Love from the Male Protagonist's Harem
Chapter 199 Heart of the God of Fortune
"What is the little priest busy these days?"
The girl in red lay quietly on her rocking chair, half-closed her eyes, "Why do you feel so obedient?"
Don't make trouble, don't smash things, don't hate this or that, don't stay at night, and don't make fun for her... No, looking for trouble.
After a long time, Su Chan still felt a little uncomfortable.
"The little priest has been at Madam Ye's side for the past few days," Qin Yue said.
"..."
Su Chan looked a little unhappy, "Why didn't she come to me?"
Qin Yue: "..."
Why do people come to you! !
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"This tea tastes good, try it."
The woman was wearing half of the mask, and her black hair was tied up by a dark green beaded flower hairpin, with a gentle expression.
On the small stone table under the vines, there is an exquisite purple sand tea set.
Xia Ge is not very good at drinking tea, so he looked at the delicate tea bowl in front of him, "...if only there was wine."
"Taste tea and don't talk about wine." Mrs. Ye scolded her.
Xia Ge smiled, "Forgive me, I'm not very good at drinking tea."
With that said, he still picked up the tea bowl and took a sip.
Slightly bitter in the mouth, but mellow, when the bitter tea enters the throat, the tip of the tongue reveals a hint of sweetness.
Xia Ge put down the tea bowl.
Madam Ye smiled slightly: "How do you feel?"
Xia Ge said: "... I used to drink tea only to feel bitter and astringent... Mrs. Ye thinks this is good tea."
Madam Ye shook her head, "It's just coarse tea."
Then he said with emotion: "Perhaps... it's not tea, it's heart."
Xia Ge was silent.
Today was sunny and sunny, Bai Ren had nothing to do, he squirmed over and took Mao Qingyue away to relax, Madam Ye didn't stop her, so there was a scene of Xia Ge and her sitting and drinking tea.
The two fell silent.
"When you came that day, I saw that you had something to do with it." Mrs. Ye took a sip of her tea, broke the silence, and said in a gentle voice, "...Now when I look at you again, you are half gone."
"Could something happen?"
Xia Ge suddenly understood.
Unexpectedly, when she met Mao Qing for the first time here that day, when she came to this night to talk, Mrs. Ye had already seen that she wanted to leave.
As expected of a housewife who lived decades longer than her, even if all her memory is lost, she still has the wisdom and sophistication of a daughter of a noble family.
"I think……"
Xia Ge hesitated to speak but stopped, and finally remained silent.
"What are you worried about?" Madam Ye put down the teacup.
Xia Ge was stopped by the question.
Ever since the day I came back, after pressing Su Chan, I suddenly remembered the scene——
The broken mask, the pale blood-stained cheeks, and her indifferent face in the black pupils.
Indifferent, not like herself.
But that's not the scariest.
The most frightening thing is that she has no memory of this period.
She even changed the subject hastily, "...Madam, do...do you miss your son?"
Mrs. Ye was slightly taken aback, but probably understood that Xia Ge didn't want to talk about this topic, so she picked up the teacup and said, "Of course I miss it."
"..." Xia Ge lowered his head slightly, "...Sorry, ma'am."
Madam Ye looked at her, wondering why she suddenly apologized.
"I...I know him." Xia Ge heard himself say, "I..."
Her voice fell.
The sound of the delicate purple sand teacup falling to the ground can be heard clearly.
With a broken sound, Mrs. Ye let the hot tea splash on her body, without any reaction, she just stood up and looked at her with slightly wide eyes, "...do you know him?"
Xia Ge quickly said: "Don't get excited."
Mrs. Ye asked, "Is he doing well?"
"He thought you had passed away... so, very hard."
Madam Ye's delicate embroidered shoes were surrounded by a broken teacup. She stood there in a daze, not knowing what she was thinking.
"..."
Xia Ge said: "I think... I should tell him that you are here, but I have done some things to sorry you before."
"I don't know what I'm doing is right."
So in the end, I can only follow the most instinctive thoughts in my heart.
Madam Ye seemed to have come to her senses, looking at her with a complicated expression.
"...you don't need to tell him." Mrs. Ye said, "I'm here...you don't need to tell him."
After a pause, he apologized again, "I'll go change clothes first."
Mrs. Ye went to change clothes.
For Mrs. Ye's words, Xia Ge was a little puzzled. When Mrs. Ye came out in a black dress, she asked her, "Why?"
Shouldn't it be the best for mother and child to be reunited?
"..." Mrs. Ye sighed softly, "It's a lone eagle that can fly higher."
Xia Ge was slightly taken aback, "But you..."
"I also said this from my heart." Madam Ye sat down again, her voice was flat, "The reunion of mother and child is touching, but right now, I can't give him any protection."
"..."
This maternal love is too deep, Xia Ge doesn't understand it very well.
Seeing that Xia Ge seemed to understand but half understood, Mrs. Ye sighed lightly, and took off the mask on the right.
"Look at me now."
As soon as the mask was taken off, Xia Ge's eyes widened.
