phone, stared straight at Duck at this moment, and frowned suddenly: "Huh? Why are you hiding from me so far? I haven't seen you for a few days, and you admit it? ... You give me Come here!"

Poor Duck "meowed" and was grabbed by Gabriel. Gabriel fixed Duck's face with both hands, forcing it to look directly at him. Duck's small face, which was not as big as a fist, was almost split into two by Gabriel. It was very frightened, and raised its two front legs. Scratching helplessly in the air, he looked like he was about to cry.

"I just said, how could these mediocre people understand the broad thoughts and profound connotations of my article?!... Why did I write this work as a fantasy novel when it should have been an epic masterpiece? For ordinary readers, the content is too serious, some parts are too heavy, and the entertainment is not high! WHATTHEFUCK! Why should I write it as a history book? I just want to write a novel! I want to write it as a novel!..."

Gabriel squeezed Duck's face while venting, and Duck felt like his face was like a deflated balloon that might explode at any moment.Its little paws kept pawing at Gabriel's hand, screaming "meow meow". Gabriel came back to his senses, only to realize that his hand was strong, and he let go of Duck hastily.The released Duck didn't dare to be nostalgic, so he ran away. Gabriel sat on the floor alone, with his elbows propped on his thighs, his hands clenched into fists against his chin, and he was stunned.

finally back

"It's boring, Gabriel, why don't we hang out?"

Eve moved towards Gabriel, bumping Gabriel with his shoulder.

However, the person next to her pillow didn't respond for a long time, just closed her eyes and breathed evenly, as if she was still trapped in a sweet and soft dream like cotton candy.

"Hey, stop pretending, I know you're already awake!"

Eve rubbed Gabriel's face with her forehead, but it didn't work, so she had to lie on her body and shake it again, but Gabriel still maintained a comfortable sleeping position, and he didn't look like he was going to end his sleep at all.

"Humph!"

Eve lay on the bed sullenly for two seconds, suddenly had an idea, gave a "puchi" smile, pinched Gabriel's nose lightly with two fingers, and then watched Gabriel with a smile without raising his breath, and suddenly opened his eyes .

"Where did the little mosquito come to be so disturbing?" Gabriel growled dissatisfiedly, "It seems that it's time to get rid of her!"

She jumped up suddenly, pressing on Eve in an instant, tickling her itch. Eve couldn't help giggling, and hurriedly hid aside.It was at this time that the quilt slid off Gabriel's back, and the exposed nape of his neck and shoulders met the cool air, and the hairs immediately stood on end. Gabriel couldn't help but yelled "It's so cold", and hurriedly slipped back into the bed shivering.

In the past few days, the weather has turned cold rapidly, the street scene has already been full of desolation, the sky is dark and deep, the vegetation is scattered and decayed, and it is a sign of a heavy snowfall.

"Slacker, don't lie down anymore! It's getting dark!"

In order to pull Gabriel up and let her go out with her, Eve quickly grabbed the quilt that Gabriel was going to use to wrap herself into a hot dog.

"It's cold, Eve, let me warm up for a while, okay? Just 5 minutes! 5 minutes!" Gabriel gritted his teeth at Eve.

"Slacker!" Eve gave her a sideways look, and jumped out of bed first.

Gabriel was rolling comfortably on the bed, and when she was rolling happily, Eve brought her fluffy home clothes and threw them directly in her face.

"Get up quickly!"

Gabriel stopped the flirting immediately, lifted the clothes on his face, frowned and said slowly to himself: "Ugh...the smell of cat hair..."

Eve ignored her and went straight to feed the cat. Gabriel put on his clothes and got out of bed, put his hands in his pockets, walked to the window with his shoulders hunched, and opened the curtains.

The glass was covered with a thin layer of water mist, she slipped it, and there seemed to be a hole in the window, and the blackness of the night leaked in from this hole, with a leathery and cold smell.

