deep in the first part

why don't you love me

because don't want

why don't you love me

because you are not him

"Ring, evacuate in an hour." The speaker spoke very substandard Mandarin, and was separated from the door. His voice was so small that he couldn't hear it clearly unless he listened carefully.But this does not affect the people in the house at all, because there is no sound in the house.

"Eat something, I don't know how far we will go." Yuan Xiang sat on the bed, his voice was as gentle as water.But after waiting for a long time, no one answered, so he patiently persuaded, "Eat more, it's not good for your health."

In the whole room, if Yuan Xiang didn't speak, there would be no sound, it was dead silent, without any trace of vitality.Apart from regret, Yuan Xiang was also sad. After doing so much, even if it hurt him, that person's heart was always occupied by another person.

"Ruibai, don't be like this, okay?" Yuan Xiang wanted to pull Ning Ruibai's hand, but Ning Ruibai threw it away, with little strength but determination.

"What exactly do you want from me..." Yuan Xiang suddenly threw the bowl in his hand to the corner of the wall.

Ning Ruibai kept looking in the direction of the window, without saying a word from the beginning to the end.Yuan Xiang raised his hand, but still couldn't bear to let it go, he couldn't bear it, couldn't stand the indifference of his loved one, he walked out of the room, stood at the door and smoked.

Ning Ruibai always looks in the direction of the window, even though the window is closed now, he imagines the beauty outside and recalls the happiness of the past.At the beginning, he was always preparing to escape, even if it wasn't himself, he was looking forward to the rescue of others.But after they fled to Burma, such thoughts disappeared day by day in the long river of memory and sank to the bottom of the river.

The sudden gunshots made Ning Ruibai at a loss, Yuan Xiang rushed in immediately, without saying anything, he hugged Ning Ruibai directly.

"Xiang, go to the mountain, you hide first, we will pick you up at night."

"Okay." Yuan Xiang carried Ning Ruibai on his back and walked directly into the forest. Soon their figures disappeared into the dense jungle.

Although the drug dealers had already made preparations, they were frightened by Xiao Suifeng's sudden fall from the sky and fled in all directions.Xiao Suifeng's mind wasn't on dealing with those drug dealers at all. When he entered the base, he just used his memory to find the front of the house where Ning Ruibai was photographed, but there was no one in the house.

"Run away?" Xiao Suifeng violently kicked the door beside him.

"Young commander." Several people in camouflage uniforms stood in front of Xiao Suifeng.

"It should be into the mountains. You can force as many people into the mountains as you can." Xiao Suifeng ordered seriously, "Don't worry about those who run to Burma. We can't punish them if we catch them. Try to force them into the mountains." They enter the mountains, and beyond the mountains is the border of China, and someone can deal with them."

"Yes."

"Also, Yuan Ying should have brought Ning Ruibai into the mountain, find it for me, and keep him alive."

"Yes."

The originally bustling base was suddenly scattered with birds and beasts, and became an uninhabited ruin, still showing a little bit of mess.Xiao Suifeng did not follow into the mountain, he believed in the ability of his people, what he had to do now was to determine whether they were on the mountain or not.Xiao Suifeng turned his head and entered the room again. There were almost no facilities in the room, a bed, a table, a chair, and nothing else.There is a broken bowl in the corner, and the porridge inside can still be seen.There were still traces of blood stains on the bed, Xiao Suifeng touched it, there should be new ones and some old ones.Xiao Suifeng flipped through the drawers, but found nothing. He lowered his head and looked under the bed. A box caught his attention.

He took out the box, opened it, and found that it was full of syringes, a den of drug dealers, and syringes, which made Xiao Suifeng unable to think much about it.

Xiao Suifeng paced out, looked at the empty and deserted base, and took out the walkie-talkie that had been in his pocket all along.

"Chief Li, the mouse nest is cleared."

"Is everyone okay?"

"It's okay." Xiao Suifeng laughed casually a few times.

"Is Ning Ruibai here?"

"No, it should have entered the mountain. My people have also forced the mice into the mountain. You wait at the door to catch them all."

"Okay, you pay attention to safety."

"Hello."

"You... wait a minute."

"What? What's the matter?"

"Xiao Suifeng." Many people call Xiao Suifeng these three words every day, but only that person can make Xiao Suifeng feel hot when he says these three words.Xiao Suifeng didn't say a word, just wandered into the woods with the walkie-talkie in hand.

"Xiao Suifeng, what do you mean?" The voice on the other end of the phone was cold and serious.

"Brother Yang, what's the matter?" The other end was burning with anger, but this one was calm.

"Do you know how dangerous that is?" Yu Yang suppressed his anger.

"It's okay, all my people are here."

"Xiao Suifeng, you are really crazy."

"I'm dead, isn't it just what you want?" Xiao Suifeng was a little annoyed, a little self-reporting.

"Come back with a holographic hologram."

"I'm back... shall we finish what we haven't finished?"

Sure enough, the other end actively hung up the phone.Xiao Suifeng couldn't help licking his lower lip, as if the previous kiss was still there, no matter whether Yu Yang could accept him or not, anyway, today's proactive kiss took longer than every day.Xiao Suifeng hummed a little song, shook his head, and walked deep into the woods.

When Ning Ruibai woke up again, he found that the surrounding light was very weak, and it took him a long time to focus his eyes before he realized that he was in a cave.He propped himself up to sit up, his whole body started to feel cold, and he knew it was about to start again.

"You're awake." Yuan Xiang came in from the outside, the smell of cigarettes all over his body made Ning Ruibai cough.

"I'm sorry." Yuan Xiang moved away reluctantly.

"Where is this?" Ning Ruibai asked.

"Back Mountain."

"where are we going"

"Get out of here first."

"If I don't want to." Ning Ruibai didn't look up, but his voice was firm.

"Ruibai...it's very dangerous here." Yuan Xiang had already realized it, but he didn't want to admit it.

"Without you, I'm safe." Ning Ruibai didn't show mercy, and said it directly and frighteningly.

"Why?" Yuan Xiang still didn't understand why he couldn't walk into this person's heart.

"Let me go." What Ning Ruibai said was not pleading, but deeply helpless.

"Don't even think about it." Yuan Xiang was a little annoyed. He did this, agreed to the drug dealer's request, and only wanted to be as simple as staying and flying with Ning Ruibai.

"Take me, and you won't be able to escape."

"I'm not afraid."

"I'm afraid."

"I won't let go." Yuan Xiang made another decisive decision.

Ning Ruibai felt cold all over, and trembled unconsciously.Snot and tears came down, and the whole person was sloppy.

"I didn't bring anything, just hold on."

"Yuan Xiang, I'd rather die than continue." Ning Ruibai reluctantly raised his head, looked at Yuan Xiang seriously, and said, "Let me go, I'm so inhuman, you Just let it go."

"You still can't forget him?" Yuan Xiang asked.

"kindness."