Little mortals' dreams come true

When Han Sheng left, Li Fan didn't feel it, and the moment his desperate roar stopped suddenly, his time couldn't move.

It was quiet, only the sound of his own breathing.

The soul was torn into pieces, floating in the air, refusing to return to the scarred body.But the emptiness of nowhere is more terrifying than the pain, so Li Fan had to use his remaining consciousness to take back the fragments little by little, trying to piece together an incomplete substitute.

The body began to feel hot, and the place deep in my heart that had been frozen for a long time melted inch by inch, revealing the fragility of the embarrassment inside.

He didn't close his eyes, so he knew that he didn't fall asleep, and what was rolling and clamoring in his mind was not a dream, but his heart-wrenching memories.

Since when did it start, all you get when you stay by your side is pain.

Was it the wrong start of the night when the wind was cold and the plum wine was sour and astringent?

No, even earlier, as early as on that rooftop covered with scorching sun, he shouldn't let his eyes stay on that person even for a second.

For him, that person's light was too bright.

At that time, although his world was not bright enough, at least he could still see it. He should curl up in it obediently, form a thick cocoon for himself, and get used to the darkness and loneliness a little bit. At least in the end, he When all the lights in his life are extinguished, he still has a small shell for him to hide in.

But he just wanted to open the shell to let in the beam of light that shouldn't exist in his world, even if there was only a small beam, even if it was just a quick glance, his eyes were already stabbed, so that until Later, the light went away, and when he returned to the darkness, he was completely blind.

He still had a chance to make amends. When he realized that the beam of light illuminated his own path, he should have stopped, returned to the shell that had been there for many years, and filled the gap. He made it stronger than before, then hugged himself, licked the wound, and stayed in place alone and peacefully from then on.

But he just couldn't stand the temptation of bone erosion, and overestimated his strength. In order to gain a little credit, he did not hesitate to blaze and unsuspectingly blaze a trail that didn't belong to him.

In the end, the light turned into fire, which burned his body to pieces, and his heart shrank into a wrinkled ball. When he looked back, he couldn't remember what it was for.

Along the way, what he thought was a sweet dream was nothing but cruelty, and the happiness he got was all self-deception.

Moths to the flame, at least heroic.

But he doesn't even have wings, so he is destined to hide in the dark stones to survive. He is obviously just a shady woodworm, and he sticks two dead leaves on his back, thinking that he can pretend to be wings to fool everyone, no matter who he is. He chased after him until he was almost burnt to death, only to realize that from the beginning to the end, he could only drag his clumsy body and follow far behind, without leaving even a shadow.

He asked himself, why bother?

Then he was surprised to find that on this long road, he fell down and stood up countless times, chasing without stopping, even the mud in the wound was not washed, and he refused to stop even for a moment, asking himself, Why bother?

Now that he couldn't walk anymore, and finally had to face it, he realized that it wasn't that he didn't have time to ask, but that he didn't dare to ask, and didn't dare to face the obvious answer.

It's just a beam of light, it's just a field of ignorant greed, why bother?

The big deal is that from now on, the joy of not being seen is locked, and the obsession riddled with holes is frozen. Although the little bit of sweetness rolling in the cock is abandoned, there is no need to struggle in the pain of cramps and bone removal.

So, why bother.

Why bother to tear yourself apart and make others unhappy?

Time flies, he made mistakes again and again, only to realize when he looked back that it was almost ten years ago.

Li Fan never imagined that all of his painstaking efforts of ten years would be leaked in less than a day.

In this way, he sorted out this chaotic memory bit by bit.There was a dead silence in the room, probably it was already dark outside, and the light that came in from the gap in the curtains disappeared at some point.If it weren't for the filth still on his body, he would almost think that he was still the boy who was afraid of the dark in the empty villa.

His arms were still bent in an unnatural posture, Li Fan moved slightly, and found that the shirt wrapped around him had already loosened long ago. When he gave up struggling, it wasn't the shirt that bound him, nor Han Sheng's almost. The hands that were about to be embedded in his bones, he himself put the shackles on himself.

