the seventh year he has been here

"Next, I will broadcast a newsletter for you. The Luo suspect who injured people for no reason many years ago has recently been released after serving his sentence. It is said that he has repented in prison..."

Cheng Sixue let go of the bowl she was washing, fell to the floor and cut her arm, what's going on, she's so distracted?

"You know, let me see you again, I really can't help but want to kill you." Luo Yijiu saw Cheng Sixue in the ward, and the two confronted each other.

"This is a hospital, why are you touching me?" Cheng Sixue replied calmly, not understanding why the person in front of him was so intent on killing, but he couldn't help feeling a burst of fear.

"How to move you? Isn't it very simple?" Luo Yijiu pulled out a knife from his body. He was the first patient to come, and because it was too early, no one noticed, let alone hid a knife.

Luo Yijiu cut his wrist, but the wound was not deep, and he wanted to continue, but Cheng Sixue took the knife and slashed at him. The nurse who just came in to make rounds saw this scene, and was so frightened that he wanted to commit suicide and hurried out Notified.

Luo Yijiu looked at Cheng Sixue's unhurried movements in one go, felt that he seemed to have changed a lot, and smiled maskedly: "Okay, it won't be that simple next time."

It seems that there are more and more, two memories of him flooded into my mind, but they were all related to Liang Yisheng, why...?If you forget it, you will still fall in love again, but if you forget it, you have to mention it again.

The pain spread all over the body, and the addiction also broke out, and he was very uncomfortable...Why did fate control them so much?From the beginning to the end, he just wanted to like someone well.

Liang Yisheng watched it for a while, and only saw the familiar Zheng Haoxi. Hearing these words, he seemed to have seen them somewhere. It might be a novel or a TV plot. With such twists and turns, he actually wanted to shed tears, but still Did not stop and left.

When I arrived at Yan Ye's house, I found that Yan Ye was the only one in Yan Ye's house.

"What's wrong? Is it strange? Today is my birthday, and I just want you to celebrate it for me." Yan Ye explained, and Liang Yisheng didn't say any more, and put a birthday cake for her.

"It's already late at night when you come, and I'm afraid you won't come and make a meal for yourself. Now, do you have a taste of this? My craftsmanship." Yan Ye handed the rice to Liang Yisheng , asked after seeing a bite.

Liang Yisheng nodded, and didn't say any more, as if he was a little depressed because of what he heard this afternoon... What's wrong?Own.

I couldn't find the answer to such inquiries, but I just felt a little flustered and uncomfortable, so I sat down on the side without eating much. Yan Ye realized that he was wrong and didn't move his chopsticks again. Talked a lot about the past, and also diverted Liang Yisheng's attention.

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"So in the future, I also hope that you can spend such a birthday with me every year, and I only have such a wish..." Yan Ye talked a lot, and finally took Liang Yisheng's hand anxiously and said.

When Liang Yisheng heard the end, especially the word "birthday", his heart was a little touched, and he actually said: "Is one of these people right?"

"Well, and the other person is me." Yan Ye replied firmly.

Liang Yisheng seemed to have thought of something.

"No, you're not him, why did you lie to me?" He broke free from Yan Ye's hand and asked back.

"Why am I not...? Don't you believe me?" Yan Ye looked directly into Liang Yisheng's eyes, without any guilt.

"Even if you have learned how he likes me, it is useless. If you are not him, you will never be him." At the end of the sentence, Liang Yi's eyes became clear.

"Don't go, please... I beg you, you agreed to stay with me today, you were late before, please...! Don't leave me." Liang Yisheng got up and left from Yan Ye's arms Well, he won't hesitate any more this time, it was because Yan Ye was him, that's why he did that, now everything is clear, he is going to find Cheng Sixue.

When I went out, I remembered the familiar voice, "Are you going to celebrate my birthday? That's why it happened..."

"From now on, you must come and celebrate every birthday with me. I have no one else but you."

"Remember, you must come to me tonight. It's on the street. You'll know the location when you arrive."

Liang Yisheng didn't know that eight years had passed between the two of them forgetting each other. Fate played tricks, but they still passed eight years like this.

Everyone knows that Liang Yisheng has forgotten Cheng Sixue, but he doesn't know that even if he forgets, he will find it again based on his feeling. The one who really forgot is Cheng Sixue. In many cases, as long as he says "it's me", everything will be clear. But he chose to escape. For this answer, this kind of pursuit actually lasted for seven years, and he also forgot about himself for seven years, leaving that memory in the past seven years.

