sick redemption

Ni Rui got up early again, but Jing Zhe actually got up earlier than him.

Milk oatmeal and sandwiches are prepared on the table, and a note is posted on the milk glass.

"Dear Ni Ni, I went to the gym. On the table is the breakfast I specially prepared for you. The portion is not big. If it is not delicious, you have to eat it all. Love you!"

Ni Rui felt sour for a while, why did he pick up the name "Ni Ni" in a flash of excitement!

Can't stand it.

Why go to the gym early in the morning?

ill.

Although he had no appetite, Ni Rui still stuffed breakfast into his stomach.

Ni Rui was sullen for a while, laughing at himself for being too small-minded, getting upset over trivial matters, and being angry uncontrollably.He was angry because Jing Zhe didn't bring himself with him when he went to the gym!

I can't believe that I will be angry because of this.

Ni Rui went out for a walk alone in anger.

There are quite a few middle-aged and elderly people doing morning exercises in the community.

Ni Rui took the wrong path and bumped into the wife of a retired security guard who was walking his dog. His son had some friendship with Ni Rui, and his wife worked as a security guard in the community.Granny Qian and Ni Rui are familiar.

"Mr. Ni is here for morning exercises?"

Ni Rui smiled, but didn't respond, trying to hide.

"I haven't seen you for a few months. It seems that your complexion is much better than the last time I saw you!"

Ni Rui nodded and kept smiling.

"It's more rosy, and it's five or six years younger."

Ni Rui's face was a little cramped, and he said in an unnatural tone: "Thank you, your spirit seems to be fine."

"Oh, what's the matter! I'm old, I don't need to take care of the children, I have nothing to do at home, walk the dog, pass the time, exercise and exercise, don't cause trouble to the children and grandchildren. As soon as this person is old, he feels More or less."

Ni Rui couldn't control his facial expressions, and his muscles twitched uncontrollably. Ni Rui wanted to cover his face, but out of politeness, he nodded slightly and said yes.

He didn't dare to meet Mrs. Qian's eyes.

"I see that your complexion is much better. There have been a lot of festive events in the family these days. Whether it's a good day or not, don't worry about the bad things. They will pass. You are such a good child. Speaking of... Sigh! You At our age, birth, old age, sickness, death, ups and downs, everything is taken into account.”

Hearing Ni Rui mention Ni Changlong, his little finger jumped reflexively.

"Now, let me see, you are only 37 or [-] years old, really, much younger."

It's better not to praise than to praise, Ni Rui's smile became colder and colder as if being scolded by someone.

I thank you from the bottom of my heart!Thank you for saying that I am young, and that I am like a 37-year-old!

I am 33 this year!

The slander is the slander, Ni Rui stopped talking, continued to smile, and walked in the opposite direction.

On the way home, Ni Rui recalled a small incident.

When he was a child, he especially liked to take experimental classes, and for a while he was very interested in beautiful butterfly specimens.Mr. Ni went on a business trip and asked him if he had anything to bring, and he said he wanted a butterfly specimen.As expected, Mr. Ni brought it to him, and Ni Rui happily showed it off everywhere.A classmate said that your specimen looks like the real thing.Ni Rui was in a hurry, what to say is true, it is true, this is brought to me by my dad on a business trip, it is not easy.The classmate snatched it away from him, opened the specimen and pulled out the butterfly inside for Ni Rui to touch.

It's a fake butterfly.

The classmate hooked up with him, saying don't use cheap and uncommon things to fool people and make people look down on them.

After that, he got a bad name.

Often someone would come and pull his pants and laugh out loud.He has always been the target of being bullied, but it's just that he has another reason to be bullied.

When spring comes, it is common to see butterflies dancing in schools, and classmates are often seen grimacing and saying, look at the precious butterfly specimens brought by your father here!One, two, three, five!Six seven □□ only!

Several people roared with laughter.

Ni Rui never asked Mr. Ni to bring a gift again.

When he was a little older, watching Ni Changlong play with the "rare", "unsuitable" and "real toys" specially brought to him by Mr. Ni, he said that Dad is so kind to you, and he will repay you when he grows up. Dad, thinking in his heart that what he wants, one day he will get it with his own efforts.

After the youthful spirit of the teenager and the high spirits of the middle age have passed, he finds out desolately that all he wants is a sincere "respect" and "attention".

In his memory, no one seems to have "specially" treated him alone.

Oh, there is one.

Jing Zhe specially prepared breakfast for him.

When he got home, Ni Rui took a shower slowly, changed his clothes slowly, turned from the living room to the bedroom, and then from the bedroom to the kitchen, not knowing what to do.At this moment, Jing Zhe's uproar was very nostalgic.

