the seventh year he has been here

"Why are you still standing at the door when you get back? Come in, it's cold outside." Cheng Sixue's expression was not very good either, seeing Liang Yisheng's state, he hesitated to hold his hand, but he stretched it out anyway.

"No, I'll go in by myself..." Liang Yisheng hadn't come to his senses yet, he withdrew his hand, making Cheng Sixue lose his mind.

Cheng Sixue didn't react too much, she just turned around and poured some hot water for Liang Yisheng to warm her body, and when she saw Liang Yisheng sitting on the sofa, she felt a little dazed, and almost spilled the water with a trembling of her hands.

"Be careful." Liang Yisheng held the quilt that was about to slip off, and touched the cold hand, and frowned, "What's going on? Why are your hands so cold?"

"It's fine, it's fine, it's just that my body is just right, I can't stand the tossing, and I've caught a cold, and I'll be fine soon," Cheng Sixue quickly retracted her hands, and quickly explained with a smile, as if she was afraid that Liang Yisheng's scrutinizing eyes would not be right. Don't worry, I added: "I'm taking medicine, and I'll be fine soon."

When Liang Yisheng heard the answer, he was a little taken aback, and quickly recovered. Yes, Cheng Sixue is really not the child she used to be. She is not the child who would feel bitter and make trouble even after taking medicine, and said lightly, "That's good."

Cheng Sixue has been ill for nearly a month, because October autumn is getting cooler and more windy, and Cheng Sixue has not treated the root cause of the disease before, so she can only recover slowly.

While Liang Yisheng was taking care of Cheng Sixue, his spirit was a little bit unwell, and he hadn’t worked for a long time, and his finances began to gradually struggle, but fortunately, Liang Yisheng still had a few friends who could borrow some money to get through this most difficult time period.

Cheng Sixue watched Liang Yisheng busy himself up and down, didn't have a job, didn't say anything, didn't ask anything, but said less and less, and watched Liang Yisheng longer and longer.

One day, Liangyi realized that something was wrong with Cheng Sixue, and he didn't answer his questions, but now he was in a hurry. For some reason, he suddenly thought of the Cheng Sixue he saw in the hospital before, so helpless and weak.

"Recently...I see you often, but it's all in a dream. You haven't said a word...I really miss you...I miss the way you talk...I miss your smile..." Cheng Sixue said as she spoke Tears were shed, and her voice trembled a little.

"Even so...I still want to see you...but...it's becoming more and more difficult for me to fall asleep recently, if this continues...seeing you like this...is it a luxury..." Cheng Sixue kept crying as she spoke These words.

"Does Yi Sheng feel happy being with me now?" Cheng Sixue seemed to have thought of something, and asked this sentence.

But the answer is obvious, love without substance, love without trust, what is it?Liang Yisheng was also as silent as Cheng Sixue was just now, and did not reply.

For a moment, the two were speechless.

In the following days, Liang Yisheng did not pursue that person too much, and Cheng Sixue was no longer attached to this person. It was as if the two parties had reached an agreement, and neither of them broke the balance, even though they both knew each other.

If the darkness in the middle of the night can completely cover up my feelings for you, then I can stare at you unscrupulously and possess you, but the day will come eventually, when everything is exposed to the world, you standing at the intersection, will you What choice to make?

Cheng Sixue disappeared, disappeared again, but this time Liang Yisheng didn't seem to react too much, it was just that he was not used to it, it seemed that it was the result of having known it for a long time, for someone he didn't love, it would be difficult to keep him here again. What's the use?

Liang Yisheng resumed his position and continued to work. After a long time, everyone welcomes him very much. It just feels that Mr. Liang doesn’t like to smile very much anymore, and he doesn’t look very good when he comes back to work. Some nurses want to ask for concern. It reduced a lot.

"Returning to the post, after such a long time, Doctor Liang must have had a good rest?" Cheng Nannan looked very leisurely, as if he was talking about something inconspicuous.

"Thank you, Director, for your concern. It's only thanks to the extra care of the Director that I know many things that I never knew before." Liang Yisheng stood in front of him, wondering what he was thinking. is a thing of the past.

"It's also because of your cleverness. It's not in vain that I'm so optimistic about you, isn't it?" Cheng Nan couldn't help but smile when he heard such flattering words.

"The director arranged for me to do the work of organizing files, isn't it too useless?" Liang Yisheng remembered that he did not resume his original position after he came back, and he never saw Mu Fengwen again, but was notified to take such a job. Work, after finally meeting, I brought it up.

"How can you get things done if you can't hold your breath? You are still young, what is there to be afraid of? Afraid that you will stay here as a secretary for the rest of your life? Some people can stay calm for many years just to accomplish one thing, just for the last moment." Cheng Nan raised his eyebrows and looked at Liang Yisheng with a hint of provocation in his eyes.

Liang Yisheng didn't have any intention of this, so he didn't see that look, but said indifferently: "I'm not one to make big things happen, I just want to do my best."

"Okay, then go down and get busy." Cheng Nan saw this and didn't want to continue.

Since he started to take care of the documents, he seldom went to various places in the hospital to see, and he didn't know what it would look like, and he didn't care, he just did what was in front of him well.