Liang Yisheng remembered this, and was afraid that he would forget. He kept reading Cheng Sixue's name, and ran all the way to the street to search. :23 minutes, 30:23 minutes, 50:23 minutes, looking at it this way, it seems that you have to hurry up and look for it, for fear of forgetting everything.

At 00:00 on November [-]th, Liang Yi had a severe headache, but he did not forget what he was looking for. After not seeing anyone for a long time, he finally found a place to sit down.

Liang Yisheng made a habit of making calls, but when he looked at the three words "Cheng Sixue" on the phone and was wondering who it was, he dialed out one step faster than him.

"Cheng Shuo, it's useless for you to take him away. This medicine is developed privately. If you can get the antidote, it may only be used to benefit the society. Save him? No way." Cheng Shuo looked at Cheng Nan in front of him. With a smug smile, he clenched his fists tightly.

"Didn't you still threaten me with this medicine? From this point of view, what you brought out was nothing more than a corpse." Cheng Nan couldn't see that Cheng Shuo didn't speak, and appeared in front of him more recklessly and rampantly.

It's just that it hasn't been like this for a long time. Ever since he killed Namjoon's mother unintentionally, the boy who was impulsive and wanted to settle accounts with him disappeared, only calm, just for today's revenge.

"I will still hand over the ingredients of the medicine, whether you can save him or not." Seeing that he was helpless, Cheng Shuo could only say so.

"Save him? Die with you, I also think it's worth it, you know, I've lived to this day just for this moment, how can you still stand here intact and say words without apology? Compared with you Say, what I'm doing now is really nothing." Cheng Nannan smiled mockingly.

That's right, after all these years, he has finally calculated to this day. Ever since Cheng Sixue came in, he knew that this game had finally started. He had prepared it for a long time.

"You're crazy." Cheng Shuo's short words angered Cheng Nannan a little.

"You are crazy! You are the one who killed my mother, yet you can still live so well! I can't find a weakness in you, so I will let the person you love live or die. The one you love will end up in the same way, will your heart hurt at last?" Cheng Nannan yelled, expressing his inner joy.

"Now, take a good look at how he died, and you will probably be able to realize... [-]% of what I was back then." Cheng Nannan calmed down again, smiled slightly, and left here.

He couldn't get through no matter what, Liang Yi was puzzled, but the movement of his hand still didn't stop, he dialed again and again, and the busy tone burst out.

He couldn't make that phone call anymore, and he didn't see anyone coming. He didn't know who was sitting here waiting, but he just sat here and waited, and he didn't feel tired or sleepy.

After a long time, he seemed to have closed his eyes and had a dream.

In the dream, he was waiting for that youthful boy, the boy who professed his love on the tree-lined path, and he was standing there again.

Long time no see, this time, let me wait for you instead.

postscript

Unexpectedly, I still have a day to write the postscript of "The Seventh Year He Has Been Here". Today, I am actually emotional, because since I wrote the article a long time ago, the pits I opened are pits. This is the first one It’s finished, if you ask me why, it’s probably a whole manuscript, and there are dense records of ideas. I really wrote so much, and it’s really finished. From November [-] to February [-] In June [-], sometimes "The Seventh Year He Has Been Here" was dragged on for a long time, and I began to feel that I might not be able to finish it. There were several long intervals in the middle, and I remembered that it was because of the opening sentence at the beginning. This article was written because of this sentence. In fact, I copied a lot of sentences at the time, but I just picked this sentence, and this article was made. This is also due to my deskmate. She lent me the book, and I had no such idea.

The original thought was, if one day, someone who is not familiar with you or who is a friend told you that you forgot about me for a long time, what would you think?With such an idea, I also had inspiration, and I wrote down the idea. Today, such a question is also very novel. Everyone has different reactions. I just wrote the article according to my thoughts. Come out, if I really ask myself, I don't know how to answer such a question.

Let’s talk about the full text again, maybe I am qualified to be a spectator to evaluate, because I just read the article again a few days ago, because the time interval is too long, and I can’t remember the content of the article. I feel that the more I go backwards, the more depressed I get. It’s good that this is just a novel, so I don’t need to be positive, so this is just a novel with a personal nature. Because of selfish desires, evasion, and cowardice, these people’s natures are all exposed. In the article, the one that made me feel the worst was that when Cheng Sixue said that he didn't want to act anymore, he just wanted to say that he liked it and he could understand, Liang Yisheng resolutely chose to leave, but at the same time I was upset, I thought, it would be me , if a same-sex friend told you that I have known you for a long time and I like you, what would you think?Can you accept it for a while?When I think about it, I don’t think Liang Yisheng is doing too much, because he is not qualified. The depraved style of writing may have something to do with my state of mind at that time. The first friend I made in high school was also the only friend I thought. I had a dispute with me, stayed away from me, and no one cared about me, no one, so "The Seventh Year He Has Been Here" has always been with me when I was alone, as if with it, I would not feel that I have nothing to do , may also have had an impact on the written text.

