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Faced with Mu Mingshen's question, Charlotte didn't know how to answer, because at this moment, Mu Mingshen was not expressionless as usual, and there was a little disdain that he could understand in his cold eyes.

"There is only a fine line between obsession and paranoia. When you push too much, you lose your original intention. No matter how powerful it becomes, it is no different from trash."

Mu Mingshen's words were not serious, but they were not very pleasant to Charlotte's ears. At this time, Charlotte not only frowned, but also clenched her fists. When she looked at Mu Mingshen, she felt like she was gnashing her teeth hate.

"The rise of the sky and the sky, and the power that I can't control, I don't feel afraid of it, but I am complacent. This is what you call relying on your own strength? Do you want to fight against the powerful enemy you imagined in the state just now?"

Mu Mingshen's questioning voice hit Charlotte's heart one after another. He stopped being excited and loosened his fists. Charlotte's face became a little ugly.

She wholeheartedly pursued the way to become stronger, and the joy after seeing the way for the first time surpassed everything else. She just wanted to become stronger, either to die or to be strong. This was the only thing she could consider. Among them, if he survived, what he got would be his own strength.

However, now that I got to the root of it, it seemed that all of this could not be regarded as the result of my own hard work.But the power that broke through the limit of the body just now, as well as Mu Mingshen's expression and attitude today, as well as those words, made Charlotte face up to the problem that he had been ignoring.

Why I was able to rise to level 45 two months later, and how I got this exact number, I never thought about it.Why can I level up faster than ordinary people, just because of the method given to me by God Muming?But when I first started learning, I was just like a beginner, and the feeling was not obvious, so why did I be able to make qualitative progress in a short period of two months after Mu Mingshen disappeared? What about the leap?

Now that I think about it, there seems to be some kind of unknown connection between my leap and God Muming’s sudden retreat. That is to say, what God Muming said just now, taking back everything that was given to me, doesn’t seem to just refer to the practice method up.

When did I have such a deep bond with God Muming?Charlotte bit her lip and looked at Mu Mingshen with a complicated expression.

That's right, if I were the former self, I would definitely be resentful at this moment because I received favors from others without knowing it, clamoring for the guy who threatened me to take back everything she bestowed on me.Stubborn, proud, holding the only self-esteem, not allowing anyone to violate it.

But, now, what happened to that trace of sweetness in my heart?If you say give up that meaningless arrogance, follow the will of God Mu Ming, bow your head to admit your radicalness, and accept everything that God Mu Ming gave you, you shouldn’t feel aggrieved or lost in your heart, mourning your lost pride .Or calmly, thinking about ways to improve in the future?So what is this unexplainable, inexplicable joy and shyness mixed in many complicated thoughts?

Charlotte originally thought that she knew herself very well. She had always put her mind on a height that no one could reach, looking at herself and the people around her. This is why Charlotte can easily sum up the strengths and weaknesses of everyone, and also The reason why Charlotte is always indifferent to people and things.

But today, that is, now, Charlotte discovered that she actually didn't know herself as well as she imagined.She thought that she was rational, and she had long faced the fact that she was weak, but today, Charlotte realized that she was also paranoid and radical, and her reason had long been lost in the thirst for power Otherwise, she should have noticed the clues related to Mu Mingshen's changes, such as Hua Yanxi's hostility towards her during the appraisal test, such as Hua Yanxi's helpless retelling during the appraisal test, such as the pair of swords practicing Before, Mu Mingshen insisted on letting his luck run around the sky, such as when he was practicing with two knives, his opponent, and the confident calmness on Mu Mingshen's face, seemed to have known the result a long time ago, such as...

Charlotte originally thought that she hated the God of Mu Ming, at least when she first met, she was resentful towards the God of Mu Ming, and when she knew that they were married, she was disgusted, depressed, and uncomfortable, but when did she start? Has her view of Muming God changed?

She will involuntarily and subconsciously look for the figure of that person, longing for a look at each other, or expecting the other person to give her a smile and an affirmation.Even when seeing the tacit and intimate interaction between that person and Fa Xiao, there will be crazy jealousy, and the involuntary expectation that the person treated by God Muming is her!

Shaking her head, Charlotte felt that she must be crazy, and, is it time to reflect on her self-knowledge?What she is facing now seems to be a way to become stronger.

"The book says that there is no reason to become stronger. All progress has a price. Some people have spent years just to specialize in one move, one style, or one idea; some have spent countless money. Just to get better equipment, medicine, to arm myself. So, what is my price?"

Mu Mingshen didn't know that Charlotte had already determined that her becoming stronger had something to do with him at this moment. He only said that it was Charlotte who asked about the part just now. Moreover, according to what Charlotte said, it seemed to be quite normal, at least she was no longer paranoid.

