deep in the first part

what is love?Willing to have once, but also want to last forever.

What is affection?Someone who was destined to be nice to me from the embryo.

"Son." Ning Ruibai, who got up early, really woke up completely when he heard the familiar warm voice coming from the microphone.The wake-up mode, which was automatically turned on because of getting up early, has also been actively turned into a small pet mode.

"Mom, why did you change your number?"

"I'm afraid you won't pick up, so I specially created a new number." Mother Ning explained.

"Mom, I'm sorry."

"Silly boy, sometimes I hate you, don't want me, just walk away. Sometimes, I think what you said is right, why should you go the way we gave you."

"Mom, I made you worry."

"Hey, I'll persuade your father slowly, come home for Christmas?" Mother Ning's tone was full of expectation.

"Mom, I finally made up my mind and don't want to give up."

"Oh, I know, your dad is just too stubborn."

"Mom, I want to live on my own now. When I feel that I can no longer rely on my family, I will go back."

"Oh, good, take good care of yourself..." Mother Ning's voice began to choke.

"I'm sorry Mama, I love you."

"Silly son, Mama loves you too."

Ning Ruibai had to admit that he really missed his mother, even though it was very motherly to say so.The morning classes were all theoretical classes, extremely boring, Ning Ruibai opened the drawing book and doodled.

A ferocious lion cub is among the sheep, with its back arched and claws bent, as if it will rush out in the next second.On the hillside in the distance, a lioness is watching worriedly.

One minute after Weibo was posted, Xiaojing was the first to comment again, I want to catch sheep with you.

"Haha." Ning Ruibai smiled and turned off the phone casually.

"Young Master Long? Smiling like that..." Meng Chen on the side looked at him contemptuously.

"No, netizen."

"Don't engage in online dating, you can't be sorry to Young Master Long." Meng Chen looked serious, as if he was Long Zhe's undercover agent.

"You've been bought by him every day, and the probability of calling him is more frequent than what you say you'll eat later."

"No, no, I wasn't bribed." Meng Chen anxiously explained.

Ning Ruibai is also helpless, judging from the fact that Meng Chen is the one who wants to be called Xiaobai, he is a fool and sweet.

"Xiaochen, I'm joking," Ning Ruibai said with a smile.

"Scared me, I thought there was some misunderstanding."

"My Xiaochen, you are really easy to deceive, as expected, Brother Yu is the wolf with a big tail."

"Don't say that about him."

"How should I say it, I wish you a happy marriage for a hundred years and have a precious son soon. Hey, Xiao Chen, what do you and Brother Yu think?"

"Rui Bai, I'm not you. I'm stupid. I believe him when he says he likes me. As long as he doesn't leave, I will love to be with you."

"Fuck, it's so disgusting." Ning Ruibai vomited.But there is no sweetness of passionate love in Meng Chen's eyes.

Ning Ruibai covered Meng Chen's eyes and said, "Fool, I will be by your side. Life is short, and it is best for him to be with you for the rest of your life. If he gives up, I will castrate him."

"Rui Bai, I really envy you, that person will never love you less than you love him." Meng Chen's voice trembled a little.

"Fool." Ning Ruibai gently wiped away the water stain between his fingers.

Many years later, Ning Ruibai told Meng Chen that the most painful thing in this world is not not getting love, but getting it and then losing it.

After class, Meng Chen went to other clubs to be a good person card, and Ning Ruibai went to the library to read alone. Unexpectedly, when he arrived at the door, he was dragged to the corner by the lingering Yuan Xiang.

The sky was thick gray, and in the dark and damp corner, Yuan Xiang's eyes were full of anger.

"Is there something wrong?" At this moment, Ning Ruibai's mood had already fallen to the bottom.

"Xiaobai." Yuan Xiang's body trembled slightly, and he was using all his power to control himself.

"If you have something to say, hurry up and let your fart go."

"Xiaobai, do you... work in Twilight?"

"Correct."

"Why?" Yuan Xiang didn't expect Xiaobai to admit it so directly.

"work to earn a living."

"What kind of place is that, don't you know?"

"It's quick to get money there." Ning Ruibai looked at Yuan Xiang and said nonchalantly.

"Ning Ruibai, why did you become like this?"

"What do I have to do with you?"

"I'll take care of you, okay?" Yuan Xiang begged suddenly.

"Yuan Xiang, I told you a long time ago that we are useless." Ning Ruibai ruthlessly pushed Yuan Xiang away.

"Xiaobai, why can't I do it?"

"Yuan Xiang, please let me go."

"Hmph." Yuan Xiang took a step back, he sneered, as if mocking himself, "Let you go, have you ever thought about letting me go?"

"Psychopathy." Ning Ruibai cursed, turned around and wanted to leave, but was trapped in place by Yuan Xiang.This corner is too small, after all Ning Ruibai felt that Yuan Xiang had nothing wrong with it, so he didn't have the nerve to attack directly.

"Ning Ruibai, you said you don't like men, you're not gay. Okay, I'll leave, so I won't cause trouble to you. But now you're hanging out with a man, and... what do you mean?" Yuan Xiang was excited all over Trembling, he couldn't accept the past.

"It has nothing to do with you, we really love each other." Although Ning Ruibai didn't know how Yuan Xiang knew about him and Long Zhe, he didn't want to hide it.

"Sincerely? Am I not sincere?" Yuan Xiang roared, "I love you even if you go to sell it."

"Grass, today I'm telling you for the last time, don't look for me, I won't be with you, no matter when." Ning Ruibai pushed Yuan Xiang away fiercely, and quickly ran to the other side.

"Xiaobai, don't hurt yourself, I can support you, trust me, okay?" Yuan Xiang grabbed Ning Ruibai back, begging with tears.

"Yuan Xiang, I'm not as miserable as you think. I'm just singing there, and there's nothing you can do if you don't believe it."

"I believe, I believe, but it's not a good place after all, listen to me, don't go, okay, I can take care of you."

"No, thanks."

"Ning Ruibai, why is that person? What is he better than me?" In the end, Yuan Xiang asked the question he had always wanted to ask.

"He's fine everywhere." Ning Ruibai shook off Yuan Xiang and left.

No matter how hoarse Yuan Xiang was, Ning Ruibai had no intention of turning back.

He is fine everywhere, which is more decisive than any rejection.

He is good at everything, to put it bluntly, Yuan Xiang is no match for him.

He is good at everything, even if he is a man, he can accept love.

He is good in everything, but he is not Yuan Xiang.

He is good everywhere, just because Ning Ruibai loves him.

Yuan Xiang loves Ning Ruibai, this is Ning Ruibai's troubles since the beginning of love.

But Ning Ruibai doesn't love Yuan Xiang, this has been proven time and time again after time and working hand in hand with that person.

Ning Ruibai has never missed Long Zhe this much, and at this moment he actually wants to see Long Zhe.

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