"The Seventh Year He's Been Here" is over, whether it's people who will read it later or friends who have been waiting for updates, they will definitely have an idea about the article. Among them, I think the characters of Liang Yisheng and Cheng Sixue are roughly They are not very likable, so it is better to evaluate as a bystander first, and then wait for you to discuss.Speaking of this painful beginning, is it Liang Yisheng or Cheng Sixue?I can't make a conclusion directly, because this is not something that can be carried out directly by one party. It can only be said that it is destined, and the fault is not on any one person. My friends thought about it.If you say you like a certain novel very much, it must be because you particularly like a certain character in it, but there seems to be no such character in "The Seventh Year He Has Been Here". Life is becoming more and more depraved, withdrawn and tolerant, deceiving myself to do a lot of wrong things, and finally finds that she can only face it, Cheng Sixue is obsessed with choosing this path, but it is not so easy to walk, and she will start to complain at the end of her patience. There is no room for sand in the eyes, but this is probably the best I can think of, because they don't belong to anyone else, what happens to them is their story, they belong to each other, and that's fine, you After reading this article, I don’t think the characters in it make you like it, but it’s like listening to a story. In the end, everything returns to the beginning, as if nothing happened. I hope you and I will keep our original intentions like this.

The framework of "The Seventh Year He Has Been Here" may be the largest in the written text. There are seven people, each of whom has their own story identity, and Yan Ye, remembering how she was named at the time. I happened to be watching "The Garden of Words and Leafs", so I happened to be called Yan Ye. Thinking about it this way, isn't it a bit sloppy?It just came here.The two episodes I’m writing now are based on the perspective of Cheng Sixue as “I” No. The extra episode completes the perspective of the story, and I hope to look forward to it.

Let’s talk about Cheng Sixue again. When I wrote this character design, some people said that they didn’t like Cheng Sixue’s silly design, but in fact, after seeing it, you will understand that Cheng Sixue is pretending to be stupid. He is very smart, but he can’t escape it. The word "love" has obviously been forgotten, but he will still like it again, and he can give up, because Liang Yisheng will never think of it, he still walked this way, even if he was under the threat of his life, it was just for Liang Yisheng Knowing that he is his lover, I really admire such courage, and I may not have encountered "love", so I can stand and talk without back pain.

Then there is Liang Yisheng, the protagonist who is considered to be shrinking from the whole story. Compared with Cheng Sixue approaching with enthusiasm, he is the opposite of avoiding. In order not to let himself like Cheng Sixue, he was sent to the hospital and had many incidents later, but he finally came out. Turning around, it turned out that it was Cheng Sixue who had been avoiding him all this time. No matter how much Liang Yisheng forgot, he still felt like he had found someone new. Cheng Sixue had completely forgotten it, and it was too painful to remember at all. Maybe Liang Yisheng was just Waiting for Cheng Sixue's answer, but Cheng Sixue ran away again and again and became jealous of herself. This can only be said that there is no perfect person. With such a good side, he must have another bad side, but he didn't show it.

In the end, it should be the overall plot, which is really not positive. As I said at the beginning, because you are watching another movie, most of it should be able to do by the protagonist. In the end, it is still relatively strong. The villain, or the setting that is already very depraved, then I won’t say more, but this "The Seventh Year He Has Been Here" is just a love story of two ordinary people, how is it? From a story of a straightforward person who wants to finally recognize the reality on his own, like Luo Yijiu asking Liang Yisheng to kneel down and apologize, no matter how much Liang Yisheng refused, he was still complied with by others, there are too many such things Happened in real life, which is also probably why I feel so depraved, because this article is the process of destroying a whole person for you, and also because all these dark sides are concentrated in the article, which is also the reason It may be the first time I write an article. I don’t decide the plot, but the environment determines the plot. I think there are two kinds of writing. You first write the setting and then construct the environment for this setting, develop around the setting, and One is to construct the environment first and then determine the character of the characters, and they in "The Seventh Year He Has Been Here" have their darkness so recklessly rampant in such an environment, there is no way back.

This is the end of my evaluation. What do you guys think after reading it?In short, I completed this manuscript a long time ago, and now it seems a little emotional. I am also constantly writing new articles, and the writing style is constantly being refined. I hope we can go on together^^~

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The finale is over, what do you guys think after seeing this?Feel free to comment, I’ll take a good look at it! I’ve finished what I wanted to say in the epilogue, so see you in the next article^^~!