Don't love the wind and dust, don't miss you

Today, Saturday.Yan Yugui was still tinkering with her sheet music in the study. She buried her head on the desk, her eyes fixed on the white paper in front of her. After thinking about it for a long time, she crumpled the paper up and threw it on the ground in a blink of an eye. At first glance, the desk was covered with scrap paper that she had abandoned.

At this moment, she has no inspiration and thoughts at all, and her mind is infested with some messy thoughts, so she really can't calm down to write the score.This feeling of being at a loss only appeared to her after that person left seven years ago.

"Ah!" Yan Yugui threw the things on the table to the ground in distress.In the end, she could only open the door and give up today's efforts.She knows that when composing, she must not force herself when she is in a bad state. Under such circumstances, there will be no good works.Back in the room, turned on the phone, saw several missed calls, and called back.She has always had the unshakable habit of blocking any communication devices around her when she was doing things.

"Lu Yan, what's the matter?"

"Yu Gui, what's wrong with you? You're not in the right mood." Her voice today was extraordinarily cold.

"It's okay, tell me, why are you looking for me?"

"Oh, now if you are free, come to Yinhuang Entertainment. Our mayor's beauty is also here. I just met the little girl from your school, Jian Yinbai, and I called her. Listen to you The voice seems to be in a bad mood, so come and play and relax."

"Okay, I'll come right away. But I want to bring more people, don't you mind?" Seeing that there is still a missed number from Zheng Xinyan, I thought it would be good to let her come over.

"Of course I don't mind, let me come and pick you up."

"No, we'll come here by ourselves."

"Ok."

After hanging up the phone, Yan Yugui immediately replied coolly to Zheng Xinyan.

"Cousin, you haven't changed after all these years, and you can't even answer the phone when you do things." The other party's voice sounded very brisk.

"Come out and go out with me to relax, you drive over to pick me up first." Yan Yugui said to her without being polite at all, as a matter of course.

"Okay, it's rare for you to be so leisurely. Wait for me, I'll come right over."

By the time Zheng Xinyan came to pick Yan Yugui up and go back to Yinhuang Entertainment, it was already four or ten minutes later.Jiang Luyan had already stood at the door for a while, and after the three of them entered the private room together, Yan Yugui introduced them, "You should all know this, Zheng Xinyan, Kawashima Hongye's manager, this is my student Jianyin Bai, this is Jiang Luyan, and they are all my friends." While talking, Chao pointed at Jian Yinbai Jiang Luyan and said.

"Hello." Zheng Xinyan smiled and greeted briefly.

"Wow, Sister Yu Gui, when did you get so close?" Jian Yinbai looked at the two of them with a puzzled expression.

"This is a secret, I can't tell you." Yan Yugui chuckled, and looked at Zheng Xinyan mysteriously.

"Sit down first, I'm still curious how you got together?" Yan Yugui's playful eyes scanned the two of them.

"Xinyan, do you want to sing? Have a song?" Yu Qianyun, who had been sitting silently on the sofa, said, looked up at Zheng Xinyan, poured a glass of soda and handed it to her.

"Okay, I'm happy today, so I'll sing a song for Ms. Yan Yugui, haha. This is the song of a singer she was very obsessed with when she was a teenager." Zheng Xinyan smiled and clicked a song on the screen, He continued, "But after listening to the two songs you sang that night, I know that you are still infatuated."

"No way, didn't Sister Yu Gui say that she has never chased after stars?" Jian Yinbai asked with a puzzled look on her face, her watery eyes wide open. She began to wonder about the real relationship between the two of them. A person named Zheng Xinyan is quite familiar with Sister Gui's affairs.

In fact, not only Jian Yinbai, Jiang Luyan and the others, but even Yu Qianyun, who had known Yan Yugui for more than ten years, didn't understand the earlier story that Zheng Xinyan told.

"It's no wonder, she..." She was about to say something more, when the prelude to the music she ordered played, "I'll talk about it later."

"The setting sun is infinite and helpless, only a breath of glory

The brilliance that fades away with the clouds will never return

It's too late to bear the changes of this life

It's like clouds gathering and dispersing to entangle this vicissitudes of tired face." Zheng Xinyan turned his head and looked at Yan Yugui who was in deep thought, and his dazed eyes froze on Jian Yinbai for a few seconds.