He hasn't made an appointment to see a doctor for a long time, so he took the initiative to go out to find a doctor.

The doctor made his surprise clear.

In the past, he was the one who came to find Ni Rui because Ni Rui was either too busy or unwilling to go out.

It was the first time that Ni Rui took the initiative to come to the door!

From the doctor's point of view, this is of great significance.

"Your illness is under control, no, recovery is very good. Excuse me for using an inappropriate but appropriate description, you seem to 'think about it', is there anything good that happened to you?"

Jing Zhe's face flashed before Ni Rui's eyes.

Ni Rui smiled, shook his head in denial.

He didn't know how to define the days when there was Waking of Insects.happy?Not so happy.Are you moved?Not too moved.It's just that the calm days are full of ups and downs, like a piano that has been standing still for a long time has a high and low rhythm.The rhythm is too fast and the time is too tight, so that he can't care about and can't completely ignore the dust raised by the piano due to long-term use and use.

Don't want to tell the doctor too much.

He's not the type to talk.

Hearing the doctor's affirmation, Ni Rui's mood improved again, and these small joys were quickly covered by large clouds.

No one would like to be with him.

Even if it is temporarily held in the hand, it will eventually be lost.

All happiness is temporary and false.Not worth "showing off" to outsiders.

Bad news awaits him on the road ahead.He couldn't hesitate to move forward, and he didn't dare to walk too fast, he wanted to spend more time in this fog.

Ni Rui saw some photos hanging on the wall of the doctor's consulting room, including photos of doctors shaking hands with well-known scholars, photos of doctors' profiles, photos of attending events, and so on.

The photos are star-studded around an oversized family portrait.

The son was held in the arms of the grandmother, the doctor put one arm on his wife's shoulder, and the other hand on the shoulder of the father sitting in the front row.

Very unique wall photo frame placement design.

"The layout is a bit weird, right?" The doctor in a white coat raised his chin and looked at the photos with Ni Rui. "I don't remember anything when I'm busy. I want to remind myself that no matter how busy I am, no matter how old I am To achieve success, I must focus on my family. I cannot achieve myself at the expense of sacrificing my family. Fulfilling social responsibilities is my pursuit, and I also want to fulfill my responsibilities as a husband and a father. Whether it’s work or home as a place to relax, I keep that in mind.”

Ni Rui sincerely praised: "Very good".

He came out of the consulting room with his front feet, and stepped on the road to the photography studio with his back feet.

"I'm going to take pictures, are you coming?!"

"address."

"Guangrong Road 'Art Photography Studio'".

"Why didn't you say hello in advance and suddenly went to take pictures? I can't get away outside, I mean it will take a long time to rush there, what are you doing for taking pictures? Are you there now? Did you make an appointment in advance? If you don't have an appointment, tomorrow It’s okay to shoot again... What did Ni Ni say? Tomorrow is Saturday..."

Ni Rui cut off the phone with a snap.He was very angry.

I want Jing Zhe to take a "family portrait" together and hang it at home. I can't control myself at all, I'm impatient, and I can't speak properly.

What he wanted to express, he couldn't express.

irritability.

Gamble.

He was angry that Jing Zhe didn't understand him, and he was even more angry with himself.

He is angry that his actions are becoming more and more childish, he is arrogant, and he is still a decision maker, shit!They have all degenerated into useless people!It should have been understood a long time ago, and there should be no extravagant expectations.I care so much, but I can't get the same care, I feel aggrieved!

It's because he didn't want to express clearly, and wanted Jing Zhe to know, but he couldn't express clearly.

A waste!

I can't think about it, the more I think about it, the angrier I get.

Ni Rui suddenly lost interest in taking pictures, didn't want to stay here, didn't want to leave here.

He found a bookstore on the second floor, and sat in front of the window with the books spread out. The window was facing Yi Photography Studio. He couldn't read a few words and had to look down the window, unable to control himself.

Annoyed by the lack of self-control.

It wasn't until the figure he was looking forward to appeared on the street that Ni Rui heaved a sigh of relief.

He ignored the desire to rush downstairs, stuck to the wooden high stool, and cursed fiercely in his heart: "Idiot with mental retardation, where are you looking! Here, look up, look this way, why are you wandering around the door?" Car! Boy! Mentally retarded is mentally retarded!"

Just waiting for Jing Zhe to find him.

When he got what he wanted, Ni Rui found that he had cursed, yelled, and spent a little more time, but his heart suddenly became clear in an instant.

Ni Rui walked down the stairs slowly from the bookstore, the wind passed over the wooden ladder, and the green radishes rippling.