deep in the first part

some things we are born with

some things we just accept

but if it's you

no matter what

I am willing

"Baby, will you regret it?" Long Zhe's voice was deep and hoarse.

"I don't know." Ning Ruibai hooked Long Zhe's neck, but looked to the side.

"Think it over, once it starts, I won't be able to stop." Long Zhe's voice became even deeper.

"Do I look like I'm joking?" Ning Ruibai's voice gradually became smaller.

"Little Bai." Long Zhe lowered his head, looking at Ning Ruibai who was still straddling his own body. Ning Ruibai tilted his head, but his ears gradually turned red.Long Zhe licked his lips, and his breathing became rapid. He buried his head in Ning Ruibai's neck, and said softly, "Ning Ruibai, do you love me?"

"En." Ning Ruibai's graciousness was more like a slap, soft and cottony.

"Don't lie to me, and you will never try to lie to me." Long Zhe's lips were pressed against Ning Ruibai's neck, and his lips opened and closed, intentionally or unintentionally scratching Ning Ruibai's skin.Ning Ruibai was tickled by Long Zhe, twisting his body from side to side to avoid him.

"Don't move." Long Zhe's voice was so hoarse that no emotions could be heard, but such a voice was even more captivating.

"You..." Ning Ruibai squinted at Long Zhe, he didn't know what to do, he had no experience at all.

"I'll ask you one last time, do you regret it or not?" Long Zhe gnawed on Ning Ruibai's neck, and the whole sentence was muffled.

"Regret." Ning Ruibai curled his lips and looked at Long Zhe with amusement.

"It's too late to regret." Long Zhe held Ning Ruibai's legs and stood up abruptly.

Ning Ruibai, who lost his balance, could only hold Long Zhe's neck tightly, "What are you doing?" Ning Ruibai screamed while holding Long Zhe.

"What do you think?" Long Zhe and Ben didn't intend to talk to him, and directly brought him into the bedroom and threw him on the bed.

Long Zhe came together in one breath, Ning Ruibai hadn't even breathed yet, when someone was on top of him.Ning Ruibai instinctively put his hand on Long Zhe's chest, and pushed him subconsciously. It's not that he refused, but he just didn't know how to accept it.

"I..." Ning Ruibai was really uncomfortable, and he didn't know how to react.

"What's wrong?" Long Zhe asked patiently.

"I'm afraid." Ning Ruibai frowned, speaking cautiously.

"What are you afraid of?" Long Zhe fell to the side, leaning his body on his side, pillowing his arms, with a relaxed expression, but his slender legs were pressing on Ning Ruibai's body.

"I don't know what to do." Ning Ruibai shielded his eyes with his arms, and slowly spit out words that made people feel ashamed.

"What are you afraid of? I'm here." Long Zhe didn't act immediately, but just held Ning Ruibai's hand with his hand.

"Long Zhe." Ning Ruibai suddenly turned over and pressed on Long Zhe.

"En?" Long Zhe looked at him seriously.

"I love you." Ning Ruibai gently kissed Long Zhe's lips.

"I love you too." Long Zhe pulled Ning Ruibai back in front of his eyes, deepening the kiss.

Long Zhe's kiss was rough and crazy, and Ning Ruibai couldn't make any other reaction except to cater to him instinctively.Long Zhe suddenly turned over and pushed him back under his body.Long Zhe straddled Ning Ruibai and unbuttoned them one by one. Instead of his anxiety just now, he unbuttoned them slowly.Long Zhe doesn't like strenuous exercise. He likes to punch without incident. He hurts the enemy and keeps himself healthy, so he doesn't have big muscles, but he also has good-looking lines.Ning Ruibai spit unconsciously, and felt embarrassed when he saw it.Seeing Ning Ruibai's shy look at him from the corner of his eyes, Long Zhe couldn't help laughing.

"Does it look good?" Long Zhe lowered his head and leaned into Ning Ruibai's ear.

"En." Ning Ruibai nodded foolishly.

"Want to touch it?" Long Zhe took Ning Ruibai's hand and put it on his abs.

Ning Ruibai was as red as an overripe apple, Long Zhe held his hand, neither touching nor letting go.

Long Zhe smiled evilly, and then put Ning Ruibai's hand into his pants.Ning Ruibai was taken aback for a moment, then raised his head abruptly, his eyes widened, and his whole body froze.

"How is it?" Long Zhe took Ning Ruibai's hand and stroked it back and forth.

"Damn." Ning Ruibai bit his lower lip firmly, his lips were already turning white and he was still exerting force.

"What are you afraid of?" Long Zhe asked.

"You...I..." Ning Ruibai didn't know how to answer for a moment.

"Baby, you are too pure." Long Zhe teased him.

"Fuck, that's your rascal." Ning Ruibai pulled out his hand violently, pushed Long Zhe away, and pretended to be calm, "Hurry up."

"Okay." Long Zhe took off his pants with a look of understanding and responsiveness.

"Damn." Ning Ruibai immediately covered his eyes with his hands when he saw Long Zhe who was blind.

Looking at Ning Ruibai committing an idiot there, Long Zhe was as excited as if he had been pumped.Long Zhe didn't choose to press directly this time, he walked around behind Ning Ruibai and surrounded him from behind.

Not seeing Long Zhe, Ning Ruibai's mind just resisted.Long Zhe moved his hands over Ning Ruibai's body.Long Zhe rested his chin on Ning Ruibai's shoulder, and gently bit Ning Ruibai's ear with his teeth.Ning Ruibai's body couldn't help but tremble because of the double psychological and physical stimulation. Long Zhe put his arms around him, confining him in his arms, holding the person in his arms tightly with one hand, and holding the person in his arms tightly with the other. Hands slowly unbuttoned.

"You did it on purpose, you dressed like this." Long Zhe retreated half of Ning Ruibai's shirt, and the shirt hung half loosely on Ning Ruibai's body, with an indescribable sex appeal.

"Are you ready?" Long Zhe's voice was full of bewitchment, tempting to commit a crime.

"Prepare for what." Ning Ruibai didn't quite understand, but seemed to be aware of what was about to happen.

"It's okay, just leave it to me." Long Zhe threw him down directly.

Ning Ruibai no longer remembered how Long Zhe took off his pants.The two grown men faced each other face to face, without any embarrassment.Ning Ruibai was hot all over, as if there were many fire snakes about to spew out from his body.

"Xiaobai, say you love me." Long Zhe stopped at the last step, waiting for the person under him to confess his love.

"I love you." Ning Ruibai's eyes were filled with water, as both men, if he doesn't love you, how could he do this.

"Xiaobai, promise me not to lie to me, and not to leave me." Long Zhe's eyes were blurred, there were too many things he couldn't explain, but at this moment, he only wanted him.

"You don't leave, I don't abandon, you go, I'll wait."

Maybe at the moment of the full stop, Long Zhe was no longer suppressing himself, he didn't know how much Ning Ruibai could bear, he just wanted to give more, let him know that he loves him.

"Long Zhe, don't leave me, I'm afraid." Ning Ruibai hugged Long Zhe's waist, regardless of the wonderful feeling of pain and happiness,

"Don't be afraid, I'm here." Long Zhe kissed Ning Ruibai's lips, looking at the beautiful person under him, wishing that time could stop at this second, just you and me.