Don't love the wind and dust, don't miss you

看 着 眼前 人 渐散

而 在 那 过 后

只 有 忽然 倦透 的

是 我 的 一 对手

努力 向前 谁 没有

谁 料 歇息 的 借口

是 要 把 眼泪 再流

谁 自愿 独立 于 天地

痛 了 也 人 看

你 我 却 须 要

在 人 前 被 仰望

连造梦 亦 未 敢 想像

我 会 这样 硬朗

但是 又 怎 可 使 你 我 失望

看 着眼前 人 睡 了

和 幸福 多 接近

等 了 多 这 角色

做 你 的 女人

我 没有 权 令 你

承受 太 多 的 情感

但 我 始终 是 个人

——"Women's Heart"

A few months passed in a blink of an eye, and the crew of Kawashima Hongye returned to Hong Kong early after filming, but she had no intention of leaving at all.The steel plate clamped on her leg was taken out, and she can walk without any problem at all.

"Huang Ye, what are your plans for the future? How far have you developed with your cousin?" Zheng Xinyan didn't plan to go back. For her, she has a mission. It took a lot of hard work to find her cousin, so she must be good. It's good to keep her alive, otherwise who knows when Yan Yugui will run away again, wouldn't it be nothing for her to fetch water from a bamboo basket.

Hearing this, Kawashima Konoha couldn't help laughing wryly, "How else can it develop? Since Xiaonian left, she has been trapped in her room in the past few months, obsessed with music all day long. How can she have time to notice others?"

"Why do your words sound so sour? Sigh, she's not obsessed with music, she's just mad at herself." Zheng Xinyan sighed helplessly.

Chuan Dao Hong Ye returned to Yan Yu Gui's house, the house was deserted, as if there was no one there, but she felt that man's breath was everywhere.When she came back from buying vegetables, she couldn't cook by herself in the past few months because of her inconvenient legs and feet, and Yan Yugui didn't know how to cook either. She usually ordered takeaway or went out to eat. Now her legs are almost healed, and she still can't cook. The problem, the point is, I really want to do something for her, as if in this way, I can feel that their relationship is really getting closer.

Chuan Dao Hong Ye was busy in the kitchen, and when the dishes were almost ready, Yan Yugui went downstairs following the smell of the food.

"Little Yezi, your legs are not sharp yet, what are you cooking for?" Yan Yugui hurried over to take the dishes from her hands and put them on the dining table, his tone intensified.

"You took me in for a few months, so why don't you cook me a meal to repay you?" Kawashima Hinata pursed her lips delicately like a little girl.

"I didn't let you live in my house because I wanted you to repay."

"But I am willing to do this. I like to cook, so why don't you just treat it as my hobby?" In fact, she doesn't like cooking, but as long as the other party is Yan Yugui, she will be happy to ask her to do anything.

"You still have this hobby? But it looks really good. I thought you couldn't cook like me." Yan Yugui raised his eyebrows, and put a chopstick dish into his mouth. Attracted by the smooth, tender and delicious taste, he raised his head and praised without hesitation, "Wow, the real person doesn't show his face, it's delicious, you can change your career to be a chef."

Kawashima Konoha saw that her lips were stained with oil, so she took out two pieces of paper and gently wiped them off for her, while smiling lightly, "Sometimes, I always feel like a child."

"I'll do it myself." Yan Yugui smiled and took the tissue in her hand, bowed his head and concentrated on eating.Is it my own illusion, I always feel that she looks at me strangely, like, like... Yan Yugui didn't want to think about it any further.

After eating, Yan Yugui was going out to do some shopping. "Shall I drive you there?" Although it was in a questioning tone, the body opened the door one step ahead of her.

"Your leg hasn't fully recovered yet, so I don't worry about your driving." Yan Yugui shook his head in refusal.

"What kind of problem is this? I have good driving skills." Kawashima Hongye pulled her out without any explanation, not allowing her to object at all.