One half is as beautiful as jade, while the other half is a cold machine with bulging eyes and complex metal instruments rotating, which is extremely terrifying.
She quickly put on the mask, and said in a calm voice, "From the moment I opened my eyes again, I was destined not to be of your race."
"Although I can't bring him asylum, I don't want to bring him criticism." Madam Ye lowered her eyelashes, "That's it."
Xia Ge was silent.
"So don't worry about it." Mrs. Ye said: "Life here is very good, very quiet."
She looked at Xia Ge, "And... I can also feel that there is a very complicated bond between us."
Xia Ge looked at her.
"Maybe……"
Madam Ye paused, her eyes softened, "But I can feel that you are a very good girl."
Xia Ge said: "...Maybe I am not what you imagined."
Mrs. Ye smiled slightly, very gentle: "But I always only believe in my own feelings."
After a pause, she laughed again, "What's more, as Ah Qing often said - people have difficulties."
Xia Ge responded with kindness: "But not many people will listen."
Mrs. Ye said: "So I often tell her—if you have any difficulties, you can tell me."
Xia Ge was slightly taken aback.
"Although I can't do anything." Mrs. Ye said: "But, if I say it, it will be easier after all."
"And, I believe you are a good boy."
Xia Ge left the small courtyard, feeling a little out of sorts.
The system asked cautiously: "...what's the matter with you?"
Xia Ge said to himself: "I just think...it's very unfair."
The system said: "What's fair in this world? You're short on a cabbage in the vegetable market."
Xia Ge turned a corner: "Shut up."
She found Su Chan.
For the past few days, Su Chan simply settled down in the pear courtyard, basking in the sun every day and looking at the books he took down, enjoying himself a lot.
The Liyuan, as the residence of the former high priest's daughter, is very close to the priest's hall, very close. Every time Xia Ge goes out, he must pass by the Liyuan, and see the girl in red squinting her eyes and smiling at her with teeth missing.
... It doesn't matter if you don't mention it.
"Why do busy people think of looking for me?" Su Chan deliberately adjusted the rocking chair, with his back facing her, with a lazy voice and a hypocritical look of not wanting to see customers.
Xia Ge was expressionless: "I'm here to ask you for help."
Su Chan said "Ouch", "That's really rare."
Xia Ge turned his head and was about to leave.
A red light flashed and wrapped around Xia Ge's sleeve. The girl said lazily, "Hey, it's already here, how disappointing is it to go like this?"
Xia Ge originally wanted to shake it off, but when he saw the sleeves, he was stunned, "...Acacia?"
Xiangsi tightly tied a knot on her wrist, and the exposed knot affectionately rubbed against her sleeve, and then a flash of lightning flashed, shocking her whole body into convulsions.
But he still clings to Xia Ge tightly and doesn't let go.
Xia Ge: "..."
Xia Ge looked up at Su Chan: "You..."
Su Zan let go, and Xiangsi immediately drew back her tail, wrapping herself around Xia Ge's wrist, rubbing and rubbing, as if a child who had been away from home for N years suddenly saw his mother.
"I'm very sincere." Su Chan turned the rocking chair around, held his chin, and looked at her with a smile, "Xiangsi is very cute, be careful not to let Zhenhun bully you."
Xia Ge said: "...what do you want to do?"
She didn't believe that the old fox would be so kind.
"It's too boring for you to do this." Su Chan tilted his head lazily, and smiled enchantingly: "What am I going to do to you, are you going to resist?"
Xia Ge: "..."
You see, some people are always like this, so people can't help but want to slap her in the face twice.
Su Chan said: "It's so boring to stay here recently, do you want to accompany me for a casual stroll?"
Xia Ge said, "I'm not free."
Su Chan said, "What did you ask me to do? As soon as I'm in a good mood, maybe I'll agree."
Xia Ge: "..."
There is a lonely mountain in the Thousand Soul Sect.
The summit of Lonely Mountain glows warm and brilliant white at night.
Xia Ge asked others what the white light was, and the Thousand Soul Sect members shook their heads and said they didn't know. It was the place that suddenly lit up a few days ago, and it seemed to be the handwriting of the leader.
The two went up the mountain one after the other.
The mountain is bare, with some shrubs growing, a little cold, but it is undeniably high.
The two of them went halfway up the mountain, and they could almost see the panorama of Thousand Soul Cult.
Su Zhan let out a breath of cold air, "This place is really big."
He didn't care at all that he was suspected of boasting.
Xia Ge didn't even glance at her, "It's quite big."
"Then stay here." Su Chan said, "I will give you whatever you want."
Xia Ge said: "Although a daydream is called a daydream, it doesn't come true if you do it during the day."
Su Chan smiled, "Xia Xia is really interesting."
Xia Ge shut up and did not speak.
Su Chan didn't say anything else, the two of them stayed together and watched Nuo Da's Thousand Souls Sect quietly for a while.
After a while, Xia Ge heard his own voice, "...why did you do that?"
