Little mortals' dreams come true

Teacher Lin's husband has contacted the school to prepare a practice room for him.At first, I was a little worried that my body would become stiff after not practicing for so long.But when he stretched his arms and made the first jump, he felt as if his body suddenly woke up after a long sleep, and every cell was trembling.

Some things cannot be closed, even if they are pressed in the dust for a long time, just a tiny drop of water can break through the ground in an instant and grow lush greenery.

After a total of two months of practice, Li Fan was able to dance the entire dance proficiently in only one month.But he always felt that something was missing, and he couldn't grasp it no matter what.He recorded the dance and sent it to Teacher Lin, and soon received a reply:

Xiaofan is really talented, and his movements are more beautiful than mine.It's just that you think more about the story told by this dance.Come on, looking forward to your final performance!

Li Fan leaned on the mirror in the practice room and thought for a long time. Lin Ke sent him the story from the very beginning.The story of this dance is very old-fashioned. It is about a fox demon who falls in love with a scholar, but the scholar abandons the fox demon after getting his name on the gold list and marries a famous daughter.The fox demon puts on a mask, pretends to be a dancer, sneaks into the scholar's wedding, and dances the last dance for him.

Li Fan felt the fox demon's sadness over and over again in his heart, surrounded by dazzling red, gongs and drums blare, and laughter, only she was alone, every step was like stepping on the edge of a knife.Resentment, grief, and disappointment, Li Fan stuffed these emotions into his chest, and every dance step was full of loneliness.

In order to have a better comparison, Li Fan recorded every dance he performed for viewing.There has indeed been some progress, but something is always wrong.He analyzed each movement, but he couldn't tell what was wrong.

Li Fan was a little annoyed, because he continued to practice, and his toes felt sharp pain.He deleted the video he just recorded, reset his phone, and planned to practice one last time.To make himself more present, he put on a mask.

Guqin sounded slowly, and he walked to the center step by step with soft and light steps. In front of him was the auditorium decorated for newcomers to worship heaven and earth, with blood-red veils flying.He only felt that the red color was like a sharp knife, piercing the skin of his face fiercely through the mask.

He stretched his arms, and his soft waist fell backwards, as if he would fall into an abyss full of sorrow in the next second.However, thinking of the couple wearing red clothes, smiling and receiving blessings in the auditorium, he could only hide in the corner and grieve, his body almost touching the ground lifted violently, his arms clasped in front of his chest, as if Can't hide his anger.

Why, why should he suffer this unreasonable pain alone.

He turned around with grief and indignation, and wanted to leave with hatred, but he couldn't help but want to turn around and take one last look.

The next thing is the climax of the whole dance. He will turn around again, full of grief and anger, and dance his last loneliness with all his strength.Because of grief and indignation, because of being unable to love, every time he stretches and jumps, there is deep despair.

The moment Li Fan was about to turn around, he suddenly saw a figure outside the window.

Even though the lights were a bit dim, and even though he just took a quick glance, Li Fan recognized the familiar figure at a glance.

It was Han Sheng, who had been standing outside for an unknown amount of time, leaning against the window, watching him quietly through the glass.

Li Fan felt his body go limp for a moment, and he almost failed to stand still when he turned around.The moment he met Han Sheng's gaze, his mind went blank, and he just turned around relying on his body's memory.

He's kind of thankful he's got the mask on.

The sound of the guqin suddenly became faster, and in the next second, complex emotions crazily flooded into his blank brain.He understood, he finally knew what he was missing.

Yes, unrequited love, disappointment, grief, all of these are indispensable emotions in the final dance.However, Li Fan forgot that the fox demon loved the scholar so much, and this was her last dance.

Despite the loud voices and crowded guests, in her eyes, she danced for her lover alone.The lover is looking at her figure, no matter whether there is love in his eyes or not, as long as he can keep his eyes on her, she is happy.Even though her body was covered in bruises and she was about to collapse in pain, as long as her lover was willing to look at her again, she could ignite the hottest flame in her heart.

Therefore, the last paragraph is not despair, but crazy love.

Li Fan closed his eyes, his mind was full of Han Sheng standing outside the window.

He was looking at himself, his lover's eyes.

From turning around to landing on the last jump, slowly put your hands back to the position of your heart, and then bow your head to take a bow.There was only one thought in Li Fan's mind from beginning to end, Han Sheng was looking at him.