"I can't tell, you are quite strong." The wrist being held by the other party hurt a little, and she pulled herself away easily, which made Yan Yugui look sideways.

"I've reached the third dan of karate." Kawashima Koha turned around and winked at her playfully, with a slightly smug look on his face.

"Excellent, it looks like I won't dare to mess with you anymore, or if you're in a bad mood and beat me up, I'll find someone to cry." Yan Yugui joked.

Looking at Yan Yugui who got into the car, Hong Ye stared at her back affectionately, and sighed in his heart, "How could I have the heart to hurt you at all?"

The car drove for a while, and at a turn, a truck came head-on, perhaps because the leg had not fully recovered, Hong Ye had no time to brake, and almost hit it. Fortunately, the truck stopped, otherwise the two of them would have to die. It's over.

In this episode, Chuan Dao Hongye breathed a sigh of relief and turned to look at Yan Yugui, only to see that her face was livid, her teeth clenched her lower lip tightly, her forehead was bulging with blue veins, her face was sweating profusely, and she was curled up tremblingly. Tuan suddenly panicked, quickly drove the car to the side, got out of the car and quickly opened the passenger door, hugged her and asked eagerly, "Nicole, Nicole, Yugui! What's wrong with you? Don't scare me, Yugui!" Seeing that she still didn't respond, Hong Ye was completely confused at this moment, not knowing what to do, she just kept shaking her body.

After a long while, Yan Yugui's eyes gradually became focused. She pushed Chuan Dao's leaf away, and ran out like a madman.

"Yugui! Yugui!" Kawashima Hongye chased after him regardless of the discomfort in his legs.Although her leg was injured, she had always learned martial arts, and her physical fitness was far better than Yan Yugui's, so she caught up with her in a short time. This time, she did not give Yan Yugui a chance to escape, so she hugged her from behind and let her No matter how hard he struggled, he never let go.

"Yu Gui, calm down, what's the matter? Tell me." Hong Ye was also anxious, she didn't know the reason, she didn't understand that a person who was fine just now became like this in a blink of an eye.

The two tossed and tossed in place for a long time, and Yan Yugui finally calmed down under Kawashima Hongye's constant comfort and comfort, and leaned against her weakly.

"It's a shadow in your heart, don't worry, it's all right now, you can let go of your hand." Yan Yugui smiled reluctantly at her.

Hong Ye, who was still a little apprehensive at first, let go of his hand when he heard the words, but he couldn't help feeling disappointed.

When he got home, Yan Yugui immediately called Jiang Luyan, "Drove your Wrangler tomorrow and borrowed it from me."

When Jiang Luyan heard this, he was very unbelievable, "You mean, you want to drive?"

"Can't understand what I'm saying? Who else is driving?"

"What stimulated you? The phobia is gone?" Jiang Luyan was surprised, thinking that something must have happened to her.

"I just want to overcome my psychological shadow, forget it, I won't talk nonsense with you, I will drive here tomorrow morning, I have something to do." After Yan Yugui said something angrily, he hung up the phone directly.

"Where are you going? Drive by yourself?" The next day, Jiang Luyan came over and saw her with luggage in her hands, and rushed over to pull her to ask.

"I told you years ago that I'm going to Ali." Yan Yugui replied flatly.

"Miss Hongye, what happened to you guys?" Jiang Luyan knew that she couldn't find anything when she asked Yan Yugui, so she looked at Kawashima Hongye behind her and asked.

Hong Ye smiled wryly and shook his head, as if he didn't want to say more.Anyway, no matter where Yu Gui went, she would follow her.

"Oh, I don't know what you guys are doing. Forget it, I won't say much, in a word, be careful on the road." Sometimes, between friends, there is no need to ask the bottom line, and he also knows that Yan Yugui doesn't care. She has her reasons for everything she does, and she has a sense of proportion.

"Lu Yan, thank you." Yan Yugui took the car keys and said sincerely.

