Little mortals' dreams come true

After leaving the restaurant street and entering the apartment building area, the number of people on the road gradually decreased, and various small shops crowded in a row on both sides of the road turned into dilapidated walls.The street lamps were a little far apart, and the two walked quietly, with long and short shadows.

Seeing that the neighborhood where Li Fan rented was getting closer and closer, Han Sheng really wanted to find a topic to talk about, but felt that it was inappropriate to say anything, and he couldn't say anything.He didn't know how Li Fan was able to keep talking in his ear for a moment, the more he couldn't figure it out, the more he regretted why he didn't listen carefully.

The distance was not too far, and not long after, the two of them reached the last intersection, entered the side alley, and arrived at the gate of the apartment building where Li Fan lived, and there was no way further inside.

Li Fan paused, turned to look at Han Sheng, Han Sheng was stupefied, and followed him to a stop unconsciously, then he came back to his senses, and looked at the depths of the alley with some embarrassment.

It was Li Fan who spoke first:

"I'm here, you should go back and rest quickly."

The two happened to be standing under a street lamp, and because of the rain, there was a faint mist around them, and the light came out loosely, turning into a faint halo that enveloped the two of them.

"and many more!"

Han Sheng clenched and loosened the hand hanging by his side, because he was afraid that Li Fan would turn around and leave again, his tone was a little anxious, he stopped calling someone but suddenly stuck, he was speechless for a long time.Li Fan didn't turn around, but looked up at Han Sheng with calm eyes, waiting patiently for the next sentence.

"Can you... leave me your contact information?"

Li Fan was stunned for a moment, perhaps because of Han Sheng's expression as if he was flirting with a stunned young man, a slight smile appeared in his eyes, then he took out his mobile phone, clicked on the dial pad, and quickly entered a series of numbers, Immediately afterwards, the cell phone in Han Sheng's pocket rang.

Han Sheng's hand touching the phone suddenly froze:

"Do you remember my phone number?"

Li Fan pressed the hang up button, and the ringing of the phone stopped. He locked the phone and said indifferently:

"You haven't changed it again, so I don't remember anything."

Han Sheng felt a tingle in his heart. He didn't tell Li Fan that in this life, apart from his own mobile phone, he only remembered the number of the elderly phone used by his grandma.For him, he only remembers his mobile phone number when he treats his closest and favorite people.

Seeing Han Sheng's expression struggling, Li Fan didn't say goodbye in a hurry, and continued to ask:

"Anything else?"

Han Sheng just looked at him and said nothing, Li Fan tentatively said:

"Uh, if it's okay, I'll go back and feed the cat first?"

"At that time," Han Sheng said as he lowered his head as if escaping, his voice was so low that it was about to melt into the mist:

"You're not actually with the coltsfoot, are you?"

Li Fan looked up in surprise, and when he realized it, the faint smile in his eyes dissipated instantly.After being silent for a long while, he suddenly let out a long sigh as if he was relieved, his voice was faint, and he couldn't hear the emotion:

"Yes, I couldn't keep up physically and fell behind. In fact, I didn't know he was gone until I caught up. I'm sorry for lying to you for so long."

"But why? If you don't say that, I won't, and I won't..."

Although he had prepared himself mentally in advance, Han Sheng couldn't control his emotions when he heard Li Fan's confession.

"Because I heard it,"

Li Fan turned his head to look at the distant light and shadow:

"That afternoon, you had a fight."

Han Sheng raised his eyes to look at Li Fan, and the dusty memory slowly came to life.

At noon that day, the group finished all the research work, and after having lunch in the small restaurant downstairs of the hotel, they decided to go back to their room for a lunch break.At that time, in order to save money, everyone lived in a standard room in groups of two.Han Sheng and Song Tiaodong lived in one room, while Li Fan was assigned to the innermost room of the corridor, with a shy junior student.

In fact, Han Sheng and Song Zhongdong seldom quarreled, Song Zhongdong was modest and gentle, and Han Sheng obeyed everywhere, so the two could not argue at all.However, at that time, maybe graduation was approaching, and everyone was preparing for the future, but Song Tiaodong was still unwilling to promise the future of the two of them. Although Han Sheng didn't say anything, he felt anxious.At that time, he couldn't understand why Song Tiaodong refused to agree to the two of them getting along so well, and even wanted to push him to others.