Su Chan looked up at her, with a half-smile, "What are you doing?"
Xia Ge said: "...a normal puppet will turn into a ghost after ten years."
"Madam Ye." Xia Ge looked at her and asked seriously, "Why do you want to be a puppet like Madam Ye?"
Su Chan said casually, "I just do what I want, there's no reason."
Xia Ge didn't ask any more questions.
Su Chan glanced at her.
The girl was dressed in black clothes, with black hair and black eyes, a white face like jade, red lips and white teeth.The black belt around the waist and the corners of the robe were covered with snow-white cloud patterns, and the aura all over his body seemed casual and gentle.
She quietly looked at the Thousand Soul Cult under Yunjuanyunshu, as if she was thinking about something, but she seemed to be thinking about nothing, the mountains were dry and the clouds were scattered, and she was here.
—here she is.
As long as she thinks of these four words, it can make her... heart-beating.
"Actually." Su Chan heard himself say, "It's not all without reason."
Xia Ge looked at her sideways.
"It's just that sometimes, I feel regretful about some things." Su Chan looked at Yunjuan Yunshu, "I think some things should not be easily given up."
"I am someone who was once abandoned." Su Chan said in a flat voice, "I know the pain."
——Actually, it’s not that kind of pain.
It's just that she doesn't want to recall that person's regretful appearance.
Obviously there is nothing wrong with this matter, why should I regret it, why should it be so painful?
Who has never failed?
Who has never despaired?
The hero of the world, Xiang Yu committed suicide in Wujiang, not a comeback, so he surrendered the country to Liu Bang.
No one knows what it looks like until the end of a road.
And it's up to you to decide whether it's over.
Su Chan's voice was light, she looked into Xia Ge's eyes, "I want to prove to someone... If she is still alive, I want to tell her with facts, everything she once believed in, her dream, she has always believed The smooth road of life - one failure is not necessarily wrong."
"I want to walk the path of being abandoned by her."
"..." Xia Ge reacted for a while: "Wait, are you talking about Patriarch Lingxi?"
As we all know, the Demon Cult has been established for more than a hundred years, majoring in puppet art, deviant from the orthodoxy, and only then can it be crusaded by the world.
But the Demon Cult seems to be sheltered by some mysterious thing. No matter how the Righteous Way crusades, it will be a wild fire that will never burn out, and the spring breeze will regenerate.
Su Chan glanced at her, turned away his eyes again, and smiled, "If you want to think so, you can."
After that person left.
Su Chan thought of what Gu Peijiu had said to her.
——When you love someone, you should love her world, her soul, and her dreams.
She didn't understand it very well before, she felt that if you love someone, as long as she is by your side.
but……
After Qian Fan died, she suddenly understood this sentence.
Therefore, I hate Gu Peijiu even more.
——She seems to always understand better than her.
Therefore, she founded the Thousand Souls Sect in the world, taught the puppet technique, and walked a path that she didn't want to go on.
She is the one she abandoned.
So, she will inherit everything she abandoned.
One day, when she comes back, she will tell her.
——What you are afraid of is the greedy heart, not your childish wishes.
She is her god of good fortune, blessings can't reach the earth, but at least, she can realize her dream.
Xia Ge didn't quite understand what Su Chan was talking about, she said, "Ms. Ye is like that, will there really be no more accidents?"
Su Chan said, "Theoretically not."
Xia Ge: "...Lingxi Patriarch seems to have said the same thing back then."
Su Chan smiled and said: "Oh, maybe it will, and it will be enough. Anyway, I am heinous, and it is not bad."
Xia Ge: "..."
Fine.
The atmosphere relaxed a little.
"Can I ask you a question?" Xia Ge said, "That day...why did you tear apart the talisman of Evil Spirit Mountain?"
What Chu Yi said to her that day, she still feels angry when she thinks about it now.
"You almost drove me to a dead end at that time, why bother?" Xia Ge asked her.
Su Chan blinked: "Because I am heinous."
Xia Ge: "..."
Speechless.
Seeing Xia Ge's speechless appearance, Su Chan smiled again, the red clothes moved slightly, his eyes rolled, "Are you angry?"
Xia Ge: "..."
She said, "Actually, if you say, 'A Chan, you are so cute', I'll tell you that it's fine."
Xia Ge: "..."
Xia Ge got goose bumps all over his body, "Then you better stop talking, I don't want to hear it."
Su Chan said, "Xia Xia is not cute anymore."
"You really don't want to know?" Su Chan shook his head, as if Xia Ge had missed the million-dollar prize: "That's such a pity."
Xia Ge's curiosity was aroused again, but he really didn't want to shout out this sentence.
Just turn your head and don't speak.
Su Chan said: "How about this, I'll give you a discount, and if you say 'A Chan', I'll tell you, okay?"
Seeing that Xia Ge still had a reluctance on his face, Su Chan tried to persuade, "Anyway, it's not like I haven't shouted before."
Xia Ge sneered: "You never planted all the crimes on me before."