This dance almost vented all the thoughts hidden deep in his heart during this period of time.Thick floating in the air, for a long time can not dissipate.He maintained the finished posture without daring to turn his head, as if he had just recovered from a high fever, his whole body was covered in cold sweat.

When he finally couldn't bear to look back, there was no one outside the window.Li Fan's heart was empty, he didn't know if Han Sheng had finished watching his last dance, the dance that almost exhausted his energy.

He was a little afraid to watch the video he had just recorded, and sent it directly to Mr. Lin.Not long after, Teacher Lin replied.Didn't say a word, just sent a thumbs up.Li Fan sighed, packed up his things and prepared to go back to the dormitory.

While locking the door, Li Fan suddenly saw something left behind where Han Sheng was standing just now.Li Fan picked it up and found that it was a keychain, which should be custom-made, engraved with the pinyin abbreviation of Han Sheng's name.

Li Fan remembered that Han Sheng always carried this keychain with him, and played with it from time to time.It should be something very important, and I have to find a time to return it to him.

Thinking of this, Li Fan carefully put the keychain into the backpack.

Li Fan is going home for the weekend.Originally, he chose this school that he didn't like when filling out his volunteer application because it was close to home, so he could pay attention to the situation at home at any time and try his best to fill the gap.It's just that I didn't expect that the whole family was completely broken before school started.

Mother still delayed signing the divorce agreement. Uncle Li didn't know what to think and didn't urge her to let her delay.Now, in the big villa where the family used to live, there is no trace of life except for the mother who goes out to get drunk all day long and occasionally goes back to sleep.

Li Fan didn't want to, and didn't need to go back.Li Fan had never gone back since he had a quarrel with Li Ming at the beginning of school.He was very worried about Li Ming's situation, but thinking of how Li Ming scolded him for being disgusting that day with tears all over his face, Li Fan didn't know how to face him.He doesn't blame Liming, he just feels distressed.

Li Fan tried to call Liming, but every time he was hung up just after calling.Counting the time, Li Fan thought that Li Ming should have already returned to his foreign school, so he thought it would be better for him to calm down first.

However, this Friday, when he came back from the practice room, he ran into Xiaozhi.Xiaozhi is the youngest daughter of the Yu family next door. She grew up with Liming and likes to cling to Liming very much.As soon as she saw Li Fan, she burst into tears like a broken thread, and she kept pulling Li Fan's sleeves and said, "Brother Fan, please persuade Li Ming, he will die if he continues like this..."

Only then did Li Fan know that Li Ming didn't go back to school at all, but lived alone in the villa and refused to leave.Xiaozhi also told him that Liming began to go to and from the bar non-stop, and made a group of dubious friends, messing around outside every day.Last week, he had a big fight with Uncle Li, and the school also issued a notice that if he didn't go back to school, he would be expelled.

Hearing these words, Li Fan felt as if he had been poured a basin of cold water, and his whole body trembled unbearably.If it wasn't for Xiaozhi sitting across from him, he would never have believed that the bastard she spoke of was his gentle and lovely younger brother Liming.He spent a lot of effort to stabilize his trembling hands, pretending to be calm and comforting Xiaozhi who had been crying.

"Don't be afraid, calm down, I'll go back with you now."

"Don't... Brother Fan, don't go back now, I... Liming knows that I came out today, he will definitely blame me, he won't let me tell you, I don't want him to hate me, you, can... can you come back tomorrow Go back, tomorrow is the weekend, you pretend to just go back to get things, don't let him know that I told you, please!"

"But……"

"Brother Fan, please, I will take good care of him today, please help me..."

At this moment, Li Fan wished he could stand in front of Li Ming and ask him what was going on and what he wanted to do.But seeing Xiaozhi begging him with panic on his face, he could only agree.

After not falling asleep all night, Li Fan took a taxi home early in the morning.Standing at the gate of the villa, Li Fan's hands and feet were cold.As long as he relaxes a little bit, he will keep recalling how he opened the door to see his mother lying in a pool of blood that day, and how he crouched in a corner to watch the doctors and policemen come in and out.He was no longer afraid, but he couldn't suppress the physical disgust.

After taking a deep breath, he finally opened the door and walked in.The house was empty, and there was no one there.Li Fan didn't dare to think that such a person lived in this cold place during Liming's time.He is such a person who likes to act like a baby and can't do without taking care of him, would he be very scared by himself?When Li Fan thought of this, the anger in his heart disappeared long ago, leaving only his heartache.