"The long road suddenly feels the time recede

Joy is always short-lived and never returns

哪个 看透 我 是 平淡

How many winds and rains have I encountered, weaving my intertwined dreams

I once met your sincere arms to accompany me through adversity

Rushing in the middle of the road, the road is full of turmoil and twists and turns

一 天 想到 归去 已 晚

Oh, born lonely, my heart is dark

路上 风霜哭笑 再 一 弯

One day I thought about going back but it was too late"

"Thank you, I'm done."

"It's a good thing you sing well, otherwise I will kill you if you sing this song." Yan Yugui joked.

"Haha, after listening to this song, you will know who her idol is. Who said that she has never chased stars? Since she was ten years old, she fell in love with Anita. Since then, every time Anita's concert, she I never missed it. When Anita passed away in her sophomore year of high school at the age of 15, she skipped school to attend the funeral that day, so her previous star chasing journey can be described as crazy."

"Don't ask me why I know her so well, because I'm her child, although I haven't seen her for so many years." Zheng Xinyan directly stopped Jian Yinbai from asking.

"Yu Gui, I can't tell. I really thought you weren't interested in anyone. It turns out that Miss Zheng revealed so many things about you that we didn't know. I'm going to let her drink a few more drinks tonight." , would it be great if I could turn all your bottoms out?" Jiang Luyan looked at Zheng Xin and said narrowly.

"It's impossible to get to the bottom of me." Although she regards him as her confidant and friend, there are some things she doesn't want to mention again.

"Yu Gui, it's up to you to sing." Yu Qianyun felt a little lost inexplicably, she drank all the XO in the cup, but when she looked at Yan Yugui, her eyes were still gentle enough to drip water.

"Yes, sister Yu Gui, let's sing one."

"Okay." Yan Yugui hooked the corners of his lips charmingly, and clicked "I want your love."

As soon as the music sounded, the whole person entered the state, his eyes were blurred, and his body began to twist enchantingly. He walked up to Jiang Luyan, pulled him to stand up, and wrapped his arms around his neck "Come on, let's go together."

"I~"

"I want~"

"I want your~"

"I want your love~"

"Why didn't you say it~"

"No, Yu Gui, if you do this again, I'll burn myself and I can't hold it anymore, haha."

"I can't hold it anymore? Let me just say, men are all the same." Yan Yugui raised his eyebrows and gave him a look, then turned around and turned to Yu Qianyun, only to see her staring at him She, blushing, with a strong smell of alcohol in her breath, frowned, and a soft voice sounded next to her ear, "Senior sister, why did you drink so much?" She didn't expect her to say that, Yu Qianyun's neck was red, she pushed her away in a panic, and took a few steps back, "It's okay, I don't know why, I really want to get drunk today." For her approaching, now she really can't bear it, she is afraid, Fear……

"Okay, you're drunk now, let's break up too, Lu Yan, you send Yin Bai home." Yan Yugui helped Yu Qianyun up, and said to Jiang Luyan.

As soon as she came and was about to leave, Jiang Luyan looked at her very reluctantly, "Well, all right. Miss Zheng, the two of them will trouble you."

"It's okay, I'm not drunk, I don't want to go home yet." Yu Qianyun's soft and boneless body was tightly attached to Yan Yugui's body, and she spoke inarticulately.

Yan Yugui ignored her, walked out with his arms around her shoulders, helped her into Zheng Xinyan's car, and then let out a big breath.

"Cousin, why do I feel that the way she looks at you is very strange, doesn't it mean that she likes you? I have felt that her feelings for you are unusual from before." On the way, Zheng Xinyan looked at the "cuddling" each other through the mirror Two people, joked.

"Don't talk nonsense, do you think everyone is like you? Drive hard!" Yan Yugui gave her a white look.

"Cousin, because I'm La, I'm very sensitive to this aspect of my feelings, and all the strange things can't escape my eyes. Really, believe me, Senior Sister Qianyun must be..."

"Yu Gui, Yu Gui..." Yu Qianyun's drowsy raving interrupted her words, upon hearing this, Zheng Xinyan confirmed her thoughts, curled her lips, "She calls your name even when she is asleep, And said she didn't like you."

