deep in the first part

I love you

Even if you turn your back on the whole world

I'm always by your side

you are

I'm here

you go

I wait

The return journey always seemed faster than the outbound journey, I don't know if it was too late or too tired, Ning Ruibai also fell asleep.The driver drove the car into the garage, and looked back at the two people behind him. They were together, and the scenery was picturesque, which made people unable to bear to destroy this beauty.But looking at the time, it was already early in the morning, and the driver still quietly pushed the proprietress in the spirit of love and dedication.After getting permission from the proprietress, I left work happily.

Ning Ruibai turned his head to wake Ning Ruibai up, but found him lying there sleeping peacefully.Ning Ruibai rarely looked at him so closely and carefully.At first I was afraid, but later I was shy.The current Long Zhe has long since lost his previous hostility, and Jun Lang's appearance is in line with the general public's perception of male gods.Like a ghost, Ning Ruibai stretched out his hand to draw on his lips and cheeks, as soon as he thought that all these belonged to him alone, his heartbeat began to beat abnormally.

"No." Long Zhe suddenly grabbed Ning Ruibai's hand.

"What's wrong?" Ning Ruibai curled his lips, waiting for the big-tailed wolf to do something next.

"No, no, mom." Long Zhe frowned tightly, still holding Ning Ruibai firmly.

Only now did Ning Ruibai realize that something was wrong. Long Zhe's fair and slender hands had already been pinched purple, and the corners of Long Zhe's eyes were clearly a little crystal clear.

"Brother, brother." Ning Ruibai didn't know if he had a nightmare or had some painful experience.

"Don't go, don't want me." Long Zhe hugged Ning Ruibai who was lying in front of him, his arms tightly clenched, as if he wanted to hug him.

"I'm here, brother, I'm here." Ning Ruibai nestled on Longzhe's neck, patted Longzhe's back lightly.

"Don't want me, okay?" Long Zhe buried himself in Ning Ruibai's arms, his voice muffled and lifeless.

"Okay." Ning Ruibai slowly rubbed his lips against the skin of Longzhe's neck.

He hugged it for a long time, so long that his arm felt instinctive, but he still tightened it instinctively, wanting to tighten it even tighter. This time, no matter what, he would not be taken away by his family.Ning Ruibai didn't say anything, and let Long Zhe hold him fiercely.Until Long Zhe stopped trembling and regained his composure.

"I'm sorry." Long Zhe gently helped Ning Ruibai up.

"What's wrong?" Ning Ruibai wanted to see something on his face, but he couldn't see anything.

"It's okay." Long Zhe pressed the corner of his eye with his fingertips.

"Oh." He didn't say, and he didn't ask.

"Did I hurt you?" Long Zhe took Ning Ruibai's hand and rubbed it.

"That's right, why are you going crazy." Although Ning Ruibai said that, there was no blame or bad temper in his tone.

"Let's go home." Long Zhe led Ning Ruibai out of the car.

Ning Ruibai really didn't expect that this time they would really sleep on their own.Ning Ruibai lay in the guest bedroom, tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep, wondering if he was really unattractive.

Long Zhe was also unable to sleep. Alcohol had seeped into every part of his body. He had a headache and was paralyzed all over, but his mind was very clear.He simply stood at the window with a cigarette dangling from his mouth, and he only took a sip when he remembered.There are still five days until Christmas, and I have to go home to see my parents.Long Zhe clutched the clothes on his chest with his right hand. After so many years, he still couldn't let go, couldn't forget.

In the morning, Ning Ruibai almost screamed when he looked at himself in the bathroom mirror, where did this national treasure come from?Reluctant to helpless, Ning Ruibai still grabbed his hair, tidied up the gifts, and strolled to Longzhe's room.

The door of Longzhe's room was ajar, Ning Ruibai pushed the door open and entered without treating himself as an outsider at all, and indeed he was not an outsider.

The moment he pushed the door open, Ning Ruibai was stunned, and Long Zhe lay slanted on the sofa beside the bed, with an unburned half cigarette and a small piece of ash at hand.

Long Zhe's appearance was not as good as Ning Ruibai's. Ning Ruibai walked in, squatted beside him, and gently rubbed the back of his hand with his hand.

"Long Zhe." Ning Ruibai called him softly, "Go to bed and sleep."

Ning Ruibai yelled a few times before Long Zhe slightly opened his eyes, which were full of winding bloodshot eyes.But after seeing clearly that the person who called him was Ning Ruibai, Long Zhe pulled up the person who was squatting beside him and put it on his knees, his eyes also turned into beautiful two crescent moons.

"Did you sleep well?" Long Zhe asked.

"not good."

"why?"

"without you."

After Ning Ruibai finished speaking, Long Zhe was taken aback, and he himself turned red instantly.Ning Ruibai wanted to run away, but Long Zhe pulled him back into his arms.

"You miss me..." Long Zhe's warm breath circled Ning Ruibai's ears repeatedly, "accompany you...to sleep."

Ning Ruibai then hooked Long Zhe's neck, "You, what happened yesterday."

"It's okay, I'm having a nightmare." Long Zhe rubbed Ning Ruibai's hair, and looked away.

"I think you can talk to me."

"It's okay, don't worry." Long Zhe wanted to tell Ning Ruibai, but he felt that these small dark corners should not affect that innocent baby.

"I'm worried about you."

"Baby, I haven't been well recently, and I might lose control of you. In a few days, after Christmas, I'll take you to meet someone, and I'll tell you everything, okay?" Long Zhe didn't want to hide anything from his lover , but he hopes that when he tells these stories, he can just talk like other stories, without emotion and without worrying him.

"Okay." Ning Ruibai didn't want to know any little secrets, he just wanted to share his sadness.

Ning Rui didn't expect that Long Zhe's arrangement of his time would be exhausting.Calling him during the day is surrounded by company executives discussing various plans, and at night there is a confused nasal voice, feeling a little drunk.

On Christmas Eve, Twilight programs followed one another, and Ning Ruibai's feeling of homesickness was not obvious.But after the show ended at night, he found that Du Boyu and Meng Chen were waiting for him to get off work, and Ning Ruibai had a faint feeling that something was wrong.

"What's going on?" Ning Ruibai asked Meng Chen, who was full of laughter, to Du Boyu, who looked indifferent.

"What?" Du Boyu pretended to be stupid.

"Where is Long Zhe, he doesn't answer the phone, where is he?"

"I do not know."

"Fart, where is he?"

"I really do not know."

"What's going on with him recently. Brother Yu, I'm very worried about him." Ning Ruibai put away his fangs, looking like a pitiful little white rabbit.

"Xiaobai, it's better for him to tell you about him himself."

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