Eve's slippers sounded from the study all the way to the kitchen, like a long line across the ground before playing hopscotch.

"Gabriel, didn't you say last time that you want to take me to visit Mr. Marlowe? It just so happens that I don't have enough blood plasma."

The sound of the refrigerator closing and Eve's voice fell together, followed by a wet and viscous sound, like the sound of juice falling into a glass, making the tongue sore.In fact, it was the sound of Eve preparing dinner.No juice.Not sour either.

"We can go in a moment if you like."

Gabriel yawned and went to the bathroom to wash his face well. After washing, he looked in the mirror and found that his complexion seemed a little dull.Is it because your physical condition is not good recently?Or is it because I am too lazy to take good care of my skin, and my skin starts to protest?She picked up a bunch of bottles and jars and came to the sofa, sat next to Eve, and began to paste on her face layer by layer.

"So serious." Eve watched Gabriel roll his face into various shapes like dough.

"Of course." Gabriel turned away.

Eve's thin lips are stained with blood, more alluring than dewy cherries.Against the backdrop, those white and translucent cheeks are like freshly peeled lychees, as if water can be squeezed out.

Gabriel envies her from the bottom of her heart. She has never used such harsh skin care products, but her skin always looks sixteen or seventeen, delicate, transparent, pale, smooth, and amazingly perfect, regardless of time, climate, physiology... Nothing will wear down her appearance.She is invulnerable.

"If I don't work hard the day after tomorrow, I will not be good enough for you soon." Gabriel half-jokingly, although there is still a little bit of bitterness, but he has already accepted this fact, and he said it calmly .

"Eve, guess what is the actual age of my body in human years?"

"You..." Eve sat up solemnly, leaned towards Gabriel, and reached out to pick at the lapel of her shirt.

"Hey?! What are you doing?!" Gabriel hurriedly clutched his chest, and retreated to the side.

Eve looked innocent: "Check your body to see how old you are! You just asked me."

"...I don't want it anymore!" Gabriel hurriedly picked up the bottles and cans on the table, and slipped away under the pretext of returning them to their original owners.

……

After dinner, Gabriel decides to take Eve to visit Mr. Marlowe.

"We met for the first time, tell me, what gift should we give the old man?" Eve looked around her house.

Marlowe is a poet himself, and he has probably read a lot of books in his long years. It doesn't seem like a good idea to pick out any book on Eve's bookshelf and give it to him.

Gabriel had only met Marlowe once, and he was in a hurry at the time, so he didn't bother to pay attention to the style of his room's furnishings, so he couldn't guess what he liked now. "Maybe he likes old things..." That was all she could think of.

However, this still inspired Eve: "Antique typewriter!" Eve suddenly exclaimed.

Half an hour later, the two had already made a beautiful gift box. Gabriel put the typewriter in, and Eve put the lid on the box and sealed the ribbon. The two looked at it, and they both felt that it was not satisfactory.

"Let's go!" Eve said.

It was even colder at night. Eve was wearing a turtleneck, a short jacket, and a knitted hat; Gabriel was huddled in a long black sweater, and lifted the hat to cover his head, making him look cute with a small face.

Eve drives, and Gabriel sits beside him holding a gift box.On the way, the police were chasing a few gangsters, carpooling on the motorway, just like making a movie. Eve hastened to slow down and stay away from them to avoid accidental injury.

After the environment is safe again, Eve accelerates back to normal speed, and somehow the subject of changing cars comes to mind, so she asks Gabriel, "How about we switch to a convertible next spring?"

Gabriel hugged the box and sighed for a long time: You don't have to go out to work, and you can change cars whenever you want. People like Eve can get full of hatred even if they don't speak.

"I don't care..." Gabriel chuckled.What else can she say?First, the money is not in her hands, and second, she has not passed the license plate test, so she has no say in this matter.

"Okay, then change it." Eve made this decision like choosing what to have for dinner—ahem.

Hey, by the way, where did her difficulty in choosing go?

