Love from the Male Protagonist's Harem

Xia Ge thought, at least, it didn't meet her definition and criteria for the word "love".

"Do you know what my love is?"

She said in a shallow voice, "Do you know who I love?"

"It doesn't matter."

Chu Yi paused slightly, "I don't want to know."

As long as you're mine, it's fine.

"If you don't want to know, forget it." Xia Ge seemed to be chatting, but also seemed to be remembering, "I remember that your hands were so cold at that time."

Chu Yi said: "Shut up."

"It was frost that day, and it was very cold." Xia Ge turned a deaf ear to Chu Yi's words, and said, "I hugged your hand for a long time to cover it, but no matter how I covered it, it couldn't cover your heat."

Because her hands are also very, very cold.

Therefore, Xia Ge at that time could no longer give Little Butterfly the warmth she wanted.

Walking together, there is no end in sight, it will only be colder and more hopeless.

Chu Yi's movements had already stopped, with a half-smile, "What do you mean by all this?"

Then the voice was a little cold, "I won't let you go."

"It's nothing interesting." Xia Ge moved, looking at Chu Yi's familiar yet unfamiliar face, she stretched out her hand, and gently stroked her cheek with the chained right hand, "It's just...you've grown up."

Her hands slowly touched her eyes.

The beautiful almond eyes are dark and bright, just like what the senior sister said, bright eyes are good for gazing.

very nice.

The sound of the chain is very crisp.

"I'm sorry." Xia Ge said.

Heart, a throbbing pain.

... how many years.

After so many years of painstaking pursuit, so many years, after seeing the ghost dragon jade, how joyful it is, and how painful it is when you know the truth.

Xia Wuyin... Isn't Xia Xiaozhang Ling very capable?If you have the ability to hide the truth, you should hide it to the end!

What is sorry?sorry for what? !

"Ha." Chu Yi said, mockingly, "Why did you apologize to me?"

"Do you owe me anything?" Chu Yi asked her, her heart ached to the point of death, this "I'm sorry" was like a knife ignoring all defenses, stabbing straight at her softest place!

It hurts like crazy.

"Where are you sorry for me?"

"You can go and come when you want, you are so free and high above you, you take me away, you give me a pair of eyes, I am grateful to Dade before it is too late, why do you have to apologize to me?"

She pulled out her hand suddenly and grabbed Xia Ge's collar, saying each word softly but viciously, "Do you owe me anything? Or do you love me or hate me?"

"Where did my qualifications appear in your eyes? I, Chu Yi, am nothing in your eyes. Why do you condescend to apologize to me?"

"Is it because of your little bit of conscience?" Chu Yi's voice was soft but cold, she was grabbing her collar tightly, her finger bones were blue and white, "Or you think I'm unloved, you think I'm very miserable, if you don't care You hurt your compassion, so you pity me? Who are you? Do you want to pity me? Brother, are you going to save the common people? "

After a long while, she paused, seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, and then smiled again.

"—If you pity me, what apology do you have?"

But the voice from behind became ruthless again, faintly crying, "You pity me, you save me! You save me! You hold me and let go of me, you make me fall in love and finally give up on me -"

"Little Butterfly lost her sheath! She lost her sheath, and her knife killed herself—she died! She died because of you!!"

"No!" Xia Ge grabbed her wrist again, "It's not because of this!"

"No?" Chu Yi stared into her eyes and asked her back, "Why is that?

"Because by my side, you can only hold a knife!" Xia Ge struggled to speak, the dream made her unable to maintain a clear mind, she could only rely on instinct, "I don't want you to become what you are now!"

She has known for a long time that Little Butterfly is extreme and too persistent, she doesn't want to let herself become her obsession, because it's not worth it at all!

Everyone is born noble.

No one is born to live for another.

But she didn't expect that, after going around and around, she finally returned to the original point.

"Then what do you want me to become?" Chu Yi smiled and asked softly, "What do you want to see me?"

"I want you to see farther and farther places. I want you to have endless steamed buns. I want you not to be awakened by nightmares every night. I want you not to be blinded by obsession and madness." Xia Xia Ge stared into her eyes and said word by word, "I want you to live a noble and free life."

After Xia Ge finished speaking, his eyes dimmed slightly, "I thought..."

"So?" Chu Yi suddenly interrupted her.

Xia Ge paused.

Chu Yi continued for her, "So you just abandoned me because of these insignificant things?"

"Meeting does not recognize me."

"Trick me."

"Even, find someone to impersonate."

Xia Ge was speechless.

"...It doesn't matter."

Chu Yi sighed softly, looked at Xia Ge with compassion, "Brother's wish sounds so beautiful."

——I want you to live a noble and free life.

how beautiful.

"But then it wouldn't be me."

"But if you hold my hand." Chu Yi leaned over and kissed her forehead, "Always...maybe, I will become like that."

"If you were there all the time."

"I'll be anything you want."

"But," she repeated, "from the moment you left, I wasn't me."

Xia Ge said: "Little Butterfly..."

"There are no more little butterflies." Chu Yi held her hand, pressed his heart, and stared at her, "...As I said, it's dead."

