the seventh year he has been here

He suddenly couldn't accept Cheng Sixue's fiery feelings, he finally chose to escape, he only remembered that his hands gradually loosened, and then he said, "Sorry." Then he got up and left Cheng Sixue's house in a daze.

After opening the door, Liang Yisheng sat down a little weakly, why is this...?Si Xue...why did you lie to him...no...no...

Some scattered memories began to flash quickly in his mind, this time...he seemed to finally see that person clearly, it was Cheng Sixue.

Then he heard footsteps, it was Yan Ye.

Yan Ye walked up to him, and asked tentatively, "Yi Sheng, how are you...how are you? Are you okay?"

"I'm fine, let go." Liang Yisheng's voice at the moment was endlessly chilly and exhausted.

Yan Ye shook Liang Yisheng's hand, then let go, and fell silent.

"I... ask you, do you know Cheng Sixue?" Liang Yisheng looked at Yan Ye, trying to calm down his mood.

"I... no... no... I don't know." Yan Ye's eyes flickered, and he answered in a low voice with his head down.

"How could you not know me? Are you playing me for a fool!?" Liang Yisheng said loudly to Yan Ye, this was probably his worst tone ever.

Yan Ye suddenly hugged Liang Yisheng, "I'm sorry...I'm sorry...but I really like you, yes...really...but...you and Cheng Sixue used to be..."

Yan Ye began to cry, and those unfinished words were swallowed by tears.

"What is it?" Liang Yisheng looked at Yan Ye and said.

Yan Ye slowly let go of Liang Yisheng's hand, and Liang Yisheng looked at each other for a long time before saying tremblingly, "It's such a relationship..."

Liang Yisheng fell into deep thought, how long ago was it?Obviously, it has exceeded his memory range, and now he urgently needs to fill in that blank memory.

Seeing that Liang Yisheng didn't answer, Yan Ye held his hand again uneasily, "I'm really... sorry, I didn't... deliberately deceive you, you... don't like me... okay, I'm so scared... "

"I don't know." Liang Yisheng said this sentence somewhat hollowly.

"Is it... because of Cheng Sixue...? Is it because of him that ruined the relationship between you and me, if not... I have been away for several years, how could Cheng Sixue... take advantage of it...?!"

Yan Ye grabbed Liang Yisheng's hand and tried to meet Liang Yisheng's eyes.

what... what?Is Cheng Sixue the one who... stepped in?Liang Yisheng smiled wryly. It turned out that the taboo feelings were really like this... unbearable.

"Then do you know the photo on the bedside in my room?" Liang Yisheng asked.

"... I know, it was... I took the picture, you... don't you...don't remember?"

Liang Yisheng's brain was running fast, he wanted to connect all these things, but he couldn't think of it, but according to Yan Ye's words, everything seemed to be logical.

"En..." Maybe that's why he felt a sense of familiarity when he first saw Yan Ye, and the relationship between them is nothing more than normal. Is there any explanation that can be more reasonable than this?

Will he and Cheng Sixue end here...?It seems that it is a pity, what is the pity?Everything should never have happened.Maybe it's a pity that the forbidden feelings were strangled in the cradle by memories before they confessed to each other.

"Hello... Zheng Du..."

"Brother, what's wrong?"

"........."

"Brother, what's the matter with you? Are you talking!?"

The air returned to silence, but the two in the same space were thinking about their own thoughts.

After an unknown amount of time, Yan Ye spoke first, "Yi Sheng...don't you dislike me...please...I can admit my mistakes...anything is fine...only...this one is not allowed..."

Yan Ye wanted to hold Liang Yisheng's hand to explain, but Liang Yisheng refused.

Liang Yisheng walked into his room, looked at the smiling self on the bedside, why... everything became like this?Why has everything… changed?

That taboo emotion has now become an emotion that can never be justified, because it is wrong and shady. It seems that because of this, the dirty things are on the verge of decay, irreparable, and... irreparable.

But... What is right or wrong about love?Every time he thinks about the relationship between him and Cheng Sixue, his heart can't help but throbbing with pain. Many, many memories of Cheng Sixue and Cheng Sixue appear in his mind, from the time they met on a snowy night, to when Cheng Sixue wants to leave him The reluctance to give up, and then more and more uncontrollable...

But as long as he thinks of Yan Ye, he will feel a sense of betrayal in his heart, even...he loves Cheng Sixue so deeply now.

"You... go back first... I want to be alone." Liang Yisheng said when he heard Yan Ye's footsteps coming.

He didn't hear Yan Ye's footsteps away, but was getting closer and closer. He saw Yan Ye's eyes were red from crying, and he tried to calmly talk to him, "Let's... get engaged, in the near future..."

Liang Yisheng looked at Yan Ye, but didn't speak.

"I... know... you must still be reluctant to part with Cheng Sixue, so... get over it quickly... engagement... must be the best choice." Yan Ye looked at Liang Yisheng with a firm tone and said.