Su Chan blinked: "Isn't this going to tell you why the crime was planted on you?"
Xia Ge was speechless.
After a long while, she reluctantly called out: "A Chan."
"alright."
The girl in red came down, the smile in her eyes was like the warm sun in spring, the gentleness seemed to melt away.
Xia Ge said uncomfortably: "...you should tell me why."
"Because I don't like to give people a way out." Su Chan blinked his eyes, and said it as a matter of course, "At first, I found that the number of evil spirits decreased, and then I went to find the source...It turned out that the seal was repaired."
Xia Ge instantly wanted to slap himself a hundred times for calling "A Chan" just now.
She thought depressingly, what kind of ivory could be spit out of the dog's mouth, and she was expecting something blindly.
"But... it's actually more than that." Seeing Xia Ge's depressed look, Su Chan couldn't help laughing, "Because, the Evil Spirit Mountain will collapse one day."
Xia Ge looked at her, "What do you mean?"
Su Chan said with a smile: "Nothing will last forever, everything will have its own destiny."
Xia Ge went crazy: "Stop fooling me! I also said that the earth... No, I also said that the Fengyue Continent will sink one day! Can it be the same as sinking it by itself?!"
It's fine if you sink it, and what's more, you still say that it was Xia Ge who sank it! !
"Well, really smart." Su Chan patted her on the head, and Xia Ge immediately avoided her with her head in her arms. She frowned and said, "...stay away from me."
Su Chan said aggrievedly, "It's okay to touch it?"
Xia Ge said seriously: "No, I'm afraid the bad water will contaminate it."
Su Chan: "..."
"Don't tell me this is your reason?" Xia Ge looked at her, "If it's this reason, I won't accept it."
Su Chan looked at her, "You haven't accepted it before."
Xia Ge: "..."
Su Chan said: "Do you think I will tell you any reason to accept it? Or... so what if you accept it?"
The girl in red approached her with a shallow smile and charming eyes, "Will you like me if you accept it?"
Xia Ge took a step back, blushing, speechless.
"Look, you're making progress, right?" Su Chan shrugged nonchalantly, "I, Su Chan, never trade at a loss. If you hadn't called me Ah Chan, I wouldn't have said so."
Xia Ge: "..."
Xia Ge felt that there was no way to talk about this.
She turned to leave.
Su Chan seemed to be talking to himself: "Well, there is actually another reason..."
Xia Ge stopped and turned to look at her.
Su Chan laughed again: "Look, you still want to push your limits."
Xia Ge: "..."
Xia Ge went crazy, "I shouldn't have come out with you!!"
Seeing that Xia Ge was really made angry by her, Su Chan said lazily, "Why are you so angry? It's not like I didn't say nothing."
Xia Ge supported his forehead and turned his head down the mountain: "Stop talking, I don't want to hear it."
"Because you are here."
Su Chan said suddenly.
She repeated as if to herself: "I'll do that because you're here."
Xia Ge's footsteps stopped.
"Evil Spirit Mountain will collapse one day." Su Chan looked at the Thousand Soul Sect under the heavy clouds and mists, "This is...someone told me personally before he left."
"She said she didn't know how long the Evil Spirit Mountain could last...and told me, if the Evil Spirit Mountain collapses, please take care of the aftermath."
"She wanted me to hold on to it."
Then, leave me alone.
Xia Ge looked back at her, but could only see her back.
The girl in red was standing on a raised flat ground on the mountain. The wind on the mountainside was very cold, blowing her bright red clothes.
The loneliness of the world.
"I promised her." Su Chan's voice was flat, "But I don't even know where the Evil Spirit Mountain is."
"I don't even know what I should do when the Evil Spirit Mountain collapses."
I love her so much.
I love her so much that I can't bear to forget her, I love her so much that I can't sleep, I love her so much that I fall asleep with hope every time, and wake up with desire again.
Loved her so much I almost hated her.
"So, instead of being ignorant." Su Chan said, "Rather hold on to hopeless hope."
——She made Mrs. Ye.
She fulfilled her dream, but that person is long gone.
Everything she has worked hard for a hundred years seems to have no meaning.
"I hate her for not coming back, and I hate my existence for being meaningless." Su Chan said calmly, "So, I destroyed the Evil Spirit Mountain."
"Later...you repaired the barrier of Evil Spirit Mountain." Su Chan turned to look at her.
——I knew you were back.
You finally feel relieved and come back.
"So, I just completely destroyed it."
Su Chan said, "No one knows when it will collapse again."
No one knows how long you'll be here.
"Instead of sitting still, it's better to take the initiative."
Xia Ge looked at her blankly, not understanding her thoughts, "It doesn't make any sense for you to do this, even if I can repair the barrier of the Evil Spirit Mountain again, but after so long, the evil spirits have already run away—"
"No, it's meaningful." Su Chan looked at her and said, "For me, it's meaningful."
Once the Evil Spirit Mountain collapses, you will definitely not let go.
All beings are nothing more than ants to her.
