deep in the first part

i trapped myself

can only wander in pain

I can't get out

are you near

if i know

I came out at the price of losing you

then i would rather

trapped in pain forever

Xiao Suifeng brought a few people to a small study room, looked at Long Zhe helplessly, then hooked Long Zhe's chin, and said with a look of color, "This little brother looks good."

"Suifeng." Long Zhe looked at him with a frown, he was familiar with Xiao Suifeng's evil nature.

"People you know like this can tell in minutes whether it's good or not."

"Suifeng, I was wrong, please help me." Long Zhe's tone was extremely miserable.

"If you want me to help you avoid their family members, or find a chance for you to meet, that's fine." Xiao Suifeng suddenly paused, and then added, "If you help me, let him accept you again, terrible I can not."

"What's wrong with him, why is he like this." Long Zhe sat on the sofa with his head down, scratching his hair.

"I don't know, you saw it, the doctor has nothing to do, he doesn't let people approach." Xiao Suifeng explained.

"I don't believe he doesn't have any feelings for me anymore."

Xiao Suifeng looked up at Long Zhe, no one was sure, but seeing Long Zhe's eyes, Xiao Suifeng always felt that he should help him.

"Suifeng, I'll take my aunt out tomorrow, and let someone watch my uncle." Dong Shaoxun said suddenly.

"This...."

"Suifeng, please." Longzhe could see that Xiao Suifeng had actually agreed.

"Well, please bring him back."'

"Okay." Long Zhe didn't know whether the promise was made by himself or someone else.

The next day, Dong Shaoxun took Ning's mother out of the house. Ning's father went to the company with Xiao Suifeng's people covering his whole body to protect him. Dr. Zhou went to the hospital because of a patient, and Xiao Suifeng only left two people at home to guard the door.

At the stairs, Xiao Suifeng grabbed Long Zhe who was about to go upstairs.

"How sure are you?" Xiao Suifeng asked.

"Not sure." Long Zhe answered honestly.

"Long Zhe, bring him back."

"it is good."

Long Zhe never felt that this short staircase seemed endless.At the door, Long Zhe took a deep breath, he was even a little scared, afraid to open that door, afraid to see Ning Ruibai's pale appearance.But, he needs him, he needs him to bring him back.

Long Zhe gently pushed the door open. He didn't intend to knock on the door from the very beginning, because he knew that Ning Ruibai would not open it for him. Fortunately, the door was not locked.

Ning Ruibai's room was very sunny, the window was open, and he sat on the sofa in front of the window with his knees hugged.The slight wind stirred Ning Ruibai's long hair, and the abundant sunlight made him even whiter, so pale that it was almost transparent.Long Zhe's heart fluctuated with the fluttering curtains, even though he had made more preparations, his heart still ached to death.

"Xiaobai." Long Zhe called him softly, but Ning Ruibai didn't seem to hear him.

Long Zhe approached him step by step, but Ning Ruibai didn't seem to know that someone had entered the room, and still looked straight out of the room.

"Little Bai." This time Long Zhe put his hand on Ning Ruibai's shoulder lightly.

Ning Ruibai turned around abruptly as if being scalded by a raging fire. Before Long Zhe could finish his next move, he had shrunk into the corner of the wall.

"Don't come here." Ning Ruibai was not looking at Long Zhe at all, but kept repeating "Don't come here."

"Xiaobai, I'm Long Zhe." Long Zhe still approached Ning Ruibai step by step, without stopping because of Ning Ruibai's trembling.

"Don't come here...don't come here." Ning Ruibai's voice changed from panic to crying.

On Ning Ruibai's delicate face, there were crystal clear teardrops, and his beautiful eyes were like world famous paintings.Long Zhe is not a pervert, and loves him even more deeply. All of Long Zhe's rationality disappeared at this moment.He grabbed Ning Ruibai's arm and forced him to look at him.

"Look at me to see who I am." Long Zhe grabbed Ning Ruibai tightly.

"Let go of me..." Ning Ruibai kept not looking at him, as if he was trying to escape.

"Look at me, I'm Long Zhe." Long Zhe didn't know where the anger came from. He was so in love with each other, how could he just forget it.

"Let go of me, I saved you... Let go of me..." Ning Ruibai repeated it over and over again, even if Long Zhe grabbed his arm, he still tried his best to avoid it.Ning Ruibai covered his face with his arms, and his strength was so strong that Long Zhe was struggling to prevent him from escaping.

