deep in the first part

you are a disaster to me

i am lucky for you

no matter how far I hide

you keep chasing

but why

I want to turn around and wait for you

you are leaving

Like a god, Xiao Suifeng told the suffering people that your loved ones are fine, don't worry.But can you really relax?Anyway, Long Zhe can't do it.

Long Zhe rushed to Xiao Suifeng almost scrambling, he was in pain all over, Li Yihang didn't care about him at all, and his moves were vicious.Long Zhe didn't fight back either, he was punished for not protecting his lover well.

"Is he all right? Really all right? Then where is he now?" Long Zhe asked while grabbing Xiao Suifeng.

"Going back to America." Xiao Suifeng replied.

"Back to the United States, his parents are here." Long Zhe was a little disappointed, and his whole body darkened, "His parents took him away, didn't they?"

"kindness."

"I'm going to find him, I want to get him back." Long Zhe turned his head and left, but was pulled back by Xiao Suifeng.

"Long Zhe."

"Something happened?" Long Zhe didn't know what happened, but he just vaguely felt that something happened.

"It's okay, he's not in good health." Xiao Suifeng's expression was obviously not as simple as nothing, he glanced at Long Zhe and continued, "He's not in good spirits, the doctor said he wasn't stimulated, you still..."

"Am I his irritation?" Long Zhe seemed to understand instantly that Ning Ruibai hated him.

"Long Zhe, he..." Finally Xiao Suifeng said truthfully, "He doesn't want to see you, it's because he's not in a good mood right now, so don't provoke him anymore, after a while, he wants to leave That's it, that's all."

"What do you mean you don't want to see me? Why?" Long Zhe knew what was going on in Ning Ruibai's heart. In that sentence, Long Zhe saved me, but why didn't he ask the reason and just said that he didn't want to see him.Is their love really so fragile?

"Grass, you still ask why, if it weren't for you, would he have suffered these crimes?" Li Yihang said sarcastic remarks on the side.

"He doesn't want to see me..." Long Zhe kept mumbling, turned and walked towards the second floor.That voice, Long Zhe, save me, was Ning Ruibai's catastrophe, and it was also Long Zhe's nightmare.

That night, Xiao Suifeng arranged a special plane to send himself and Li Yihang back to the United States early in the morning.But after arranging everything, he didn't feel sleepy at all.He was sitting in the courtyard smoking, and he got a headache from smoking, but he didn't want to stop.He didn't know if what he did was right, and he didn't know if he really understood what Ning Ruibai meant.He didn't understand their feelings, but he was afraid that they would miss each other because of him.

"It's getting late, let's rest." Yu Yang walked over, but even though he said that, he didn't insist on letting Xiao Suifeng leave immediately. Instead, he sat beside Xiao Suifeng, enjoying the smoke, admiring Dreaming of the night.

"I'm gone this time, will we meet again?"

Yu Yang still looked at the sky and didn't answer as usual.

"Yu Yang."

Seeing that Yu Yang didn't answer, Xiao Suifeng stretched out his hand, cupped Yu Yang's face, and forced him to look at him.Xiao Suifeng stared at Yu Yang's handsome face, he didn't know where to start, he bit his lower lip first, it hurt slightly, but still couldn't make him clear his mind.Xiao Suifeng licked his lips, and the saliva flowed down the esophagus, driving the Adam's apple up and down.Xiao Suifeng just looked at Yu Yang like that, he wanted to keep him, but as Chief Li said, if he wears a military uniform for a day, they can't have any results.

"Don't forget me." After Xiao Suifeng finished speaking, his tone of voice made him feel sad.

"What do you love me for?" Yu Yang looked at Xiao Suifeng, this was something he had always been puzzled about.

"Hmph." Xiao Suifeng smiled a little flirtatiously, and looked at Yu Yang with all sorts of charms, "I have liked Brother Bing since I was a child. You look so handsome in military uniform."

"What if I take off this military uniform." Yu Yang had no expression on his face, no emotion could be seen, and he couldn't guess what he wanted to express.

Xiao Suifeng was taken aback, he had always known Yu Yang's obsession with that military uniform.In order to avoid him, it turned out that he could give up his faith.

"It's getting late, I'll go to sleep for a while." Xiao Suifeng turned around to hide the sadness in his eyes.He is tired, tired of chasing, he wants to take a rest, and continue chasing after gathering enough strength.

Yu Yang got used to being entangled by Xiao Suifeng, he gave up suddenly, and Yu Yang didn't feel happy in his heart.

In fact, Yu Yang wanted to say, Xiao Suifeng, for you, I don't want my military uniform anymore.

This time, let me chase you, okay?

The next day, when Yu Yang woke up, Xiao Suifeng and Li Yihang had already left.Long Zhe packed his things silently, and it was obvious that he was in a bad mood.

"Do you want me to see you off?" Yu Yang who suddenly appeared at the door asked.

"Take me to the airport."

"it is good."

Yu Yang didn't expect Long Zhe to choose to go home first.

"Aren't you going to the United States?" Yu Yang felt that he must have had a lot of contact with Xiao Suifeng, and he began to gossip.

"I have to make things clear about Shengshi. After going to the United States, I probably won't come back soon." Long Zhe explained seriously.

"Do you love him?" Without Xiao Suifeng, Yu Yang would never have thought that men would still like men one day.

"kindness."

"Do you regret it?"

"regret."

"Regret choosing a man?"

"I regret not protecting him well." Long Zhe kept his head down, and Yu Yang even felt that there were tears in his eyes.

Yu Yang's hand holding the steering wheel tightened slightly, and he asked Longzhe, "You...why do you like him?"

"Because he is Ning Ruibai."

An answer without an answer, but gave Yu Yang a heavy blow, yes, if that person was not Xiao Suifeng, would he have the urge to possess a man.

For many days after that, Yu Yang was recalling this brief conversation with Long Zhe, and he never understood how one person could never forget another person.

As soon as Long Zhe got out of the airport, he saw Du Boyu. There was no lover around him, and he was the only one.

"Where's your kid?" Long Zhe pretended to be relaxed.

"I didn't tell him about you." Du Boyu frowned.

"Oh, that's okay, kids are quite sensitive."

"Long Zhe, are you okay?" Du Boyu was a little worried.

"It's okay." Long Zhe squeezed out a smile, it was really not very good-looking.

Du Boyu didn't send Long Zhe home, he directly drove the car into Twilight, and then dragged Long Zhe into the private room.

"Drink, after today, solve what should be solved, and give up what can't be solved." Du Boyu handed Long Zhe a bottle of wine.

Long Zhe took the wine, raised his head and drank it down. In one breath, the bottle of wine was empty.

"Yu, I can't take it anymore." Long Zhe lowered his head, and his mind was not very good.

"How is he?"

"Not good, just saved my life."

"Where is he, why did you come back?"

"He is in the United States, he doesn't want to see me, when he leaves, tell everyone not to let me see him."

"What happened?"

"I do not know."

"Long Zhe, go find it and ask clearly." Du Boyu watched how their feelings increased little by little, and also knew what kind of existence Ning Ruibai was to Long Zhe.

"Well, I will, I won't let go."