"The two of us still talking about this? Remember to call me every day to report that I'm safe, and I'll leave first." Afterwards, Jiang Luyan explained a few more words to her, until she got impatient with Yan Yugui's words, and then left without further satisfaction.

"He is really considerate to you." The words came out of Chuan Dao Hong Ye's mouth, and he didn't know what it was like.

"Yes, generally speaking, he is a very good man. If I were around Yinbai's age, I might like him. But Yinbai really cares about him."

"Little Ye Zi, you don't really want to go with me, do you?" Yan Yugui looked at her with his head tilted, wondering if she was serious.

"Of course, if the two of you are together, at least I can help you drive and protect you. The Xinjiang-Tibet line is so dangerous." Kawashima Hongye made up the reason as a matter of course.

"Okay, as long as you're happy." Yan Yugui looked helpless with her.

Kawashima Konoha smiled triumphantly, she felt that she had laughed more during the few months with her sweetheart than she had over the past twenty years.She really wanted to live like this with her for the rest of her life, but how long could she bear it?She was afraid that one day she would not be able to resist expressing her love to her, and would do something that might be irreversible.She didn't know whether Yan Yugui could accept her, not to mention that there was a man in her heart, a man she would never forget, and God knew how jealous she was of that man in her heart.

"Can you really drive?" In the afternoon, the two were ready to set off, Kawashima Koha looked worriedly at the person in the driver's seat who kept taking deep breaths.

"I've said it all, you must overcome your fear. I used to be a racing driver, but I haven't driven a car for many years." As soon as he sat in the cab, Yan Yugui's mind was full of thoughts about the car accident where he died. The picture in front of her, this feeling is about to make her collapse.After working hard several times, I barely suppressed the suffocation in my heart.Opening her eyes, stepping on the accelerator, this time, it seemed that she had really bid farewell to the past and was no longer obsessed.

Along the way, stop and go, experience a different kind of exotic customs, and feel the scenery that can cleanse the soul on the Xinjiang-Tibet Line. The desert, grassland, and Gobi outside the Great Wall seem to make Yan Yugui find a new belonging, that kind of belonging , lies in travel, and even more in Kawashima Konoha, the integration of heart and nature, and the intimacy of heart and heart, but the relationship between the two is stuck on a hurdle, and perhaps the opportunity has not yet come, and they will never get over it.

It took almost two months before the two arrived at their destination, Aligang Rinpoche.

at the foot of the mountain

"What's the point?"

"Kang Rinpoche is one of the three holy mountains in Tibet, and it is also the best holy place to go around the mountain. They say that going around the mountain can eliminate the sins of a lifetime. Although I don't really believe it, it's just for peace of mind." Yan Yu Gui lowered his head, paused and continued, "Ning Yi and I once came to Tibet once. We walked the Sichuan-Tibet line from Chengdu to Lhasa for more than 3 months. We heard this legend from Tibetans, and we started We agreed to go to Gang Rinpoche to go around the mountains together when we come back next time, but he left first, and this time, we have fulfilled our wish." Yan Yugui looked leisurely at the snow-capped mountains in the distance that never melted all year round. , recounting the past very calmly, she is a free and easy person after all, even if the memory cannot be forgotten, then bury it in the bottom of my heart.Life still goes on, you are in the sky, you also want me to be happy.

Kawashima Hongye knew that the Ning Yi she was talking about was the man she once loved deeply. She was sore in her heart, but she felt very sorry for the strong man in front of her, so she blurted out without thinking, "Don't worry, you still have me." Well, no matter what you want to do, I will always be with you."