"Xiaobai." No matter how Long Zhe called, Ning Ruibai seemed to be unable to hear anything, just blindly hiding, but never gave Long Zhe the slightest response.

All Long Zhe's patience was worn out by Ning Ruibai, and he suddenly pulled Ning Ruibai into his arms.The sudden masculinity made Ning Ruibai extremely nervous. He struggled with all his strength, but he was still not as strong as Long Zhe.Long Zhe tightly restrained Ning Ruibai with one hand, and pinched Ning Ruibai's chin with the other, forcing him to look directly at him.

"Ning Ruibai, be sober and look at me." Long Zhe's hands were extremely strong, and Ning Ruibai's abnormally pale complexion instantly turned blood red because of Long Zhe's strong pressing.Long Zhe forced Ning Ruibai to look at him, but Ning Ruibai's eyes never focused.He was focused on escaping, but Long Zhe was obsessed with imprisoning him.

Long Zhe bit Ning Ruibai's lips fiercely, wanting him to recall their past, but Ning Ruibai not only refused to cooperate, but even tried his best to resist.Using both hands and feet, trying to push Long Zhe away from him.The closer Long Zhe got and the tighter his hug, the more fiercely Ning Ruibai struggled.Ning Ruibai kicked Long Zhe's leg fiercely, but Long Zhe never left Ning Ruibai's lips.Ning Ruibai's body has never recovered, coupled with a lot of activities, at this moment, Ning Ruibai's weak body is completely unbearable, even Long Zhe can feel that Ning Ruibai's resistance is getting stronger and stronger. lighter.

Long Zhe pounced on Ning Ruibai, pressing all the strength of his body on Ning Ruibai's body. Of course Ning Ruibai couldn't bear Long Zhe, and his body fell backwards.Long Zhe put his arm behind Ning Ruibai's back, but the impact of his body still made Ning Ruibai feel numb all over.Long Zhe only observed for two seconds, seeing that Ning Ruibai was fine, he laid his whole body on Ning Ruibai's body.Long Zhe's legs were intertwined with Ning Ruibai's, one big hand grabbed the wrist of Ning Ruibai's two hands that were close together, and the other hand began to untie Ning Ruibai's clothes.

"You let me go..."

Long Zhe's movements didn't stop at all because of Ning Ruibai's shout.

"Don't... Please let me go... Please..." Ning Ruibai's eyes were red with pain, and he kept sobbing, his voice was intermittent and hoarse, making it hard to hear.

Long Zhe suddenly looked at Ning Ruibai. Ning Ruibai's eyes were no longer dull without focus. He looked at Long Zhe with sadness and disappointment in his eyes.Long Zhe was stunned for a moment, how could he hurt him, he stood up abruptly, staring at Ning Ruibai under him in a daze.

"Xiaobai, I'm sorry." Long Zhe dared not touch him again.

"Don't come here." Ning Ruibai pulled his clothes and hid against the wall, but accidentally bumped into the table next to him.The vase on the table fell down, and the pieces shattered all over the floor.

Ning Ruibai picked up one and held it in his hand, the bright red blood flowed down the slender arm along the depression in his hand.

"Xiaobai, give me the glass quickly." Long Zhe was startled, but didn't dare to move.

"Don't come here." Ning Ruibai sniffled, he raised his hand, and silently pointed the glass in his hand to his heart.

"Xiao Bai, don't be impulsive." Long Zhe was slowly moving towards Ning Ruibai, his tone sounded like coaxing a child, "Be good, put down the glass."

"Don't come here." Seeing that Long Zhe was getting closer and closer to him, Ning Ruibai began to wave his hands at Long Zhe.Because of Ning Ruibai's swing, blood was thrown everywhere, which was very terrifying.

Long Zhe was worried that Ning Ruibai's blood would run dry if this continued, so he saw the right moment and grabbed Ning Ruibai's wrist.

"Go away." Ning Ruibai didn't care, and was still waving.

During the entanglement, the glass plunged straight into Long Zhe's chest. Ning Ruibai's hand was still holding the glass, but it was not as steady as before.

The blood slowly flowed out, through the clothes, dripping on the ground, and merged with Ning Ruibai's blood into one.

"Long Zhe." Ning Ruibai suddenly let go of his hand trembling, with an expression of disbelief.