Liang Yisheng didn't know what answer to give, so he saw Yan Ye wiped away his tears and tried to put on a smiling face, "I'll take it as your acquiescence if you don't speak, Auntie... well, she said that she has time to ask I'm going to sit at her house, and I'll be with my aunt later, so... let's go first..."

Liang Yisheng watched Yan Ye's back leaving in a hurry, and didn't cry until he heard the door knock.

It turned out that they who fell in love were all like fools.

In the days that followed, Liang Yisheng seemed to have made a decision to let go of Cheng Sixue and Yan Ye's engagement, and was fully prepared, but there was no smile on his face anymore, as if he had changed in such a short period of time.

This continued until September, the night before the engagement.

"Yi Sheng, I really can't believe it, tomorrow... we are getting engaged."

Yan Ye looked at Liang Yisheng who was sitting on the other side of the bed, feeling unreal.

Liang Yisheng was reading a magazine, but he gave a low "hmm".

"Yisheng, we will get married in the future, and then...will be together happily, right?" Seeing Liang Yisheng's not paying attention, he asked again insecurely.

"Yes." Liang Yisheng still didn't put down the magazine in his hand. It was the news from the recent Ren'ai Hospital. He didn't know about some superficial words such as the successful treatment of critically ill patients and the improvement of the hospital's technology. Is there Luo Yijiu in this, or, this news is just released for outsiders to see, just for show.

Yan Ye suddenly hugged Liang Yisheng, and whispered, "I... love you."

Liang Yisheng put down the magazine, looked at Yan Ye in his arms like a child, and sighed, he might be really tired recently, he pretended not to think about Cheng Sixue, but Cheng Sixue would appear in front of him more and more In his mind, every move was extremely clear.He pretended that there was no such person as Cheng Sixue, thinking about Yan Ye, and being nice to Yan Ye, but he dreamed of Cheng Sixue every night, every smile and sad look of him made his heart tremble be affected.

Until now, when Yan Ye said the confession, he really realized that he was tired and even had hallucinations. He felt that Yan Ye's words made him feel strange, how could it be strange?People who are about to spend their lives together.

"Tonight, go back early and make good preparations for tomorrow." Liang Yisheng's calm voice could not detect any emotion.

Yan Ye got up and looked at Liang Yisheng, "Will all of this... be true?"

"Don't worry anymore, go back and have a good sleep, tomorrow will be here soon, huh?" Liang Yisheng coaxed Yan Ye with his greatest tolerance.

Yan Ye didn't stay any longer, and quickly agreed, "Well, I will, I will wait for you."

Yan Ye got up and left, leaving Liang Yisheng in a daze.

Really... have to decide?He Yanye, are you engaged...?

Outside, it seems to be raining.

In the middle of the night, Liang Yisheng tossed and turned on the bed, unable to fall asleep no matter what, he seemed to have insomnia, because as soon as he closed his eyes, he would think of Cheng Sixue, every appearance of Cheng Sixue.

"Boom!" This thunder is the precursor of the rainstorm, and the rain outside seems to be getting heavier.

Liang Yisheng got up and walked to the window sill, opened the curtains, the rain was dripping, and with the wind, some of it was even blown to the window, and he watched the night outside the window becoming more and more blurred.

"Ding Dong~" The phone rang suddenly, it was the voice of a text message.

Liang Yisheng picked up his phone and looked at it, "Luo Yijiu is critically ill, come to 107 to see him for the last time?"

When Liang Yisheng saw the three words Luo Yijiu, he began to read each word carefully. When he saw the question mark at the end, his hands trembled unknowingly.

What…?Luo Yijiu is critically ill?Didn't he just now... Did he also see the news about the recovery of critically ill patients?how come…?

Liang Yisheng immediately changed his clothes and rushed out the door, ran around, and finally boarded a taxi. His body was soaked, but he didn't have time to take care of these things. He just wanted to get there sooner. Hospital.

Thinking about the past, he leaned back on his seat a little weakly. No matter what the purpose of the person who sent him the message was, he would go there without hesitation, even if it was... a trap... because he really couldn't owe Luo any more. It's been a long time, and he owes him too much.

"Sir, we're here." The driver stopped the car.

"Here, there's no need to look for it." Liang Yisheng immediately got out of the car and ran to the hospital.

Right now, only nurses are on duty at Ren'ai Hospital, and because of the midnight, the lights are dim, and it's hard to see the face of the person coming.

"Sir, who are you? This is the intensive care unit, you are not allowed to enter..." the nurse stopped the anxious man in front of her and said.

Liang Yisheng was stopped, he didn't think too much for a moment, he just answered, "I am the family member of Luo Yijiu's patient, he is critically ill, I... want to see him."

The nurse flipped through the notebook, and put Liang Yisheng in.

"Hey."

.........

"Go in, confirm it, it's a good doctor."

.........

Liang Yisheng was looking for Luo Yijiu's ward while running. He wanted to see the ward number on that text message, but he found that he forgot his mobile phone... What happened...

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