Girlfriends

Sweet-scented osmanthus cold cake.

Ye Xiaohan walked absent-mindedly in the small supermarket near the neighborhood, trying to bring her thoughts back to the things she was going to do later.

For her who is proficient in cooking, neither the choice of ingredients nor the cooking steps need to be seriously considered, but at this moment, she would rather she can really focus all her attention on this.

Perhaps this is also a kind of escape, Ye Xiaohan thought with some self-mockery.

These days were like a dream to her.

Moreover, it is a nightmare with no end in sight.

In fact, she didn't even know exactly when she started to have a different kind of emotion for the people who were always with her that surpassed the relationship between girlfriends.

She likes Zong Ying, she relies on Zong Ying, and she even feels that if there is only one person in her life who cannot leave, it must be her little Yingzi.

She also used to think that this was just a manifestation of "the relationship between girlfriends can often exceed the existence of love", but gradually discovered that the emotion in her heart was not "beyond love", but really, it was love.

What does it feel like to fall in love with your girlfriend?

Ye Xiaohan's first reaction was panic.

She even thought about staying away from Zong Ying from now on, so as not to disturb her life that should be "normal".

however……

Ye Xiaohan thought with some frustration, probably, she is really a very selfish person.

Obviously this is the most correct decision, and she has made countless resolutions, but she is always yearning for the warmth and stability of having her by her side.

This place of peace of mind is the hometown.

And Xiaoyingzi is her home.

Therefore, the final result was that she continued to be by her side and loved her in the name of "best friend" with her secret thoughts that could not be revealed.

In this way, it actually passed peacefully for a long time.

Until a problem that was anticipated but unavoidable arose.

Even someone like me who sounds gentle and quiet is actually a dull character at all, and has received several confessions since college, not to mention the warm and cheerful little Yingzi who can get along with others with a few words.

Xiao Yingzi... I still want to find a boyfriend after all...

This matter is like a thorn in my heart, stirring from time to time.

And until Lu Fan appeared, this thorn finally pierced deeply into his heart.

and after?

Lu Fan went abroad to study for one year.

Before leaving, I asked Xiao Yingzi to say something, which was similar to a promise.

What about later?

A year later, he returned as scheduled.

This time...I'm afraid I can't help but not let go...

Ye Xiaohan felt a little headache, and continued to walk forward in a trance, but bumped into a person at the corner of the shelf.

Fortunately, her pace was not fast, and after being slightly startled, she quickly apologized, "Excuse me, are you okay?"

In the next moment, I heard a familiar voice, with some surprise, "Classmate Ye Zi?"

Ye Xiaohan raised her head, only to realize that the person in front of her was indeed Lu Fan.

Why is he here?

Speaking of which, he and Xiao Yingzi just talked on the phone this morning?

So, they...

What is certain is that he will appear in this small supermarket at this time, pushing a small supermarket trolley full of things in his hand. He must be going to find Xiao Yingzi later.

Ye Xiaohan stood still, and couldn't help but cast her eyes on Lu Fan.

At such a moment, countless thoughts flashed through her mind, including... some extremely dark and crazy ones.

After a while, Ye Xiaohan closed her eyes gently with some pain.

Nothing more...

"Classmate Ye Zi... Classmate Ye Zi?" Lu Fan's voice was still in his ears, and he knew without looking at his complexion at this time that he must be extremely pale. Presumably, it made the people in front of him a little worried.

Ye Xiaohan took a step back and took another deep look at Lu Fan.

In all fairness, no matter what aspects of this person, even if he is not perfect, he can still afford to say that he is excellent. Such a person, together with Xiao Yingzi, is still good.

Although her little Yingzi deserves to be the most perfect person in the world, this kind of Lu Fan has finally reached a certain standard.

And it was time for me to leave.

No, not "should", but "must".

Ye Xiaohan thought that if she didn't turn around in time, the dark thought that was about to move in her heart might not be able to suppress anymore, and in the end, it would probably hurt everyone in the game.

Her expression finally became clear, and there was even a hint of sharpness in her eyes, which was completely different from her usual gentle and uncontested appearance, "Lu Fan."

Lu Fan, who was named, looked at her suspiciously, "Huh? What's the matter, Ye Zi?"

Ye Xiaohan smiled lightly, "Treat my little Yingzi well from now on, otherwise I won't let you go."

Before the words fell, and regardless of the other party's reaction, he turned around and left.

After paying the bill, I left the small supermarket, carrying glutinous rice flour and sweet-scented osmanthus, and walked towards home.

The decision just now seemed to exhaust all her energy. At this moment, Ye Xiaohan walked extremely slowly, as if if she never reached her destination, she would never have to face anything.

There was a wind blowing, and the raised dust fell into the eyes.

Ye Xiaohan thought at that moment that she would take this opportunity to have a good cry.

But in fact, she just narrowed her eyes slightly, gritted her teeth and continued walking.

For the first time, she felt that the journey home was endlessly long.

Let's go, or go back quickly.

After all, Tao Ran was still waiting for her.

The girl who I met by chance and who has always had a good chat with me, the girl who taught me to be brave and face my heart, the girl who worried that I would rush over because of the night chat...

All along, Ye Xiaohan didn't have many friends, except for Zong Ying, who thought that only two roommates, Si Yun and Chu Xinyi, were relatively close.

But Tao Ran was an accident beyond them.

If there is something, she will only talk to Tao Ran, and if there is something on her mind, she will only confide to Tao Ran.

Just because, they are, the same kind.

This morning, I picked up Tao Ran at the train station.

Faced with her apologetic and embarrassing expression, Tao Ran just sighed softly, stepped forward and hugged her, trying to give her strength.

When she felt her emotions gradually calm down, she half-jokingly said, Ye Zi, you said, it would be great if the person you like is me, at least, we are all the same person.

Ye Xiaohan met her gaze and smiled too.

Yes, it would be great if the person I fell in love with was the same person.

However, any "similar person" is not her little Yingzi...

The author has something to say:

A child said before that he wanted to read the mental journey of Xiao Yezi in his previous life, but in fact it was probably like this chapter.

Even if the result is not the same, because after all, the current situation is not the same as the previous life.

The next update will take a little longer, 6.6, I’m really busy recently, Children’s Day is the Shura field for child workers... I can’t count how long I haven’t been off work, and the Dragon Boat Festival holiday is still not off, and this year The 61 event...is an activity week...continues until the 5th...【Life without love.jpg

PS Thank you Rimu Chenxi Huazuiyan and Qingan Qianming for the overlord tickets =3=