two trees for forest

Sunday afternoon, after the midterm exam.Shen Jin packed up his test supplies and rushed into the test room where Lin Dongyu was.

In order to encourage students to get better grades in their high school, the order of each exam is not based on the student number, but the grade ranking of the previous exam.But the class is not so detailed. There are a total of 360 classes in the whole year, and the top [-] are divided into six experimental classes on average, and the rest are ordinary classes.So Shen Jin and Dong Yu were in the same class, but not in the same examination room.

When Shen Jin rushed into the examination room, he saw Lin Dongyu still reading the test questions.He rushed over and helped Dongyu stuff all his things into his schoolbag, "Ancestor, I told you that I have something to do after the exam, so hurry up, why are you in no hurry?"

Lin Dongyu frowned, "I seem to have done the last question wrong, but it's actually not as complicated as I thought, I just saw it."

Shen Jin twitched the corners of his mouth, "I did the first question for that question, you deliberately showed it to me, didn't you?! Hurry up, hurry up, the test is over, it's useless to be entangled, don't waste time, take You go somewhere."

"where?"

"I told you on the way, don't be late, how rude."

"Okay, I'll tell my dad."

Shen Jin dragged Lin Dongyu out of the school and called a taxi.Just as Lin Dongyu got through on the phone, he briefly talked to Lin Jian. Lin Jian didn't object, saying that he had something to do at night and would go back later, so Lin Dongyu should pay attention to safety on the road.

Lin Dongyu patiently listened to his nagging before hanging up the phone.

Shen Jinjian smiled and watched Dongyu put the mobile phone into his pocket casually, and teased him, "I couldn't see it before, it was so stupid."

Lin Dongyu didn't look sideways, and calmly ignored Shen Jin's words, but the slight upward arc of the corner of his mouth completely exposed him.

It took a while for Lin Dongyu to remember what was going on. He asked Shen Jin, "Where are you going? Don't be mysterious."

Shen Jin squinted at him, "Just remembered to ask?" He turned to the driver, "Master, just stop here."

Lin Dongyu followed Shen Jin out of the car, and then he noticed that the city center was only three or four stops away.

"What are you doing here? Shopping for clothes with you? Let the driver drive further!"

"Buying fart clothes for school uniforms all day long!" Shen Jin said, Lalin Dongyu went to an office building, "I made an appointment with Dr. Bai for you, he is a very good psychiatrist in our city, and he and my dad are also acquaintances, so the time is good about."

Lin Dongyu stopped walking immediately, his face was gloomy and terrifying, "Shen Jin, I'm not mentally ill."

It was rare for Shen Jin to see Lin Dongyu really get angry with him, and seeing his expression at this moment, he took several turns in his heart before reacting, and suddenly couldn't laugh or cry, "I didn't say that homosexuality is a mental illness, alas, why are you so sensitive. Didn't you hesitate last time? Didn't I find Dr. Bai Ran? Dr. Bai also has a gay man who worked with my dad. I think he is someone who has experienced it anyway, or a psychiatrist. I can give you some advice. Better than figuring it out yourself?"

Lin Dongyu was shocked and didn't recover for a while.

Shen Jin disdainfully said, "You think you are the only one who is special, and you see yourself as a different kind, how do you let others see you?"

Knowing that it was his fault, Lin Dongyu bowed his head embarrassingly, and apologized to Shen Jin.

Shen Jin took his shoulders and walked into the building, "It's okay, whoever we are with."

Lin Dongyu complained to him, "Then why didn't you tell me earlier?"

Shen Jin chuckled, "Aren't I afraid of affecting your exam in the afternoon? To tell you the truth, I bet them that you can win the first place for three years in a row. You don't believe me! So you must work hard, Let them see what strength is!"

Lin Dongyu was speechless, he dared to gamble with himself!

The two reached the seventh floor in a blink of an eye. Shen Jin smiled and pulled him into the psychological room. Lin Dongyu hinted countless times that he was not nervous, but he still couldn't control the cold sweat on his palms.

Shen Jin could see his nervousness, but he was helpless as he was not a professional.She had no choice but to step forward compared to Dongyu, and gently opened the door for him.

Lin Dongyu took a deep breath and followed in.

A man in his 30s was sitting in the room. He watched the two of them come in and stood up with a smile.

"This is the friend Lin Dongyu you mentioned?"

Shen Jin nodded, turned around and introduced Dongyu, "Dongyu, this is Dr. Bai Ranbai."

The smile on Bai Ran's face remained unchanged, and he stretched out his hand in front of Dong Yu, with a bit of seriousness, "Hello."