Nodding in satisfaction, Mu Mingshen is no longer cold, "I believe you feel it. Now, you have broken through the fourth level. This feeling of rising steadily is easy to be infatuated with. However, the price is relative. You have to Be mentally prepared that you can't die, depending on your body, the sequelae will come in an hour at most."

Can't you ask for death?Charlotte is starting to feel a little scared now. God Muming is right, he has indeed leapfrogged, unlike the last time he broke through the first level and went straight to the second level, in just such a short time, he broke through the level in the ever-increasing energy No, there is no discomfort after the limit, which is completely wrong.Moreover, there is an essential difference between upgrading from the third level to the fourth level and from the first level to the second level. The majestic energy difference, as well as the body changes, this easy muscle and bone change, was completed in such a short period of time?

"Radicalism is an obstacle to real progress. I should teach you a lesson today. If you are still paranoid and blindly pursue power, I can give you another chance to let what happened today happen again. However, at that time, I will not It will hinder you, whether you are disabled or dead, it will have nothing to do with me."

The change of Charlotte's face, Mu Mingshen had a panoramic view, after thinking about it, Mu Mingshen decided to give Charlotte some dignity, turned around, and walked out of the pit. "You have time to experience it slowly, and I will come to see you tomorrow."

Looking at the back of Mu Mingshen's departure, Charlotte smiled wryly, what should he think about what will come later?Or think about what kind of mentality to study and become stronger in the future?Or are you struggling with the problem of self-awareness and cognition?

However, why does that distant figure look so powerless and lost?

The so-called death of Mu Mingshen, Charlotte felt the changes in her body half an hour after Mu Mingshen left. First of all, it was the uncontrollable hotness, which was different from the powerful hotness before, not from introversion. The feeling of exploding from the outside, and the feeling of immersion from the outside to the inside.

The scorching hot air burned his skin, nerves, and blood through his pores. Slowly, Charlotte felt his whole body was drained of strength, and he lay down on the ground. Charlotte felt that his eyes were tingling, not only In this way, the head also seemed to burst, with swelling pain mixed with tingling pain.

The uncomfortable feeling cannot be described in words. The feeling of being pierced by thousands of needles, coupled with the burning sensation like being in a scorching hell, coupled with the effect of the limbs being out of control, and the brain still receiving the impact of pain, Charlotte finally Know what Mu Mingshen meant by "slowly" experiencing and not being able to die.

In the past, no matter how uncomfortable the body was, it was over by gritting your teeth. It was just a broken bone, and it was just a single feedback from the limbs to the brain.

But now, the speed of feedback has increased compared to before, and the amount of information has also increased. The most important thing is that I don’t even need to grit my teeth. In front of my eyes, I can’t see anything except a vast expanse of whiteness. My whole body is still uncomfortable except for the pain. , Occasionally, even the whole body can't feel it. This is not only physical torture, but also mental torture.

Just when Charlotte's self-consciousness was about to be overwhelmed and was about to dissipate, Charlotte thought of Mu Mingshen and the scene where she felt uncomfortable. Hua Yanxi put her head on Mu Mingshen's shoulder and held Mu Mingshen hand, a look of heartache.

Tears finally flowed out from the corners of Charlotte's eyes, and fell into the soil. The senses of the body did not change, and the pain was still there. However, what was uncomfortable was not only the body, but also the heart that had been frozen by himself. Heart.

Suppressing the only pain that can be felt in the senses, trying to feel her body, and regain control, Charlotte supported her body and turned over, looking at the sky dyed red by the sunset, Charlotte cried and smiled , with clear eyes.

Mu Mingshen appeared beside Charlotte in the early morning, opened the opponent's clenched fist, then took out a square towel, wiped off the still wet brow of the opponent, put the thin blanket on the opponent's body, watched that breathing evenly, entered The sleeping guy, Mu Mingshen couldn't tell what it was like at the moment.

It is said that in-depth self-cognition requires a reference, and Charlotte is obviously a mirror for self-reflection. She allows herself to see another self. Charlotte is contradictory, and so is Mu Mingshen.Charlotte reminded Mu Mingshen that she was too paranoid, which led to losing her original intention, lost her duty, and missed too much. Son, the unstoppable, unstoppable pace of moving forward, the reason for chasing to become stronger in the first place, and the obsession and motivation for chasing to become stronger, these pasts have been polished away by time.

That night, it seemed that not only Charlotte was reborn, but also God Muming. She recalled the mentality of actively pursuing, the positive, upward, and energetic driving force.

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