Withdrawing his thoughts, looking at the noble concubine Shu in front of him who was still dressed in brocade clothes and gorgeous clothes, Lou Chen suddenly realized that he had really gone back in time and was reborn.

It's just a trick of fate, he came back a little late after all, time has passed, years have passed, Aunt Yu has become His Majesty's favorite concubine Shu, and Gao Yu is no longer the one who would chase after him and make noise I want him to hold and carry a child.

A wall was erected between them with imperial power and status, a wall that he never crossed in his entire life in his last life.

Concubine Shu looked at the silent Lou Chen, feeling sore in her heart.

She withdrew her hand somewhat at a loss, and asked cautiously after a long time: "Xiao Chen, are you still blaming Aunt Yu for leaving without saying goodbye?"

Have it?Maybe there used to be.

Maybe Lou Chen hated Gao Yu when he tried his best to come to Gao Yu's side in his previous life, but Gao Yu couldn't remember him at all.Hate the ruthlessness of Concubine Shu, and also hate the glory, wealth and charming eyes.

But after experiencing life and death, and feeling the joys and sorrows, he can understand Concubine Shu's original choice.

He was already four years old at that time, and his mother took him to live in a mountain village in the name of losing his husband due to the war, and some people pointed him out.Concubine Shu Guifei decided to live her life privately, and gave birth to a child before she officially visited the hall. After that, her husband disappeared for four years, and the criticism she suffered was even more conceivable.

Although Concubine Shu's father is the patriarch, he can't stop other people's gossip.

When he took Gao Yu to the market more than once, he heard people from other villages call him and Gao Yu "wild boys".

Gao Yu was young at that time, and he still didn't understand the maliciousness of those words, but every time he saw his face sinking because of those words, he would feel sad because of his gloomy mood.It's just that no matter how sad he is, the young Gao Yu will still comfort him obediently... he doesn't care, he doesn't care.

Can you really not care about what other people think?

It's easy to say "don't spend your whole life in the secular world", but I'm afraid there are only a few hands that can really do it in this world.

So when the officers and soldiers approached, although Concubine Shu hesitated, she still agreed after thinking about it.She wanted to give Gao Yu a complete family, and wanted Gao Yu to grow up with both parents. He didn't want Gao Yu to be called a "wild child".

She was thinking of Gao Yu in everything, but she forgot to ask Gao Yu if he wanted to.

"Back when Xiao Yi was young and the two of you had such a good relationship since childhood, I was afraid that he would be reluctant to part with him if he found out, and he had injured his head at that time and needed to go to the city for medical treatment as soon as possible, so...so I had to take him away overnight, I didn't even tell you goodbye."

I don't know whether it was luck or misfortune, although Gao Yu didn't hurt his muscles and bones in that fall, he hit his head.The child's body was weak and untouchable, so Gao Yu was in a daze for several days, until the imperial doctor administered needles and let blood, and then he got better.

However, although the treatment was timely, it was the head that was injured. After Gao Yu woke up, he forgot about the past, and subconsciously clamored to find someone, but he couldn't remember who that person was.

Time is fate, when Lou Chen received this news in his last life, he also passed through it and felt uncomfortable, but in the end he could only admit it.

To forget is to forget, although that memory is the most innocent and beautiful memory in this life for him, but it is already a thing of the past for Gao Yu.

So he couldn't remember, and it never occurred to him that he had to.

Time turned around, and Lou Chen was much calmer when he faced Concubine Shu again. He sighed and said slowly: "Aunt Yu, I don't blame you, I just lament the impermanence of the world."

In his previous life, Gao Yu spent a lot of trouble to meet Concubine Shu, but when the other party saw him, he was arrogant and did not have the surprise of reunion after a long absence as he had imagined.

Lou Chen was dazzled by anger, but he didn't notice Concubine Shu's worries and worries.

Their conversation broke up unhappily, and finally Lou Chen refused to call "Aunt Yu" and turned to leave.

However, Lou Chen never expected that the meeting they left in a hurry was actually the last time they met in their previous life, and when they met again, they were separated from each other.

At this moment, Lou Chen, who has no more grievances, can finally call out "Aunt Yu" again. This voice hides a lot of unexpressed regret and remorse.

Concubine Shu was stunned for a moment when she heard the words, tears filled her eyelashes just hearing these two words.