Embarrassed, Lin Dongyu wiped his sweaty hands on his school uniform before shaking Bai Ran's hand.

Bai Ran smiled and led him to sit down at the table, "Don't be nervous, let's just chat casually today." He stood up and walked towards the tea cabinet, "What do you want to drink? White water, lemonade, green tea, black tea, milk, coffee. It's all here."

"Milk, thank you, Dr. Bai."

"It's okay." Bai Ran bent down to take the glass, and at the same time asked Shen Jin who was sitting on a farther sofa, "Where is Shen Jin, do you also drink milk?"

"I drink coffee. Don't drink milk like a child." Shen Jin flipped through the magazines on the armrest of the sofa without raising his head.

Bai Ran couldn't help but burst out laughing, "Your Uncle Tao also likes to drink milk."

Shen Jin was obviously stunned for a moment, "Uh..." He said awkwardly, "I just said it casually, Doctor Bai, don't mind."

"It's okay, he's just like a child sometimes." Seeing that Lin Dongyu's face was still clouded, Bai Ran explained to him: "Tao Zhixing, my love."

So Lin Dongyu was also stunned, he didn't expect that Bai Ran's introduction to his colleagues would be as natural as saying "the rice I had for lunch today".

"What's the matter? Shen Jin didn't tell you that I'm gay?" Bai Ran smiled, and naturally put a glass of warm milk in front of Lin Dongyu.

"Say it..." Lin Dongyu subconsciously got up and took the milk, "Thank you."

"It's okay, you can sit down." Bai Ran warmed up milk for Lin Dongyu, and went to grind coffee for Shen Jin.

"It's nothing, you just put too much pressure on yourself and made the topic of homosexuality serious."

Lin Dongyu lowered his head and sipped his milk without saying a word, obviously acquiescing.

"Shen Jin basically told me about your affairs, but we don't have to talk about it today, I'm up to you, you can talk about anything."

"I'm...a little nervous, I don't know what to talk about."

"Anything is fine. Talk about how you and Shen Jin met, or talk about your hobbies. Didn't Shen Jin say that you have won a provincial award for art?"

"Well, I have loved art since I was a child."

"What can you draw?" Bai Ran became interested, "Can you draw me a sketch?"

Lin Dongyu was stunned for a while, obviously not following his train of thought, "Now, now?"

Bai Ran turned his head, "Otherwise?"

"Okay." Lin Dongyu went to the sofa to get his schoolbag, a pencil and the draft paper left over from the exam.

Bai Ran played a piano piece, hummed along softly, and grinded his coffee as Lin Dongyu drew.

10 minute later.

Lin Dongyu gently put down his pen, "Okay."

Bai Ran poured two cups of ground coffee, one for Shen Jin, one for himself, and sat opposite Lin Dongyu.

He picked up Dongyu's work and looked at it carefully. The man in casual clothes was standing sideways, listening to something with his eyes closed, with a smile on his lips, a trace of laziness conveyed through the paper.

Bai Ran looked up at the child opposite with a smile, and praised, "It's so pretty."

"I'm in a hurry to draw. If I have more time, it will look better as a sketch."

"It's okay, as long as the most important features stand out, the drawing is too similar, it becomes a photo instead. Your foundation is very solid, was it painful when you first started practicing?" Bai Ran put his sketch on the table, Talk to Lin Dongyu, "When I first started practicing the piano, I felt so boring and painful! But luckily I persisted, and now I love it very much."

Lin Dongyu shook his head lightly, he thought that every time he drew a picture when he was a child, he would be very happy.Because Lin Jian always finds time to be by his side and accompany him to draw, or simply wraps his big hands around his little hands, and patiently teaches him to draw kittens, dogs and rabbits.

"It's not painful, but happy."

Bai Ran knew, "Because of Lin Jian?" Shen Jin told him that Lin Jian was a top student in the Department of Architecture of a prestigious university, so he could teach a child how to draw stick figures with ease.

"Well, my father will teach me patiently and watch me draw. All my art knowledge is taught me bit by bit by him."

Bai Ran looked at him gently, nodded in understanding, "He loves you very much."

"En." Lin Dongyu was speechless after answering. He unconsciously picked up the glass to drink milk, only to realize that the glass was empty.

Bai Ran stood up, "I'll go get you another cup."

"No, I won't drink, thank you Doctor Bai." Lin Dongyu was still a little embarrassed.

"It's okay, then I'll pour you a glass of warm water."

Lin Dongyu could only nod his head.Bai Ran went to pour water, but Shen Jin didn't seem to have heard the conversation here, drinking coffee and reading magazines on his own, without raising his face.Lin Dongyu took a deep breath, and when Bai Ran put the cup in front of him again, he said, "Doctor Bai, I want to talk to you about something about my father and me."

