Little mortals' dreams come true

Without a quilt all night, Han Sheng caught a cold, his nose was blocked, and his whole body was sore.Picking up the phone to check the time, it was about half an hour earlier than usual.

After rubbing his numb arm, Han Sheng got up gently and got out of bed, carefully closing the bedroom door.

When Li Fan woke up, Han Sheng was boiling milk.Hearing the sliding door of the kitchen softly slam, Han Sheng turned his head and saw Li Fan standing by the door with a slightly surprised expression.He suddenly tensed up, and his heart was pounding.Many words were stuck in his throat, but he couldn't say a word.

"Uh...you're awake."

A look of surprise flashed past, replaced by stagnant calm.

"Well, wake up, after sleeping for so long, it's time to wake up."

His voice was a bit hoarse, but his tone was very calm, as if nothing had happened, not even the slightest bit of resentment.It was a very common sentence, but Han Sheng felt chills down his spine when he heard it. He subconsciously felt that this sentence was very important, but he didn't understand it. He thought about it over and over again, and the more he thought about it, the more afraid he became.

"yesterday……"

Han Sheng's hand holding the milk cup shook violently, and was interrupted by Li Fan as soon as he opened his mouth.

"Thank you for making breakfast, I'll go wash up first."

With that said, Li Fan turned around and walked towards the bathroom, just as he took a step, Han Sheng who rushed over suddenly grabbed his wrist.

The milk glass shattered to the ground.

Neither of them moved.

The moment he rushed up, Han Sheng was in a daze, all the blood in his body rushed to his forehead, and he felt hot intermittently.He didn't know why he was so impulsive all of a sudden, but the moment Li Fan turned around, his eyes were stung by the thin figure walking away from him.Like a ship going far away, it floated away, and he was the only one on the isolated island, so he desperately chased after him.

Li Fan's hand was hanging limply, allowing Han Sheng to grasp it, without any resistance or response, his body still kept turning around.

Han Sheng looked at the back of Li Fan's head, unable to say anything, but he didn't want to let go, he held on tightly, like holding onto a life-saving driftwood in the sea.

"pain."

Li Fan opened his mouth, and Han Sheng felt as if he had been pricked by a needle. He hurriedly let go of his hand. Seeing the red mark floating on Li Fan's pale wrist, he panicked and wanted to grab it to check it. In the air, it fell slowly again after a while.

The vocal cords seemed to be pulled by something, and it was difficult to say every word.

"Li Fan, I'm sorry, I..."

"I forgive you."

Li Fan didn't turn his head, his voice floated in the air, it was as cold as ice scum.Han Sheng froze in place like a half-sneezed sneeze, unable to utter a word for a long time.He thought that Li Fan would be angry, wronged, and indifferent... He tried to think about all the worst possibilities, but he never expected that Li Fan would only say one word, forgive him.

He couldn't believe it, was he really forgiven, did he deserve it?

Why was he forgiven, but he panicked even more.

Strong uneasiness spread in his heart, constantly devouring his body.No, he has to say something, he has to say something...

"Li Fan, I..."

I want to say I'm sorry, I want to say that as long as you forgive me, I'm willing to do anything... But Li Fan's forgiveness didn't leave him any chance to forgive.

Li Fan turned around and looked at Han Sheng quietly, as if waiting for him to finish speaking.The moment his eyes met, Han Sheng subconsciously wanted to run away, but he clenched his fists and held back desperately.

There was no longer any escape, he had to face it.

"Yesterday...it's all my fault. I was confused at the time. What I said was all nonsense. I didn't mean it. I really regret what I did to you. I know it's useless to say anything now, but I really I'm so sorry, I..."

"I said that,"

Li Fan looked into Han Sheng's eyes, and said slowly:

"I forgive you. I won't take those words to heart. However, you are right about one thing. All of this is what I want. "

Han Sheng's back trembled, resisting the urge to hold him in his arms, and tentatively, he reached out to touch the broken hair next to Li Fan's ear. He didn't dare to use force, but just brushed it lightly, and then stopped on the side of his ear nostalgic .

Li Fan never resisted, his expression was calm, giving Han Sheng the illusion that he could really forget everything.The touch of his fingertips brushing the ends of his hair caused ripples in his heart, and he suddenly wanted to keep this moment.

"Xiaofan, I've thought a lot during this time. Fang Qing is right. Maybe I'm really stuck. I really want to try hard and see if I can make it. But you know me... I know It's wronged you, but I can't say irresponsible words, so can you give me some time to look at myself and reflect on myself, and then we can live without burden, okay?"

Li Fan was stunned for a moment, and a trace of astonishment flashed in his calm eyes. Then, he raised his hand and lightly placed it on the back of Han Sheng's hand. He didn't speak, but smiled wearily.

Different from the previous smile with crooked brows and eyes, this time, there are no naughty canine teeth, and there are more inexplicable things in the eyes.

Han Sheng realized that he had never longed for Li Fan's smile like this.

Li Fan's hand was cold, and he patted the back of Han Sheng's hand lightly, as if to comfort him, then turned and walked towards the bathroom.Han Sheng stared at Li Fan's back and was slightly distracted. He didn't come back to his senses until the bathroom door slammed shut. He unplugged the small pot for boiling milk, and squatted down to pick up the debris on the floor.

The sound of the cup was particularly loud when it was broken, but it wasn't completely broken, it just split into several large pieces, and when they were put together, it seemed that the original shape could still be spelled out.

Han Sheng couldn't help thinking that if he didn't refuse, there was still hope.

Li Fan took a handful of cold water and sprinkled it on his face, looking at his face covered with water drops in the mirror.Just now he was supporting his calm legs, but now he was trembling uncontrollably, and there was still a strange pain in the back of his body.However, it should be that the medicine has been taken, and there is a faint feeling of coolness.

He silently looked into his eyes in the mirror, and bit by bit his smile stopped.

My head still hurts a little, probably because the fever has not completely subsided.Still, he knew he was sober, more sober than ever.

If he wants, he can recall all the details of yesterday, no, not only yesterday, all the past, every injury, every pain to the depths of the bone marrow, every moth to the flame to absorb a little bit of humble sweetness... He is like a The bystanders finally saw clearly what he had done for so many years, and how ridiculous it was.He even clearly knew that even so, he still couldn't help but love.

He thought of the taste of that glass of plum wine in the early autumn of last year, and remembered the promise he almost forgot, just having a good dream and then leaving, it was enough to live on memories.

This dream is getting more and more painful now, but he knew from the time he stretched his arms around the coat last night that if he didn't finish it properly, he would never be able to stop this obsession.

However, it's coming soon, the last paragraph, let's stick to it a little longer, before long, I can leave without any souvenirs.

Han Sheng's words are still ringing in his ears, live without any burden, a new sweet dream, how tempting it is, how could it be possible not to be tempted.

It's just that he can't afford the price anymore.Whether it was the time Han Sheng requested for him, or anything else, he couldn't afford it.If the soul is broken and put together again, he can't stand any twists and turns, so he would rather give up even hope.

When he said he forgave Han Sheng, he didn't lie. His dream was not over yet, and his love was still deep in his bones. Therefore, as before, no matter how serious the injury was, he could forgive him calmly and tolerate him without any grievances.

However, he raised his hand and touched the pale face in the mirror. From now on, he will try to tolerate himself.