[Complete] Sibyl the Immortal

Have you decided?

It's decided.

So, take this with you.Pillow on it, and you will dream of your past.

Is the reward still in my blood?

Yes.But are you really ready?

Um.I want to remember.

That's right.The so-called wish is never "I think", but "I want".

***

After getting the dream pillow from Yuko Ichihara, the girl remained silent.Zhou Fangzun pushed her wheelchair forward, and the unswept leaves on the street were piled up on the ground, bright yellow and deep red, like a thick blanket spread all the way.The sunlight falls on it through the gaps in the leaves, showing a strange texture, and the golden spots are particularly dazzling.It was already a bit cold in October, the girl gathered up the plaid shawl on her body, and the white turtleneck made her pale even more.

"cold?"

"A little...a little bit."

The girl said embarrassedly.Zhou Fangzun scratched his hair irritably, took off his red jacket and put it on her body, wrapping her tightly with three or two strokes.She subconsciously looked at him, the boy still looked impatient.Wearing only a white short-sleeved T-shirt, both strong arms are exposed in the autumn wind, which makes people feel cold.She reached out to untie his coat, but was held down by Zhou Fangzun.

"Dress."

"But aren't you cold like this?"

"Do not."

Zhou Fangzun took out his cigarette and was about to smoke it, but she clicked his tongue and took it back.The girl put her hand on his arm, making sure that he was not cold before giving up the plan to return the clothes.She pressed her cheek against his hand, and her long eyelashes brushed the back of his hand, tickling slightly.It was rare for Zhou Fangzun not to withdraw his hand.

For a while, neither of them said much, but in the quiet atmosphere, there was a different kind of affection slowly flowing.

"... a little happy."

she said suddenly.

"Ok?"

Facing Zhou Fangzun's question, she smiled slightly, didn't explain anything, just hooked his fingers, attached to his temperature.

If only it could go on like this.

Suddenly, such a greedy idea came into being.

The numbness in the ankle was still climbing up, but it wasn't scary just being around this person.Just looking at him makes me feel at ease.Even if I don't say anything, I think, ah, I'm a little happy.

Being alive turned out to be such a good thing.

"What are you going to do with that pillow?"

Zhou Fangzun asked.The girl thought for a while, her gaze wandering into the distance.

"...There is no other way." She smiled bitterly, "I can only try to remember."

"Will it hurt again this time?"

Seeing his frowning, the girl closed her eyes, and pressed her cheek against his hand, breathing on the back of her hand, itching slightly.

"Probably not... because, I have already been able to distinguish myself."

***

Can you differentiate yourself?

If only that were the case.

On the first night when she got the dream pillow again, she was still torn apart by the dream.When Zhou Fangzun pushed open the door, the girl's limbs were scattered on the ground, the blood slowly flowed back, the fragments were pulled together by an unknown force, the muscles joined together again, and the skin covered the blood vessels after connecting.

Like magic that turns back time.Erase all traces of what happened from the girl's body, only the blood stains on the clothes prove that the pain is not an illusion.

Zhou Fangzun sat beside the girl, watching all this silently.When the girl opened her eyes again, he reached out and hugged her into his arms.

"Hey, Zun." She smiled, but her eyes were dead, "Have you ever heard the sound of someone dying?"

"When a person dies, there is a sound. When everything stops, that sound is very, very... amazing."

She laughed strangely.

The voice in the dream is still echoing in my ears.

Crack, crack, crack, crack, crack...

No, no, this is the sound of her being torn apart.

The sound of death cannot be described by any words.

You will not realize until the moment it disappears, ah, that is the sound of [Death].

***

In the dream, it is a temple without people.

Even the wind doesn't flow, except for the flow of blood, no other sound can be heard, the silence is scary.

'Her' body was scattered on the cold ground, one eyeball rolled to the ground, her fingers were spread on the steps one by one, her internal organs were exposed in the air, exuding damp heat.

The fate of these people today seems to be rather miserable.

Those pains accumulated on 'her' body layer by layer, and finally tore 'her' into pieces.

Pick up 'her' eyeball with one hand, and put it gently into 'her' eye socket.The man looked down at 'her' from above, with an amused smile in his eyes.

"Poor thing, my little girl."

The eyes of 'her' didn't change in any way, and the mutilated and broken body was just picked up by that person and hugged into his arms.The chin was raised, and 'she' finally met the man's sight.

"very pitiful."

The man laughed and repeated.

***

Zhou Fangzun suddenly exerted force on the girl's hand.But she didn't feel anything, her limbs twitched slightly as if they were still immersed in the severe pain just now.

You know, people who just wake up from severe pain will have a strange excitement.When the pain is extreme, the nerves will be numb, but after the pain passes, there will be a kind of trembling pleasure, which makes the nerve endings tremble, and the spirit is abnormally high.

The girl let out a sob-like laugh. The feeling of being torn apart and put together again clearly broke her spirit.The slender fingers climbed Zhou Fangzun's arm like a spasm, the young man was speechless, but hugged her even more tightly.The cheeks of the two were close together, and a line of tears suddenly flowed from the girl's eyes, which wet Zun's cheeks.

She finally cried out.

"What should I do, Zun, what should I do..."

Since the past can destroy a person the first time, it must also destroy the second time.

And there are experiences that no one wants to experience a second time.

The girl was held tightly in Zhou Fangzun's arms, and the fingers clasping her arm were so hard that she felt pain.She heard his voice, hoarse.

"give it to me."

"I wake you up every time you have a nightmare."

"I will always be at your side."

"So, don't be afraid."

He said.

The author has something to say: Sorry, I haven't updated for so long.

I have been sick since I got home. I just got better, and there are other things at home.

The three-dimensional thing is too bad to tell everyone.It's just that the recent physical and mental conditions are very bad, and it is really not suitable for renewal.

I'm really sorry for making everyone wait so long.

I'm really sorry that the author is so self-willed and squeamish.Always broken promises.Thank you all for following this post.

I will try my best to update it next time.I have recently started to take care of my body, and I will take a film tomorrow to see the situation. If the situation is good, I will double-up and give back to the society.

Thank you for making it this far.