Bai Ran's face didn't change, as if he heard a simple sentence, he said naturally: "Say it."

"Then can I start with the first time we met?"

"Of course, you can say whatever you want."

Lin Dongyu nodded, "My father and I met for the first time when I was five years old. At that time, I was still in the orphanage. My name was not Lin Dongyu, but Dongdong. It was the dean's grandma's surname..."

……

At the same time, Lin Jian just got off work. Recently, since he is not very busy, he does not need to work overtime, so when the time comes, everyone will leave.

Lin Jian sat alone in the office and thought for a long time, and finally called Su Xiao.

When Lin Jian drove to the downstairs of Su Xiao's company, she was already standing at the intersection.Seeing Lin Jian's car, Su Xiao's eyes lit up. Lin Jian drove the car to her side, and then got down to open the door for her.

After getting into the car, Lin Jian smiled and asked, "Have you been waiting for a long time?"

"No, I just went downstairs after chatting with my colleagues!" Su Xiao said as he fastened his seat belt skillfully, "Where are we going?"

"I invite you to dinner, thank you for your invitation last time."

Su Xiao was not hypocritical, and agreed with a smile, "That's a good idea, I was just thinking about what to eat tonight, and someone sent it to me?"

Lin Jian put the car in gear and drove, "You tell me the place, I'll treat you."

"Go to the barbecue stand in the south of the city!"

"Huh?" Lin Jian was surprised, there are food stalls there.

Seeing Lin Jian's surprise, Su Xiao said: "Aren't you going to eat that? Didn't you say you can follow me?"

"No, I'm afraid you won't be used to it."

Su Xiao felt relieved, "That's okay, I actually went there, but my dad never let me go, so I had to go secretly a few times, this time he finally can't control me, of course I can go if I want!"

Lin Jian didn't expect her to be so casual, able to live a high-class life, and to have fun in ordinary life.

The two ordered several plates of stir-fried lobster, and also ate a bunch of barbecue sticks. In the end, they couldn't eat any more. They looked at each other with a smile, and Su Xiao jokingly urged Lin Jian to pay quickly.

The two of them also had a good time eating a meal worth a hundred or so yuan.

After eating and drinking enough, Lin Jian sent Su Xiao home.When Lin Jian was about to arrive, he looked ahead and said, "I've thought about your question last time, why don't we try it together first?"

The answer was somewhat beyond Su Xiao's expectation. She thought she would have to chase after it for a long time. At least from the information she collected before chasing, Lin Jian was not a casual person who could get things done with just a few words.But because it was something to look forward to, Su Xiao struggled for a while, and was replaced by Kaixin, "Yes!"

The car stopped downstairs, Su Xiao got out of the car happily, Lin Jian rolled down the window and waved to her, "Go home, good night!"

Su Xiao blinked mischievously, "Why don't you give me a good night kiss?"

Lin Jian was embarrassed, he wanted to try with Su Xiao, in order to divert his unbearable, undeserved, and perverted feelings.But I didn't expect to make progress with her so quickly.

Su Xiao was just talking about it as a joke, and he didn't struggle if he didn't, "Good night~ you go home quickly, be careful on the road!"

"it is good."

……

Here Lin Dongyu was sent downstairs by the driver of Shen Jin's family. He sat at the entrance of the corridor and thought for a long time alone, thinking over and over again what Bai Ran had said to him.

"According to your words, you are not gay, you just like Lin Jian. It may have something to do with your childhood experience and your later living environment. This can be overturned the day after tomorrow, as long as you want."

"As for Lin Jian, after all, I haven't met him in person. It's just my rough guess. You can use it as a reference. He... may be bisexual, and he may like you from the bottom of his heart, but due to ethical relations, he forced you to I don’t admit it to myself. From what you said, I can’t deduce whether he just had an erection that morning or had a reaction to you.”

"You can choose to give up, subconsciously force yourself to stay away, and then return to the normal father-son relationship, accept that he has a girlfriend, and try to accept the normal emotional communication between yourself and the girl. You can also choose to find the answer, if he is right What you want is the kind of relationship you expect, then you have to face two choices, whether to pursue or not to pursue, or whether he can accept that he likes you calmly. If it is not that kind of relationship or he still cannot accept it, then it is the same as It’s like choosing to give up, stay away, fade away, and return.”

"I can't advise you what to choose. I can only help you analyze this matter to the greatest extent possible. As for the final choice, it still depends on yourself."

"You don't have to think too much, as long as you don't let your future self regret it."

As long as... don't let your future self... regret...

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