[Comprehensive] I got the certificate with the male god, what do you want to ask?

Wow, long time no see, girls. I’ve been really busy lately. I’m busy playing hide-and-seek with the alien (virtual) and the orange-haired Reaper every day. These two, the one in the front is going to eat me, and the one in the back is going to give away I'm going to the Paradise of Elysium... Oh, sorry, I just want to see the male gods a few more times, as for, as for, they are so capricious.

Regarding my own situation, I have no chance of cheating my body. Before my body was pushed into the cremation furnace, Ishikawa-san couldn't see me anymore. I thought I was going to disappear, but it didn't...

There is no memory in the middle. When I became conscious, I found myself standing at the crossroads near the male god’s house. There was a bowl-sized hole in the middle of the ribs. Well, you ask me how I did it without Ishikawa-san Post, the previous setting is not, the soul cannot touch the physical matter, will the hand pass through the keyboard?This, this is really a good question, the author is also aware of this bug, but she didn't think of a way to justify it hahaha... Ahem, in a word, let's not care about these details.

There is nothing more miserable than attending your own funeral. I am definitely the kind of person who has very few friends. When I posted a post before getting married, I could be regarded as a relatively good relationship. Quite a few people, except colleagues from the Metropolitan Police Department, Xiandao, Buer, the curly-haired girl, and Zebei, all came to see me for the last time. Even Yukimura flew back from France specially, and the flowers used for the funeral were all Roses, red, pink, white, champagne, and yellow, my brother really knows me best, and sent me away with my favorite flower.

Uh... You want to know how the male god reacted at the funeral?

The male god is not here, girls.

My brother refused the male god to attend my funeral. He blamed the male god for my death. He even refused to recognize the name on my household registration. The name engraved on the tombstone is Yoshida Kagami. I asked Ishikawa to write emails for me To my brother, tell him it's not the god's fault, but don't know if my brother didn't see the email or he didn't believe it, he still hates the god, I know he just needs a hater, because the one who killed me That person was not caught, and the case has not been solved to this day. I know that my brother has spent a lot of effort, spent a lot of money and used a lot of connections, and even found out the people with fingerprints on the microphone stand for comparison. The person who killed me still can't be found, and the case still can't be solved.

This knot can't be solved for the time being, and it can only be left to time. After a few years, when everyone gradually forgets about it, maybe they can sit together to eat and sing again.

As for the male god, if you insist on asking the male god’s reaction, then I will do as you wish, the eight paragraphs of the male protagonist’s point of view that everyone likes to watch when reading the article, I think about it. Yoshida mirror should be engraved on the tombstone What happened that night should be the most abusive part for me. . .

That day I went to find the male god, and found that my brother was also there, they were arguing, my brother told the male god that the male god’s surname would never be engraved on the tombstone, and asked me to be buried under the name of Yoshida Kagami, but the male god disagreed, Said that we have already registered with the ward office, and I am already his wife.

My brother said he said he would not agree, you killed her and let her have your surname?

When my brother said this, the male god's face became extremely ugly. He seemed to want to say something, but he didn't say it. He just looked at my brother.

My brother also looked at the male god, and said, please don’t attend the funeral, our whole family doesn’t want to see you again... I slammed the door and left. I was crying when I went out, and when I walked downstairs, I was sobbing. I felt extremely uncomfortable. I shook my head at Ishikawa who followed me. I didn't know what to say to my brother.

I went back to find the male god, but the male god didn't even close the door or turn on the light, just sat on the sofa alone, covering his eyes with his hands.

I want to hug him, but my hands will pass through his body, I want to lean against him, but I still can't do it, I put my hand gently on his cheek, watching the tears flow from his fingers, Down my cheeks, through my hands, down.

His tears were like sulfuric acid, burning my heart drop by drop. I felt such pain that I couldn't breathe at all.

ah.It would be nice if he forgot about me so he wouldn't be so sad.

I sat on the floor all night, next to the man's leg.I told him how much I loved him, that I never regretted it, that the accident that day wasn't his fault, that even though he couldn't hear me, he couldn't feel me, I still wanted to be with him and tell him.

Ishikawa-san waited outside all night without complaining about me. He told me that I will be cremated at [-] o'clock tonight and the funeral will be at [-] o'clock tomorrow morning. Then he asked me if I had any wishes to fulfill?He said he would not go to work until he sent me away.

I thought about it and told him that I wanted to write a letter.To my parents, my brother, my cousin and Kae, to Yukimura, to my brother, and to the male god.

Ishikawa asked me whether to write paper or email?

