the seventh year he has been here

"Recently...I see you often, but it's all in a dream. You haven't said a word...I really miss you...I miss the way you talk...I miss your smile..." Cheng Sixue said as she spoke Tears were shed, and her voice trembled a little.

When Liang Yisheng saw Cheng Sixue's appearance, he didn't think much, immediately hugged Cheng Sixue in his arms, and wiped away his tears, "Sixue...don't cry, if you cry again, you will become a little cat."

"Even so...I still want to see you...but...it's becoming more and more difficult for me to fall asleep recently, if this continues...seeing you like this...is it a luxury..." Cheng Sixue kept crying as she spoke These words.

It was the first time Liang Yisheng saw Cheng Sixue like this, maybe he really knew too little about Sixue, such a Cheng Sixue looked so helpless, which made people feel distressed.

Liang Yisheng hugged Cheng Sixue tightly, able to make the people in his arms feel his presence, and said, "This is not a dream."

Cheng Sixue suddenly came back to her senses, her eyes refocused on Liang Yisheng's face, and she confirmed, "Is...really...?"

"It's true." Liang Yisheng hugged Cheng Sixue, touched his face with his hand, and looked at him at the same level.

Cheng Sixue hugged Liang Yisheng forcefully, and Liang Yisheng was so hugged that he couldn't breathe, but he didn't resist at all, and just hugged each other as tightly as Cheng Sixue.

Now I'm going to drink you down, down my throat, the whiskey in your name.

Cheng Sixue buried her head on Liang Yisheng's shoulder, and kept murmuring "brother", Liang Yisheng also responded over and over again.

After a long time like this, Cheng Sixue let go of Liang Yisheng, sat on the hospital bed, and looked at Liang Yisheng without blinking.

Liang Yisheng's eyes were also a little red, but he was amused by Cheng Sixue, "Why do you keep looking at me, little guy."

"You are real." Cheng Sixue grabbed Liang Yisheng's wrist.

"Well, it's true." Liang Yisheng turned Cheng Sixue's hand that was holding his wrist into a clasped hand.

The two looked at each other for a long time before Liang Yisheng let go and took out the gift he had prepared.

"This... what is it?" Cheng Sixue looked at him.

"This is a gift for you. Tonight is Christmas Eve. I hope you will have a good time..." Liang Yisheng looked at the gift in his hand, thinking about what to say next, and became more and more nervous.

"Well, thank you." Cheng Sixue also calmed down.

"Also... This gift also expresses my apology... If I didn't have such thoughts at the beginning... Then we can be together forever, right... But... This is too selfish..." Liang Yisheng lowered his head, looked at With the gift, said these words.

Liang Yisheng knew how stupid it was to regret something after it had happened, but he didn't want to be seen by Si Xue as another person. pale.

"No if," Cheng Sixue said these words coldly.

Liang Yisheng looked up at Cheng Sixue, and found that Cheng Sixue really didn't seem to be the same child as before.

"Things are now developing in an uncontrollable direction. You have no way out, and it's the way you choose. If you can see your heart clearly, you won't be like this." Cheng Sixue said slowly.

Because Cheng Sixue seemed to have grown up, in a place where he couldn't see.

Cheng Sixue took Liang Yisheng's gift, and the two wanted to talk more, but they didn't expect that there was a knock on the door.

"The dressing has been changed." The nurse outside the door shouted.

Liang Yisheng came to his senses suddenly, and trotted into the bathroom.

As Liang Yisheng advanced step by step, he found that the hospital was more than a little strange. Similarly, the hospital should... notice him...?

If he was face-to-face with the nurse without any precautions here, he would definitely be recognized, but he didn't have a formal family certificate. He just got a visit card through some special methods. It's hard to tell, it's better to avoid it now, which is also the best choice now.

He heard the sound of the door opening, then the sound of utensils, and the sound of footsteps approaching step by step until they stopped.

It stopped for a long time and didn't ring again, why...?

Oops, the chair he moved forgot to move back to its original place.

Liang Yisheng was breathing nervously, and his heartbeat could be heard even in the quiet ward.

One second...two seconds...three seconds...four seconds...five...

Before Liang Yisheng could finish counting the fifth second, he heard the sound of objects colliding outside, so he... escaped a catastrophe?

"Patient Cheng, there is a new medicine this time, you should be more patient, and tell me in time if you have any adverse reactions."

"……OK."

Liang Yisheng kept a posture in the bathroom and didn't dare to move for fear of making a sound. He didn't relax until he heard the sound of leaving footsteps and the door opening after changing the dressing. His legs lost strength and he sat on the ground.

"Huh." He exhaled, then stood up again and opened the door.

Liang Yisheng came out in some embarrassment, sat down again, and looked at Cheng Sixue, who turned pale in an instant, with indescribable distress.

"It feels...it's a pity..." Cheng Sixue said intermittently.

"What a pity?" Liang Yisheng asked.

"Yeah...it's hard...my brother can come...to see me once...but it just happened to change my dressing...what time is it..." Cheng Sixue's consciousness was a little blurred, and she couldn't even speak clearly.