The god of good fortune who has lost all compassion is, in the final analysis, just an ordinary person who longs for you to look back.
The girl in red lay quietly on her rocking chair, half-closed her eyes, "Why do you feel so obedient?"
Don't make trouble, don't smash things, don't hate this or that, don't stay at night, and don't make fun for her... No, looking for trouble.
After a long time, Su Chan still felt a little uncomfortable.
"The little priest has been at Madam Ye's side for the past few days," Qin Yue said.
"..."
Su Chan looked a little unhappy, "Why didn't she come to me?"
Qin Yue: "..."
Why do people come to you! !
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"This tea tastes good, try it."
The woman was wearing half of the mask, and her black hair was tied up by a dark green beaded flower hairpin, with a gentle expression.
On the small stone table under the vines, there is an exquisite purple sand tea set.
Xia Ge is not very good at drinking tea, so he looked at the delicate tea bowl in front of him, "...if only there was wine."
"Taste tea and don't talk about wine." Mrs. Ye scolded her.
Xia Ge smiled, "Forgive me, I'm not very good at drinking tea."
With that said, he still picked up the tea bowl and took a sip.
Slightly bitter in the mouth, but mellow, when the bitter tea enters the throat, the tip of the tongue reveals a hint of sweetness.
Xia Ge put down the tea bowl.
Madam Ye smiled slightly: "How do you feel?"
Xia Ge said: "... I used to drink tea only to feel bitter and astringent... Mrs. Ye thinks this is good tea."
Madam Ye shook her head, "It's just coarse tea."
Then he said with emotion: "Perhaps... it's not tea, it's heart."
Xia Ge was silent.
Today was sunny and sunny, Bai Ren had nothing to do, he squirmed over and took Mao Qingyue away to relax, Madam Ye didn't stop her, so there was a scene of Xia Ge and her sitting and drinking tea.
The two fell silent.
"When you came that day, I saw that you had something to do with it." Mrs. Ye took a sip of her tea, broke the silence, and said in a gentle voice, "...Now when I look at you again, you are half gone."
"Could something happen?"
Xia Ge suddenly understood.
Unexpectedly, when she met Mao Qing for the first time here that day, when she came to this night to talk, Mrs. Ye had already seen that she wanted to leave.
As expected of a housewife who lived decades longer than her, even if all her memory is lost, she still has the wisdom and sophistication of a daughter of a noble family.
"I think……"
Xia Ge hesitated to speak but stopped, and finally remained silent.
"What are you worried about?" Madam Ye put down the teacup.
Xia Ge was stopped by the question.
Ever since the day I came back, after pressing Su Chan, I suddenly remembered the scene——
The broken mask, the pale blood-stained cheeks, and her indifferent face in the black pupils.
Indifferent, not like herself.
But that's not the scariest.
The most frightening thing is that she has no memory of this period.
She even changed the subject hastily, "...Madam, do...do you miss your son?"
Mrs. Ye was slightly taken aback, but probably understood that Xia Ge didn't want to talk about this topic, so she picked up the teacup and said, "Of course I miss it."
"..." Xia Ge lowered his head slightly, "...Sorry, ma'am."
Madam Ye looked at her, wondering why she suddenly apologized.
"I...I know him." Xia Ge heard himself say, "I..."
Her voice fell.
The sound of the delicate purple sand teacup falling to the ground can be heard clearly.
With a broken sound, Mrs. Ye let the hot tea splash on her body, without any reaction, she just stood up and looked at her with slightly wide eyes, "...do you know him?"
Xia Ge quickly said: "Don't get excited."
Mrs. Ye asked, "Is he doing well?"
"He thought you had passed away... so, very hard."
Madam Ye's delicate embroidered shoes were surrounded by a broken teacup. She stood there in a daze, not knowing what she was thinking.
"..."
Xia Ge said: "I think... I should tell him that you are here, but I have done some things to sorry you before."
"I don't know what I'm doing is right."
So in the end, I can only follow the most instinctive thoughts in my heart.
Madam Ye seemed to have come to her senses, looking at her with a complicated expression.
"...you don't need to tell him." Mrs. Ye said, "I'm here...you don't need to tell him."
After a pause, he apologized again, "I'll go change clothes first."
Mrs. Ye went to change clothes.
For Mrs. Ye's words, Xia Ge was a little puzzled. When Mrs. Ye came out in a black dress, she asked her, "Why?"
Shouldn't it be the best for mother and child to be reunited?
"..." Mrs. Ye sighed softly, "It's a lone eagle that can fly higher."
Xia Ge was slightly taken aback, "But you..."
"I also said this from my heart." Madam Ye sat down again, her voice was flat, "The reunion of mother and child is touching, but right now, I can't give him any protection."
"..."
This maternal love is too deep, Xia Ge doesn't understand it very well.
Seeing that Xia Ge seemed to understand but half understood, Mrs. Ye sighed lightly, and took off the mask on the right.
"Look at me now."
As soon as the mask was taken off, Xia Ge's eyes widened.
