sick redemption

Ni Rui wants to prepare a big gift for Jing Zhe.

His child wants it.

big day.

Ni Rui is notoriously thoughtful when it comes to courting others, but when it comes to preparing a birthday present for Jing Zhe, he has no idea at all.

Think about this, no, think about that again, no good, seeing the day is approaching, Ni Rui is so anxious that his back teeth hurt.

He wants a shocking, grand, watershed, commemorative gift that Jingzhe needs and likes.One week before Jingzhe's birthday, Ni Rui really couldn't think of anything, so she politely asked Jingzhe what she thought about the future.Jing Zhe gave him a very satisfying but useless answer—I want Ni Ni to be healthy, happy, and always have him as a doormat for company.

Words are too sweet, too general, and often they are not true.

When I think about it deeply, I feel that I am becoming more and more useless and less and less needed.

Ni Rui was so depressed that Jing Zhe asked what was wrong dozens of times a day.

"Come and sleep in my room tonight, and we can lie down and chat."

Jingzhe was so happy that she danced and took a bath for half an hour. From the color of underwear to the style of pajamas, she asked Ni Rui for advice. After bathing and dressing, she greeted herself with a set of tedious procedures. Hum the whole process of skewering ditties.

Ni Rui sighed: Dating a little girl will be such a virtue in the future. Give him a day, and he will probably be able to spend the whole day.

Spoiled, spoiled.

When I went to bed and turned off the light, my breath was filled with the smell of bath essence.

"It's been a few years, you told me when you were 16 years old, let me live to you, it's over, are you going to smoke me here today or something?"

"I was just joking." Jing Zhe acted obediently.

"Jokes are not as serious as you." Ni Rui threw Jing Zhe's dishonest hand from her body, "If you mess with me again, I will chop off your hand and stew it for you to swallow by yourself. You At that time, I was a little stupid, like a mentally handicapped child with underdeveloped intelligence, but when I stood up on the steps, I didn't have much posture. It's not good to kill people if you cry. There is no trick, you have to coax and follow along. Who would have thought that you could become what you are today? I am losing my mind, and I want to prepare a big gift for you, but I can't think of any good ideas after much deliberation. What do you want? Where's the 'surprise'?"

"Will you give me anything I want?"

"What reservations can I have about you? You're going to be eighteen, and you can't even say a word."

Jing Zhe became nervous all of a sudden, and a little embarrassed, he hesitated an "I", followed by a resounding "I want you".

Ni Rui waited for Jing Zhe to continue, but he didn't get the next sentence.

"What do you want me to do? Go ahead and say, startled and surprised, what a bad thing to say to keep half of it, it makes me uncomfortable."

Jing Zhe touched the phone on the bedside table, clicked on the search engine, quickly entered a few keywords, and a bunch of unsuitable pictures appeared on the screen of the phone.

Before Jingzhe got older, he took Ni Rui and hit him.

"Didn't forget that! How long have you been thinking about it? I'm so disappointed."

It's time for Jingzhe to have her own life.

Just because he has no desires doesn't mean that Jing Zhe, who was in the Year of the Tiger and Wolf, will also live the life of an ascetic monk like him.

Love is not early, if Jing Zhe is willing to study hard, she will be a college student no matter what.How many college students today are not in love.

It's a matter of course, but thinking about it makes me sad.

When I didn't grow up, I looked forward to progress, but when I grew up, I thought it would be better not to grow up.

This sour, I don't want to say anything more.

What are you talking about? There's nothing to talk about.

"Where do you want to go, what do you want to do, you can't mess around outside, no one will wipe your ass, and I won't follow you if you bring someone back for the night. For the rest, you can watch it yourself. Go back to the room and sleep Well, I'm tired too."

"Really? What do I want to do?"

"I can't tie you with a rope, let's go, let's go! Go!"

"Are you angry again?"

"You will make me angry, can I not be angry?"

Jing Zhe held Ni Rui's face and kissed it, making Ni Rui's teeth ache.