……

Under Gabriel's command, Eve's car parked near the cafe.

The gift is given to Eve, and it's up to Gabriel to ring the bell.After waiting for a while, the door lock clicked, and as the door opened, it was still the little black head.

"Here I go again," Gabriel said with a smile.

"Yeah, and, it seems that there are distinguished guests?" Paula looked at the girl beside Gabriel, a beam of moonlight was hitting the girl's face, cold and warm.

"This is my girlfriend. Her name is Eve. The last time I came, it was actually for her." Gabriel put his arms around Eve and pushed her forward, putting her on the same level as himself.

"It turned out to be Miss Eve. I am also very happy to see that you are fine now!"

Paula's smile was completely innocent and sincere. Eve saw it, and felt that her previous jealousy and temper tantrums were completely nonsensical, so she secretly laughed at herself for being stingy.

This visit started in such a relaxed and pleasant atmosphere. Under the cover of night, in the dark enclosure, Eve met another of the same kind, the poet Marlowe.Although they have never seen the light, they are equally at ease. Like plankton, they are destined to be trapped in the waves forever. However, they don't need to envy the land or the sky, because what they have is vast enough.

"Oh, so you are such a lovely lady."

In the room filled with gentle warm light, Mr. Marlowe smiled and sighed, and hugged Eve face to face.

"You are also a handsome gentleman, Mr. Marlowe." Eve responded decently, and said with some self-mockery, "I am no longer a 'Miss', maybe my 'age' is older than you !"

Mr. Marlowe laughed: "That's right. People like us can't judge age by appearance."

Then, Eve presented a gift.

The fireplace in the room was quietly burning, forcing the cold air out of the house. Mr. Marlowe asked Paula to set up the tatami mats and low tables, and invited the two guests to have tea.

Of course Gabriel and Paula really drink tea, and Eve's small cup of plasma is offered by Mr. Marlowe himself. Although Mr. Marlowe looks old on the outside and his hands and feet are not very sharp, he is an absolute old-fashioned gentleman. His every move continues the etiquette of hundreds of years ago, and he is so persistent that he is almost stubborn.

Eve and Marlowe hit it off. Eve knows Marlowe so well that she's known him for centuries before they officially met.She not only collected many editions of his collection of poems published under the name "Shakespeare", but she was so familiar with the poems in them that she almost knew them by heart.There are also his plays, many of which are Eve's favorites. They used to be her pillow books, and they turned to Wei Bian's Three Wonders.The admiration for "Shakespeare" made Eve suddenly become like a little fan girl in front of Marlowe, and Marlowe, who had always been silent and seldom talked, talked a lot under her influence, and talked for a long time. He was as calm as a contemporary scholar when he was studying the humanism of the 56th century and Cervantes and Rabelais. After all, the vortex of the Renaissance has long since been swallowed up by huge waves one after another. Thoughts will also be slowly washed away and reorganized by various trends of thought that arise in later generations.Later, he was no longer "Shakespeare", but also criticized the Baroque, and tried to create with the "three unities" of classicism. Later, in the nineteenth century, he found that he was more able to accept romanticism, so he created Plenty of poems and novels... He said he had been friends with Wordsworth and Coleridge, and that Southey's later treachery had once plunged him into extreme rage...

Time flies by, and before midnight, Gabriel has fallen asleep on Marlowe's big bed, Paula has returned to her room, and only Eve and Marlowe are still connecting the beads of memory in different directions. Marlowe also took out her new poem and read it to Eve. Eve sighed as she listened. Her "Shakespeare", the writing method and even the style have changed a lot with the changes of the times, but what remains unchanged is the progress of his thinking. Sexuality and inclusiveness, always accepting new things, observing life, thinking about the true meaning of life, never giving up criticism, not compromising on the surface calm, not falling into the popular customs of others.This is him, a great soul, even if he crawls in the dark eternal night, he cannot destroy this greatness.