One half is as beautiful as jade, while the other half is a cold machine with bulging eyes and complex metal instruments rotating, which is extremely terrifying.
She quickly put on the mask, and said in a calm voice, "From the moment I opened my eyes again, I was destined not to be of your race."
"Although I can't bring him asylum, I don't want to bring him criticism." Madam Ye lowered her eyelashes, "That's it."
Xia Ge was silent.
"So don't worry about it." Mrs. Ye said: "Life here is very good, very quiet."
She looked at Xia Ge, "And... I can also feel that there is a very complicated bond between us."
Xia Ge looked at her.
"Maybe……"
Madam Ye paused, her eyes softened, "But I can feel that you are a very good girl."
Xia Ge said: "...Maybe I am not what you imagined."
Mrs. Ye smiled slightly, very gentle: "But I always only believe in my own feelings."
After a pause, she laughed again, "What's more, as Ah Qing often said - people have difficulties."
Xia Ge responded with kindness: "But not many people will listen."
Mrs. Ye said: "So I often tell her—if you have any difficulties, you can tell me."
Xia Ge was slightly taken aback.
"Although I can't do anything." Mrs. Ye said: "But, if I say it, it will be easier after all."
"And, I believe you are a good boy."
Xia Ge left the small courtyard, feeling a little out of sorts.
The system asked cautiously: "...what's the matter with you?"
Xia Ge said to himself: "I just think...it's very unfair."
The system said: "What's fair in this world? You're short on a cabbage in the vegetable market."
Xia Ge turned a corner: "Shut up."
She found Su Chan.
For the past few days, Su Chan simply settled down in the pear courtyard, basking in the sun every day and looking at the books he took down, enjoying himself a lot.
The Liyuan, as the residence of the former high priest's daughter, is very close to the priest's hall, very close. Every time Xia Ge goes out, he must pass by the Liyuan, and see the girl in red squinting her eyes and smiling at her with teeth missing.
... It doesn't matter if you don't mention it.
"Why do busy people think of looking for me?" Su Chan deliberately adjusted the rocking chair, with his back facing her, with a lazy voice and a hypocritical look of not wanting to see customers.
Xia Ge was expressionless: "I'm here to ask you for help."
Su Chan said "Ouch", "That's really rare."
Xia Ge turned his head and was about to leave.
A red light flashed and wrapped around Xia Ge's sleeve. The girl said lazily, "Hey, it's already here, how disappointing is it to go like this?"
Xia Ge originally wanted to shake it off, but when he saw the sleeves, he was stunned, "...Acacia?"
Xiangsi tightly tied a knot on her wrist, and the exposed knot affectionately rubbed against her sleeve, and then a flash of lightning flashed, shocking her whole body into convulsions.
But he still clings to Xia Ge tightly and doesn't let go.
Xia Ge: "..."
Xia Ge looked up at Su Chan: "You..."
Su Zan let go, and Xiangsi immediately drew back her tail, wrapping herself around Xia Ge's wrist, rubbing and rubbing, as if a child who had been away from home for N years suddenly saw his mother.
"I'm very sincere." Su Chan turned the rocking chair around, held his chin, and looked at her with a smile, "Xiangsi is very cute, be careful not to let Zhenhun bully you."
Xia Ge said: "...what do you want to do?"
She didn't believe that the old fox would be so kind.
"It's too boring for you to do this." Su Chan tilted his head lazily, and smiled enchantingly: "What am I going to do to you, are you going to resist?"
Xia Ge: "..."
You see, some people are always like this, so people can't help but want to slap her in the face twice.
Su Chan said: "It's so boring to stay here recently, do you want to accompany me for a casual stroll?"
Xia Ge said, "I'm not free."
Su Chan said, "What did you ask me to do? As soon as I'm in a good mood, maybe I'll agree."
Xia Ge: "..."
There is a lonely mountain in the Thousand Soul Sect.
The summit of Lonely Mountain glows warm and brilliant white at night.
Xia Ge asked others what the white light was, and the Thousand Soul Sect members shook their heads and said they didn't know. It was the place that suddenly lit up a few days ago, and it seemed to be the handwriting of the leader.
The two went up the mountain one after the other.
The mountain is bare, with some shrubs growing, a little cold, but it is undeniably high.
The two of them went halfway up the mountain, and they could almost see the panorama of Thousand Soul Cult.
Su Zhan let out a breath of cold air, "This place is really big."
He didn't care at all that he was suspected of boasting.
Xia Ge didn't even glance at her, "It's quite big."
"Then stay here." Su Chan said, "I will give you whatever you want."
Xia Ge said: "Although a daydream is called a daydream, it doesn't come true if you do it during the day."
Su Chan smiled, "Xia Xia is really interesting."
Xia Ge shut up and did not speak.
Su Chan didn't say anything else, the two of them stayed together and watched Nuo Da's Thousand Souls Sect quietly for a while.
After a while, Xia Ge heard his own voice, "...why did you do that?"
Su Chan looked up at her, with a half-smile, "What are you doing?"