"...And now I am as you wish." Chu Yi thought for a while, chuckled lightly, and said word by word, "Noble..."

And free.

Xia Ge was silent.

"But these, in fact, don't matter."

"I don't want anything anymore." Chu Yi said, "As long as you are mine, it will be fine."

The hand felt soft and warm, and the sound of the beating heart was violent, but the hand holding her wrist was extremely cold.

Xia Ge: "You will regret it."

"I won't." Chu Yi smiled, "There is nothing I can regret long ago."

She looked at Xia Ge, "People who have nothing never worry about losing."

--do not do that.

The fragrance that confuses dreams is getting stronger and stronger.

Xia Ge felt very sleepy, she was about to lose consciousness.

Let's retreat, don't fall asleep, absolutely not.

in case……

Xia Ge lowered his eyes.

"...Remove the fragrance." Xia Ge said, "I won't leave."

Chu Yi didn't move, just said to himself, "I wish I didn't meet you."

"That way, no matter who you belong to, I won't be sad."

"Just act like you've never been here."

"I'm still who I am."

Never loved, never crazy about you.

After she finished speaking, she raised her head again, and Xia Ge looked at her with a somewhat empty gaze.

In the end, the dream is still working.

Her spiritual power was sealed, and she struggled to sustain herself under the misty fragrance that confused her dreams, but Xia Ge was a human being or not a god, so she couldn't hold on after all.

Chu Yi closed his eyes, and after a while, chuckled.

"I'll tell you... what to do with these things."

"Don't apologize." She hugged her tenderly and said to herself, "Whatever you want...you just need to be by my side."

"Cold." Xia Ge murmured.

Chu Yi looked at her.

Xia Ge is obviously unconscious, and dreaming will make her lose the ability to resist and still be conscious, but occasionally, she will have some dreams.

Chu Yi lowered his eyelashes, stroked her head, and coaxed her softly, "Brother, it's not cold."

The person in her arms pulled her hand down and covered it.

Chu Yi: "...?"

In this way, it was covered for a long time.

Slowly, the cold hands felt warm.

Chu Yi didn't move at all.

"Whatever, it's all cold." Xia Ge said, "...whatever, it's all cold."

Chu Yi trembled slightly, and the vague memory about the past suddenly became clear in an instant.

It was frosty that night, and she woke up from the cold. The boy closed his eyes and held her hand tightly.However, his hands were also cold, without any warmth.

——If two people are cold, they will warm up together.

But it was still cold.

For a moment, Chu Yi was a little confused, why, even though they were so close together, why is his brother still so cold?

The boy slept very lightly, she woke up, moved a little, and he woke up too.

That night.

The boy found her awake from the cold.Maybe he saw the confused look on her face.

It was Chu Yi who couldn't see anything, heard the boy for the first time, with a faintly choked voice.

He said sadly to her.

--sorry.

It was exactly the same as the voice just now.

I am sorry.

For a moment, my heart trembled.

Why say sorry? !

It's my brother who is obviously cold, why should I say sorry to her? !

why? !

——Because my brother couldn't warm her anymore.

So... can I just let go...? !

Chu Yi suddenly pulled his hand out of Xia Ge's arms!

No! !not like this! !

Xia Ge's voice was shallow: "...It's still cold."

"It's not cold!" Chu Yi said, "It won't be cold!"

Xia Ge just murmured and repeated Leng.

It was like a curse, and like a key to unlock everything, she couldn't stand it.

Chu Yi got out of bed as if he was escaping from something, and disappeared in a flash.

The rocky cliffs at Jianfeng were icy cold, and Chu Yi kept saying to himself as he tugged at the clothes on his chest.

—I won't let you go.

Absolutely not.

Neither will death.

No matter what, I won't.

I don't want to hear any reason, and I don't want to understand any reason!

She will no longer be sad and ponder over everything that happened back then...for everything that happened in the past.

She has all her future.

As for...that woman.

Chu Yi thought of Gu Peijiu, his eyes became gloomy, and his soft hand reached into his bosom, trying to take out the doll in the mustard space.

——Like this doll, only this vast abyss is her final return.

Hands are empty.

Chu Yi's pupils suddenly shrank!

gone!

The doll in Mustard Space!

The doll that the woman gave her brother—

The mountain wind was cold, Chu Yi came back to his senses, his eyes suddenly turned cold, "...Brother."

Every word seemed to be ground out from the teeth, with lingering pain, indescribable tenderness, and a sense of coldness.

The next moment, the figure disappeared!

When Chu Yi left, the wind blew the black bed curtain. Xia Ge's crow-colored hair was loose and loose, and the ends of her hair were entangled with red lovesickness. She wore a silver bracelet with a chain on her right hand. Her white and tender feet were bare. Standing up, the clothes under the soft obscene clothes were half open, revealing the delicate collarbone.

Xiangsi, who had been pretending to be dead at the end of her hair, quietly tied herself into a bow.

And among Xia Singers, it was a beautiful and exquisite cloth doll!

Following her movements, there was a soft sound of broken chains, and the next moment, the bracelet stuck on her wrist opened by itself and fell on the bed.

Xia Ge closed his eyes, annihilating the thin purple light deep in his pupils.

【Break the soul】.