Little mortals' dreams come true

After both arms were wiped clean, Li Fan washed the towel again, leaned over and brushed away the broken hair on Han Sheng's forehead, held the towel and brushed it gently over his cheeks, and then wiped down his neck one by one until his collarbone.

Over the past week or so, Han Sheng has lost a lot of weight, and an obvious depression can be seen under his collarbone.Li Fan tried his best not to look at the silver earring tied with a black thread that fell on the neck. On the first day of guarding beside the hospital bed, he had already caught a glimpse of the familiar metal.

But he doesn't care anymore.

After sending Han Sheng away last summer, it took Li Fan a long time to calm down again.He arranges many things for himself every day, such as visiting art exhibitions, watching movies, doing handicrafts, reading books... He even found a dance training room, trying to regain his original love.

In fact, his knee has basically recovered. As long as he does not perform high-intensity exercises for a long time and only practices occasionally, there is no problem.But he didn't go to it after one class. The stiffness of his body made him feel very scared, and the teaching method in the studio was not very satisfactory, or he just couldn't get over the hurdle in his heart.

Can't dance, and he doesn't know what else he wants to do, so he has to try everything.He wanted to pull himself out of the quagmire where there was only Han Sheng at the beginning, so as to restrain the almost paranoid feelings in his heart.

In the past year, apart from Dr. Wu in the clinic, and Mr. Zhao, an old painter who met by accident, Li Fan had no other friends in Liyuan City.Even the adopted kittens are still not very close to him, and spend most of their time wandering outside.

When feeling lonely and tired, Li Fan always thinks of the people he saw walking alone with a DSLR on the mountains in the suburbs of Mingchuan City. He keeps telling himself that one does not have to live for another.

He is like an ascetic monk, practicing bit by bit, cutting off desires.He thought that one year later, if Han Sheng came to the appointment, he would greet him with an independent and equal attitude. If... even if Han Sheng didn't come, he could go on alone.

When he went out to sketch with Mr. Li, and quietly traced a rice leaf beside the green paddy field, he thought he had done it.

However, the moment he saw Han Sheng lying bloodied on the stretcher, he suddenly realized sadly that his feelings had never subsided in the slightest. The withdrawal he thought was just to seal up all the strong love in the depths of his heart. At the same place, hang the lock of self-deception, maintain the pitiful calm on the surface, if there is any disturbance, it will surge out, let alone such a storm.

These days, he has been sleeping on the narrow bed in the ward, and he can't fall asleep at night. As soon as he falls asleep, he dreams, and in the dream, it is raining heavily. Han Sheng stands far away, looking at the Scarlet blood gushed out from the corners of his ears and mouth.

He said, Li Fan, you don't want me anymore, so I have to leave, and I won't come back after leaving.

Every time he woke up, Li Fan turned over and got out of bed in a panic, turned on the light, threw himself on the side of Han Sheng's pillow, and listened to his steady breathing over and over again, so that the shaking of his body would stop slowly.

He realized how ridiculous he was, and he thought, what a one-year agreement, why he didn't want to settle down, it was just an excuse for his cowardice.As long as he can be with Han Sheng, as long as Han Sheng wakes up properly, he doesn't need anything.

So, so what if you can't forget your old friends, what if you can't take off old things, as long as he wakes up, as long as he wants to, I will go back with him.

After cleaning up Han Sheng's body, Li Fan wiped the sweat from his forehead with his arm, threw the towel into the basin, and walked towards the bathroom with the basin in hand.

Taking care of patients has always been tedious and tiring work. In fact, there are special nurses hired for these tasks, but Le Fan still insists on doing it himself.After recovering, Li Fan persuaded Fang Qing to return to City A.Du Linfeng had doubts about Du Fengyang's previous actions, so he stayed in Liyuan City to investigate secretly, and could also take care of Li Fan at the same time.

The day Han Sheng woke up was nothing special. It was neither sunny nor rainy, and the sky was a little groggy.The doctor came for a routine examination in the morning, and his expression was always polite and consoling. He only said that all the indicators were normal, and he did not show any obvious joy.

At noon, the nurse bought fast food for Li Fan, and Li Fan put it down after a few mouthfuls. He didn't have any appetite at all, but he felt a little sleepy. He sat aside, leaning against the hard wall, just sleeping in an uncomfortable position. Take a nap.

This is a rare sleep without a dream. I don't know how long it took. He opened his eyes as if he had a sudden feeling. His cervical spine was so sore that he couldn't straighten up. His consciousness was also confused, but his eyes stared at Han Sheng without blinking. The fingers twitched slightly.

He didn't dare to move, he didn't dare to think about anything, until Han Sheng let out a low moan from his throat, he finally gathered enough courage to move his eyes to those eyes with trembling eyelashes.