Hearing this, Yan Yugui turned his head and looked at her in amazement. She was stunned for a moment by the firm and serious eyes, "I am very pleased to have such a considerate friend like you. Let's go, after a round It’s more than 50 kilometers, and I will definitely set up a tent here tonight, and I can leave tomorrow.” Some unnaturally turned and walked forward, frowning in distress, she really hoped that all this was her own illusion, but Along the way, Chuan Dao Hong Ye has been kind to her, she has taken care of her in every possible way in life, and I heard Xin Yan said that she has a weird temper and gets angry at every turn, but when she is with him, she is always gentle Be careful, think about your own feelings everywhere, and put your own thoughts first. She, Yan Yugui, sees everything. It's not that she can't feel it, but she can only pretend that nothing happened. She doesn't want to put the relationship between each other Pick it apart, that will only make the two of them more embarrassed.

After walking more than half the distance, the two of them set up a tent on the side of the road at night. Perhaps it was because of walking too much at once, coupled with old illnesses, Kawashima Hiroba felt a little pain in his leg bones, so he sat in his sleeping bag Pat the calf lightly.

Seeing this, Yan Yugui entered the tent, so he said, "There are locals on this road, I'll go out and ask them for some hot water to apply to you." After finishing speaking, she hurried out without waiting for her reply.

After a while, Yan Yugui came in with a basin of hot water and took out a towel from his backpack.

"I'll do it myself." Kawashima Hongye wanted to take the towel from her hand, but she stopped him.

"Lie down properly and don't move!" Yan Yugui rolled up her trouser legs, applied a wet hot towel to her several times, and then massaged her for about [-] minutes before asking her, "Is it better? Does it hurt?"

Seeing her busy with herself wholeheartedly, Kawashima Hongye's heart almost melted, how could he still feel the pain?Gradually, she couldn't control her heart anymore, she stood up and hugged her neck and kissed her lips, it was so soft and fragrant, "Yu Gui, you are my best painkiller and my best painkiller." , there is no cure.” At some point, she no longer called her Nicole, but fell in love with calling her by the very beautiful name: Yu Gui...

"Well. What are you doing?" Yan Yugui broke free from her restraints, stared at her coldly with wide-eyed eyes, but when he touched the deep affection and hurt in her eyes, he couldn't utter any words of scolding up.

She just turned her head and said flatly, "Little Ye Zi, don't do this, it's impossible for us."

Although Kawashima Hongye was a little annoyed at her irrational behavior just now, she didn't regret it. After hearing this, her bad temper in the past suddenly came up, and she yelled, "Yu Gui, why is it impossible? You In the past, I wanted to come with your sweetheart, but now the person who wanted to accompany you was replaced by me, isn't this the fate between me and you? I love you, Yan Yugui!"

"Are you crazy? There are people around, can you keep your voice down?" Yan Yugui growled in a low voice.

Regardless of what she said, Kawashima Hongye held her face in her hands and said unwillingly in her ear, "Yu Gui, stay with me, okay? I'm willing to do whatever you ask me to do!"

"Really, then I hope you can calm down and be sober now!" Yan Yugui saw that her eyes were red, and that eyes seemed to eat her. She had never seen such a Kawashima Hinata.

"I'm sober. Do you know how long I've endured these words? Today, I just want you to know that I really want to be with you! Could it be that you don't feel the slightest bit about me after we've been together for so long?" Chuan Shimazuha lowered her voice, and there was even pleading in her tone.

After piercing the thin membrane like a cicada's wings, in the following days, Kawashima Hongye no longer had any scruples, and treated Yan Yugui like a madman in every possible way, no matter how Yan Yugui refused, how With cold words and cold eyes, she has been perseveringly chasing her footsteps, with only one thought in her heart, she only wants to get her.When it comes to love, she has always been extreme, never knowing how to give up, she loves passionately, sensitively, and obsessively. This kind of crazy pursuit makes Yan Yugui feel very depressed, but she doesn't know how to deal with it. The day before her return trip, she couldn't bear it.

"Tomorrow it will be up to you to drive back or I will drive back. Let's go our separate ways. I can't accept you." She suppressed the reluctance and contradictions in her heart, and said with a ruthless expression.