deep in the first part

I love you

The simplest three words

But I have to spend my whole life to fulfill it

I'll be with you

The simplest four words

But I have to spend my whole life to achieve it

"Long Zhe, I want to tell you... what happened when I was kidnapped." Although he didn't want to face some things, they happened after all.

"It's okay, it doesn't matter if you don't want to say it." Long Zhe hugged the person in his arms tighter. He didn't say anything, but Long Zhe could guess it.

"No...I want to tell you... between us... there shouldn't be... concealment." Ning Ruibai was scared, it was really the first time he faced himself, he was really afraid of the dragon Zhe left.

"Okay." Long Zhe regretted it very much. He regretted that he had not controlled his emotions impulsively, but since Ning Ruibai had to face himself, he was willing to accompany him.

Ning Ruibai closed his eyes slightly, actually those memories don't need to be recalled at all, those are already imprinted deep in the memory.

He opened his mouth slowly, talking about the past that he didn't want to think about again.

"Yuan Xiang is my senior. As you know, there are not so many classes in American education. At that time, after school, we would play ball, sing and so on. Yuan Xiang studied very well, you can say that he is very talented, and he is also a man of the hour in our school. , many girls like him. He told me later that he has been paying attention to me for a long time, basically he will go to all my performances, and he will record every song of mine. He likes me more than once, but I refuse I hate him, I hate to say that I am good-looking, that I am a beautiful man, or a male classmate. I told him that it is impossible for us, and I will never like men in my life. Then he left and went to another state The school is far away from us, but he still insisted on writing me emails, but I never read them. He later said that he left because he didn’t like me anymore, but because he didn’t want to cause me trouble, so he left. Later, You know, we met again at school, and he went back to China."

"He appeared earlier than I knew?" Long Zhe regretted why he hadn't noticed this abnormality earlier.

"Well, it was a lot earlier. At that time, I wasn't sure if I liked you, but I was very clear that I didn't like him. Then he was in the bar and saw me and you by accident. He thought I was there for money, and even Selling myself for money. He didn't know about my family, so he thought I was trapped by money at the time. He pestered me, and I told him, I like you, I only like you. He couldn't accept it, because I once said, I will never like men in my life." Ning Ruibai rambled on, without going into too many details, but Long Zhe could understand it completely.

"Xiaobai..." Long Zhe kissed Ning Ruibai's lips, and held his hand like a treasure.He thought he was his background and could always protect him, but in fact, he didn't help him at all from the very beginning.

"Later, I thought we would never meet again. But I didn't expect that my dad suddenly found me and locked me up. When Xiao Suifeng helped me escape from my dad that day, I When I arrived at the gate, the security guard was a newcomer and didn’t know me. I was afraid that my dad would catch up on my wireless messages, so I didn’t bring my mobile phone. Xiao Suifeng didn’t follow me because he was afraid of being exposed. I asked the security guard to lend me a mobile phone. The security guard went back to get it When I was on the phone, Yuan Xiang appeared, and then kidnapped me... After that, we walked all the way to Yunnan. During that time, I was in very bad health. Before that, it was because of...you..., and later, it was Yuan Xiang was afraid that I would run away, so he never gave me anything to eat. When he was in Yunnan, one day, he drank too much and thought... I disagreed, but he didn't have the energy, so he just took a fruit knife , stabbed myself. At that time, Xiao Suifeng was about to find us. He had no choice but to take me to see a doctor. When I was about to die, he gave me X D. Later we went to Myanmar. I didn’t I understood how those guys who looked like soldiers obeyed Yuan Xiang's words, and I later learned that Yuan Xiang could purify their supply. In fact, they lived quite well there, and those people were simply supporting Yuan Xiang. Yuan Xiang and them are It was the first time we cooperated, so I was the one who tried D. Because first, they wanted to test whether Yuan Xiang’s purification was good, and second, they controlled me and controlled him. Later, when they heard the news, Yuan Xiang I ran into the woods with me, and I felt that I couldn’t escape with him like this even if I died, so I stabbed my old wound again. Then I don’t know anything.” Is it true that I don’t know anything?Of course not, Ning Ruibai's memory is surprisingly good, so good that he feels terrible.What he forgets the most, but he can't forget it anyway.But he didn't want to mention that unforgettable memory no matter what.