After sorting out this document today, I can go home, but... there is no one waiting at home anymore.

When he was distracted, some papers fell out of the documents he was sorting out, and he picked them up and glanced at them inadvertently. They were some medicines he didn't know, and the names were extremely scribbled, which reminded him of the medicines that Luo Yijiu had changed a long time ago. , Look around again, there is no one around, check carefully.

"Director Cheng, we have mixed those documents in according to your instructions, but... what if he doesn't find out?"

"If you do it for a long time, you will find the clue one day."

"Why let him find out about all this? Isn't it better to keep these things secret?"

"You talk too much."

"Yes... I'm going down first."

The ingredient list of the medicine that he saw that time aroused Liang Yisheng's thirst for knowledge again, because... this is related to Luo Yijiu, is it just because of it?He didn't know, he just did it.

He is only assigned to manage these documents by himself, and the rest are managed separately. Are you... so careless?Thinking so much, it's better to hold your eyes tightly, Liang Yisheng shook his head, and calmed down his thoughts.

In less than half a month, Liang Yisheng had almost figured out about the drug. This drug can make people addicted, but it can also heal patients. The only thing is to control the dosage. Since this new drug is researched in this way, why not report it to the higher authorities?Liang Yisheng didn't understand again. Although he was a medical student before, he hadn't practiced it himself, and it was just a verbal talk. He didn't know how powerful it was.

Thinking of Luo Yijiu's getting worse and worse, is it because of taking this medicine?But...shouldn't it be getting better and better, why is it getting more and more delirious?

He wasn't completely sure, so he still didn't dare to do it, and handed over all the information about the medicine. After all, there were so many eyes and ears in the hospital, and it was too difficult to avoid it.

In a flash, it came to the afternoon of Yan Ye's birthday. He was still at work that day. It was Yan Ye who sent him a text message saying that he was late. He suddenly remembered and agreed to such a thing. Maybe he was too busy recently and forgot about it. Recently, I have a lot of forgetfulness. I often forget the past, but I still remember it. It’s just that it’s a bit tiring to go back and forth like this.

After asking for leave, Liang Yisheng hurriedly got up to pack his things and prepared to leave. He didn’t forget to set the date on November 29th, but he didn’t want to bump into someone and go the wrong way when he came out, “I’m sorry, I’m sorry, are you okay?”

"It's okay, Doctor Liang, are you going out?" the little nurse looked at him and asked.

"Yes, what's the matter, is there something wrong?" Liang Yisheng stopped for a while when he saw that the little nurse seemed to be busy.

"Doctor Liang, you are going the wrong way, that is the way out." The little nurse pointed in one direction and said calmly.

"Really?" Liang Yisheng touched his head, he really forgot how to go, and was a little confused.

"That's right. I often do things here. I still remember Lu. It's just that Dr. Liang has been very forgetful recently. Don't forget yourself one day." talking.

"Okay, thank you." After receiving the answer, Liang Yisheng hurriedly left to the place pointed by the little nurse.

How come there are so many wards?Liang Yisheng looked around and it didn't look like a road leading to the exit, he could still hear the patient's voice on the way, but in the middle of the walk, there was a power outage, so he stopped in a moment of panic.

"Si Xue, where's your cherry blossom specimen?" Cheng Shuo habitually stretched his hand to his neck to get it.

"Let go, who are you! Why did you touch me! Can you even touch my cherry blossom specimens!?" These words seemed to hit Cheng Sixue's sore spot, knocking off the man's hand, and tightly clutching his chest A specimen of cherry blossoms tied to the front.

"It really is like this... Even if you forget everything and still cherish the things you left behind, is your illness getting worse?" Cheng Shuo wanted to stroke Cheng Sixue's head, but Cheng Sixue resisted no matter what, But not too much effort.

"Why does no one care about someone breaking into this place? Where are the guards?! Where are they!?" Cheng Sixue felt more and more uncomfortable, always feeling that someone was calling him, and he could only hear the voice when he clenched the cherry blossom specimen. smaller.

"Because, I've dealt with it. Now that you look like this, it's impossible to take you back directly. If you want to explain things slowly, you can only make a long story short." Cheng Shuo was not in a hurry, and patiently accompanied Cheng Sixue .

"Do you know where the cherry blossom specimens come from?"

"If you think it looks good, then I will send it to you."

"I can't guarantee the safety of the two of us on the tree if you keep moving like this, huh?"

Cheng Shuo said the original words word by word, trying to recall Cheng Sixue's memory, so it seemed that Cheng Sixue had some effect.

The voice in Cheng Sixue's ears became smaller and smaller, and the voice in front of him became louder and clearer. He opened his eyes and stopped avoiding. Looking at Cheng Shuo, he calmed down and wanted to find something on his face. .

"I didn't know that after I left, you developed a high fever and lost your memory. Later, I also had a very bad time in that family's house... Fortunately, I still have a skill for myself to develop. Now that you are finally back, you have changed. "Cheng Shuo smiled bitterly, as if mocking, and he didn't know whether he was mocking the ill-fated fate or his own choice.

"So... I was left like that?" Cheng Sixue took a long time to say such a sentence, and seeing Cheng Shuo was no longer as strange and resistant as before.

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