He just looked at it, his neck was leaning against the wall stiffly, his back was bent, his hands and feet were numb, but he didn't move.He saw Han Sheng open his eyes slowly, his eyes gradually changed from cloudy to clear, his brows were slightly frowned, showing a trace of doubt, and then he turned his head consciously to meet his gaze.

At this moment, he suddenly wanted to be like a free and easy superhero in European and American movies, snapped his fingers, smiled frivolously at his friend who survived the catastrophe, and said:

"Hey man, you fucking finally woke up."

He couldn't help but want to laugh because of his absurd idea, but in fact his entangled facial features put on an expression uglier than crying.

"Xiaofan."

Han Sheng moved his lips, his throat seemed to be stuffed with dry cotton, and he could only speak in a low breath:

"It turns out that it's always been you."

Li Fan didn't hear what Han Sheng said, but he suddenly realized that Han Sheng really woke up.He got up hastily, ignoring rubbing his numb neck, and dragging his almost unconscious legs, rushed over to ring the call bell on the bedside.

The doctor came quickly, followed by a few girls who looked like interns, and hurriedly surrounded the hospital bed together.The doctor performed the examination skillfully, and the girls watched carefully, bowing their heads to take notes from time to time, and Li Fan retreated silently to the corner to make room for them.

He heard the doctor asking Han Sheng how he was feeling in a warm voice while he was making a thorough investigation. Han Sheng's voice gradually recovered a little bit. Although it was still very hoarse, he could basically hear it clearly.The results of the examination seemed to be good, the doctor's tone became lighter, and then he began to explain some precautions, which Li Fan wrote down verbatim.

Finally, the doctor turned his head and smiled at Li Fan:

"It's all good, don't worry."

Li Fan hurriedly nodded in response, thanking the doctor in a hurry.

"The family members should also pay attention to rest, you look very bad."

Before leaving, the doctor turned around and explained again.

The ward was quiet, Li Fan was still standing in the corner without moving, Han Sheng looked at him with a smile in his eyes.Li Fan also laughed, his originally dark eyes were slightly stained with bloodshot eyes, and his lower eyelids had a touch of bluish black.

He looked at Han Sheng with a smile, but couldn't help thinking about many other things in his mind.

For example, today is Tuesday, and Han Sheng lay down for a total of ten days...

For example, the doctor said that after the body has recovered, you can try to get up and move slowly...

For example, when the doctor left at the end, it was impolite for him to forget to give one away...

……

His cheeks stiffened a bit, he thought, it's so silly to stand like this, he has to do something.

"Ah, are you thirsty? The hot water is gone. I'll go out and get some. Wait for me..."

As he said that, Li Fan reached for the hot water bottle, Han Sheng still looked at him motionless, he was inexplicably nervous, he suspected that he had the same hands and feet when he walked.

"Xiaofan."

Han Sheng called out to him, struggling to get up, but Li Fan hurriedly stopped him:

"Hey, don't move around, you, you...you lie down and rest first."

Hands and feet were weak, Han Sheng couldn't prop himself up, and only leaned up a little.

"Xiaofan, come here."

Li Fan didn't move while holding the kettle, avoiding his sight, and stammered:

"I, I'll go get the water first, just wait a moment, it will be fine soon..."

"Don't panic,"

Han Sheng stretched out a hand towards Li Fan:

"Be obedient... Cough, you come here first."

Han Sheng coughed a few times in the middle of speaking.

"Ah, what's wrong with you?"

Li Fan suddenly realized that maybe Han Sheng was lying down for a long time and felt uncomfortable and wanted to turn over. He hurriedly put down the kettle and walked over, leaning over to Han Sheng, trying to help him adjust the pillow.

Taking advantage of Li Fan's bending over, Han Sheng put a hand around the back of his thin spine, and pulled him into his arms with all his strength.Unprepared, Li Fan hit Han Sheng's shoulder with his face.The familiar breath made him tremble all over, and he couldn't help but want to lean closer. Rationally, he was worried that he would touch Han Sheng's injury, so he struggled carefully to get up.

"Ah Cheng, let go first, your injury..."

Han Sheng just hugged Li Fan tighter, and said softly:

"Sorry to scare you."

The person in his arms twitched slightly, then suddenly stopped struggling slightly, and froze in place. After a while, Han Sheng felt a cold wetness spreading from his shoulder socket, and sobbed like a small animal. The skin from his shoulders and neck fell onto his heart with a sound.

"It's alright, it's alright..."

Han Sheng kept patting Li Fan's back, comforting him softly.In fact, he has been vaguely conscious for the past few days, he can feel that Li Fan is guarding the bedside all day, and he even hears the occasional crying murmur.He knew that Li Fan couldn't hold it anymore, and when he finally struggled out of the chaotic consciousness, he saw Li Fan desperately trying to hold on to his smile.

He was very distressed, for so many years in the past, Li Fan was such a person who followed behind him to force his smile.He was the one who was bad in the past, but this time, he couldn't leave him alone to feel sad.