Xia Ge said: "...a normal puppet will turn into a ghost after ten years."
"Madam Ye." Xia Ge looked at her and asked seriously, "Why do you want to be a puppet like Madam Ye?"
Su Chan said casually, "I just do what I want, there's no reason."
Xia Ge didn't ask any more questions.
Su Chan glanced at her.
The girl was dressed in black clothes, with black hair and black eyes, a white face like jade, red lips and white teeth.The black belt around the waist and the corners of the robe were covered with snow-white cloud patterns, and the aura all over his body seemed casual and gentle.
She quietly looked at the Thousand Soul Cult under Yunjuanyunshu, as if she was thinking about something, but she seemed to be thinking about nothing, the mountains were dry and the clouds were scattered, and she was here.
—here she is.
As long as she thinks of these four words, it can make her... heart-beating.
"Actually." Su Chan heard himself say, "It's not all without reason."
Xia Ge looked at her sideways.
"It's just that sometimes, I feel regretful about some things." Su Chan looked at Yunjuan Yunshu, "I think some things should not be easily given up."
"I am someone who was once abandoned." Su Chan said in a flat voice, "I know the pain."
——Actually, it’s not that kind of pain.
It's just that she doesn't want to recall that person's regretful appearance.
Obviously there is nothing wrong with this matter, why should I regret it, why should it be so painful?
Who has never failed?
Who has never despaired?
The hero of the world, Xiang Yu committed suicide in Wujiang, not a comeback, so he surrendered the country to Liu Bang.
No one knows what it looks like until the end of a road.
And it's up to you to decide whether it's over.
Su Chan's voice was light, she looked into Xia Ge's eyes, "I want to prove to someone... If she is still alive, I want to tell her with facts, everything she once believed in, her dream, she has always believed The smooth road of life - one failure is not necessarily wrong."
"I want to walk the path of being abandoned by her."
"..." Xia Ge reacted for a while: "Wait, are you talking about Patriarch Lingxi?"
As we all know, the Demon Cult has been established for more than a hundred years, majoring in puppet art, deviant from the orthodoxy, and only then can it be crusaded by the world.
But the Demon Cult seems to be sheltered by some mysterious thing. No matter how the Righteous Way crusades, it will be a wild fire that will never burn out, and the spring breeze will regenerate.
Su Chan glanced at her, turned away his eyes again, and smiled, "If you want to think so, you can."
After that person left.
Su Chan thought of what Gu Peijiu had said to her.
——When you love someone, you should love her world, her soul, and her dreams.
She didn't understand it very well before, she felt that if you love someone, as long as she is by your side.
but……
After Qian Fan died, she suddenly understood this sentence.
Therefore, I hate Gu Peijiu even more.
——She seems to always understand better than her.
Therefore, she founded the Thousand Souls Sect in the world, taught the puppet technique, and walked a path that she didn't want to go on.
She is the one she abandoned.
So, she will inherit everything she abandoned.
One day, when she comes back, she will tell her.
——What you are afraid of is the greedy heart, not your childish wishes.
She is her god of good fortune, blessings can't reach the earth, but at least, she can realize her dream.
Xia Ge didn't quite understand what Su Chan was talking about, she said, "Ms. Ye is like that, will there really be no more accidents?"
Su Chan said, "Theoretically not."
Xia Ge: "...Lingxi Patriarch seems to have said the same thing back then."
Su Chan smiled and said: "Oh, maybe it will, and it will be enough. Anyway, I am heinous, and it is not bad."
Xia Ge: "..."
Fine.
The atmosphere relaxed a little.
"Can I ask you a question?" Xia Ge said, "That day...why did you tear apart the talisman of Evil Spirit Mountain?"
What Chu Yi said to her that day, she still feels angry when she thinks about it now.
"You almost drove me to a dead end at that time, why bother?" Xia Ge asked her.
Su Chan blinked: "Because I am heinous."
Xia Ge: "..."
Speechless.
Seeing Xia Ge's speechless appearance, Su Chan smiled again, the red clothes moved slightly, his eyes rolled, "Are you angry?"
Xia Ge: "..."
She said, "Actually, if you say, 'A Chan, you are so cute', I'll tell you that it's fine."
Xia Ge: "..."
Xia Ge got goose bumps all over his body, "Then you better stop talking, I don't want to hear it."
Su Chan said, "Xia Xia is not cute anymore."
"You really don't want to know?" Su Chan shook his head, as if Xia Ge had missed the million-dollar prize: "That's such a pity."
Xia Ge's curiosity was aroused again, but he really didn't want to shout out this sentence.
Just turn your head and don't speak.
Su Chan said: "How about this, I'll give you a discount, and if you say 'A Chan', I'll tell you, okay?"
Seeing that Xia Ge still had a reluctance on his face, Su Chan tried to persuade, "Anyway, it's not like I haven't shouted before."
Xia Ge sneered: "You never planted all the crimes on me before."
Su Chan blinked: "Isn't this going to tell you why the crime was planted on you?"
