Conformity

"shut up!"

A handful of dark red poured over his head and face, and Shao Bowen was forced to wash his face with red wine.

Chi Mei held the wine glass in a daze for a moment, a little at a loss. Just now her mind was blank, her body reacted before her brain, but when she looked at Shao Bowen again, there was no apology in her heart.

She was destined to be at odds with this junior, she hated him from the day he came to Tongcheng as a baby.In the year he came, she lost her eldest son, Chang Qing, who was on the verge of nine, but only half a year.

After Shao Bowen arrived, the happiness of the neighbor's house hurt her eyes. She hated everything, fate, herself, her husband and even Shao Bowen. How could he be so lucky, while her son would become a pile of bones at the bottom of the river.She repeatedly dreamed of a skeleton buried in the sand reaching out to her, crying to her in a clear voice: Why didn't you take him home, the water at the bottom of the river is so cold.

She cried and knelt down to the big brother of the fishing boat by the river, begging someone to help her find it, but after fishing for a month, she didn't catch anything, and the river was turbulent, and she didn't know where it went.

She actually understands childish He Gu, but she has also heard that good and evil are rewarded. She does not think she is a treacherous person, but she has created the most destructive retribution in the world. Who is she going to reason with?

The crazy years were a kind of relief for Chi Mei, every little boy on the street was her son, she hugged "him" and ran all the way, throwing away those who tried to snatch him away, she His single and stubborn belief is to bring "him" home.

Chang Yuan is her salvation. His arrival made her forgive everything. She went to temples to fulfill her vows, donated money to contacts in remote mountainous areas, and smiled at everyone. She was full of gratitude and promised it every time the baby moved , she will never put it in a dangerous environment again.

She named him Chang Yuan, and hoped that his life would be long and his future far away.

Perhaps it was some kind of compensation for her loss of son, Chang Yuan was very obedient, Chi Mei was very happy in his childhood and early youth, the bad thing was Shao Bowen.

He has been very loose since he was a child, leading a group of children to jump up and down, trees, rivers, roofs, there is no place they don't go, and he always wants to take Chang Yuan out to go crazy, so Chi Mei can't like him, Subconsciously she felt that the boy was dangerous because he was so free—freedom was danger.

When Chang Yuan entered junior high school, his time in school skyrocketed, and he finally got mixed up with Shao Bowen in a place where she could not see.

But at that time, because Chang Yuan was free at school, she developed a little hobby of her own, planted a hundred flowers in the yard, and women on the street frequently came to ask for advice. She had a social circle and her mentality improved a lot.

Knowing that the two of them went to and from school together because there were gangsters stealing money at the school gate, they thanked Shao Bowen kindly, and this kind of peace lasted until the beginning of Mr. Gao's career.

The teenage hormones began to be agitated, and she noticed that her son was looking at Shao Bowen in the wrong way with a careful heart. She was focused and longing. From Chi Mei's professional perspective, it was a kind of... the kind of gaze that only a lover would have.

At that time, homosexuality was still a very sensitive topic in China. Chi Mei specialized in psychology. Although she knew it was not a disease, she still panicked when it came to her son.Of course, what she resisted was not the same sex or Shao Bowen, she just suddenly realized that Chang Yuan would leave her one day, in another way.

She began to isolate these two too young teenagers, but there were always accidents that disrupted her expectations, such as the memory impairment ten years ago, such as Shao Bowen in front of her at this moment.

Because of her mental disorder, Chi Mei had never been blamed like this in half her life. As a mother, she thought she was right. Shao Bowen gave her a crackling reprimand, which was simply unreasonable.

"I don't want to have unnecessary disputes with you. Let's stick to our opinions, because after today, I don't plan to have any contact with you."

Chi Mei deliberately emphasized the word "any", and stared at the other side almost coldly: "There is one thing you can't deny, Xiaoyuan recovered after we separated from you, but when I promised you to take care of him, his Things have been going downhill.”

The subtext is self-evident. She said she was too lazy to argue, but she still attacked Shao Bowen between the lines: Look, you and your relationship are a burden to him, and now you should stay away from him.

Shao Bowen was a little sad in his heart, but he didn't show it. With wine stains on his hair, he took a wet towel and wiped his face without changing his expression. Looking back at her with calm eyes, he smiled slightly: "I don't deny your statement , The trend of the facts is indeed like this, but to be honest, I have figured it out now, and I don’t feel guilty about it.”

Chi Mei's face changed drastically, she squeezed her phone subconsciously, and then heard him continue: "I took care of him back then and did my best, even if I changed someone else, I wouldn't do it better than me. If I can explain it, the others didn't do anything, so don't fucking point me at me!"

"I'm really not afraid of being laughed at. When I saw him sober on P19, I almost burst into tears. I'm the third best. Besides you and Uncle Zhong, I wish him well in this world. Unseen People and things are easy to forget, let me give you an example, after you had Xiaoyuan, you never looked for Xiaoyuan's brother, but you see, I'm still looking for him."

"Don't blame me for being mean," Shao Bowen said calmly, "Auntie, I hate you in my heart."

Without your persuasion back then, I might not have had the chance to back down at all.