These days, she had worried and feared, fearing that Lou Chen would not understand, and fearing that they would be strangers when they met again, but at this moment, all these worries and fears disappeared with Lou Chen's call.

A tear fell from the corner of her eyes, and Concubine Shu choked up and said, "Xiao Chen, you have really grown up..."

"Well, I'm old enough to protect my mother and stop her from being frightened." Lou Chen raised his hand and gently wiped it off for her, comforting him softly: "Aunt Yu, don't cry, I really don't blame you, and my mother doesn't." No. We all understand that you were forced to do so, and of course we respect your choice."

Speaking of Lou Chen's mother, Concubine Shu asked nervously, "Your mother...is she okay now?"

"She's fine. Not long after you left, we found my uncle and went back to the southwest with him." Lou Chen slowly explained what happened back then, "That's when we found out that His Majesty has pardoned my mother's death." Sin, those chasing soldiers back then were just putting on a show, so as to stop the mouths of the aristocratic families in the court who wanted their lives."

"After what happened, my mother originally wanted me to go back to the Lin family. But there was chaos that year. After I disappeared, the Lin family quickly found an excuse to remove me from the genealogy. Four years later, Dr. Lin I have already married another virtuous wife, even if I go back to my identity, I will not be embarrassed, and I will have no place to stand. Simply His Majesty is kind, thanking the loyal and good Lou family for generations, and gave me a new identity."

In order to make up for the Lou family, King Jing asked for an order to include Lou Chen in the Lou family's ancestral home and inherit the incense of the Lou family. Now His Majesty thinks that he is ashamed of the Lou family, so he quickly agreed.

"Aunt Yu." Lou Chen stared at Concubine Shu with deep eyes and paused, "I am no longer called 'Lin Chen'... I am called 'Lou Chen', and I am the legitimate son of the Lou family."

He is no longer the legitimate son of the Lin family, but the only hope of the Lou family.

"Whether your surname is Lin or Lou, you are Aunt Yu's little Chen'er." Concubine Shu said with emotion, "It's good that she lived well, thanks to her back then."

The close friends in the former boudoir are now separated by thousands of miles. If Lou Chen's mother hadn't been with her, Concubine Shu might not have been so brave enough to allow His Majesty to find them.She was grateful for Lou Chen's mother's help, but she was helpless.

When Lou Chen heard this, he asked in a puzzled way: "Aunt Yu, since you miss your mother so much, why have you heard nothing about it all these years?"

This is also the most resentful and incomprehensible part of Lou Chen's previous life. In the past four years, Concubine Shu Gui had been able to go back to find them with so many opportunities, but she had disappeared for four years without a sound.

If he hadn't had the opportunity to enter the palace and let Gao Yu hold the sword, the palaces and buildings were thousands of miles apart, and they would never have had the chance to meet each other again.

"Aunt Yu also wants to contact you, but..." Concubine Shu gave a wry smile, "Xiao Chen, you may not believe it, but Aunt Yu actually thought that His Majesty was just a child of a family, and it was only his that made the worst plan." In the past four years, I have married and have a wife and daughter. But I never expected that he is actually the current Holy One..."

People in the capital probably still remember what a battle it was when the Second Prince and Concubine Shu were welcomed back to the palace.

However, the louder the momentum, the more honored Shengen will be in the future, the more terrified she will be.

As soon as she entered the palace gate, it was as deep as the sea, and everything she had was bestowed by His Majesty.However, the Sacred Heart is unpredictable, and one wrong step may lead to an abyss. She has no family to rely on, so she can only make a living step by step.

These four years seem to be full of prosperity and wealth, but only she knows the hardships involved. She dare not cry in front of outsiders, and she dare not associate with those concubines who love her. If she implicates Gao Yu, he is afraid of making a mistake I hate it forever.

Her only hope is Gao Yu. She doesn't want him to fight for the throne or be a Ninth Five-Year King. She only hopes that Gao Yu can grow up safely and happily. Being an idle prince with no real power is enough.

The words are not finished, but the meaning is already clear. Lou Chen followed Gao Yu for several years in his previous life, how could he not understand the truth that being with a king is like being with a tiger.

If they hadn't had the excuse of Gao Xian today, they might have to wait for a few months to find a chance to meet, just like in the previous life.