"Can you stop talking nonsense and mind your own business." Yan Yugui wanted Yu Qianyun to sleep more comfortably, so he supported her head with his arms, and when he heard what Zheng Xinyan said, he directly gave her a note Eye knife, lightly reprimanded.

"Oh. If you don't say it, don't say it. I just want to care about your love life." Zheng Xinyan muttered to himself, but Yan Yugui didn't hear it.In fact, when I saw Yan Yugui again, I was still very surprised. After all these years, I thought she had forgotten the past and started a new relationship. As a result, it seems that she still hasn't let go of that person.

Sending the two back home, I wanted to spend the night at Yan Yu's home, but Zheng Xinyan was turned away by her and kicked out, so I could only go back to the hotel silently.

Entering the living room, in order not to wake Yu Qianyun up, Yan Yugui really wanted to hug her into the room, but he was a big living person, even though he was thin, he weighed more than 90 kilograms, so he was powerless, so he could only support her staggering Staggered upstairs to the bedroom.As soon as she helped her onto the bed, took off her shoes and covered the quilt, Yu Qianyun opened her eyes and stared fixedly at Yan Yugui, her eyes were obsessed and burning, and there was also the affection and love that could no longer be concealed. Caressing her rosy face at the moment, "Xin Yan is right, I like you, Yu Gui..."

"Did you hear it just now?" Yan Yugui froze in place, staring at her with disbelief, hoping that she was joking with him.

"Yes. Xinyan can see it, but you, Yugui, I really can't take it anymore. I like you. If I keep going, I will really go crazy." The hand holding Yan Yugui's clothes was a little bit Trembling, Yu Qianyun sat up excitedly, and hugged her tightly, as if she wanted to draw some reassuring power from her, and refused to let go for a long time.

"No, senior sister, how can you like me? No, no, you can't like me, you know?" Yan Yugui was also a little excited, and wanted to struggle to free her hand, but no matter how strong she was, she couldn't It can't be compared with a Lian Jiazi who used to be a criminal policeman.

"Why not? Hmm? I also thought about not being obsessed with you anymore, but Yu Gui, I can't do it, I really can't control my heart!" Yu Qianyun pressed her lips to her face, eyes With tears in between, he kept rubbing her face.

"Why can't I? Because I don't like it, I can't accept you, I can't respond to your feelings, so I can't, so we won't have a result, do you know senior sister?" She couldn't let her continue like this, she I have always regarded Yu Qianyun as a close sister and close friend, so I will not let her indulge in this fruitless relationship and keep her thinking, which will harm her for the rest of her life.

"Hehe, hahaha, Yu Gui, Yu Gui, I knew it, I knew you would refuse, so I have never revealed anything to you in these years, and I was afraid that you would leave me and alienate me, but , This time, did I miscalculate..." The tears in her eyes poured down uncontrollably, and the bitter taste spread throughout her mouth.

Half an hour later, the two of them were still half sitting and half lying on the bed. Yu Qianyun's body was still twitching after crying, and Yan Yugui patiently patted her shoulder until Yu Qianyun fell into a drowsy sleep before she returned. He went to his room, lay on the bed after washing, but couldn't fall asleep for a long time.

She never thought that her senior sister had that kind of affection for her. In fact, she was able to notice it at certain times in the past. Did not pay attention.She may never forget her former lover for the rest of her life, not to mention that the person used death to make her unforgettable to him, senior sister, senior sister, why did you embark on this road so unconsciously?

Sleepless all night, when drowsiness struck, it was almost dawn. I looked at my watch and it was past six o'clock. Thinking that my senior sister still had a lot of work to do today, I went downstairs to make a pot of green tea and brought it to her room . "Are you awake? Take a shower and drink some tea to sober up and refresh yourself." Seeing her sitting on the bed blankly, she must have woken up for a while, so she said with a smile, as if nothing happened last night .

"You look very tired. You didn't sleep last night? I'm sorry, I'm the one who bothered you." Yu Qianyun came back to her senses, stared at her blankly, took the tea she handed over, took a sip and lowered her head, It also seemed weak to speak.

"How about the tea I made?" Yan Yugui changed the subject and asked with a smile.

"The craftsmanship is getting better and better. Although you can't cook, the tea art is top-notch."

"Today, I'm going to move back home." Yu Qianyun stared into her eyes and said word by word.