Xia Ge was speechless.
After a long while, she reluctantly called out: "A Chan."
"alright."
The girl in red came down, the smile in her eyes was like the warm sun in spring, the gentleness seemed to melt away.
Xia Ge said uncomfortably: "...you should tell me why."
"Because I don't like to give people a way out." Su Chan blinked his eyes, and said it as a matter of course, "At first, I found that the number of evil spirits decreased, and then I went to find the source...It turned out that the seal was repaired."
Xia Ge instantly wanted to slap himself a hundred times for calling "A Chan" just now.
She thought depressingly, what kind of ivory could be spit out of the dog's mouth, and she was expecting something blindly.
"But... it's actually more than that." Seeing Xia Ge's depressed look, Su Chan couldn't help laughing, "Because, the Evil Spirit Mountain will collapse one day."
Xia Ge looked at her, "What do you mean?"
Su Chan said with a smile: "Nothing will last forever, everything will have its own destiny."
Xia Ge went crazy: "Stop fooling me! I also said that the earth... No, I also said that the Fengyue Continent will sink one day! Can it be the same as sinking it by itself?!"
It's fine if you sink it, and what's more, you still say that it was Xia Ge who sank it! !
"Well, really smart." Su Chan patted her on the head, and Xia Ge immediately avoided her with her head in her arms. She frowned and said, "...stay away from me."
Su Chan said aggrievedly, "It's okay to touch it?"
Xia Ge said seriously: "No, I'm afraid the bad water will contaminate it."
Su Chan: "..."
"Don't tell me this is your reason?" Xia Ge looked at her, "If it's this reason, I won't accept it."
Su Chan looked at her, "You haven't accepted it before."
Xia Ge: "..."
Su Chan said: "Do you think I will tell you any reason to accept it? Or... so what if you accept it?"
The girl in red approached her with a shallow smile and charming eyes, "Will you like me if you accept it?"
Xia Ge took a step back, blushing, speechless.
"Look, you're making progress, right?" Su Chan shrugged nonchalantly, "I, Su Chan, never trade at a loss. If you hadn't called me Ah Chan, I wouldn't have said so."
Xia Ge: "..."
Xia Ge felt that there was no way to talk about this.
She turned to leave.
Su Chan seemed to be talking to himself: "Well, there is actually another reason..."
Xia Ge stopped and turned to look at her.
Su Chan laughed again: "Look, you still want to push your limits."
Xia Ge: "..."
Xia Ge went crazy, "I shouldn't have come out with you!!"
Seeing that Xia Ge was really made angry by her, Su Chan said lazily, "Why are you so angry? It's not like I didn't say nothing."
Xia Ge supported his forehead and turned his head down the mountain: "Stop talking, I don't want to hear it."
"Because you are here."
Su Chan said suddenly.
She repeated as if to herself: "I'll do that because you're here."
Xia Ge's footsteps stopped.
"Evil Spirit Mountain will collapse one day." Su Chan looked at the Thousand Soul Sect under the heavy clouds and mists, "This is...someone told me personally before he left."
"She said she didn't know how long the Evil Spirit Mountain could last...and told me, if the Evil Spirit Mountain collapses, please take care of the aftermath."
"She wanted me to hold on to it."
Then, leave me alone.
Xia Ge looked back at her, but could only see her back.
The girl in red was standing on a raised flat ground on the mountain. The wind on the mountainside was very cold, blowing her bright red clothes.
The loneliness of the world.
"I promised her." Su Chan's voice was flat, "But I don't even know where the Evil Spirit Mountain is."
"I don't even know what I should do when the Evil Spirit Mountain collapses."
I love her so much.
I love her so much that I can't bear to forget her, I love her so much that I can't sleep, I love her so much that I fall asleep with hope every time, and wake up with desire again.
Loved her so much I almost hated her.
"So, instead of being ignorant." Su Chan said, "Rather hold on to hopeless hope."
——She made Mrs. Ye.
She fulfilled her dream, but that person is long gone.
Everything she has worked hard for a hundred years seems to have no meaning.
"I hate her for not coming back, and I hate my existence for being meaningless." Su Chan said calmly, "So, I destroyed the Evil Spirit Mountain."
"Later...you repaired the barrier of Evil Spirit Mountain." Su Chan turned to look at her.
——I knew you were back.
You finally feel relieved and come back.
"So, I just completely destroyed it."
Su Chan said, "No one knows when it will collapse again."
No one knows how long you'll be here.
"Instead of sitting still, it's better to take the initiative."
Xia Ge looked at her blankly, not understanding her thoughts, "It doesn't make any sense for you to do this, even if I can repair the barrier of the Evil Spirit Mountain again, but after so long, the evil spirits have already run away—"
"No, it's meaningful." Su Chan looked at her and said, "For me, it's meaningful."
Once the Evil Spirit Mountain collapses, you will definitely not let go.
All beings are nothing more than ants to her.
The god of good fortune who has lost all compassion is, in the final analysis, just an ordinary person who longs for you to look back.
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