When the sky was about to light up, they had already finished talking about literature, and sat side by side at the window watching the darkness become thinner little by little.

"I haven't seen the daylight for a long, long time. But it doesn't matter, my memory tells me that I have experienced more than 8000 days, and that is enough. Nothing in this world is perfect, no matter what you are experiencing at the moment What kind of life will miss other types of life. People have to pay a very high opportunity cost from birth, but that does not mean that people have no chance to make a profit-you live your life well and try your best Never regret it, and you've got a high-performance life."

Eve was a little puzzled: "Why did you say this to me all of a sudden?"

"Oh, I just made a few random exclamations! Hehehe, you know, for a writer, there will always be some symptoms of occupational diseases exposed from time to time!"

Marlowe smiled slightly, but cast a casual glance towards the bed.

Gabriel woke up at some point, and after hearing his words, he seemed to be awakened suddenly.Yeah, she's been acting like she let go of the burden of leaving Eve one day, but she still feels a little sad when she thinks about it.She may be too obsessed with the facts that cannot be changed, while ignoring that her real goal is to try to live her current life well and grasp everything she has.She is different from Eve. From the moment she came to the world, her life has entered the countdown. There is no eternity in her dictionary, so what she can and should do is to try to improve the positive and meaningful days of her life. Only in this way can it be regarded as living up to the time.

This is also the deepest love she can give to Eve.

……

Before dawn, Gabriel and Eve said goodbye to Mr. Marlowe and Paula and left.Before leaving, Mr. Marlowe took the initiative to say that they are welcome to come over for dinner and chat.

After getting into the car, Gabriel asked, "Aren't you very happy to see your idol?"

"It goes without saying!" Eve's eyes were still shining, and she rubbed her hands excitedly on her face, "I think I might not be able to sleep today!"

Gabriel leaned over to Eve: "Shouldn't you say thank you to me?"

"Happy!" Eve immediately cupped Gabriel's face, leaving two loud "bows" on her cheeks.

"Okay, hurry home, or it will be dawn!"

……

end

After seeing Angela and coming back, Gabriel couldn't help but sighed to Eve: "I think being a mother is really amazing. You see, there were originally two people who were fine, but then it became three, four One... one family has become so lively. In short, it is really a gift from God."

Eve glanced at her, a little wanting to laugh: "Don't you want to have one too?"

"Well, I have this idea." Gabriel really nodded.

"Huh?!" Eve blinked in surprise, looking at Gabriel's expression, which seemed quite serious.

"Eve, imagine if we could have a child..." Gabriel bit his thumb, unable to restrain his imagination, "Let's bathe him, cut his hair, teach him to speak, walk, recognize Words...isn't it interesting?"

"Well, that's true... But, just with you and me, this is simply impossible!"

"No! You forgot, I can give birth!"

"...You mean, find a baby to be his father..." Eve imagined an extremely dirty picture, and immediately frowned in a contemptuous arc, "Is it okay?"

Gabriel knocked her on the head: "Where are you going? Now that technology is so advanced, I don't need to go directly to Haierdae for one-on-one service!"

"I know... I can accept that. Just now, I thought you wanted to..." Eve grabbed Gabriel's ear and narrowed his eyes. "For others, no matter male or female, you are not allowed to move a little bit." crooked mind!"

"Okay, I know, I only have you as my wife in this life, I swear!" Gabriel had that doggy expression again.

"We've all put on our rings, which means we're entangled with each other, so we won't be separated." Gabriel held Eve's hand that was still on his ear, "Why is the little cute wife getting more and more violent? This is not good, it will teach bad children in the future! Come, come, let me kiss, we must be gentle from now on." Gabriel babbled while lowering his head to kiss Eve's little hand.

Eve couldn't help laughing: "Why are you talking more and more like a little old lady?"

"Hey, do you want to form a family of three with the little old lady?"

"Well...for the sake of the little old lady, let her be a good old man!"