The minister raised His Majesty in a wrong way [Rebirth]

"A military camp is not a brothel, where do these things come from?" Lou Chen said a little angrily in the next moment, "Gao Yu, if you have something to say, why bother to beat around the bush, you and I have known each other for many years, what kind of person am I, Lou Chen? How can you not know?"

Lou Chen was indeed a little angry. He never joked about the soldiers of the military camp, and he hated those who did not obey the military discipline the most. Gao Yu said this with a bit of sarcasm, although it was unintentional, it did touch his bottom line.The words he said could not help being a little angry, Lou Chen didn't know what happened to Gao Yu, he was still talking and laughing when he left the day before yesterday, but after a few days, he seemed to be a completely different person.

Breaking Gao Yu's body, under the moonlight Lou Chen looked at Gao Yu earnestly and carefully, with a serious look on his face: "Gao Yu, let me ask you one last time, what happened? If you don't talk about it From now on, I will never ask about your affairs again."

Gao Yu's pretty peach eyes drooped when he heard the words, and there was a three-point self-mockery and three-point smile in a pair of clear and transparent eyes: "It sounds good, when did you ever ask my opinion and care about my feelings. "

"Gao Yu!"

"Isn't it?" Gao Yu sneered, picked up a scroll and threw it in front of Lou Chen, "If you really care about my feelings, then what are these?"

Lou Chen's eyelids twitched, and then he noticed that there were many picture scrolls piled up on the table, some were scattered, and some had already been torn into pieces and scattered in the corner of the room.

It turned out to be for this matter.

When he heard about this before, he knew that Gao Yu would be furious if he found out, and he wanted to hide this matter and talk about it later, but he didn't want God to fail his wish.

Lou Chen had a headache for a moment, and if someone else had heard it, he might be able to explain it. Now that the painting scroll was placed in front of the two of them, even if he jumped into the Jialing River, he wouldn't be able to wash it away.

After thinking for a moment, Lou Chen tentatively said, "This is just mother's kindness."

"Auntie's kindness is just for you to accept?" Gao Yu's mouth twitched, his strength and questioning were covered up by disappointment, and he couldn't even smile: "Achen, I thought you understood..."

"I..." Lou Chen couldn't speak, how could he not understand Gao Yu's meaning.

When Gao Yu gave up the throne, wealth and power for him two years ago and came to Chengdu, he already knew that he couldn't escape.

In this life, in this lifetime, the two of them were already doomed to be entangled and never to be separated again.

But even though he already understood this, when the end came, he still hesitated.

He didn't know what he was hesitating, what he was hesitating about, he always felt in a trance and couldn't settle down.

One step forward could be hell, but it could also be bliss.It is not the habit of warriors and sergeants to shrink back, and the Lou family has never been a descendant of deserters who have never been on the battlefield, but the love scene is not as good as the battlefield.

Lou Chen admitted that he was indeed cowardly when it came to feelings.

But what else?

With that person's status, even if he is not in his position now, it is impossible for the two of them to grow old together like an ordinary couple.

He walked down, but the distance between the two was still so far away.

He never promised anything, and he didn't owe that person anything, but how could it be clear what he owed or not in just a few words.

The so-called ancestral precepts are just an excuse, and the real obstacle between the two is far more difficult to overcome than the rigid law.

Gao Yu saw that Lou Chen's face darkened, and he knew he was in a dead end.

Ah Chen, he is so brave and courageous in other matters, why is he so hesitant in this matter?

They were so close and so intimate, but they were only one step away after all.

With a distance of hundreds of miles, he has already come to the front, why is Ah Chen unwilling to take the last step?

"Forget it, I was joking." Gao Yu pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled, then pushed Lou Chen's hand away and said, "something happened today, which made me upset, and I was in a bad mood, so I vented my anger on Ah Chen on you, sorry."

Lou Chen's eyelids twitched, feeling a little weird, but when he saw Gao Yu's slightly trembling body, he put away his doubts and asked worriedly, "What really happened in the capital?"