He planned to go to the bedroom to put down the bag first, and then find a way to contact Liming.Whether Liming wanted to see him or not, they needed to have a good talk.

As soon as the door of the bedroom was pushed open, Li Ming seemed to be nailed to the ground, unable to take another step.

Dawn was lying on his bed, her hair long and sloppy on her face.His face was pale, and the dark circles under his eyes became more obvious.There were beer cans scattered on the ground, heavy curtains blocked most of the light, the smell of alcohol fermented in the darkness, and the air was unbelievably dirty.

What's even more unbelievable is that Liming is smoking.The movements are still a little jerky, but the expression is very natural.Seeing Li Fan who pushed the door, his eyes froze, he just curled the corner of his mouth slightly, smiled mockingly, and never moved again.

Li Fan felt that his blood vessels were about to explode, he clenched his fists hard, and tried his best to tell himself not to be impulsive, but his body had long since given up.He rushed forward and picked up Li Ming's collar, trembling and shouting: "Look at what you look like now! What are you going to do!"

His arm just touched Liming's cigarette butt, but he didn't seem to feel any pain at all, he just grabbed Liming's collar fiercely.

Liming looked at him and suddenly laughed, very loudly, until tears came out.

"What's wrong with me like this? Is it disgusting? No matter how disgusting you are, is it as disgusting as a guy who likes men? You fucking let me go, what right do you have to control me!"

Li Ming pushed Li Fan away and stood up, patted his collar vigorously, showing a contemptuous expression.Li Fan's heart was bloody, he couldn't tell whether he was crying or laughing.He squeezed his arm hard, told himself to calm down, to calm down, Li Ming was just too sad, he didn't mean it, he wouldn't...

"Mingming, I know you are too sad, don't be afraid, my brother will protect you, as long as my brother is here, I will definitely give you a home. So, be good, don't be afraid, okay... please , be good, I beg you..."

"Shut up! Don't call me that, disgusting! I don't have a brother like you, and you are not welcome in this family! If it weren't for you, if it weren't for you...you are so dirty, how can you deserve to stay in our house, you...you Just like your useless father, you are all dirty, get out, get out of here!"

Li Ming spoke indiscriminately, and even began to insult Li Fan's biological father.Because he is too familiar with the opponent and knows all the weaknesses of the opponent, he always hits the heart when he stabs.Sure enough, Li Fan's strong and calm face couldn't hold back immediately, and his eyes were blood red.Seeing Li Fan's painful expression, Li Ming suddenly felt a cruel joy in his heart. He looked up and saw the photo of his biological father that Li Fan had kept on the bedside table, and he was about to throw it to the ground as soon as he picked it up.

Li Fan was stunned for a moment, and immediately rushed to snatch it crazily.Liming dodges and rushes out of the room with the photo frame.Li Fan slammed into the door hard because of too much force, he realized in a burst of dizziness that Li Ming wanted to throw the photo frame down the corridor on the second floor, and rushed out immediately before the black spots in front of him dispersed.

Li Ming was already a head taller than Li Fan, and his figure was also much stronger. When they were fighting together before, they could easily subdue the thin Li Fan.But at this moment, Li Fan's eyes were red with anxiety, his mind was full of the photo frame in Li Ming's hand, it was the only photo of his father, he couldn't lose it.He desperately snatched it, and let out a low growl like a trapped animal in his throat.

While struggling, the two moved to the stairs unknowingly.When Li Fan rushed forward, Li Ming retreated impatiently and slipped in the direction of the stairs.Li Fan suddenly woke up, and pulled Li Ming hard, but he couldn't find the point of strength, and fell down the stairs hard.

Li Fan felt like a ball being kicked off, first his head hit the railing hard, before he had time to think, there was another dull pain in his back, then his chest, his shoulders, and finally he couldn't tell where the pain was and where it wasn't It hurts.The moment he landed on the ground, Li Fan obviously felt that his legs were bent into an extremely unnatural angle. He tried to move his body with his hands, but he couldn't use any strength.His eyes gradually blurred, he wanted to look up at dawn, he vaguely remembered that he pulled him too hard, as if he hit the railing.

He didn't expect that before he closed his eyes, what he saw was Li Ming who threw down the photo frame with a calm face.With a bang, the shattered glass pierced into Li Fan's bloody heart bit by bit.