I said write an email, please send the letter to these people after I leave.The content of the letter to my parents and younger brother is similar. The letter to my brother is longer, telling him that I will support him whether he decides to come out or not. The letter to my cousin and Xiang Hui is to let them not separate because of my death. , If you really miss me, name their child Kagami, and write about Yukimura's long-winded talk about some past events, and the fact that I gave him the [-]-square-meter apartment I bought in the elegant neighborhood of Paris , The house was sold for enough money for him to fly around the world to participate in tennis matches for several years, and finally the male god was left.

To the male god, I wrote many long and short emails. I once read a story about a husband who helped his wife get out of the shadow of his death through letters in a year after his death. I want to do the same. I am troubled. In the first month, Ishikawa sent one letter to the male god every day; in the second and third months, he sent two letters to the male god every week; from the fourth month to the seventh month, one letter every week; From No. 13 months to one a month, from No. 14 to No. 17 months, one will be sent every two months. At the end of eighteen months, the male god will receive my last letter , At this time, he can already start a new relationship.

Because the time is very urgent, the content is varied, but the core content is to let the male god go out more, experience the world more, meet different people, and finally let me live in his memory.My signature on every email is Rukawa mirror. I want to tell him that even if I die, I still hope to be his wife. No matter what is written on the tombstone, this is my last confession.

The male god received the email on the second night after my funeral. Ishikawa helped me send the email to the male god. The male god read the email and began to pack his luggage. He transferred all the real estate in Tokyo to his grandfather's name. See It looked like he never wanted to go back to Tokyo.You ask me why I am so clear... ahahaha, of course it is because I have been following the male god by his side all the time.

In addition to going through the formalities, the male god drove to a place where I used to live in a daze. For example, yesterday, he sat in the park next to Lihai High School all afternoon.

I used to talk about my high school life with the male god, and I just picked interesting things to say. It sounded like my high school life was colorful, but it was not like that at all.When I was in high school, I was always out of the group. I also know the reason. When I first entered school, I had a feeling that I was from Yinglan. When I came back to my senses, I realized that my emotional intelligence was completely insufficient. The shell formed by the small group of girls seemed indestructible, and I had no way to make them change their minds.

Your arrogance is more likely to be felt by others than your good intentions.

No one offered to be with me when doing experiments in chemistry and biology classes. It was also the case when I was doing practical class reports. During lunch breaks, I had to leave my seat quickly. If I don’t share a room with a boy, I have to occupy a room by myself, such an embarrassing situation. After class, I want to go shopping, eat and watch movies. On weekends, I want to go to the library for self-study. During summer vacation, I want to go to the beach. have to go...

Once you let yourself get on the ladder of arrogance, you can never get back down.

You can raise your head and say that I don’t care, but how can I not care, especially in a country like Japan with a strong sense of collective consciousness, it’s too miserable to have no circle to belong to. When my aunt came, I even borrowed tampons There is no one here. When it comes to borrowing slivers, you have to talk about Tezuka Kunimitsu. He is really a good person.

When I was a sophomore in high school, I was selected for a physical fitness test, which was the sports quality test for middle school students in the Ministry of Education. The items I got were 3000-meter long-distance running and high jump. The days of the physical test overlapped with the days when my aunt came. I also ate it for a few days The contraceptive pill wanted to delay the arrival of the aunt, but it didn't give face at all.

Until the morning of my physical test, I took the tram to the designated test site, the senior department of the Youth Academy, and there was no sign of my aunt coming. It turned out that it was my turn and when I went to the bathroom to change my shorts... I found out here it comes.The skirt I wear is white, and the sports shorts are also white. These two colors are completely irresistible to my aunt... I really want to cry without tears.

The girls who were drawn together for the physical test all said that they didn't bring tampons, so I could only call Yukimura.Yukimura troubled Tezuka, who was studying in the senior department of Qinggaku at the time. Tezuka sent a long sports coat and a can of hot tea in addition to the sliver, and told me that the brown sugar water that Yukimura said was not available.... I’m so touched. He’s so careful and considerate. He’s tall and handsome. I hold hot tea in my hand and say thank you to him. Face, slender neck, wearing a well-fitting T-shirt and sports trousers, the whole person looks healthy and slender......Oh, I can't stand it, it's so handsome >/////

The author has something to say: cotton sliver: aunt towel

It's already December...I was supposed to write in November...but because of some reason...so hurry up and write 11 words to prove that I haven't given up...

The heroine is sure not to blow up the corpse, you see, she was cremated and it is impossible to cheat the corpse... And I didn't abandon it... Then I want to develop this article into a comprehensive manga in the ordinary sense hahaha... …