After Ning Ruibai had finished speaking, he raised his eyes to look at Long Zhe, only to find that Long Zhe's eye circles were red with pain, and his face was full of tears.

"Why, why are you crying?" Ning Ruibai reached out and wiped Long Zhe's tears, it turned out that seeing his lover cry really hurts his heart.

"Xiaobai, I'm sorry, I'll never pay you back... I'm sorry." Long Zhe suddenly hugged Ning Ruibai, crying loudly.Ning Ruibai slowly put his hands on Longzhe's back, stroking up and down carefully.

"Uncle, I can't get out. As soon as I close my eyes, I will recall these things. But as long as you are by my side, I think I can face it." Ning Ruibai said this to reassure Long Zhe and to give own a belief.

"Well, I'll be with you, always."

"kindness."

"Don't hurt yourself anymore." Long Zhe stroked Ning Ruibai's wrist lightly, "From now on, stick to me."

"Sorry, I promise I won't do it again."

"It's okay, it's not your fault, you're sick, we'll cure it, that's all."

"it is good."

In fact, they all understand that Ning Ruibai's illness is not so easy to cure.

Under the sun, the two people clinging to each other, their hearts are also leaning together, the sun falls from behind them, like a layer of gold edging, beautiful and a bit mysterious.Different from when they came, the two of them were sweet when they went back. Long Zhe confirmed with the doctor again and again before he dared to take Ning Ruibai home.The doctor also said a dozen times that Ning Ruibai had been sleeping all morning, not fainted, but really been sleeping all the time.Ning Ruibai looked like he was enjoying the show, and hid behind Long Zhe, watching him keep annoying the doctor.In the end, the doctor couldn't take it anymore and told them that if they were worried, they could go to another hospital for further investigation.

Ning Ruibai went forward to thank the doctor, and pulled Long Zhe out.

"Xiaobai, are you okay?" Long Zhe was still worried.

"It's okay, it's really okay." Ning Ruibai turned his wrist vigorously.

Long Zhe quickly stopped him, and said, "Why don't we find another hospital."

"Brother." Ning Ruibai suddenly called Long Zhe, a title that rarely appeared, which startled Long Zhe.

"Are you uncomfortable?" Long Zhe became nervous again.

"No, as long as you're by my side, I'll be fine."

"Okay, I'll always be by your side."

Long Zhe rushed over, moved away from Ning Ruibai's wrist, and wrapped him in his arms again. The two of them were about the same height. In fact, it was not that comfortable for Long Zhe to wrap his arms around Ning Ruibai's shoulders, but Long Zhe didn't want to let go at all. , I just want to hug this person for the rest of my life.Ning Ruibai said nothing because of family, and took Longzhe to the park to feed the pigeons.

Beside the bench, groups of pigeons bounced around Ning Ruibai's feet, some picked up the ones on the ground, and some grabbed the ones in Ning Ruibai's hands.Ning Ruibai avoided the harassment from the pigeons and smiled happily.Long Zhe knew that he still liked this smile after all, and it was because he didn't have one.Ning Ruibai has such magic power, his smile is so pure at any time.

Long Zhe spread his arms and squinted to see the couple playing in front of the fountain. At this moment, he really only wished for world peace.The phone in Long Zhe's pocket rang again. He took it out, glanced at the screen, and frowned.

"What's wrong?" Ning Ruibai asked.

Long Zhe handed the phone to Ning Ruibai to see, and then said, "Dad..."

The author has something to say:

Long Xiaozhe: Mom, my daughter-in-law is sick

Yue: Young Master Long, do you mean to let me find another Xiao Gong to play with your wife?

Long Xiaobai: Mom, look, there are planes in the sky

Yue: Xiaobai, remember not to hit your husband on the head next time, you will be a fool

Ning Xiaobai: Mom, are you going to catch the doll?

Yue: walking

The young master dropped a jujube in the kindergarten yesterday, so I didn't update it. . . . . .

If anyone wants to read it, I will add another chapter tonight.

If you don't talk to me, I'll just play by myself.

bye~~~~~