Chi Mei instantly remembered the ending that Chang Yuan told her, her eyes trembled, and she looked away as if she couldn't bear it.

Having said that, Shao Bowen stood up and felt that it was worthwhile to come here today to spit out his adulthood. He was in a hurry to see Chang Yuan.

Seeing that he was going to leave even if he disagreed, Chi Mei couldn't help standing up anxiously, and after taking two steps, her words thundered on the ground: "Xiaoyuan forgot, but I didn't forget, he was begging you every day at that time. , told you not to leave him, but you still left. I remember your appearance at that time, you always disliked him, and couldn't wait to get rid of him..."

Shao Bowen's footsteps stopped, and his face with his back turned to her was extremely ugly. He especially hated Chi Mei for this, she was too thorough in thinking about behavior and psychology.

Chi Mei's voice suddenly emptied out: "Then here comes the problem, Xiao Shao, let me tell you again, my son is not recovering, and the possibility of Korsakov's syndrome being cured is very low, but relapse only requires enough pressure. Are you sure you want to break his peaceful life? If you disappear after scolding him like ten years ago, have you thought about the consequences?"

He just thought too much back then and coaxed himself into thinking about it. This time he decided not to. Shao Bowen didn't want to promise, but he was very dishonest if he didn't say anything. He turned his head and looked directly at Chi Mei, and asked instead: "Then you What do you want me to do? After finally finding someone, just take a look and leave?"

Chi Mei choked up for a moment, feeling that it was impossible, so Shao Bowen turned around and left in this gap. He walked very quickly, as if he didn't want to stay for a moment.

Chi Mei stared at his receding back, and suddenly laughed like crazy, covered her eyes with a smile, tears flowed through her fingers, and swished to her chin.

Shao Bowen thought as he ran, Chang Yuan’s disease was still called general memory impairment when he left. Now the name is so foreign. Since the classification is detailed, it means that technology has also improved, and things will always get better. He took out the The phone, without hesitation, dialed a number.

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The big money was spread out on the tiles, and he took an ugly pose to enjoy the cool air.

The hanger on the wall was put on Approaching Science, and Chang Yuan on the sofa was swiping his phone with one leg bent.

He was scrolling through the comments on the forced demolition news with Shao Bowen's photo on it. The principle of six degrees of separation is especially evident on the Internet, and the bad comments like "Shao Bowen is a scumbag" occasionally have a bit of human flesh.

Some commented that it is true that people cannot be judged by appearances. This man is the father of a classmate of her child. He usually looks very gentle. He did not expect to be so mad. No wonder his son is so withdrawn. She has to let her baby leave this classmate farther away.

Downstairs, hot brushing began. There was also a person in their unit who looked harmless but was actually perverted. Is there a pure land for the children to go to school? I guess the children of this kind of person will not be good birds when they grow up.

Some commented that this man looked familiar, he must have seen it somewhere, but he had such a flaw that he couldn't remember it.

There are two ids who are not so gregarious, and they have been trying to excuse Shao Bowen. One said he was not the one who demolished the house, and the other said how kind and heroic he is usually.On the contrary, it is natural to be choked, so the two of them were first choked individually, then they joined forces to choke others, and in the end they started asking each other who you were, and then both disappeared.

Chang Yuan looked at it for half an hour, and felt that there must be Xie Cheng among the two, and he didn't realize that he didn't review today's diary.

This is the feeling of liking someone. I am interested in knowing everything related to him. In fact, he has passed the age of innocence, but because of memory impairment, the level of unrequited love is still at ten years ago.

The bell sounded abruptly, and Shao Bowen's name was like Cao Cao, who couldn't even think about it. Chang Yuan was startled by his sudden visit.

"Xiaoyuan, come to have a late-night snack, I'll wait for you at the gate."

There is no "what" and no "bar", and the carefulness is removed, and it is directly used.

Chang Yuan felt that his tone was a little strange, but he couldn't tell. He didn't have the habit of eating late at night, and the dog also slipped by. Reason always persuaded himself to stay away from him, so he said: "No, just eat Not long after that, I have no stomach, you can eat."

"Grilled skewers can take up a few stomachs, come down, I need you if I need something," Shao Bowen smiled, and teased: "If you are really full, bring your grandpa with you."

The big guy is a very good eater, and Chang Yuan went downstairs to walk the dog twice, and met Shao Bowen's precious son in the small garden carrying a small bag of lonely dog ​​food, and he was so fed that he showed his appetite.

Shao Bowen usually doesn't look for him after get off work. Chang Yuan has developed a habit of thinking. Whenever he hears something, he thinks it's business. Recently, there have been a lot of people coming to the construction site. Material dealers and construction units who add bricks and tiles.

Shao Bowen didn't make any moves. Chang Yuan didn't know if he had already settled down or if the relationship was hard enough not to panic. Apart from his hidden thoughts, he still hoped that Ling Yun could stay in the second phase, at least he did a good job.

If it's really a matter of business, coming to him means that there is no way out. Chang Yuan hesitated for a few seconds, stepped on the flip-flops and sat up: "Okay, I'll be there in a while."

Seeing his movement, the big money immediately jumped up from the ground deceptively, and his tail swung happily, which meant it was very honest, and it wanted to go out for a while.