"Why are you kissing me? Damn, are you a wolf? Where are you going to bite, hand! Hand! If you don't let go, I will break it for you. Believe it or not. You have never made such a fuss!"

Jing Zhe pressed and gnawed, not letting go no matter what.

"Ni Ni said I can do whatever I want."

"You wolf cub deliberately misinterpreted my meaning, can I let you kiss me? It's all about! Then I take back my words now."

"You said you would give me anything I want!" Jing Zhe raised the decibel.

"I... um... turned against you... um... get off!"

"I don't want anything from you, I just want you, I don't want anything else, I just want you, I don't care about any big gift, except you. You owe me what you say, owe me!"

"..."

"Stop talking, okay, Ni Ni, I don't want to listen to you now, I really want you, I wanted you very early. There is no other request for birthday, just this one, okay? Ni Ni, Ni Ni... ..."

"!!!"

"I don't want to let you go, I can't live without you. Ni Ni, do you understand what I mean? I like you, I love you, I've said it many times, and you never took it seriously!"

"Huh...you...like...men? You said..."

"Ni Ni, don't force me away, don't force me to find someone else, I'm really under a lot of pressure, I'm too eager to do something, but I have to go steadily every step of the way. Ni Ni, Ni Ni, I want you, Ni Ni, you understand me, you always follow my lead, don't reject me!"

"What happened?"

"Don't ask. I—"

Ni Rui felt a pain in his chest, and he couldn't help cursing.

"Help me! Ni Ni! I'm really... really stressed..."

"what happened to you?"

The more Jing Zhe remained silent, the more anxious Ni Rui became.

He had never seen Jing Zhe like this.

Usually, Jing Zhe passed things as if he was idle, and he didn't see him take anything to heart.

what is it today?

"You can't refuse me, and I won't let you drive me away. You know that what I've decided must be done, and I'm not willing to do it. I want you. Let me do it...Ni Ni, you can't Don't want me, Ni Ni, I really like you...Ni Ni, I have already said that I tell you that I like you every day...If this continues, I will be suffocated...I only want you..."

Ni Rui couldn't stand the soft words, and even tried to persuade himself to agree.

Let Jing Zhe hold back, reluctant to find someone else, let alone agree, hearing that the child has been wronged for the past few years, self-blame came up again, but his temper could not be raised at all.

Following Jing Zhe's words, the strength was released little by little.Although he didn't know how to do it, he knew that men could be with men.He didn't complain about Jing Zhe, he felt sorry for Jing Zhe, but he blamed his younger brother for bringing up the child in such a way, which taught him some bad things and made him suffer in the end.

The pain was severe and burning. He gritted his teeth and endured it. When the pain was so severe, he bit the pillow, letting out a little muffled groan, which frightened him.

He wanted Jing Zhe to stop, but worried that he would feel uncomfortable if he stopped halfway.She couldn't help letting out a little voice, and worried that Jing Zhe was too concerned about his feelings, and she was not happy.

After doing everything, the two of them are unhappy, why bother!

Thinking that this is a great gift for Jing Zhe, what Jing Zhe wants, it can make Jing Zhe feel more comfortable, as if it doesn't hurt so much.

Ni Rui asked Jing Zhe: "Are you in pain?"

"It doesn't hurt... Are you in pain? I'll slow down."

"No, it doesn't hurt, just follow your rhythm."

After a while, Ni Rui couldn't help asking Jing Zhe if it hurt.

The meaningless conversation was repeated, repeated, Ni Rui knew that blood was flowing from behind him, but he didn't stop.

He can't guarantee that he will die at any time, it doesn't matter if he suffers a little pain, if he can't be stimulated for the first time, it will be difficult to leave bad problems.

This is Ni Rui's Waking of Insects.He is obedient, smart, good-looking and can love others, and he can stand his bad temper, but he doesn't want Jing Zhe to leave any flaws because of his relationship.