"Four o'clock." Liang Yisheng didn't have much strength because of the sudden relaxation of his tense nerves just now, and Cheng Sixue was like this, so he couldn't say more.

"Hmm... I really want toy building blocks... I really want to eat my brother's cooking again... I really want to go to the amusement park..." Cheng Sixue opened her eyes slightly, trying to see Liang Yisheng clearly.

"There will be a chance, go to sleep." Liang Yisheng looked at Cheng Sixue's overwhelmed appearance, and gently patted his head to comfort him.

Liang Yisheng got up and set the chair, planning to take another look at Cheng Sixue before leaving.

He watched quietly, Cheng Sixue was no longer the sleeping appearance in his impression, he was very tired now, as if he had endured everything he shouldn't have to bear.

Liang Yisheng was about to leave, but after looking back many times because of reluctance, he finally made up his mind to leave.

Liang Yisheng walked a few steps, and heard Cheng Sixue sobbing softly in his sleep, "The wound hurts..."

He paused, then left without looking back.

Liang Yisheng put on the mask and returned to the office carefully, took off the mask and put it in his pocket at the door of the office, opened the door gently, and found that Mu Fengwen was already in the office.

"Yi Sheng, why did you go? Dress like this during working hours?" Mu Fengwen asked while doing the work in hand.

Liang Yisheng didn't expect Mu Fengwen to come out like this, but he could only reply calmly, "Luo Yijiu had something special in the afternoon, I was allowed to rest in the afternoon, so I went home to rest."

Mu Fengwen didn't speak, just looked at Liang Yisheng quietly, as if he wanted to see something from his eyes, and after a long time, he said, "Well, that's pretty good, you should pay more attention to rest."

Seeing what Mu Fengwen said, Liang Yisheng felt relieved, "Yes, but..."

"But what?" Mu Fengwen asked.

"I didn't find any unnamed drugs in Luo Yijiu's list of drug ingredients." Liang Yisheng originally wanted to postpone this matter until he thought about it before talking to Mu Fengwen, but when he thought that Mu Fengwen seemed to be very busy recently , it is better to say in advance.

Mu Fengwen frowned, "Is there no...?" Then he continued, "Could it be that you read it wrong?"

Liang Yisheng said in a very affirmative tone, "I'm really not mistaken, I..."

I was interrupted before I finished speaking.

Mu Fengwen put down the work in his hands, stood up and looked at Liang Yisheng at the same level, gently stroked Liang Yisheng's head like an adult touching a child's head, and moved his hand down to touch his eyes, "You may be Too tired, no matter what you say but the blood in your eyes can't fool anyone."

Liang Yisheng suddenly stopped, unable to say a word, what does Mu Fengwen mean by this...?It's obviously an answer to his words, but why does he always feel that there are other meanings...?

"I still have a report to hand in, so let's go first."

Mu Fengwen packed up the documents on the table and left, leaving him alone.

Liang Yisheng picked up the mirror on the table and looked, and found that he was really haggard. These days, he seemed to be a few years older. Mu Fengwen was really... not wrong at all.

But he did not misread the medicine, or maybe...he really misread it...?But Ye Zhen's reaction was too abnormal, what's going on...?

The gears of fate have started to turn. In the boundless night, we began to search for a little bit of light. We are cautiously moving towards the light, holding on tightly. Once there is a little distraction, we will be overwhelmed by the darkness immediately.

March 12 31:11

At the end of the year, the hospital didn't have a moment of leisure. Instead, it became more and more busy, with various large and small seminars and commendation meetings, as well as case sorting. Liang Yisheng was processing the documents in his hand without stopping for a second. And Mu Fengwen who was sitting opposite was also busy.

Thinking of the unfinished work, Liang Yisheng felt that he had to work for another "year". Since he entered the hospital, he seemed to have spent every year like this. However, fortunately, he still had Mu Fengwen with him. It wasn't too tiring, at least he wasn't fighting alone.

Not long after, Liang Yisheng finally sorted out a large pile of documents on his desk, and felt a little tired. He wanted to go home and have a good sleep, but it was already too late to go back now, and it would be troublesome if he went back. But is he really heading into the new year at work again?

Obviously, he was hesitating.

"Yi Sheng, what's the matter with you? The report has been sorted out?" Mu Fengwen, who was at the table, looked at Liang Yisheng in a daze and reached out to shake his hand in front of Liang Yisheng's eyes, motioning him to regain his senses.

"Well... yes, I finished my report, and now I'm thinking, is it really going to usher in a new year here again?" Liang Yisheng said the question that he had just been thinking hard about.

"Isn't it good to be here? Don't you still have me? Not only are you here to usher in the new year, but I'm with you..." Mu Fengwen said in a lower voice.

Hearing this, Liang Yisheng said on a whim, "Then let me help Brother Fengwen sort out the information, you still have so much today."

Liang Yisheng just wanted to reach out to touch those materials after speaking, but was beaten by Mu Fengwen, and frowned in pain.

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