After returning to the room at noon that day, Han Sheng couldn't remember exactly what the two had arguing about, but it must have been a trivial matter.At first, they just became a little anxious when talking, but then the two of them gradually couldn't stop the car, especially Han Sheng, who seemed to have found an outlet for the depression that had accumulated in his heart for a long time, and then began to speak indiscriminately.

He couldn't remember exactly what he said. He probably didn't think much about it at first, but he regretted it as soon as he said it. Song Tiaodong's face was frighteningly pale in an instant. Song Tiaodong stammered an apology with his hand hanging by his side.

Song Tiaodong let him pull, but refused to look at him, just lowered his head, and said softly:

"Xiao Sheng, let it go, we didn't have any results, Li Fan is a more suitable person than me, and you know it yourself."

As if he was suddenly stabbed in the soft spot, Han Sheng tightened his grip on Song Tiaodong's body, and his tone became uncontrollable again:

"Don't talk nonsense, I have nothing to do with him!"

Song Tientong smiled weakly, and gently pushed Han Sheng away with his other hand:

"What is it? You are clear in your heart. I know that you don't really hate him in your heart. Xiao Sheng, take a good look at your heart and don't make wrong choices."

Han Sheng still held Song Tiaodong's wrist tightly and refused to let go:

"I can see clearly in my own heart. What I want is you. Don't be like this. Can we face any problems together? Why do you always do this? Do you dare to say that you don't like me? Since each other Like, why can't we be together?"

Song Tiaodong just looked into Han Sheng's eyes quietly, the eyes were as soft as water, but unfathomable, making people unable to see the meaning clearly.

Han Sheng felt cold all over in this calm rejection. He bit his lips tightly and pinched Song Tiaodong's slender wrist with his fingers. He didn't say anything hoarsely until he felt Song Tientong's slight trembling in pain:

"Let's all calm down."

Then he let go of his hands, lifted the quilt vigorously, lay down on his back, and pulled the quilt to cover himself tightly.

He was in such a mess, he didn't want to worry about anything, he just wanted to sleep with his head covered.Stuffed in the quilt for a while, sleepiness gradually hit.Before falling asleep, he heard someone knock on the door, it was Li Fan's voice, it seemed to be calling them to go up the mountain to play together.

Song Tientong called Han Sheng twice, but Han Sheng didn't want to respond, his head was sullen and he refused to speak, so Song Tientong followed Li Fan out the door.

However, Han Sheng never thought about it. When he woke up, everything changed.

After so many years, Han Sheng thought that those memories were buried in the depths and might have disappeared long ago. After thinking about it like this, he didn't expect that he could even remember many details.

However, he looked at Li Fan's face immersed in the light, and suddenly found that when he recalled the scene of that afternoon, he was no longer as heart-piercing as before.It's like a wound with a scar. When you touch it, you know that there was a bloody wound there, but you don't feel the pain anymore.

"I remembered?"

Li Fan saw Han Sheng's frown slightly, and knew that he must still remember.

"You mean..."

"Yes," Li Fan lowered his gaze again: "I was outside the door when you were arguing halfway through, and you forgot to close the door when you returned to your room, so I heard all Song Tiaodong's words."

Han Sheng felt a little sore in his heart, but he still didn't understand what it had to do with what Li Fan said to him in the hospital.

"But why do you..."

"Have you thought about it? If I didn't say that at the time, if you knew from the beginning that Song Tiaodong walked away alone because of a bad mood, what would you do?"

Han Sheng's heartbeat accelerated suddenly, and a stream of sweat rolled down his back densely.

During the time when he heard the bad news, Han Sheng almost collapsed. He always sat alone, neither eating nor sleeping, because as soon as he closed his eyes, he would dream of the figure from the back with soft dancing steps, Dreamed of the bottomless valley.

He finally understood. At that time, everyone thought that Song Tiaodong stumbled and fell into the valley because he left alone, and the reason why Song Tiaodong left alone was because he had an argument with him at noon and was in a bad mood... If that was the case, he He will definitely blame Song Tiandong's death on himself, and he will definitely suffer a hundred times more than now!

And the pain that should have been borne by him, because of Li Fan's apology, all turned into unreasonable resentment and transferred to the innocent people.

During this period of time, Han Sheng couldn't help but miss Li Fan's meticulous care and care for him in the past. He sometimes even thought that these warmths were actually enough for him to let go of his worries and live a good life with Li Fan regardless of the past. .

Now that I think about it, what a pretentious idea.

It turned out that what he thought he should hate and even arrogantly wanted to forgive was not a sin at all, it was a heavy love.