But back then he was able to meet Concubine Shu so smoothly, now thinking about it, there must have been countless pairs of eyes staring at Concubine Shu, waiting to see Concubine Shu's flaws.

Lou Chen finally understands the helplessness of Concubine Shu, and also understands that she is always in the way of others, and she just doesn't want to implicate Gao Yu's hardships.

"Forget it, it's a rare reunion today, let's not talk about these disappointing things." Concubine Shu wiped away her tears, and said quite gratified, "Xiao Chen, do you know that Yu Er took the initiative to mention that he wanted you to be the sword holder the other day?" At that time, Aunt Yu was very happy."

A few months ago, when she learned from Prince Jing that Lou Chen was about to enter the capital, she was also surprised when she was selected as "holding the sword".At that time, she was in a hurry to leave and she didn't ask any more questions. Later, she also inquired about the Lou family's mother and son, but His Majesty seemed to hide it on purpose, and only told her that they were doing well.

He believed that His Majesty would never lie to her, and he was also afraid of causing unnecessary trouble by further questioning, so after learning that Lou Chen's mother and son were fine, he never inquired about the situation of the two of them again.

But they didn't expect the world to be so wonderful, they still met in this imperial city after going around.

"I originally thought that if you were finally selected after the results of the martial arts competition, I would ask Yu Er to give you the sword. After all, I have no one else I can trust except you." Some sighed, "But I didn't expect that some fates are really predestined - before I mentioned it to Yu Er, he has already taken a look at you!"

When Lou Chen heard the words, he was enlightened, and Gao Yu had an explanation for his awkwardness and deliberation when he came to find him in the past.

If there hadn't been the accident in the martial arts arena, Gao Yu would not have treated him differently, then he would have obeyed his mother's arrangement and presented him with a sword as a token of his love, just like in the previous life.

However, the position of "holding the sword" is so important, and one must choose a trustworthy person when life is intersected.Lou Chen didn't know who Gao Yu was looking at at the time, but it was definitely not him.

At that time, Gao Yu obeyed the arrangement just to let his mother feel at ease, but knowing that Gao Yu was like him, he naturally understood how Gao Yu could be the kind of person who let other people arrange and let things go.

Their reunion in the previous life was somewhat utilitarian from the very beginning. Compared with Lin Shuxian's gentle and harmless, Lou Chen's way of intruding into life is too strong.Gao Yu would not want a pair of eyes to monitor his words and deeds.The more intense his eyes, the clearer his goal, the stronger the rebellious intention in Gao Yu's heart.

Gao Yu, who was still young, couldn't express these emotions, so he found Lou Chen, who he thought was a "reliable outlet".

Concubine Shu's arrangement was just a small opportunity for Gao Yu, who had already rejected the status of prince and had accumulated dissatisfaction to a certain extent, to find an outlet to vent.

He couldn't resist his mother, he couldn't resist the imperial power, so when he was young, he subconsciously vented all his grievances on Lou Chen.

So although Gao Yu gave him the sword in his previous life, he didn't really accept him, and even treated him coldly, and was always on guard against him.

But Gao Yu probably didn't even think about why he vented his dissatisfaction and anger on Lou Chen, but still maintained the noble and reserved manner of a prince in front of outsiders.

Lou Chen chuckled, sometimes the world is like this, when you ask for it, you can't get it, and when you leave it, you are forced to stay.

In this life, he took a step back, but the sea and the sky were broadened. Not to mention winning Gao Yu's favor, he also got to meet Concubine Shu in advance, and solved the misunderstanding and learned about the past.

Why was he blinded so easily at that time, and why was he so obsessed with it?

In fact, in the final analysis, it is just unwillingness.

The author has something to say: The more well-behaved a child looks on weekdays, the more likely he is to be rebellious in his heart.

Gao Yu has been suppressed for a long time, and finally transferred his inner displeasure, aversion to identity, etc. to Lou Chen.

But just like we are always harsh to our relatives and tolerant to outsiders, if he hadn't found a sense of belonging in Lou Chen, Gao Yu would not have taken his anger out on him.

It's just that Gao Yu is too young to understand.

Gao Yu: Who says I don't understand, I know exactly what I want!

Lou Chen: It's true...hehe.

Gao Yu [knees on the ground]: Ah Chen... I really know I was wrong!

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