Very slowly, he rolled over and curled himself up.It was a bit cold, but he didn't even have the strength to get up and lift the quilt.Beside him were two crumpled pieces of clothes, one was the shirt he had just pulled off his wrist, and the other was Han Sheng's suit jacket.

don't want……

How do you have a face...

Can you fucking wake up...

Li Fan scolded himself fiercely in his heart, but still couldn't help stretching out his hand, trembling over the shirt, pulled the familiar coat over and embraced it in his arms.

He was angry with himself for not living up to expectations, for not having a long memory, for not knowing how to repent, he was trembling with anger, his throat was filled with fishy sweetness, but he still refused to let go of the vague breath.

Forget it, he thought, go to sleep, this night will not last long.

What is the sound that keeps ringing?

Forget it, go to sleep, don't think about anything.

Already, too tired...

……

Du Linfeng panicked, and sat at the table all afternoon, watching over a pot of cold tea.It didn't take long for Ah Zhen to receive news, saying that Li Fan had returned to the community safely, and there was no suspicious situation along the way. Ah Zhen brought five brothers to guard him, and they were all first-class veterans, so they probably wouldn't come out. what is the problem.

When it was almost eight o'clock in the evening, Yuehe sent an email. According to the news that Du Linfeng found in the Fengyang Group's eyeliner, Du Fengyang did have some movements, but he did not discover Li Fan's secret investigation, but in the This morning, he realized the weakness of his chess pieces——Lin Dong's mother was secretly transferred from Fengyang Hospital, but he didn't know who was behind the scenes. Lin Dong was about to flee.That group of people did a very clean job, and Lin Dong who was caught also secretly called the police because he was accidentally bumped into while being violent. Before he could force anything out, Du Fengyang probably won't find out for a while.

Du Linfeng heaved a sigh of relief. Although Li Fan didn't say anything, he was almost sure that this matter was planned by Li Fan, and Li's power should have been used.He has seen Li Luming's tricks before, and the more he goes to the back, the more traces will be wiped away. Du Fengyang didn't find out at the first time, and it will be difficult to find out later.

Inexplicably stuck in his chest for an entire afternoon, his heart finally fell back into his stomach. Du Linfeng was thinking about whether to let Ah Zhen leave with his brothers when Li Luming called.

"Mr. Du, is Mr. Li still with you?"

"Li Fan went back to the apartment early in the morning. Not long after you called, he answered the phone again and ran out in a hurry. Are you all settled?"

Li Luming seemed to pause for a moment, probably evaluating Du Linfeng's credibility in his heart.

"It's all wiped clean, and there will be no problem in a short time. Didn't Mr. Li say anything? Who called him?"

"what happened?"

"His phone has been disconnected, and there is no one in the company."

Li Luming's speech was fast, and Du Linfeng's heart skipped a beat, but his face was still calm.

"I'm worried about Li Fan, so I asked a few brothers to follow, and they're guarding under the apartment right now, so I'll ask someone to check it out."

"Excuse me, I will let you know as soon as I have news from my side."

The two hung up the phone in a hurry, and Du Linfeng quickly dialed Ah Zhen's number.Ah Zhen said with certainty that Li Fan had never left the apartment, and his car was still safely parked in the parking lot.

The premonition of uneasiness suddenly became stronger, Du Linfeng carefully recalled Li Fan's appearance when he left, and the problem must have come from the subsequent phone call.He tried to recall what Li Fan said when he answered the phone, he didn't have the habit of deliberately listening to people's privacy, what exactly did Li Fan say, he didn't listen carefully at all, he could only rummage through a cloud of fuzzy memories, and stood there blankly. After a while, I finally found two words that could be regarded as useful information.

At that time, Li Fan seemed to have called "Ah Sheng". If I remember correctly, Wansheng's President Han was called Han Sheng.When Li Fan mentioned Wansheng before, he always called him Boss Han in a proper manner, but he suddenly changed to an intimate name, and Du Linfeng didn't react for a while.

However, Du Linfeng couldn't show up in front of Han Sheng right now, so he could only call and tell Li Luming.