"The small matter has been resolved, but it's just a little annoying." Gao Yu smiled slightly, and took a step back, "I'm sorry for bothering you today."

After saying that, he turned and left.

His steps were very slow, as if he was carrying a heavy burden on his body, it was extremely difficult to walk step by step.

Looking at Gao Yu's lonely back, Lou Chen seemed to have seen the emperor who sat alone in a high position in his previous life, full of glory and power in his hands, but he was still the loneliest person in the world.

His back is still straight, but he is burdened with the burden of half his life.

There was a blur in front of his eyes, and before Gao Yu's fingers were about to touch the door, Lou Chen suddenly yelled uncontrollably: "Gao Yu!"

Gao Yu turned his head, with doubts on his face: "Is there something else, Ah Chen?"

"It's nothing." Lou Chen hesitated to speak, but the words he was about to say were swallowed back after Gao Yu turned around, "Be careful on the road, rest early."

"Be careful on the road, rest early..." Gao Yu chuckled, stood at the door and stared fixedly at Lou Chen. After a long while, as if the boat was sinking, he finally put away his hypocritical smile, and approached Lou Chen step by step, saying: "Achen, what are you afraid of, what are you afraid of?"

Lou Chen could have thousands of ways to answer, but for some reason he retorted subconsciously: "No!"

Gao Yu smiled when he heard the words: "If you are not afraid, then why have you been running away? In the past, running away was because it was all my fault, and I admit it. But now we have escaped the shackles of identity, why do you still want to be like this?" Wisdom is like departure? Ah Chen, tell me, how can you open your heart, how can you accept me and forgive me?"

"Gao Yu, you think too much." Lou Chen turned his head away, took half a step back to avoid Gao Yu's gaze, "The past has passed, and now I don't mean to blame you."

"Then why don't you look at me and answer? Ah Chen, if it's really over, if you've really forgiven me, then look me in the eyes and tell me." Yingying said affectionately, "Achen, have you really forgive me?"

"Gao Yu." Lou Chen lowered his eyelashes slightly, took a deep breath, and forcibly suppressed the turbulent emotions, "Why are you so obsessed with the past, what difference does it make if you don't forgive? Let him pass the past .”

"It's you who are obsessed with the past and can't let go!" Gao Yu raised his voice, raised Lou Chen's head, and refused to let go, "It's just a simple yes or no, is it that difficult?"

"Gao Yu!"

"Don't call me in that tone!" Gao Yu was about to explode, and Gao Yu looked deeply at Lou Chen, his eyes were full of pain and sorrow, "Ah Chen, answer me, do you really forgive me? Ah Why Chen refuses to look at me, why refuses to answer me. Ah Chen..."

"That's enough!" Unavoidable, pressing on every step, Lou Chen finally let go of his disguise completely. He pushed Gao Yu's hand away and shouted, "Do you really want an answer? Okay, then I'll tell you , I can't accept you because the Lou Chen who lived and died for you in the past is already dead!"

He snorted coldly and said with a sad smile: "Yes, I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm not moving forward, but Gao Yu, have you ever thought about what I'm afraid of?"

"Achen..." Gao Yu was stunned, and the voice that he called softly was a little trembling.

But Lou Chen ignored him, and just stared into Gao Yu's eyes, and said in a sentence: "Gao Yu, you never know how much fear I have in my heart, how scared I am. I'm afraid it's all fake. , The Flower in the Mirror and the Moon in the Water are just a dream before I die, and when I wake up, all that awaits me is hell and darkness.”

At the end of the words, Lou Chen was suddenly a little dazed, his eyes were emptied towards Gao Yu's direction, and a bleak smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

His voice was very soft, very soft, as if it was the last farewell: "Gao Yu, why am I here? I'm already dead, aren't I?"

already dead……

already dead……

The author has something to say: the last two episodes are over, and it's really a bad taste to abuse Gong.

HOHO, the stupid author is in the middle of a stew, if you are not in a hurry to read it, just wait until tomorrow morning.