"Why?" Yan Yugui tilted his head and met her eyes.

Yu Qianyun lowered her head and caressed the tea cup in her hand, the corners of her lips curled up slightly, her smile showed bitterness and a little bit of sadness, "Yu Gui, I'm afraid, I'm afraid that if I live any longer, I will really lose control of my feelings and do something wrong to you." What's the matter?"

"I'm sorry, senior sister, the only thing I can say to you is this." Although Yu couldn't bear it, deep in Yan Yugui's eyes, there was a determination that no one could shake.

"But I don't like your three words. I know your nature better than anyone else. I knew it early on. You have always been cold-hearted when dealing with this kind of thing. Once you fall in love, you will give everything you have. If you don't Love, no matter how good you are, you are indifferent.

But fortunately, you can treat me as a friend and a relative, and I have the qualifications for you to give your heart and soul to your friends. In this way, I am also happy.Alright, go ahead and do whatever you need to do. I'll pack up and leave. There's still a meeting to be held today. "Picking off the quilt, Yu Qianyun began to pack up her clothes on her own. It's just that the lonely smile on her lips can't be shaken away.

Yan Yugui knew that it would be useless to talk too much at this time, anyway, between the two of them, it would be fine if they opened up.Yu Qianyun is always proud, she will not do that kind of stalking and entanglement, if she can't get it, she will let it go, even if she can't let it go, looking at it from a distance, she is already satisfied.

Yu Qianyun left, and only Yan Yugui and Xiaonian were left in the small bungalow, and life returned to the previous track. The filming of "The Great River and the Sea" is in full swing, and the students are also approaching their holidays.Yan Yugui handed in her resignation letter to the school before the holiday. Although the principal was puzzled by her resignation request and was absolutely unwilling, he couldn't resist her determination in the end, so he had to bear the pain and give up. her resignation.

Yan Yugui's music career in China is going smoothly, and he is on the right track. There are naturally more corresponding things. When he goes to school, he will not work hard. He also wants to focus on the things he likes wholeheartedly. She didn't want to be distracted to do other work, so she thought of resigning.

On this day, Yan Yugui was preparing for the students' final assessment, when she received a call from the producer asking her to go to the hotel.

The three of them were sitting in the conference room of the hotel, and Xiao Ren said, "Miss Nicole, I asked you to come here today to compose an episode of "The Great River and the Sea". Come to sing, and at the same time as singing in the play, the plot needs to arrange a dance for her in the play. Before I thought, let our own team do the choreography for her, but then I heard that Ms. Nicole is also good at dancing , I want to discuss with you that you can compose and choreograph Hong Ye by yourself, I think the effect will be more vivid and deeply rooted in the hearts of the people.”

"Producer Xiao is really well-informed. You all know that I can dance. Hehe, composing and choreographing are all fine."

"There is no scene for her these days. If Ms. Nicole is free these days, I can start. I hope to see the effect earlier, which will help better shooting in the future."

"Okay, just for a few days. As for the venue, it's fine at my house, little leaf, and I hope we can cooperate happily." Yan Yugui stretched out his right hand, looked at the person opposite and smiled.

"That's for sure." Chuan Dao Hong Ye smiled knowingly, she was secretly happy in her heart, in fact, she proposed to Xiao Ren the idea of ​​Yan Yugui choreographing, in order to be able to spend more time with her, no I know why, I just want to get closer to her.As for how she knew that Yan Yugui could dance, she heard Zheng Xinyan say it unintentionally. How did Zheng Xinyan find out? Let her dig it out, there is nothing she doesn't know.

"Thank you, Miss Nicole." Xiao Ren shook hands with her, and went out excitedly.

"Nicole, can we start tomorrow?" Kawashima Hiba hid the expectation in his eyes, with an official smile on his face.

"Not tomorrow, the students will have an exam tomorrow, and the school will be on holiday in a few days, then I will have time."

"But it seems that Producer Xiao is in a hurry. Is it appropriate to delay it for a few days?" Chuan Dao Hong Ye frowned. She really wanted to go to Yan Yu's home, but why, she seemed to be very interested in her private life?

"There is no rush for this kind of inspirational thing. It doesn't make much difference a few days earlier or later." In the last few days, she can't be an irresponsible teacher.